After the general fell ill

As soon as he landed, Su Ce started coughing again and again. Taking advantage of Gu Yan's shock, he said with a slap in the face, "Don't you want to be buried with me!"

Gu Yan's hand froze suddenly. He stood up and poured a glass of water for Su Ce in a daze. He watched Su Ce calm down his cough and wheezing. He didn't refute a word until Su Ce stopped coughing. .

Su Ce said what was in his heart, which was the decisive thought he had once had.

——If Su Ce died of illness, he wanted to follow him immediately.

His body is so weak, how sad it must be for a person to be alone in the underworld, he wants to accompany him, protect him, and take care of him.

"It's me... who didn't take good care of you." Gu Yan let out a short chuckle, and there was an unspeakable sadness in his words.

Su Ce wanted to look up at him, but he hugged him backwards. He felt a warm palm caressing the hair on the back of his head, while the body of the person hugging him was trembling slightly.

"An Lan..."

Gu Yan murmured Su Ce's words to himself, as if he wanted to use it to gain some strength. From Su Ce's invisible perspective, a teardrop rolled down his cheek.

The salty tears were like soaking the ground with salt, causing severe burning pain in his internal organs, but the silent crying was even more deafening. Su Ce seemed to be aware of it, and said softly, "Ting Yuan, don't cry."

These words were like a shovel that shattered Gu Yan's gradually frozen heart and heart. He gently let go of Su Ce, turned his head to avoid Su Ce's concerned eyes, and took care of him meticulously and continued to fall asleep.

In the middle of the night, after making sure that Su Ce was asleep, Gu Yan took three jars of wine and jumped onto a thick pine and cypress to lean against to rest.

He looked up at the dark cloud-covered night sky, his eyes faintly absent-minded.Su Ce is indeed his confidant, and he thinks and thinks exactly the same as him.

Thinking of Su Ce's stern admonition today, and recalling He Liang talking to him about the past when the deep love between husband and wife was ruined by day-to-day sickness on the bed.

He Liang said that taking care of a patient who is not getting better day after day will get boring after a long time.

Gu Yan didn't feel this way, he was originally a homeless refugee, and it was because of Xiao Zhuo that he barely took root in Chang'an.

For many years, what he has been longing for is to have a home and take care of his lover, and he is not willing to do it to others.

And... He seemed to know why he liked Su Ce, and fell in love with him.

In fact, he always knew the answer in his heart.

He and Su Ce are destined people who met under the torrent of history. They met each other and were like-minded. Even though they were separated for seven years, what they thought and remembered was the most beautiful, sincere and energetic appearance of each other. , I want to join hands with him to protect the mountains and rivers.

Gu Yan picked up a jar of wine, raised his head and poured it. Within a moment, the wine jar bottomed out, and he didn't feel how happy he was. Can it be solved?

So much for high position and weight, and so much for making great achievements, they are not as important to him as Su Ce.

but……

What they love, appreciate and cherish each other the most is the common ideal in their hearts - to fight against Udi and guard the mountains and rivers together.

This ideal is higher than all their own interests, and now it is the best condition that ancient and modern generals can hope for——

Having met the Lord of the Ming Dynasty, he was able to display his ambitions, and all the military supplies for the expedition to Udi were ready.

He could go to the battlefield immediately next spring and win another victory for the emperor, but he would prefer to have another person by his side.

Gu Yan imagined that Su Ce was wearing a military uniform and holding a long sword and galloping with him in the vast grassland. He mistakenly thought that this scene was close in front of him, and reached forward as if he wanted to gently touch Su Ce's cheek.

But he only grasped for nothing, Gu Yan lowered his hands expressionlessly, turned his head and opened the wine seal of the second jar of wine.

After drinking the remaining two jars of wine, Gu Yan's eyes were still clear, his military discipline was strict, drinking alcohol was strictly prohibited in the army, and it was only later when he accompanied Xiao Zhuo to a banquet that he realized that he could drink a thousand glasses without getting drunk.

But the sad man just wanted to get drunk now. He jumped down from the tree trunk and walked beside the medicine field with an empty wine jar in his arms. The cold wind brushed through his messy hair and rustled his clothes.

Gu Yan walked against the wind, and in the dark night when the moon and the stars receded, his eyes became firmer every step he took.

If Su Ce doesn't survive this winter, next spring, he will return with a big victory, kneel in front of Su Ce's tomb, and drink wine to pay homage to their finally fulfilled ideal.

Burn the brand-new map of the world to him, and if the expedition is unfavorable next spring, he will wait until the day when Udi is actually expelled and tell Su Ce.

——Gu Tingyuan did it, he will find you soon.

When Gu Yan walked to the door, he found that Su Ce was wearing a thick cloak leaning against the door frame and watching him. There was only one candle lit in the room. Su Ce's back was facing the candlelight, and his face against the light was expressionless.

The man who came forward steadily was as strong as Su Ce's impression. Gu Yan was originally a person who would stand up again no matter how many times he fell, just as he imagined.

