I Can't Be This Protagonist

"How have you been these two days? Is there anything unhappy about it?" Qin Yubai boldly put his arms around Yan Shuang's waist, his tone soft to the extreme.

Yan Shuang: "Very good."

"I heard that Dr. Qi had an accident..."

Yan Shuang immediately looked over, eyes full of sharp suspicion, "You watch me."

"How could it be?" Qin Yubai smiled, his eyes open, "I didn't know this until it was on the news."

He is telling the truth.

The relationship between him and Yan Shuang is like thin ice now, and it has finally eased a little. How could he use extra things to increase the pressure between them.

Yan Shuang withdrew his gaze, he forgave Qin Yubai for not daring to commit suicide, "He was stabbed."

Qin Yubai patted his waist lightly, and said in a loving tone, "Are you scared?"

"No," Yan Shuang said coldly, "It's not my fault, it's none of my business."

Qin Yu paused, and tentatively asked, "Then do you want to live in another place?"

Yan Shuang looked at him again.

He now takes every look he looks at with wary suspicion.

Qin Yubai felt bitter in his heart, so he could only lower his stance and soften his tone, "I sent someone to clean up the house I bought for you earlier, don't you want to go and have a look?"

The house... The house is of course good, you can save it until the plot of several characters is finished, and you need a place to "heal" when you need a place to live.

"talk later."

Yan Shuang looked uninterested, so Qin Yubai had no choice but to not talk about this topic for now.

The two entered the elevator together.

"The weather is getting colder and colder. After dinner today, you can pick some winter clothes and go home, okay?"

"casual."

Qin Yubai nodded, feeling very calm.

Yan Shuang is still willing to eat and communicate with him like this now, he is already very satisfied.

It was better than resolutely leaving that day, as if never wanting to see him coming again.

In the past, his methods were too aggressive, and he only wanted to get this person blindly. Now he just wants to take it slowly and add warm water little by little. He believes that one day, the solid ice of Yan Shuang will melt for him.

As usual, the restaurant was reserved, and when the owner of the restaurant came to the private room to say hello, Yan Shuang knew that this mall belonged to Qin Yubai.

Yan Shuang: He is often shocked by how rich Qin Yubai is and how stingy he is.

After exchanging pleasantries with the owner of the restaurant, Qin Yubai rejected the other party's request to serve in person with a gentle smile.

After the boss went out, Qin Yubai said to Yan Shuang, who was looking through the menu expressionlessly, "What's the matter, are you unhappy?"

Yan Shuang didn't raise his head and said, "Why should I be happy?"

Qin Yubai choked on being stunned by him, a flame of displeasure was habitually ignited in his heart, and then he suppressed it by himself.

In the past two years, he has controlled the entire Qin family, and his life is too self-centered, and his temper is indeed getting bigger and bigger. It's time to change it.

"It's okay to be unhappy," Qin Yubai folded his hands on his knees and said with a smile, "The chef here will make you happy."

Yan Shuang likes delicious food, Qin Yubai is quite sure of this.

The chef probably also knows that the person who came to dine today is a big person. He has put a lot of thought into the presentation of the dishes. A lot of effort has been put into the connection with the meals, and Yan Shuang was quite satisfied with this meal.

Needless to say, Qin Yubai is quite competent as a guy.

Sure enough, Yan Shuang's face softened a little after eating.

Qin Yubai could tell from his expression that he liked it, "The chef here can go out to eat, if you like, I'll ask him to come and cook for you one day a week."

Yan Shuang shook his head, shaking the wine glass lightly in his hand, "I eat it every week, and I will soon get tired of it. I want to keep the feeling I have today."

What he was talking about was just food, but Qin Yubai couldn't help thinking of it when he heard it.

Is he implying that it is good to keep the distance between them like this now?

Qin Yubai guessed what he meant, suddenly lowered his head and smiled wryly.

Like a young boy who just fell in love, he carefully pondered Yan Shuang's words word by word, read and understood, for fear of missing or misunderstanding his meaning.

"Shuangshuang..." Qin Yubai hesitated for a moment, then said slowly, "Yesterday I went to the Xingxing Welfare Institute and took two photos. Do you want to see them?"

