I Can't Be This Protagonist

The dinner was extremely rich. For two people, it was a bit too rich, and the table was full.

Sheng Guangming was sweating from cooking, and his short T-shirt was soaked into a little transparency, revealing his muscular silhouette. He tugged on the T-shirt, "It's a bit hot."

Yan Shuang bit the tip of his chopsticks, glanced at him casually, and said casually, "Let's take off the heat."

Sheng Guangming slowly put down his hands, "Take a shower after eating."

Yan Shuang lowered his head and smiled, "Anything is fine."

The appearance of Qi Feiyun obviously made Sheng Guangming's excited mood down.

Yan Shuang knew it well, and didn't try to comfort her.

An honest man's emotional lines flow slowly and slowly, he is too lazy to have a house wine with him, he wants to make him jealous, drive him crazy, make him worry about gains and losses, make him at a loss, let him only be fascinated by him and unable to extricate himself.

In the bathroom, Sheng Guangming splashed a handful of water on his face and cursed himself for being mentally ill. How could he really think that Yan Shuang was as interested in his chest muscles as the boxing federation president?

A famous college student who studies literature and likes classical music. He walks, sits and sleeps with a natural elegance. The man who has a relationship with him is either rich or noble, or is a social elite... After all the calculations, he Seems like the worst one...

His hands hung down slowly, hot water was poured from the top of his head, Sheng Guangming was silent, his chest heaved heavily with his breathing.

Not inferior, because there is no clear desire to pursue.

As long as you compare with others, there will always be winners and losers.

The love field is like a battlefield, but it does not rely on brute force to win.

Appearance, family background, occupation, personality, etc., these are all points that can be compared and measured.

In terms of appearance, he is not as good as Ji Yao.

In terms of family background, he is an orphan, and there is no way to talk about family background.

Occupation... seems to be nothing unusual.

personality?With such a well-behaved personality like him, getting along with him should be very boring.

"咚咚-"

There was a knock on the bathroom door, and Sheng Guangming came back to his senses.

"Brother Sheng?" Yan Shuang's doubtful voice came from outside the door, "Are you okay?"

"……fine."

"You took a long time washing today," Yan Shuang said with a smile, "Are you nervous?"

"Don't worry, in the supermarket, I'm just joking with you..."

The bathroom door was pulled open at once, and Yan Shuang showed a look of astonishment on his face.

Naturally slightly curly hair was hanging wet on both sides. There were drops of water all over his face, neck, and even a large area of ​​his chest. He only wore a bath towel around his lower body and hurried over to open the door with bare feet, with a stiff expression on his face. A little hurt again, "...is it just a joke?"

Yan Shuang was only stunned for a moment, then returned to his usual smiling appearance, "You can do it if you want."

Sheng Guangming did not feel comforted.

Yan Shuang's attitude was too casual, so casual that he felt that he was insignificant at all, and it seemed that there was no difference with any other man Yan Shuang could see.

Sheng Guangming looked at him, water drops snaked down from between his brows, and flowed over his tall nose, he said with difficulty: "Shuang Shuang, do you really like me?"

He couldn't find a reason why he could be loved, and Sheng Guangming was painfully aware of this, he was not as good as those men around Yan Shuang, so why did Yan Shuang choose him?

The hot air in the bathroom rushed in, and a hazy fog lingered between the two of them. The smile on Yan Shuang's face gradually faded, "Why do you ask such a question?"

Sheng Guangming gripped the door frame tightly with one hand, almost numb to the point of feeling no pain, he lowered his head, "If you don't like it, you don't have to force me to stay with me."

The bathroom suddenly became quiet, Sheng Guangming lowered his head and waited for the verdict.

"Yes," Yan Shuang's voice was soft, but his words were extremely cold, "I really don't like you."

The drops of water on his body seemed to turn cold all at once. At the beginning of the relationship, his lover told him that he didn't like him. Sheng Guangming's brain was rumbling, like a bell struck him. His mind was bumping back and forth, repeating three cold words each time - "I don't like it."