Su Ce laughed at himself in his heart, he was forcing Gu Yan to make a choice, making Gu Yan torn between feelings and responsibilities, but he had no choice.

"An Lan, it's cold outside, come in quickly." Look, they have been together for a long time, even the words they say are the same.

Gu Yan stepped forward to embrace Su Ce, and the latter followed his strength and turned around and walked back to the bed. When he caught a glimpse of the wine jar in his hand, his expression turned serious, and he said solemnly: "Ting Yuan, drinking alcohol is harmful to your health, it is better to drink less." .”

Seeing Gu Yan obediently nodding his head in response, Su Ce sighed.After a stick of incense, when Gu Yan cut off the candle, Su Ce pulled Gu Yan to turn over the bed.

Perhaps his illness was capricious, perhaps his thoughts surpassed his weak body, Su Ce's hands were extremely strong, and Gu Yan suspected that if he dared to struggle, Su Ce would grab his neck without hesitation and force him to Obediently and obediently do not move.

"Ting Yuan, since you're unhappy, wouldn't it be better to come to me." Su Ce's voice was light and light, but his expression was so calm that Gu Yan didn't dare to act rashly.

Su Ce took off his clothes on his own, and when he was about to untie Gu Yan's belt, his palm was caught instead. Su Ce looked up, and Gu Yan's eyes were shining brightly in the silent night. water light.

--He cried.

He cried again, Su Ce's expression was startled, and then the world spun, and Gu Yan had turned over on top of him.

It all started without warning, and none of them cared about Su Ce's recurrent illness that didn't get better. Gu Yan's actions were more vicious than before, but Su Ce tried his best to cater to him, as if he didn't care about his own body.

Only one tear followed by another showed the man's repression, and it was the only weakness of an invincible person like Gu Yan.

Tears fell on Su Ce's cheeks, and he gently wiped them away with his hands. He kissed the corner of Gu Yan's lips and said in a warm voice.

"I've wronged you, Ting Yuan."

As soon as this remark came out, Gu Yan suddenly stopped, and then his actions returned to his previous gentleness. He wiped away his tears indiscriminately, and gritted his teeth: "I voluntarily."

Su Ce smiled, and put his arms around his neck. Gu Yan suddenly felt the slightly warm temperature of Su Ce's hands, which was quite different from the coldness he remembered.

Su Ce's chuckle came from his ear, he said.

"How long we can live is the business of Lord Yan, don't worry about him, it's enough for us to be happy."

"Okay." Gu Yan smiled back. This night, he was by Su Ce's side, and he never woke up again in the middle of the night.

Gu Yan untied his knot, and Su Ce's mood was not as heavy as before.The relaxed and warm atmosphere between them even infected the people in Medicine King Valley.

But no one will bother them, and the mood of the patient will also affect his body.

Su Ce is in a good mood, has a strong will to survive, actively cooperates with the treatment, and has Gu Yan's considerate care.

Qi Wuchen studied the ancient books for a few days, but he still had no clue. He, who is always pragmatic, had the illusion that Su Ce's illness would be cured sooner or later.

Qi Wuchen shook his head amusedly, and seeing Gu and Su walking slowly outside the window, he thought that he was also confused, but this gluey relationship made him very envious, maybe he should find a mistress for Yaowanggu.

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36. Tomb

—Maybe, he should also go home and have a look.

In the twelfth lunar month of winter, the weather is cold at the end of the year, and the streams in Yaowang Valley are also covered with a thin layer of ice. Everything is silent, except for the red plums and snow standing in the sky, and the lonely fragrance is in full bloom.

Since mid-November, after Su Ce successfully detoxified but vomited blood abnormally, his condition has been gradually stabilized under the treatment of Qi Wuchen and others, but with such a slow recovery speed, if he wants to go on an expedition next spring, he may be powerless.

The scenery of the winter moon is only silver and white, frost and snow, and only the red plums dotted in it still have color. Su Ce has been recuperating in Yaowang Valley for nearly two months, and he is used to seeing even the most beautiful scenery.

With Gu Yan taking care of him, most of the time Su Ce would sit in the room with a charcoal fire, hug the stove, and wear a thick cloak, writing and drawing at the desk, and sometimes spending the day holding a book in his hand.

When the weather is better, he and Gu Yan will fiddle with a simple sand table on the snow, and use branches to sketch at will to discuss the art of war.

Just like seven years ago when they talked about Udi in Zhuoguang County, they didn't care about whether they would be hostile or whether they would meet again in the future. Now they are also discussing Udi in Yaowang Valley. Spring will be able to go to the battlefield hand in hand.

This day, when the wind and snow were howling, Su Ce and Gu Yan were chatting casually in the room, when suddenly a gust of cold wind swept into the room, looking up, Qi Wuchen was wrapped in the wind and snow and pushed the door open.

"Master Qi." Gu Yan stood up and walked towards Qi Wuchen, just about to ask him