I Can't Be This Protagonist

Ji Yao has changed departments.

As soon as Yan Shuang arrived in the classroom, he was informed of the news.

This is actually not too explosive news, everyone knows that Ji Yao will not stay in the Faculty of Arts for long, and sooner or later he will go to the Faculty of Finance.

It's just that the news was related to Ji Yao, which naturally attracted everyone's attention.

"Really?" Yan Shuang whispered, "I don't know."

"Don't be funny, you are not the best friend with Ji Yao."

Yan Shuang flipped through the book in silence, with a lonely expression on his face. Seeing him like this, the carefree talker immediately had an association, stopped talking in embarrassment, and turned his face away.

Yan Shuang usually attends classes with Ji Yao, and they are inseparable, almost becoming a fixed landscape in the department. Over time, the position next to Yan Shuang is automatically "shielded" by everyone.

That was Ji Yao's position, and people passing by took a glance at it and knew it.

The news of Ji Yao's transfer has just come in. Many people don't know about it, or are not sure, and some are out of inertia. In short, various factors lead to the fact that there is no place beside Yan Shuang until the formal class begins. people to sit.

He walked alone, like a lone goose left behind in a flock of geese.

After class, Yan Shuang walked alone among the small groups of people.

While he was bound to Ji Yao, he also cut off social interaction with other people.

Now that Ji Yao "don't want" him, he is left alone.

Sitting alone in class, people in the cafeteria are automatically ignored, the lower bunk in the dormitory is still the same as it was before Ji Yao left, no one dared to move, so it became Yan Shuang occupying two beds by himself.

Yan Shuang: Who knows the happiness of the Lone Ranger?

He lay on Ji Yao's bed reading a book, sighing inwardly.

It feels like Ji Yao is gone, and he has inherited Ji Yao's legacy.

A little cool.

Yan Shuang put down the book, crossed his hands in front of his chest, and replayed the remaining plot lines and timelines in his mind.

The current situation is that Qin Yu is familiar with him in vain, and he doesn't care what he likes.

Wei Yichen is familiar with him, and he went to Xiaoji's as an assistant, but he is still unwilling to give up, and he will definitely help Xiaoji mess with him in the future, and the cornea is pointing at him to add fuel to the flames.

Xiao Ji is well acquainted, and today the two of them are completely torn apart, Xiao Ji looks like he wants to get rid of him, so naturally he won't disturb his two lines with Qi Feiyun and Sheng Guangming.

Qi Feiyun's emotional line is originally shallow, but today's performance is almost full, and the rest is that there are more scenes that cannot be described.

Yan Shuang has also studied the scene with Qi Feiyun.

In the original book, the two are not simply indescribable. Qi Feiyun is having a good time on the bed. There are some extreme sports in this indescribable scene.

Yan Shuang tried extreme sports with Qi Feiyun, and it turned out to be faster than the usual indescribable scrolling progress bar.

The rest is Sheng Guangming.

For Yan Shuang, he felt that Sheng Guangming's line was the most troublesome for him.

In the original book, this line has a large number of love lines in which two people are in love with each other and fall in love with each other. It even went to the step of getting married, and it was not until the eve of the wedding that there was a big crash.

This kind of serious love is really not his strong point.

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Forget it, let's bite the bullet, as long as there is one person who is devoted enough to fall in love, it will be fine.

Isn't it easy to hang on to a "straight man" like Sheng Guangming?

Afterwards, Ji Yao finished the work. He donated all his kidneys and corneas at one time, and his retirement was over, which was perfect.

Satisfied, Yan Shuang picked up the book on his chest to read again.

Before ending this world, he had to find a chance to take a look at Qin Qing.

It's a rare opportunity to meet someone who looks like him, and it must be interesting.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, Qi Feiyun was late on time.

Yan Shuang was amused looking at the empty school gate.

All of them are more tempered than cows, so he doesn't understand, and it's not him, why would they throw face at him every now and then?

To be reasonable, it's easy to feel the best of him, doesn't it mean that they earn as much as they sleep?Still not grateful to Dade to support him?

The ancient abuse texts are really off the charts.

Before Yan Shuang could sigh for a while, a sapphire blue car sped up and stopped beside him.

"Yan Shuang—"

A head protruded from the car window, it was Qi Feiyun's assistant.

He had a very anxious expression on his face, and at the same time, he also had various complex emotions such as confusion and panic. When he saw Yan Shuang, he waved his hand, "Hurry up and get in the car."