"You want to break up, don't you?" Yan Shuang folded his arms and stood up straight with a haughty expression on his face, "Yes, I agree."

Swallowing hard in the throat, the frequency of breathing became extremely uncomfortable. Sheng Guangming lowered his head, which was so heavy that he was about to fall to the ground. He raised his face, the expression on his face was almost aggrieved. Anyone would be moved by that look, but Yan Shuang still had an indifferent and cold look, "I'm leaving."

As soon as the words fell, the wrist was immediately grabbed.

"I didn't say break up." Sheng Guangming replied in a difficult voice.

Yan Shuang still had a cold face, and turned his side to him, "Didn't you say that? If you don't like it, don't be together."

Sheng Guangming's mind was in a mess, and he couldn't figure it out for a while, so he just repeated: "I won't break up."

Yan's eyes fluttered and he gave him a look, "Why?"

The position changed instantly, and the person being questioned became aggressive in turn.

Sheng Guangming held his hand, water droplets slipped down his back bit by bit, his confused brain finally managed to figure out a line, "I like you..."

He stared at Yan Shuang fixedly, his eyes were a little wet from the mist, and for a moment, Yan Shuang suspected that he would cry.

After a while of silence, Yan Shuang spoke again.

"I know, you like me," Yan Shuang's tone softened, he turned to face him, and said softly, "I believe that you will not let me get hurt anyway, so although I don't have enough affection for you , but I am still willing to take that step and try with you, did I do something wrong?"

"……you are right."

"Then why did you say that to me?" Yan Shuang showed an even more aggrieved expression, "We have just been together, and you are going to break up with me."

"I don't," Sheng Guangming hurriedly explained, "I don't want to break up."

Yan Shuang looked at him quietly, and when he was anxious enough, he said slowly: "Okay, that's my misunderstanding."

Sheng Guangming breathed a sigh of relief. After taking a deep breath, he had already forgotten what he was negotiating with Yan Shuang at the beginning. He held Yan Shuang's wrist, and his mind was still full of thoughts about Yan Shuang's outstanding "predecessors". Sour and uncomfortable.

"Brother Sheng, what's the matter with you?" Yan Shuang held his wrist in turn, "You've been acting weird since you came back from the supermarket..." He lowered his eyes, his face was a little gloomy, "Are you minding me? And Dr. Qi..."

"No—" Sheng Guangming immediately denied.

Yan Shuang immediately retorted: "You are!"

In a sense, Sheng Guangming really cares... He has been exhausted by a lie for the past few days, and he really has no energy to lie anymore, and his expression is full of mistakes and omissions. Seeing that he couldn't refute, Yan Shuang immediately sneered , "You really still despise me."

"No—" Sheng Guangming said loudly, his face was flushed, he was struggling between shame and discomfort, and suddenly he pulled Yan Shuang into his arms with force.

His embrace was firm and soft, and the water on his body soaked Yan Shuang's shirt, and the two of them hugged each other through the soaked shirt, feeling somewhat strange to the touch.

"No, I have never disliked you," Sheng Guangming said eagerly in Yan Shuang's ear. He did not allow Yan Shuang to misunderstand him like this. ...jealous."

Straightforward and unabashed.

He was too clumsy to gloss over his vocabulary.

The arms tightly wrapped around the waist showed how worried its owner was at the moment.

He has no self-confidence.

Yan Shuang clearly said "I don't like him".

The biggest difference between him and other men is just an advantage in identity, but how much practical significance does that have?

Yan Shuang could break up with him casually, just like just now, without the slightest nostalgia or reluctance, but he, just hearing Yan Shuang's mention of breaking up, felt so uncomfortable that he didn't know what to say.

Yan Shuang let him hug him for a while, put his arms around his waist lightly, and said in a low voice, "Why are you jealous? Because he slept with me? If you want to do this, you can't run out of jealousy."

The words are not pleasant, but the tone is soft, as if coaxing people.

Sheng Guangming hugged Yan Shuang even tighter, took a few deep breaths on his shoulders, and then slowly said: "Why...he can't..."

