transient stability

I just left Lin Qiu's house not long ago. I know he didn't clean the second bedroom, and I don't want to bother him to clean it.When I got to the 28th floor, I walked ahead and he followed behind waiting for me to open the door.

"Stay for a few more days." Lin Qiu whispered in my ear, "I'll take you there in the morning."

Even if he doesn't tell me, I'm going to wait for a few more days. I have two sets of clothes in my bag, but I still don't tell him.It costs money to buy new sheets, I'm overdrawn this month, I'd better wait until the sheets are washed and dried before going back.

Living here with Lin Qiu has improved my quality of life a few notches. I went to the bathroom for a stroll, and stared in the mirror for a while.Lin Qiu's care products are so many that it feels like a waste. I was curious about what they were, so I went through them one by one.Most of them are sunscreen, followed by moisturizing and cleansing, but nothing else.

"Shi'an? Haven't used up yet?" Lin Qiu yelled outside, and I put down the sunscreen spray bottle in my hand and turned to go out.

Lin Qiu leaned against the door, saw me passing by, lifted my chin to look, squeezed to the bathroom and didn't know what smeared on my face.I waited for him to go in, and there was the sound of water, so I slowly moved to his bedroom.

I sat on the bed for a while, then got up and took two steps, my nerves were tense, it would be fine to sleep on a bed full of cat fur in the dormitory, why did I come here to sleep. …………… although the bed was very comfortable.I fell on the big bed and rolled around a few times, took out my phone and checked Zhihu.

[What's it like to fall in love with a doctor? 】

I will answer this question... The following high praise answers. Everyone is busy like a dog and has no personal time.I kind of lost my thoughts about answering, for fear that people would scold me for being too showy.Lin Qiu is indeed not very busy, is it because he is a psychiatrist? ... His subject always makes people feel a little indescribable, and ordinary people can't understand it.Speaking of which, he continued to be in the psychiatric department after the breakup, and did not go to God... This is quite puzzling.

Since I brushed up on the doctor's topic last time, I always push relevant ones to me, and I understand a little bit.After reading a few topics, I became sleepy, put my phone aside, and got under the covers.

I don't know when Lin Qiu went to bed, I just smelled the smell of shower gel, and the person who opened his eyes was right in front of him.When I saw him, I threw myself dizzily, fell down on the bed and kissed him, my mouth smelled of mint.

"I thought you fell asleep." Lin Qiu put his hands on my waist and put his hands into my clothes, "Take off and sleep."

"No." I was just wearing a T-shirt, wouldn't it be gone if I took it off? I frowned and grabbed Lin Qiu's clothes, "Why don't you take it off?" He was wearing a dark blue Japanese-style pajamas, There is a belt around the waist, and the body is empty. I touched down and just touched his leg.Half of the material and half of the skin, it feels so good that I am half awake in an instant.

I'm telling him to undress?

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Didn't he lose everything when he took it off?

I stood up and looked at Lin Qiu who was lying on the pillow. His lips curled up, and he really started to take it off.

"Want to see it?"

"Yes." I couldn't even tell a lie, so I looked at him straight.

"You bite really hard." Lin Qiu took off his pajamas, and a series of marks on the collarbone of his neck gave a wave of presence.I couldn't see under the quilt, so I reached out and touched it.Lin Qiu raised his eyebrows and let out a light breath. "Shi'an, you really won't let me sleep?"

"Let." I lay on top of him and took off my shirt, "You just want to sleep naked, who is afraid of whom?"

"Pretend to be stupid." Lin Qiu pulled me into his arms, lowered his head and blocked his lips.

I was so dazed by his kiss, I felt drowsy, my eyelids were clenched, and I was still struggling: how can I sleep at a time like this?

"Shi'an." Lin Qiu pressed my lower abdomen with his hand, and I couldn't help snorting, two of the three major desires/desires of human beings accounted for, and I wanted to die.

"Let me sleep... I will depend on you from now on." I stretched out my arms and hugged his neck, begging in his ear.

"Sleep, let you go today."

Why let me go, I can no longer think about Lin Qiu's words, I didn't think about it in a daze, I just slept soundly.

I woke up at 06:30 in the morning and slept for almost six hours, feeling alive again.Today I have to go to the big mud, and I have to see the teacher. There are many things.There is no class in the morning, and there is a clay sculpture relief human body in the afternoon, so I have a lot of time.I haven't learned the things in the textbook for a long time. I read it once, and I skipped class very much.The teacher didn't make things difficult for me, and gave me all kinds of conveniences, on the condition that I help him get a piece of work out before the end of the semester.It is probably a mission, and it will be placed in a flower bed somewhere in the school.

I sat up and stretched, only to realize that the place where I slept was not a dormitory, nor a hospital.Lin Qiu was lying beside me, her shoulders exposed from the quilt.I lay down and covered myself with the quilt.Trying to think about what happened last night, the temperature on his face gradually increased, what did he do behind... I reached out to touch, touched a place that shouldn't be touched, and retracted my hand in a second. In this state...he woke me up That's it.

I sniffed and cursed myself for being worthless.You were not afraid yesterday, so what are you afraid of today?Turned over, propped his head and leaned against him, put his hands on his body, and called softly: "Lin Qiu."

Lin Qiu moved, as if he was not in a deep sleep, I pulled his face and watched him lost in thought.A man with no blind spots at close range, I held my breath in my throat, almost trying to wake him up.With such a beautiful man in front of me, I actually endured and endured, did I keep my virginity and give birth... I am also an adult with normal physiological reactions, why did I become so awkward, shouldn't my first love fall down earlier?

Wake up, wake up I will not let you go.As soon as I rolled onto him and pressed him down, Lin Qiu opened his eyes.

"What time is it?" Lin Qiu's thin pink lips moved, and I kissed them desperately.

I slept through the night last night, and the skin-to-skin feel was very comfortable. Lin Qiu obviously understood what I was doing, and his body under the quilt began to feel hot. "I have to go to work at eight o'clock, it's too late. When do you go to school?"

"Is it okay to ask for leave?" I finally understood what it was like to hold back, no wonder he was unhappy the first two times.

Lin Qiu stretched out his hand and pinched my chin, "No, I have to give lectures."

I propped myself up and prepared to get out of bed, not daring to lie down with him again.Lin Qiu grabbed my wrist and fell back on the bed. I took a breath and was a little annoyed with him, "I can't let go of your anger."

"Lie down for another 10 minutes."

Lin Qiu looked at me with a smile. I thought he was not human at all. Does the doctor have such strong self-control?I feel uncomfortable, he is not uncomfortable?

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This chapter has been locked and deleted a hundred words, and it is not too important, so it is posted on Weibo.