transient stability

Lin Qiu didn't reply to me again, I don't know if I hit a red line.I suddenly wanted to be discharged from the hospital immediately, and wanted to force him to explain clearly to me.He knew that I liked him, but he didn't give a positive answer.

He made me angry just because of my illness?Buy me a cell phone out of pocket?I suddenly thought of what Ren Chuanxi said about him buying snacks for Li Tong. He was also so kind to Li Tong.

I walked to the nurse's station and lay down on the stage next to Zhou Xinyu.Zhou Xinyu was busy dispensing medicines for the patients, putting them one by one in small plastic cups with the patient's name on them.She glanced at me and continued to work on her work, "What's the matter? Have you finished chatting with the director? What about the phone?"

"Does Lin Qiu earn a lot of money?" I asked her.

"You should ask yourself this question. The director is specially hired, so there should be quite a few." Zhou Xinyu put all the medicine cups in his hand on the plate, put them aside and put them away, and only then did he have time to talk to me.

"Oh, high-tech talents." I shrugged, none of this is important to me, I just wonder if he often does this.

Zhou Xinyu smiled, "That's true, he was already an attending physician at your age, and I heard that he was still working and studying at the same time."

"Were you not in the hospital at that time? There is a photo in Lin Qiu's circle of friends, and I don't think you are on it." I thought about Zhou Xinyu's age, and he might not have met his ex-boyfriend, "Do you know the person next to him?" ?”

"I heard from Dr. Wang that he was a classmate of Director Lin when he was studying in graduate school. They have a good relationship. I met him once in the hospital." Zhou Xinyu recalled, and continued, "He is better looking than in the photo. I was dumbfounded, I thought I was lucky to see Director Lin."

I was a little frustrated, I didn't want to hear this, I just wanted to know why he left Lin Qiu. "He came later, hasn't he been here?"

"I also asked, Director Lin said that he has gone abroad."

I didn't expect it to be like, "Is he coming back?"

"I don't know. I remember Director Lin took a long leave of absence after that. I wonder if he went to see him." Zhou Xinyu said, "Unfortunately, we may not see him again in the future."

I was bored and didn't speak. Lin Qiu was not in the mood to work at that time, right? He was dumped?

Zhou Xinyu turned her head to look at me, and said with a smile: "Shi'an, you're not bad, when Director Lin kicked the door to arrest you, someone knocked on your CP."

I don't want to listen to her comfort, I can understand the expression on her face, I'm just not bad, the other party is very good.I had a sudden urge to leave the hospital, just as strong as when I first came in. "I want to see Dr. Huang."

I asked Huang Ling to give me a hospital assessment. I haven't taken any medicine recently, and I am very peaceful. I even danced with the patients in the square dance.When Lin Qiu was around, my mood improved a lot. I could talk to him every day, and I didn't feel so irritable anymore.

Huang Ling felt that I was in a good condition, so I didn't say that I was not sick, and tacitly assumed that I was recovering from illness, which was much more effective than arguing with the doctors and nurses.I answered whatever she asked, didn't talk much, and didn't show superfluous expressions.

I took the scale again and this time it came out low and I knew I wasn't on the depression spectrum.Huang Ling got the result and asked me to go back to the tenth floor by myself. I obediently got into the elevator and pressed the tenth floor.I knew she would watch at the elevator entrance to see if I went back, so I didn't make any small moves.

I thought about her issuing a discharge certificate for me, and when I reached the tenth floor, Zhou Xinyu was quite surprised to see me alone, "So fast?"

"Yeah." I nodded, and went to the nurse's station to sit and chat with her, "Is it possible that I can go out after Dr. Huang passes?"

Zhou Xinyu smiled at me, "Doctor Huang will write an application if he thinks it is possible, and Director Lin can go out after approval."

"Should Lin Qiu criticize this matter?" I was a little unsure, the matter I just asked Lin Qiu was a bit out of bounds, I wonder if he will not let me go out.If he doesn't want to see me, he shouldn't have kept me here.

"People here have to be approved by Director Lin when they are discharged from the hospital." Zhou Xinyu explained to me.

"Is it possible that he released someone he didn't like?"

"How is that possible?"

I can also see from Zhou Xinyu's expression that Lin Qiu is not a selfish person, "I know."

When I went back to the dormitory and saw Chen Yuan, I was already out of breath.His eyes were still a little red, he watched me go back, and said to me under his throat, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay, if the old one doesn't go, the new one won't come." I said lightly, Lin Qiu promised me to give me the new one, thanks to him.Chen Yuan is definitely not a thief, and a thief will not apologize.I thought he had a similar story to Li Tong, but sometimes he couldn't control himself, I don't know.

Chen Yuan clasped his hands together, obviously nervous and trembling, I couldn't bear it, and said to him: "It's really fine, I can still use it now, Lin Qiu said get me a new one. "

He looked at me gratefully, I patted his shoulder, took off my shoes and rolled onto the bed.As soon as he lay down, he thought about Lin Qiu again, turned on his phone and stared at his name in a daze.

I'm so useless, I want to be like this alone.