Yan Shuang got into the car with an inexplicable expression on his face. The assistant was so anxious that his hands were shaking.

"what happened?"

The assistant looked ugly, "Dr. Qi is injured."

In the morning, when Qi Feiyun came, the assistant noticed the abnormality, there was a piece of gauze on Qi Feiyun's hand.

"Doctor Qi, what happened to your hand?"

"It's nothing."

As always, Qi Feiyun did not disclose any of her private life to her assistant.

The assistant didn't ask further questions, but said: "Then today's two surgeries..."

"no problem."

With a firm and declarative tone, the assistant immediately felt a strong sense of security.

"The operation was very successful," the assistant frowned while driving, "but during the two operations, Dr. Qi's hand was injured again, and he needed more concentration to complete the operation. When the operation was over, Dr. Qi I'm so tired..."

It was already around 2:[-] p.m. after Qi Feiyun finished the operation, and immediately washed and changed clothes after coming out of the operating room.

"Doctor Qi, are you in a hurry?"

The assistant quickly handed over the briefcase.

"Ah."

Qi Feiyun looked a little tired and his hands were shaking a little, but he still took the briefcase and was ready to go out.

No one expected that the moment Qi Feiyun walked to the corner of the corridor.

"That person rushed out." The assistant was still in shock, holding the steering wheel tightly with both hands, "...Dr. Qi was injured."

The assistant's words were ambiguous, Yan Shuang was silent for a while, and then asked, "What's wrong with him?"

The assistant evaded: "You will know it in the past."

He glanced at Yan Shuang out of the corner of his eye, "Doctor Qi won't let me speak, anyway, go to the hospital first."

Just from his expression, Yan Shuang guessed that Qi Feiyun must have suffered more than a simple injury this time.

hateful!

They still have so many indescribable plots that have not been completed!

Qi Feiyun, don't hurt the key parts!

Yan Shuang suddenly realized the loophole in his work plan - the personal safety of the scumbags.

If something happened to that scumbag suddenly, he couldn't accept it.

Yan Shuang was really anxious now, "Hurry up!"

The hospital has become a mess. Qi Feiyun is a golden sign in the hospital. The operation is full all year round. I don't know how many patients are waiting for him to save his life.

The assistant brought Yan Shuang over, and after learning from the nurse that Qi Feiyun was in the operating room, both of their eyes went dark at the same time.

"What kind of injury did he get?" Yan Shuang asked anxiously.

The nurse also looked anxious, "Dr. Qi was stabbed in the abdomen, and the internal organs are damaged. I don't know the details."

Yan Shuang: "..."

who is it? !

Who stabbed his dear little scumbag!

He's going to kill him!

The assistant took Yan Shuang to the operating room to wait.

"The lunatic said..."

The assistant sitting on the bench with his head bowed suddenly said, "If he can't get Dr. Qi, neither can anyone else."

Yan Shuang: "..."

Was it true that the ancient world was full of crazy critics who were crazy about love?

"Actually, Dr. Qi has been really weird recently."

"Always look at the phone."

"Last time, he was supposed to be on duty at the hospital. After receiving a text message, he immediately changed shifts temporarily and left in a hurry."

"At that time, I thought it was strange that Dr. Qi had never done this before."

"He had two surgeries today, and he didn't rest for a moment, and he was in a hurry to leave."

"You know..." the assistant suddenly raised his head, looking at Yan Shuang with red eyes, "Did Dr. Qi say anything to me after being stabbed by that lunatic?"

The stabber screamed and ran away with a sharp smile, blood flooded his field of vision, the assistant was so frightened that his hands and feet were cold, and he stretched out his hand tremblingly, not knowing what to do, "Qi, Doctor Qi, you, you wait ..."

Qi Feiyun pressed the wound, his face quickly turned pale from blood loss, his expression remained calm, "You go and pick Yan Shuang up for dinner."

"I reserved a seat at Cheng Yun Ji..."

The assistant couldn't help crying when he said this.

He is Qi Feiyun's assistant, and seeing with his own eyes that Qi Feiyun has rejected countless people who have made love to him, in his heart, he has always mistakenly believed that it is impossible for a hard-hearted person like Qi Feiyun to be tempted by others.

He never expected that Qi Feiyun would fall on Yan Shuang.

In fact, it was not unexpected, but Qi Feiyun's attractive appearance really shocked him.

Yan Shuang sat silently, and waited for the assistant's crying to subside before handing over the tissue.