Yan Shuang was startled, then said, "Okay."

Qin Yubai got up, picked up the chair and took the opportunity to sit beside Yan Shuang.

"The inside has changed a lot, take a look and you can still recognize it?"

The photos on the phone showed a brand new orphanage.

The mottled paintings on the fence have been refurbished, and the newly painted paintings are not the works of simple people at first glance. The signboard has also changed from the original simple black on a white background to a colorful star backboard, and there are thick green trees outside the fence. Shaded by red flowers, it looks beautiful and warm from the outside.

Yan slid his fingers across the phone, flipping through the phone one by one.

Everything has changed inside.

Not only the appearance has been upgraded, but also places that are actually needed such as toilets, canteens, and bathrooms have become bright and tidy.

"There are divisions inside," Qin Yubai explained to him in a low voice, "Separate care for different age groups and actual conditions."

"It's pretty good," Yan Shuang praised sincerely. No matter what the purpose was, these people had indeed done something really good. "I don't recognize it anymore."

Qin Yubai's eyes rested on Yan Shuang's drooping eyelashes.

He came too late and woke up too late.

These are good, Yan Shuang has never enjoyed them.

In the Xingxing Welfare Institute, he looked at many old photos, trying to find Yan Shuang's shadow among them, but there was not even one.

The dean said that Yan Shuang never liked taking pictures since she was a child.

"He was transferred from an orphanage in other places, and he was very shy."

"I hide from the camera as soon as I see it, as if I'm afraid of being seen."

"Shuangshuang..." Qin Yubai's voice was very soft, "Qin Qing is my father's adopted child."

He observed the expression on Yan Shuang's face, saw that he didn't respond, and continued tentatively: "After my father left, the family was very difficult, and he and I depended on each other..."

"I admit that during this period, I may have pinned my emotions on him too much."

He paused, his throat was too dry, and the words he had organized in his mind were suddenly not coherent. He suddenly didn't know what to say, his lips moved and closed, and after repeated several times, he continued: "... ...but that's not love."

After saying that, Qin Yubai felt relieved.

Yes, that's what he wanted to say.

After "losing" Yan Shuang, he tried to compare Yan Shuang and Qin Qing on the two ends of the scale, and then he found that he couldn't make a comparison at all.

How can the two be compared when they are in different positions?

He thought that when he was in love with Qin Qing, he could hug Yan Shuang.

He imagined reversing Yan Shuang and Qin Qing's position, asking Qin Qing to be Yan Shuang's so-called "substitute". He thought about it for a moment and felt uncomfortable.

Qin Qing cannot replace Yan Shuang.

When you truly love someone, that person is irreplaceable.

Qin Yubai stretched out his hand cautiously, and put his palm on the back of Yan Shuang's hand, "Shuangshuang, I love you."

Yan Shuang lowered his head and handed back the lock screen of the phone to him.

"I do not love you."

"Don't love me either."

"Your love, I can't bear it."

Yan Shuang stood up, "I'm going to the bathroom."

He turned and left, Qin Yubai was left alone in the box, his mobile phone was put aside, and his current appearance was faintly reflected on the pitch-black screen.

Blurred, unable to make out his expression.

Qin Yubai was surprised to find that his pain didn't decrease.

The more he realized how he felt for Yan Shuang, the more painful he felt.

Why did he choose such a wrong start?

If...he had known that he would fall in love with Yan Shuang, maybe...Qin Yubai closed his eyes, maybe he would not have chosen to start at all.

It's really terrible to have a person in your heart, and that person can squeeze his heart when he raises his hand and turns around. It's really bad. I want to drive this person out, but I find that it's not under my control at all, so I can only do this Worrying about gains and losses, looking forward to torture, waiting for suffering.

Yan Shuang walked out of the restaurant with an angry look on his face.

Love it or not, what's the use of talking!

Let's divide the property under his name in half!

At least half of this shopping mall will be divided into him first, right?

"Yan Shuang..."

A hesitant voice came from behind, and Yan Shuang turned around.

Can he say that he is not surprised to meet Sheng Guangming in this place?

It wasn't Sheng Guangming, it would be someone else anyway.

