transient stability

Just like Hao Ren and the others at my hospital knew, Lin Qiu’s colleagues, I don’t believe they didn’t know.

Hospital A usually needs to make an appointment before entering, and there is no one guarding the door at all, there is only a cold door.It took me more than an hour to get here. Two days ago, Lin Qiu took me back from the outside. This time I came back on my own initiative. Looking at this place, I felt nothing to be afraid of.What I do on the outside is much scarier than what I do on the inside.

I sent a message to Zhou Xinyu: Sister Xinyu, I am at the entrance of the hospital, can you let me in?

Zhou Xinyu quickly got back to me: Shi'an?how did you get hereYou wait for me to come down.

I was a little tired from standing, so I sat down with my back against the gate, looking at the empty road.The road is still being built outside, and there is a fence around it, so cars can't get in.Lin Qiu was also outside when he grabbed me. I remembered his expression when he grabbed me, and my heartbeat when I hugged him and kissed me for the first time.

I let out a long breath, "You answered me, so I won't give up. Lin Qiu, since we made an appointment, you can't forget it." I raised my hand, as if his fingers were still resting on the little finger.I patted my face, not to let myself get depressed, I couldn't think about it anymore, I just pretended that the previous thing didn't exist, and I just chased him again.

"Shi'an!" Zhou Xinyu's voice came from behind, I got up from the ground and grabbed the railing of the gate, "Sister Xinyu."

"Why are you here? Didn't you leave the hospital?" Zhou Xinyu opened the door and let me in, "Yang Fei still mentioned you today."

"What are you talking about me?" I avoided Zhou Xinyu's eyes and followed her into the building with my head down, not wanting her to see me in a panic.

"She asked what happened to you and Director Lin, why..." Zhou Xinyu stopped talking halfway, I was a little surprised, and found her staring at my clothes.

On me is my brother's coat, a black half-length windbreaker.I hadn't worn it before, so she probably could tell it wasn't mine. "Shi'an, did you break up with Director Lin?"

"Why do you ask that? These are my brother's clothes." I explained, and found that the word "brother" was very ambiguous, and Zhou Xinyu's eyes became even more strange. "No, my dear brother, don't think about it."

"What does it matter, anyway, it won't be... bah bah, what am I talking about." Zhou Xinyu's face was complicated, I couldn't describe it, "Last night, Director Lin's junior came to the hospital and just... You asked before, that one."

It turned out that it was the second day... I slept in the hospital all day.Zhou Xinyu was talking about Ning Yuan, so I asked tentatively, "Ning Yuan? What is he doing in the hospital?"

"He came to ask you." Zhou Xinyu said, "Ask who you are and what is your relationship with Director Lin."

"Oh." My mind was a little confused, "How did he find Lin Qiu?"

"Director Lin was sent to the hospital this time, and the doctor happened to be his mysterious classmate. The hospital has already got the news."

"Were they famous in school before? If Lin Qiu gets injured, he must be notified..." I whispered, feeling a little uncomfortable.Obviously unable to answer my question, Zhou Xinyu let out a soft "ah".Sure enough, there was nothing wrong with coming to the hospital, at least they knew it.

"Shi'an, did you cause Director Lin's injury?" Zhou Xinyu asked me hesitantly as we got into the elevator together.

"Did you listen to what Ning Yuan said? He said that?" I didn't know how to answer her. Lin Qiu's unit said that I was going to drag him to die together?What would his colleagues think of me. "Is Doctor Wang there?"

"Tell me first, what's the matter with you?" Zhou Xinyu still pressed the door when the elevator reached the tenth floor, preventing me from going out.

"Lin Qiu saved my life. I happened to have a depression attack and hurt him." I dare not tell the truth, dare not say that the colleague they like almost died in my hands, I still have the face to come to the hospital to ask him information.

Zhou Xinyu frowned, "Although it's your private matter, you really have to control your emotions. Otherwise, just like Chen Yuan, a mistake will cause eternal hatred."

"His wife is gone? He—" I blurted out, and Zhou Xinyu looked at me a little strangely.She didn't answer Chen Yuan's matter, but I was even more concerned.Was Chen Yuan's wife killed by him... My back felt cold and I couldn't speak.

"Doctor Wang may not necessarily say anything to you. Although you have been discharged from the hospital now, Ning Yuan said that you simply..."

Zhou Xinyu is the person I know best in the hospital, and she doesn't believe me now.I know she wants to hear my explanation, but I can't explain anything, what Ning Yuan said is true.

"Lin Qiu asked me to come to Dr. Wang to get mints. Sister Xinyu, can you tell me which hospital Lin Qiu is in?"

The atmosphere in the elevator was a bit heavy, and Zhou Xinyu's appearance was obviously in a psychological struggle, "What are you going to his hospital for? He is still under observation and is not out of danger."

"He told me that it would be fine in a week..."

Zhou Xinyu opened the elevator door, "Go and ask Dr. Wang."

I've lived here for almost two weeks, and everything is familiar.The old faces of the hospital greeted me when they saw me.Li Tong sat by the window, glanced at me, and waved to me.I really regret going out by myself. If Lin Qiu hadn't let me go, this incident wouldn't have happened.

I went to the doctor's office to find Wang Wenrui. He was typing in front of the computer. When he saw me coming, he said "sit down".

After he finished typing, he glanced at me and asked me, "Why are you here when you are free?"

I found it more difficult to speak to him, so I waited a while before saying, "Lin Qiu asked me to come and get you a box of candies."

"Sugar? What sugar?"

Wang Wenrui didn't seem to know, but Lin Qiu wouldn't coax me either.I took out the candy box and handed it to him, "He said it was the same as this one, and gave you a box. He said he would come to you when I finished eating this box, and you have another box here."

Wang Wenrui took the candy, opened it and looked, "Is this made by Director Lin?"

"Yeah." I nodded, "He told me to take two pills a day."

Wang Wenrui sighed: "He didn't give me this. It should be a mood stabilizer. The reason why he made it like this may be because you are too resistant to taking medicine. He asked you to come to me after taking it... probably because he was afraid that something would happen to you. Let me advise you to go to the hospital. Are you feeling all right now?"

"I'm fine...I want to see him. I know I was wrong before, and I won't do anything else."

Wang Wenrui thought for a long time, "There is something I think you should know."

Originally I thought he was going to tell me about Lin Qiu, but he said another person.

"Ningyuan has dual personalities, the main personality is Ning Yuan, and the second personality is Fei Xin. He has been in control all the time, at least we can't see any problems with him. After he was with Director Lin, Director Lin began to practice Psychiatry, which was very popular in the school at the time, almost everyone knew about it. Later I heard that Ning Yuan went abroad because he felt that Fei Xin was too dangerous and would hurt Director Lin. Of course, this is just what I heard, is it true? I didn’t check with Director Lin, and I don’t know what Fei Xin has done.” Wang Wenrui stopped to drink his saliva, and continued: “We all think that Ning Yuan chose to go abroad for treatment, not because he doesn’t like Director Lin, but because he is too Liked it."

The author says:

I was too busy a few days ago, so I will update it earlier today...