transient stability

This time I really threw my phone on the bed, I didn't plan to talk to Lin Qiu anymore, and slowly prepared to go and see Li Tong.

Li Tong's ward is not far away, I asked the nurse station, she was fine, she just didn't move, and she wasn't in any danger.I grabbed a bag of walnuts from that nut bin, does this stuff feed the brain?I took it to feed her.

Li Tong's ward is also a double room, and her roommate was not there, so I went in to see her.She is in a special situation, the bed is a bunk bed, she lives in the lower bunk, and her roommate usually lives in the upper bunk.

The little girl lay on the bed with her eyes open, but she really didn't move.I walked up to her and said hello to her: "Are you okay?"

She said yesterday that there were ghosts at night and it scared me like a crazy person.No, I'm already mentally ill now, just a normal person who is a little bit out of order.I sat next to her hospital bed, and she didn't look at me, she just looked somewhere in the sky.

Can't move?I came out of curiosity and reached out to shake her hand.I took her hand and waved, "Did you see me, I brought you walnuts."

She really didn't respond at all, I was a little embarrassed and let go of her hand.Li Tong's hand has always maintained that raised posture.Isn't it right, won't she drop it automatically when she raises her hand?

Who invented the word stupor is really an apt description.I bent her hand to her chest, and then took out the other hand. The two hands made a heart-to-heart comparison, not to mention really cute.Li Tong maintained this heart-to-heart posture, quietly, like a dead person.

"Anyway, can you talk to me? You told me not to go out yesterday. When I went out, I watched you lying down. Do you think you're trying to scare me?" After I finished speaking, I looked at Li Tong, but he still didn't move. Don't give me face?

On a whim, I slapped Li Tong's pillow, and her head was suspended.

"..." Why didn't Lin Qiu tell me that numbness is such a terrible disease?Li Tong has had this disease since he was only so old... I put down the bag of walnuts and felt a little heavy looking at her.

After I sat for a while, Li Tong's roommate came back, an aunt in her 40s.I know her name is Ren Chuanxi, and she has lived here for more than ten years, and she is the "hospital bully" of the hospital.I don't know why she is called that. She has high browbones, curly hair, and fair complexion. She looks like a foreigner, but she speaks Mandarin.She looked at me in surprise, and greeted me, "Did you come to see her?"

"Yeah." I nodded, "How long has she had this disease?"

Ren Chuanxi thought for a while, "It's been almost three years."

I handed the walnuts to her, "Eat it?"

Ren Chuanxi looked at the bag of nuts in my hand, "Give it to Li Tong, this kid has a hard life."

I seemed to catch a glimpse of the beginning of the story, and asked her: "How did she get this disease?"

Ren Chuanxi looked at Li Tong, and stuffed the pillow next to her head back under her head. "Her mother was addicted to drugs when she was pregnant, and she was sick from the womb. Fortunately, she was almost full-term at that time, so she didn't grow into a deformity. I heard that all the children born from this incident were deformed. , can't live."

I looked at Li Tong, her beautiful eyes were still open, "Can she hear us?"

"The doctor said she couldn't hear it. She didn't want to hear it." Ren Chuanxi only said the beginning, and I wanted to hear the rest of the story, so I asked her: "Then what happened next?"

"I heard that she was crying and fussing after she was born, yawned, had a runny nose, only ate her mother's milk, and quit drugs for a long time. At that time, her brain was broken, and she didn't respond until she was three years old."

"Later, I heard that her mother quit drugs and wanted to cure her. She taught her to sing and read every day. She didn't go to school, and it was all taught by her mother. Maybe she grew up at that time, but she still couldn't keep up. Another child. Her father later divorced her mother, I don't know if it was because of her illness."

"Her mother was not well after that, and beat her every day. Later, the neighbors called the police and separated the mother and daughter. She became a fool again at that time, and what she said when she entered the hospital... oh, everything It was her fault that her father didn't want her mother anymore, probably her mother told her, she was a little delirious. Her mother is also in the hospital now, but she is not here. His father paid for the expenses here, but people Only come once a year, pay the money and leave.”

Ren Chuanxi picked up his cup and took a sip of water, "Usually when Dr. Lin comes over, he will bring her some food and talk with her. She just gets close to him, and the other doctors don't pay much attention to him. They even hold Dr. Lin and refuse to let him go Walk."

After listening to it, I didn't think there was anything wrong with her hugging Lin Qiu, "Then why did it happen all of a sudden?"

"The doctor said she was suffering from depression. I don't know how long it will take this time." Ren Chuanxi asked me, "Did she talk to you? She usually doesn't talk to people."

"Hmm." I don't know why she took the initiative to talk to me, probably because of my painting.Sometimes images express things more fully and intuitively than words.I drew Lin Qiu, and she happened to like Lin Qiu too.

I sat next to her, "How does she eat like this?"

"What's the point of eating if this is the case, the nurse will come to give her an IV in a while. Speaking of which, I haven't had much illness this year, so I thought it was going to be better."

I turned to look at Li Tong, and suddenly found a tear on her face, "Can she hear it?"

Ren Chuanxi felt strange, and came to see her, "I can't, I couldn't do it before."

I took a closer look at her, reached out and touched her head, "When you can move my brother to play with you, call Dr. Lin."

A tear also fell from Li Tong's other eye, and Ren Chuanxi said beside him, "Can you really hear it? I shouldn't have said so much just now, hey! I'll call the doctor to have a look."

I felt bad, and suddenly I was not afraid of her anymore, and felt that she was being driven crazy.

The doctor who came to see Li Tong was Huang Ling. When I looked at her, I thought of Lin Qiu's picture of a muscular man standing with her.Huang Ling checked Li Tong and went out again. I called her, "Doctor, is she recovering?"

Huang Ling shook her head, "But it's good to be able to hear, don't stay there, let her rest."

She probably saw Li Tong's heart-to-heart gesture and decided that I was causing trouble, so I answered and whispered a few words into Li Tong's ear before going out.

I was in the hallway for a while, thinking about my phone.

I don't know if Lin Qiu still sent a message, so I went back to the dormitory and touched the bed.I remember throwing it in the middle, and I couldn’t find it after touching it for a while. I took off my shoes and stepped on the table, and saw that the bed was empty.

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I turned around and looked at Chen Yuan's bed. There was no one on Chen Yuan's bed, so he must have touched my phone.I was wary when I thought about the matter of him taking my notebook before, so I ran to the activity room to look for him.

Chen Yuan wasn't in the activity room, it was such a big place, where could he go?I remembered that there was still a toilet that I hadn't visited, so I went to the men's toilet to find it.

There are five compartments in the men's restroom on this floor. I glanced and saw no signs of people. The doors of the three compartments were closed, as if someone was blowing their nose inside.

"Chen Yuan? Are you there?" After I shouted, I heard the sound of blowing my nose disappear, and no one answered me.