transient stability

Lin Qiu behaved badly, I let him go as soon as my heart softened.Isn't he strong? What's wrong with him now?I lay on the bed playing with his hair and talked to him for a while.I have to go to the test shoot tomorrow, and I'm a little anxious, not sure if I can finish it smoothly.Although Lin Qiu gave me the card, I don't have to worry about his meal money, but I still have plans to make money.I can't go on like this anymore, I want to be able to rely on him, when he needs me someday in the future.

After he told me those things, I didn't really care if he remembered them all.Two weeks is a short memory, but he made me stay with him from now on, and that was a long, long time.I can slowly engrave me in his mind, as long as he is willing, he will only have me in his heart for many years to come.I don't know if people will empathize with others. At least for me, I haven't fallen in love with others in the past ten years. I still like him so much when I see him again.In another 20 years, I am afraid it will be the same.As for what will become of him, it will be many years before I know.

I went to Lin Qiu's side and kissed his forehead, "Are you asleep? Don't sleep. Tell me about when you were looking for a job, did you get nervous?"

"No." Lin Qiu closed his eyes and smiled, "I just remember being nervous when I entered the operating room for the first time."

"What's that like...?" I wondered.

"Although I did a lot of homework in advance, I was still scolded miserably by the teacher." Lin Qiu opened his eyes and closed them again, "Don't let me recall some things, no matter how many books you read Practice comes quickly."

"You also get scolded sometimes?" Lin Qiu's aura of top students dropped instantly, I grabbed his shoulders and asked him to turn over and face me, "Why did your teacher scold you?"

"Do you still want me to tell you what you scolded me? It's too cruel." Lin Qiu lifted the thin quilt to cover me, "Where you go, no one will scold you, why are you nervous..."

Lin Qiu and I were affectionate in the quilt. He was right, if you come, you will be safe, and it's not a matter of human life, so there is nothing to be nervous about.But after looking at him for a while, I started again, and I could clearly feel my heartbeat.

"Is it because I hug you that you will relax?" Lin Qiu asked suddenly, "I want you to get used to it?" He sighed, and put his arms around me, "Come closer."

I rubbed into his arms and hugged him full. I was so satisfied, more satisfied than sleeping under a warm blanket in winter.

"Just do your best, don't force yourself. I don't want you to have any unexpected 'surprises'."

"it is good."

Lin Qiu held me very at ease, I can't remember when I fell asleep, my body seems to be used to his presence.

When I woke up the next morning, Lin Qiu was not on the bed. I sat up and touched the bed next to me, which was still warm.Where did he go? ...I got up and went to the living room, but there was no one in the living room, "Lin Qiu? Lin Qiu?!"

There was a sound in the toilet, and I rushed over, almost bumping into him.There were some small water droplets on Lin Qiu's face, as if he had just washed his face.His hair was tied back, his beautiful bridge of nose and chin were against the light, his shoulder touched me lightly, and he walked out.

"What are you doing?" I followed behind him, "Aren't you going to sleep?"

"Well, I woke up just as soon as I wanted to throw up. Didn't you want to go to the bathroom?" Lin Qiu leaned on the sofa, and I followed, "Does it matter? Why do you keep throwing up?"

"It's okay." Lin Qiu didn't look like it was okay, and looked very uncomfortable.He wasn't concentrating much, he seemed a little irritable, and didn't want to look at me.

I sat down next to him and saw him clasping his hands, resting his elbows on his thighs, his head bowed. "Did you not sleep well yesterday?" I asked, but Lin Qiu didn't seem to hear me, and didn't answer me.

I sat with him for 10 minutes, Lin Qiu finally raised his head, "Shi'an, help me."

"Hmm. Are you going to bed?" I hung his arms around my shoulders and stood up.Lin Qiu didn't seem to have much strength under his feet, most of his weight rested on me.He still pulled me into bed, so I had to lie down.

Although I know he will have these reactions, it still hurts to watch.Lin Qiu told me that it will slowly recover in a few days, and there should be no sequelae.His head was leaning against me, his body was curled up using me as a pillow, and he fell asleep in this position. I moved him to the pillow and didn't wake up.I held his hand and pulled up the quilt, seeing that it was still early, and I could sleep with him for a while.

When it was almost eight o'clock, I knew I should get up. I made an appointment with Liu Feng to go to the magazine office, but I wanted to be with Lin Qiu again.He helped me find the clothes yesterday: a tie-dyed vintage wide-sleeved shirt with black pants, which is Korean style.I picked it up and looked at it for a while, he really believed me to serve the plate...?

No matter what, I feel that wearing it like this is seducing people, my hormones are full.I changed my clothes, leaned over to the bed and looked at Lin Qiu's face.Speaking of which, I haven't seen him wear civilian clothes many times, and he was dressed similarly when he was in the hospital.Even so... I reached out and touched his chin, and Lin Qiu softly called Shi'an.I half bent down to observe for a while, and found that the person was not awake.

I want to prepare breakfast for him, but I don't know when he will wake up. If he didn't sleep enough last night, he might sleep until noon.I don't know if I can get things done at noon, so I'll go and have a look first.

Liu Feng's office building is not far from her home, and she may have bought a house nearby for the convenience of going to work.She drove there in less than 10 minutes and introduced me to the office area of ​​the magazine. 'Yuan' is located on the 25th to 27th floors of this building. A total of three floors are rented for office use. The 25th floor is the respective offices, conference rooms and reception rooms of the editorial department. modeling agency. "The styling and photography are all up there, I'll take you up later."

Liu Feng took me to the 25th floor, and I saw a huge retro logo at the front desk. She asked me to wait in the reception room, and then it disappeared.I was sitting bored, my eyes were not empty, I was looking around.On the floor is a map of the world, filled with various color blocks, visually very high-end, the glass is translucent, frosted up and down, a large light-colored mosaic square in the middle, dreamy colors like a rainbow, I can choose from the whole Through the door, you can see the front desk not far away.

I sat at the small table for a while, and the beautiful sister at the front desk brought me a cup of coffee, a little flattered.Her appearance is that of a gentle southern beauty, and she looks very kind.He smiled and asked me, "Are you a new plane model?"

I was a little embarrassed and didn't know how to answer this, "Forget it, I don't know yet."

She laughed when she heard it, "Sister Liu has a special look. I only saw her twice when she brought someone here. You are the second."

"Is the first one Lin Qiu?" I asked whenever I thought of it, how could Lin Qiu's character come here by himself.

"Haha, how did you know this? It was a few years ago. Teacher Zhao upstairs likes him very much, but he won't come here again."

"Zhao?"

"That's right. The chief photographer of 'Yuan' is well-ranked in the industry. Maybe Sister Liu will bring you to him later."

I could hear something in her words, Lin Qiu's group of photos was really well taken, but I felt a little uncomfortable hearing that the photographer liked Lin Qiu.Lin Qiu drove the high circulation of the current magazine, and half of the credit for the photography was also in it. Isn't it normal for some people to like it?