"Thank you." The assistant wiped away tears, looked at Yan Shuang with a calm expression, and said, "You... aren't you sad?"

Even he, who is just Qi Feiyun's work partner, is so sad, why doesn't the person on Qi Feiyun's heart respond at all?

Yan Shuang was silent for a while, and said, "I don't know either."

When Qi Feiyun woke up, he opened his eyes and saw the white ceiling, and immediately recalled what happened before.

He was stabbed.

Qi Feiyun frowned slightly, and stretched out his hand to lift the quilt to check the wound. He didn't know who performed the operation on him and how the stitches were.

"Don't move."

The clear and familiar voice made Qi Feiyun turn his face away.

Yan held a water glass in both hands, and was standing at the door of the ward, with a slightly reproachful look on his face, "I just woke up and didn't stop," he continued as he walked, "Do you know, the knife is only a little bit short, it's zero. A few tenths of a centimeter will hurt the internal organs."

Do you know which organ it is?

It's the kidney!

Scared him to death.

Yan Shuang sat down on the chair in front of the hospital bed, "Fortunately, I didn't get hurt. If you don't get hurt, you'll have to lie down for ten days and half a month." He frowned more and more, "You're so careless!"

His voice was full of anger.

He was so angry that he took a sip of water to suppress his anger.

"Look at me for what?"

Yan Shuang seemed still puzzled, and gave him a hard look, "Believe it or not, I picked out your eyeballs."

Dig out the kidney, dig out the eyes, and live together.

Qi Feiyun looked at Yan Shuang quietly, and didn't know whether it was the effect of the anesthetic that had passed, or whether his injury had affected his mood. His mood is now very calm, much calmer than when he left Yan Shuang in the morning.

Yan Shuang lowered his head to avoid his gaze, stroked the water glass with his palm, and suddenly said, "You've been stabbed, and you still want someone to send me to eat, are you sick?"

The tone is still nasty.

Qi Feiyun was silent for a while, and said, "It's hard to reserve a seat."

Yan Shuang raised his eyes, and stared at him resentfully again.

But the strange thing is that Qi Feiyun didn't feel displeased at all when he stared at him so viciously.

"I'm hurt," the effect of the anesthetic hadn't faded as expected, he spoke very slowly, word by word, extremely clear, "...it has nothing to do with you."

This is a fact, and it is true.

The relationship between them is purely physical, and there is no need to pay emotional costs for each other.

The pair of eyes that stared at him suddenly lost their momentum as if deflated.

"Your assistant asked me if I was sorry that you were injured."

Qi Feiyun listened quietly.

"I said I didn't know."

The expression on Qi Feiyun's face did not change. He looked at the water cup in Yan's hands and thought: The water should be cold.

"I think my brain is weird."

"Many pictures are broken."

"It seems to have forgotten a lot of things, and it seems to gradually remember a lot of things..."

"I want to be sad," Yan Shuang raised his face, his face was full of sincerity, but also a little confused, "Qi Feiyun, I really want to be sad for you."

"But I don't know why, I just can't feel sad."

Holding the water glass, he raised his head and took another big sip of water, as if to relieve his anxiety.

"I'm still thinking about Qin Yubai."

"It's strange that I still feel so uncomfortable because of Ji Yao this morning."

"But Qi Feiyun," Yan Shuang looked straight into those gray pupils, "I also want to feel sorry for you."

"But I can't."

"Why do you say this is?"

He was really wondering, confused because he couldn't find an outlet for his chaotic emotions.

Qi Feiyun knew why.

Because he had made him forget him.

The brain faithfully carried out this instruction.

When receiving the instruction of emotional transfer again, the brain received it again.

Two times of hypnosis and two instructions have already caused confusion in his brain.

For Ji Yao, he only awakened emotion, but not memory.

For him, he only awakened the memory, but could not mobilize the emotion.

Everything is twistingly out of place, like their current relationship.

"It's fine if you're not sad..." Qi Feiyun said slowly, "You don't need to be sad for me."

Yan Shuang propped his face with one hand, blinked his eyes, "Really?"

"Ah."

Yan Shuang's expression relaxed, "Then let me tell you the truth, can you help me book another seat at Chengyunji?"

Qi Feiyun smiled slightly.

He remembered the feeling of the knife being inserted into the abdomen, it didn't hurt at all, the cold thin blade immediately became warm in the blood, this was the brain's first aid self-deception.

Qi Feiyun could even think calmly at that time: Yan Shuang was waiting for him to pick him up, and he promised not to release his pigeons this time.

"it is good."