Except on the bed, there may be more than 2 attacks anywhere else-the world law of this article belongs to yes.

Yan Shuang greeted calmly, "Brother Sheng," he looked at Sheng Guangming's clothes. Sheng Guangming was wearing a typical western-style chef's uniform, which unexpectedly suited him very well. It looked delicious. Yan Shuang immediately Guess what, "You set up shop here?"

Good guy, Sidan's shop is opened in the mall of Dayan, it's wonderful.

Sheng Guangming nodded, and said with a complicated expression, "What about you, come to eat?"

"Yes." Yan Shuang said briefly.

Sheng Guangming couldn't hide the matter on his face, so he almost wrote "I saw you entering the restaurant with a man in your arms just now" clearly on it.

Sheng Guangming's current feeling is like scratching his heart and liver.

In fact, it doesn't matter who Yan Shuang wants to eat with or which man he behaves intimately with. It's Yan Shuang's private matter, and he can't control it. He is very clear about this fact.

But he just couldn't ignore it.

Especially after knowing that Yan Shuang is an orphan just like him.

Big and small, he called him brother, and found a reason that seemed to be quite sufficient for himself. Sheng Guangming settled down, his eyes became sharp, "I saw you with a man, who is he?"

Yan Shuang stood quietly, he did not answer Sheng Guangming's question, but smiled, "Can we talk in another place?"

The two went to the stairs of the mall's safe passage.

"He is my guest."

Before Sheng Guangming could stand still, he was knocked out by the oncoming bomb. He said to Yan Shuang in disbelief: "Didn't Doctor Qi say that you are not..."

"Ms. Qi doesn't know."

Sheng Guangming was dizzy again from the shock, and his head was so dizzy that he said after a long time, "Why..."

"Many things have no reason." Yan Shuang said lightly.

His attitude was calm, as if it was no big deal.

Sheng Guangming looked at his handsome and clean face, and his heart became a mess. How could it be, how could it be like this? In the morning, he thought everything was going in the right direction, but now Yan Shuang told him that it was not like that , he was wrong.

It turned out that he hadn't lied to him from the beginning.

He is in the abyss, waving to those who come and go, maybe someone is willing to give him a hand.

"How much--"

The voice suddenly increased, and exploded abruptly and strongly in the empty staircase, like a cluster of fire, emitting endless stars amidst the beating of iron.

Yan Shuang looked at Sheng Guangming, the gentle temperament on Sheng Guangming's body faded away, and the firm and indomitable light in his pupils enveloped him strongly.

He now believes that this person is indeed the invincible King of Fighters in the ring.

"How much did he pay to buy you today?" Sheng Guangming frowned and said every word, "I'll give it to you."

Yan Shuang leaned against the wall with his hands behind his back and lowered his head, like a child whose mistake was discovered, a faint melancholy aura permeated his body.

"It's not about the money."

"why?"

"I like this," Yan Shuang raised his face, with a light smile and soft eyes, "sex with a man."

Sheng Guangming continued without pause, "You already have Dr. Qi."

"I like to sleep with different men."

Yan Shuang's tone was always so gentle and gentle, without the slightest deliberation, just stating a fact, and even lightened it a little, as if trying to coax the light.

"Brother Sheng, this matter has nothing to do with you, so just leave it alone."

He stood up straight, brushed past Sheng Guangming, his shoulders were slightly bent, and he didn't touch him, but stopped when he turned his back.

He turned his head slightly, the door of the safe passage opened, and the bright golden lights in the shopping mall hit his face, the light and shadow shone, his face was fair and proud, with a touch of frivolity and gloom.

"and also……"

"Don't pity me."

Saving Fengchen is too low-level.

What he left to Sheng Guangming was not just Fengchen.

Being passive and depraved, Sheng Guangming might be able to act as a savior without much effort.

If you actively fall, you can only rescue them with all your heart and soul. There is no way, who made the relationship between the two of them so deep, he can't do this kind of thing, so Sheng Guangming can only invest more.

Yan Shuang opened the door and calmly stepped into the crowd.

After going to the bathroom and returning to the dining room, Yan Shuang just opened the door of the box when he heard Qin Yubai inside was on the phone.

