transient stability

"I am very grateful for Shi An being taken care of by you. I will bear all the medical expenses." I lowered my head to listen to Jiang Ziyan's words, and for a moment I was too scared to look at Lin Qiu.I had thought about how to apologize to him hundreds of times before, but now I forgot all of it.

Jiang Ziyan continued: "He really wants to know if you don't remember him."

I finally raised my head to look at Lin Qiu, and he happened to be looking at me too.

"We met at S University." Although Lin Qiu's voice was not loud, it was an affirmative sentence. "At that time, his mother and my teacher were also there. His mother asked the teacher if his illness was cured."

I don't remember what my mother took me to S University for, and I didn't hear Lin Qiu mention that my mother took me to see a doctor.So at that time, did my mother know?Not only my mother knows, but does Jiang Ziyan also know?

"Although I can't remember the recent events, don't Shi An remember?" Lin Qiu looked at me, "I will find someone to restore the data on the phone. You were so excited at that time, I want to know the reason."

I understood what he said, tears fell one by one, I seemed to have aphasia, Jiang Ziyan patted my shoulder, and pulled me to lean against him.

"Shi'an, don't cry." Lin Qiu said, "I will find it back."

"He almost killed you!" Ning Yuan grabbed the edge of the bed, feeling a little agitated, "You should sue him as a murderer and send him back to the hospital. You can't let him go like this."

"Ning Yuan, pay attention to your wording." Jiang Ziyan said suddenly, "My brother is not a murderer."

Lin Qiu turned to look at Ning Yuan, his eyes drifted, "Fei Xin also hurt me before."

"So I went abroad? So I killed him, now there is no him, only me." Ning Yuan laughed, and I saw a trace of sadness in his smile.

Lin Qiu fell silent after listening, the atmosphere in the room was awkward for a while, when I thought he was going to give up talking to Ning Yuan, he suddenly opened his mouth.

"Your method is still simple and rude... I have been working hard for so many years. If you say let him disappear, let him disappear. If you erase his existence, can you also erase the memories in our minds? You asked me in this way ?

Kill him... he just doesn't exist?Don't you feel guilty?

Let him disappear or merge, you ask me?

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You deleted all the things on my phone... Do you think there is no record, and Shi An does not exist? "

Lin Qiu looked at me, and I couldn't help but cry a long time ago.The strange thing is that my brother didn't get angry, he just put his arm around my shoulder and listened to what Lin Qiu said.

"I don't care that Fixin hurt me. I have been looking for a way. You think he is useless, but he is a part of you, a part of my memory. How can you just throw it away without giving me a chance to save him? I After so many years of hard work, is it worthless in your opinion?

Did you know that he can cry and laugh just like you?He is also afraid of death, has he also struggled?You let him die like this?Will he? "

I hugged Jiang Ziyan, not wanting to hear what Lin Qiu had to say.How is Lin Qiu's past like this? When I stabbed him, did he think of the past again.Will he be afraid too?Afraid of his own death, afraid of his lover's death.

Ning Yuan didn't answer Lin Qiu's words, stood up, and suddenly pushed the door open without saying a word.

Lin Qiu took two deep breaths, closed his eyes and said, "I'm sorry, I will try my best to think about Shi'an."

I let go of Jiang Ziyan, walked to Lin Qiu's bed, and pinched him with my little finger, "If you can't remember it, I'll do it again and let you remember it again."

It was only then that I realized what was wrong with Lin Qiu and Ning Yuan.Before he flew back, he told me that he was sad, and I only cared about my own pain, so I responded to him. I think he was seeking my comfort at that time... He couldn't face Ning Yuan, because he would think of Fei Xin's death at the same time.

"He didn't tell you how to deal with it when you go abroad?"

Lin Qiu looked at my hand: "I'm incompetent, I can't let them integrate. Maybe there is a way abroad?"

"Enough." Jiang Ziyan said, "How many people are you mocking? It's none of your business for him to choose one of them."

It seems that my brother has already investigated Lin Qiu.Lin Qiu seemed to have lost all strength after speaking just now, and frowned and moaned.

"He will have a headache, dizziness and vomiting, don't worry too much." Jiang Ziyan said: "Ten and a half months of rest will be fine."

"........."

"Doctor Lin, can you take care of my brother?" Jiang Ziyan looked at Lin Qiu and asked suddenly.

With Lin Qiu like this, he still wants him to take care of me?Shouldn't I take care of him?

Lin Qiu looked at me sideways, "Is the elder brother selling his younger brother?"

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I can't hold back my face, what are they talking about.

Jiang Ziyan snorted, "If you have nothing to do, don't take up medical resources here, can't you go home and take care of it?"

"Okay." Lin Qiu actually agreed, "But my classmate won't let me, saying that I have no one to take care of me, and if I die at home, no one will know."

"where is your family?"

"... At home, I haven't called back yet."

"Shi'an go." Jiang Ziyan suddenly gave an assist, and I held Lin Qiu's hand tightly, wondering if Lin Qiu would agree.

"Thank you." Lin Qiu looked over, "I'm treated really well."

...Did he agree?

"I'll go and see Ning Yuan." Jiang Ziyan left Lin Qiu and me in the room and went out by himself.Lin Qiu watched Jiang Ziyan close the door and said to me, "Your brother is really a good man."

Lin Qiu and I were left in the ward.I suddenly jumped on him and heard him hiss. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Let me hug you even if it hurts, I'm sorry."

Lin Qiu took a breath and said in a low voice: "Don't cry, didn't you say you want me to remember it, you cry every day when you remember it?"

"..." I was at a loss for words for a while, and I didn't dare to move on top of him, so I sniffled, "It's nothing, I was very happy before."

"Why are you happy?" Lin Qiu patted my back, "Happy, you still want to die in love with me?"

Suddenly I feel that Lin Qiu is really mean, just now he tortured me to the point of tears.

"Shi'an." Lin Qiu suddenly pressed my head, "I am very important to you."

"Ah."

"You can't feel this kind of happiness after you die, you know?" Lin Qiu reached out his hand to my face and wiped my tears, "I can't be so willful in the future."

"Ah."

"Why does such a big person always cry? I hate people crying the most."

"Ah."

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Lin Qiu talked to me for a long time, when I stopped crying, I got up and called his classmates over.He was asked by the doctor to do another CT scan, and he promised to come for the check-up the next day.Lin Qiu first gave me a doctor's order, telling me that if a classmate was nagging, he would recite it.After I recited it once, I knew about his situation pretty well, so I went to help him out of the hospital.When I went back, my brother came back and took Lin Qiu home with me.I wanted to ask him what happened to Ning Yuan, but Lin Qiu was unable to ask.

The author says:

Added an update today, and there will be no update in the next two days of this article. I will update it after I adjust my mood.I feel very sad for scolding Lin Qiuzha, that's all.