He couldn't continue, and put his face on Yan Shuang's neck, his face was wet, and Yan Shuang didn't know whether it was water or tears, thinking that Sheng Guangming looked tall and mighty, but his mind was so delicate, he didn't "" Lianxiang Xiyu", continued to ask as if to induce a confession: "What's the use?"

Sheng Guangming raised his face, his eyes were a little red, but he didn't shed tears like Yan Shuang thought, "...that."

Yan Shuang laughed directly, "Which one?"

Looking at his smiling face, Sheng Guangming knew that he knew what he was talking about, and his face was even more disheartened. He was so sad, Yan Shuang didn't care at all.

"Okay." Yan Shuang stopped teasing him, stretched out his hands to hold his face, his eyes were bright, "You heard me talking to him, and you're jealous just because of this?"

Sheng Guangming pursed his lips and remained silent.

Yan Shuang raised her head and kissed the corner of his moist lips, "It's so cute."

Sheng Guangming's expression was a bit complicated, two emotions of happiness and grievance appeared on his handsome face at the same time.

"Want to hear my explanation?" Yan Shuang said softly.

Sheng Guangming nodded.

"I don't explain."

Sheng Guangming: "..."

Yan Shuang looked at his expression, laughed uncontrollably, stretched out his hand to ruffle his wet hair, "Look at your appearance, if I don't say anything, you will almost cry."

Sheng Guangming is a tough boxer, a tough guy who won't shed tears when his bones are broken in the ring. He hasn't cried since he was 11 years old.

He didn't expect that he was in such a mess now, so he blinked hard, and the water drops from his eyelashes fell onto Yan Shuang's face. Yan Shuang hooked his neck and said with a smile, "If I don't explain, you Are you going to break up with me?"

"Do not break up."

"If I can't fall in love with you all the time, should we break up?"

"Do not break up."

"I want you to wear a T tonight, we don't want to break up."

"……Do not break up."

The tone is getting lower and lower, but the content of the answer is always the same.

Yan Shuang slowly suppressed his smile, rested his chin with his fingers, and let him look into his eyes.

"I'm in a relationship with him, and I have that habit in pursuit of excitement."

"You are my boyfriend, you are different from him..." The corners of Yan Shuang's mouth curled slightly, and his tone was gentle, "I cherish you very much... cherish our relationship."

All the sourness and sadness of Sheng Guangming disappeared in these words.

Yan Shuang said "he is different", and Yan Shuang said "he cherishes him", which is enough for him to have enough courage to stand by his side.

"I don't like you..." Yan Shuang looked at him intently, "But I will work hard."

"It's okay," Yan Shuang talked about this, what else could Sheng Guangming be dissatisfied with?No, this has already exceeded his expectations. At least he confirmed that he is unique in Yan Shuang's heart. With a grateful heart, Sheng Guangming lowered his head and kissed him on the forehead reverently, "I'll wait for you."

Yan Shuang smiled, poked his muscles lightly with his finger, Sheng Guangming shook his head, lowered his head, and met Yan Shuang's playful eyes, "Did you deliberately seduce me at the dinner table?"

Sheng Guangming's face turned red instantly.

It was seen!

"The muscles are great..."

The finger slides along the line, and the pulp of the finger feels the unique softness and elasticity of the muscle.

"Holding so tightly," Yan Shuang scolded, "wet my clothes."

Sheng Guangming hurriedly let go of his hand, blushing, "Yes, I'm sorry..."

When he raised his eyes, he saw Yan Shuang's shirt half-wet stuck to his body, and the scenery was faintly visible, so he immediately lowered his face and took half a step back.

"Click-"

Sheng Guangming raised his head as if awakened by the sound.

It was Yan Shuang who closed the bathroom door behind him.

His thin white fingers were unbuttoning the top button of his shirt, and he was smiling at him, that smile was a little careless, and his eyebrows and eyes became more colorful and vivid in the mist.

"Since you're all wet, why don't you just take a bath..."