"...If you don't want to, chop off one of his fingers."

His tone was cold but careless, completely different from Yan Shuang's image of a distressed man when he left.

Qin Yubai heard the movement behind him, looked back but with a gentle expression, and said to Yan Shuang: "I will take you to look at the winter clothes later, don't worry, you don't have to run up and down, I have someone open the VIP room, you just need to sit Just choose."

Yan Shuang was noncommittal, came in and sat down, took a sip of water, his face pale.

Qin Yubai didn't know that he didn't hear him calling, so he smiled casually, and his new assistant's voice came from the other end of the phone.

"He said he has something to tell you, it's about Yan Shuang's secret."

Qin Yubai rubbed his fingers on his knee, glanced at Yan Shuang very quickly from the corner of his eye, and said calmly, "Oh? Let him talk now."

He smiled at Yan Shuang again, "It's about the company."

Yan Shuang turned the water glass, "Go back when you're busy."

Qin Yubai bent over and moved a little closer to him, "Not busy."

He squeezed out time on purpose, he can stay with Yan Shuang throughout the night, if Yan Shuang is willing to let him accompany him.

There was another voice on the other end of the phone.

"Qin, Mr. Qin, you, you, me, me..."

Yan Guofu was being tied up and thrown on the ground at this moment. He was so frightened that he almost lost his soul. Those people fiercely forced him to sign an agreement to give up the custody relationship. Yan Shuang was adopted by him, and he was his son for the rest of his life. How could he let go of the cash cow? !

Qin Yubai took good care of him before, he didn’t have to do anything, he ate and drank delicious food every day, and he was paid on credit when he gambled with his co-workers. Others knew that he was Qin Yubai’s man, so they could only swallow their anger and dare not ask him for money , such a fairy day, let him give up, he might as well die.

Gamblers often burst out with extraordinary acumen when they are in desperate situations.

Qin Yubai cared about Yan Shuang.

Qin Yubai is for Yan Shuang.

Yan Shuang, as long as it is related to Yan Shuang, it is all his bargaining chip!

Qin Yubai waited patiently for a while, Yan Guofu was cornered, his breathing sounded like some kind of livestock waiting to be slaughtered, sharp and unpleasant, he was about to hang up the phone, but the voice on the other end suddenly became fluent.

"Yan Shuang is not what you think, he is a whore! I saw him flirting with your former secretary downstairs in our house..."

Qin Yubai frowned lightly, "Let's deal with this trivial matter yourself."

The other end of the phone sensed his disinterest, and immediately connected quickly.

"Boss Qin, listen to me, in front of you, he is pretending! He said that my gambling debts were all designed by you, and he knew about it a long time ago... He also said that you and that secretary were raised by him Dog! Mr. Qin, Mr. Qin, come here, I will tell you in person, I can confront Mr. Qin, Mr. Qin, I have no bad intentions for you, I am loyal, I am different from Yan Shuang... You give me another chance..."

Qin Yubai hung up the phone.

Yan Shuang vaguely heard crying before he hung up.

"Go to work if you have something to do." Yan pushed the water glass down with both hands, with a faint impatient expression on his face, "I don't need you to accompany me."

Qin Yubai slowly put down the phone and looked at him with heavy eyes.

He knew before that Yan Shuang had a lot to hide from him, but he had never doubted Yan Shuang's feelings for him.

It was because Yan Shuang had feelings for him that he was hurt so deeply.

When there was no turning back, he came up with the bad idea of ​​hypnosis.

All kinds of entanglements afterwards were caused by him.

Then what if——Yan Shuang lied to him from beginning to end?

"I am leaving."

Seeing that he didn't speak for a long time, Yan Shuang pushed the chair and stood up. When he passed by his side, his wrist was grabbed. Yan Shuang lowered his eyes and looked over in surprise.

Da Dan is so courageous, dare to use such a lot of force to pull him?

Qin Yubai had a thoughtful expression on his face, and after a while he relaxed, and smiled lazily and gently, "He lost his temper again." He also stood up, and put his arms directly around Yan Shuang's shoulders, "Hurry up!" What, there are other programs."