animal ears

?Unexpectedly, according to Simon, Cole's real body is not in the southern tribe, but in the northern tribe.

"In the Snow Wolf Clan." Simon said, "After the last sneak attack failed, I have been secretly investigating Tyson's movements. They seem to have reached an agreement with the Snow Wolf Clan in the north. The Snow Wolf Clan agreed to give the secret medicine to them. out."

But Cole didn't understand. He asked puzzledly, "Didn't they already get the secret medicine?" Then he looked at his hands, "Otherwise, how could I..."

"That's incomplete," said Simon.

"Not quite?" Surprised, Cole looked up.

Nodding, Simon continued: "I found out on the way to follow them that the secret medicine was obtained by a pharmacist of the Snow Wolf tribe from a dying Beast Ear tribe decades ago, it seems to be animalized beast blood What, I didn't understand the specifics, anyway, I know it is a very pure substance, and now the snow wolf orcs generally hide a lot of diluted secret medicine, which is worn just in case Yes, but even so, the effect is very powerful... In other words, the power of the secret beast blood is even more precious and terrifying..."

"Use something like this on your body...resurrection." Cole lowered his eyes, thought for a while, and fell silent.

Just a little bit of medicine can make people crazy. If all of it is used on one person, I don't know what the consequences will be.

"If it's a purebred orc, it won't be a problem." After a while, Simon added, he breathed a sigh of relief, pointed to Cole and said, "So Ley wants to use you to feed that heart, because Cole's body can adapt to that powerful force... Otherwise, his body will be completely destroyed, and maybe he will become a more terrifying monster."

Without a heart, it is a corpse.

Rye certainly wouldn't make the real Cole the living dead.

He likes him so much.

"Really." Cole said softly, then patted his legs and got up, "Let's go."

Then he turned his head and looked at Norman.

Moving his lips, Norman stood up without saying anything, walked to Cole's side, and watched intently.

"What's the matter?" Smiling, Cole reached out and touched Norman's head.

There is no longer any hesitation, so it can be so close.

You must let this heart remember this soft touch, you must never forget it, you must remember that you can touch him like this, and you must never hurt him with a distance. Norman is not as fragile as imagined, nor as weak as he saw. strong.

Cole knew.

This heart, I know.

So after rubbing his head lightly, Cole showed a relaxed smile and said to him, "Don't worry, we will definitely find him, and then, please take him with you and don't leave again."

There was a hint of sadness on the corner of the smiling lips.

Everyone is looking for their love, but only themselves, in the eyes of love is just another person.

When he learned the truth, he was disheartened, so he would rather put aside the feelings that belonged to him and accept the original feelings of this heart, because Cole is very aware of the pain of not being accepted by his love, Cole does not want Norman to repeat the same mistakes, I don't want to be bound by this heart... People are very selfish, and Cole is no exception. He wants to know his true feelings when the heart leaves his body, and then tell Ley clearly... I really love him.

This feeling is real.

It is such a container, such a double, and he really loves him.

Very sad.

Even so, I still think about him.

But Cole must restrain himself, he can't let this kind of mood affect the real Cole, because now he is affected by Cole's feelings.

Those vague memories, those broken and incomplete fragments, flashed before his eyes again and again, lingering in his dreams. Cole couldn't refuse, couldn't resist, so he couldn't let go of Norman, and he always cared about him. After coming down, he could no longer tell his feelings for Norman.

Love?

or like?

He admits that there are some, but is this feeling his own, or is it just infected by Cole?

Cole kept having doubts. Such uncertainties and doubts made him a headache. He deliberately kept calm, but he couldn't stop himself from approaching Norman. It is undeniable that Cole felt very happy in every contact.

However, he doubted even such happiness.

Are you really happy?

Or is Cole happy because he feels happy?

Do I... deserve happiness?

No.

Cole immediately denied himself.

People are greedy animals. Once they get a little bit of happiness, they will pursue it endlessly, just like once they agree with this kind of happiness, they will want to live.

Live instead of Cole.

replace him!

The moment he guessed the ending, there was such a voice in his head, and the desire to survive was tormenting him, but Cole still maintained his last sanity.

Because he saw Norman's painful eyes.

That kind child didn't want to hurt himself, but he was always sad for Cole. Whenever he saw that look in his eyes, Cole couldn't calm down. He always stared blankly at his palm prints. His lifeline is very long, but this is not his own thing.

Besides, Ley said that he should let himself return it.

Should I be obedient, or refuse in a fit of anger?

Laughing at his own thoughts, but kept asking himself, Cole couldn't make up his mind, he clearly exists, but he shouldn't exist, what is the meaning of his existence?

...Hehe, isn't the answer obvious?

Maybe when everything is over, Ley can really take a look at himself.

It's me, not "Kole's replacement."

Although without this heart, Ley's eyes may no longer be gentle...

And Norman will be happy, everyone is happy, no one will be sad anymore, how good it is, how... how good it is.

"Cole?" Seeing that Cole lost his mind, Norman lowered his head and called softly.

He suddenly raised his head and glanced at the worried Norman. Cole continued to maintain a stiff smile at the corner of his mouth, then he shook his head and said, "It's nothing, I'm just thinking about how to get close to the snow wolf clan."

"But you don't seem to be energetic?" Norman touched the corner of Cole's eyes worriedly, then moved his head closer, and asked in a low voice, "Are you tired?"

Intentionally hiding the sadness in his eyes, Cole carefully shook his head, gently pushed Norman away, and said, "I'm fine."

He grabbed Cole back violently and shackled him in his hands. Norman moved his head closer, almost touching his cheek. He moved his lips and said softly, "Rest."

"Tomorrow is almost here."

"I'll let you rest." Without Cole's tone of resistance, Norman hugged Cole, then hugged him, sat down on the spot, and didn't leave.

Is the child having a temper tantrum?

Cole sighed, and just as he was about to say something, Norman kissed him directly, and Simon, who was following behind, heard the movement, glanced back at the two of them, then grinned inexplicably, and turned away: "I'll go find Let's get something to eat, you two please."

Cole felt his face burn, and his neck was red from the roots of his ears.

Recently, this guy Norman has made some indiscriminate intimacy, which caught people off guard and made Cole feel extremely embarrassed.

So, Cole whispered to Norman: "Norman, can you stop doing this in the future..."

"What don't you want?" He raised his eyebrows with a confident look.

Knowing that he was headstrong again, Cole sighed and said, "Don't keep doing such intimate things outside, there are outsiders around."

Unexpectedly, Norman hugged him even tighter, kissed Cole again unceremoniously, and then kissed Cole until he was out of breath, and he let go, showing two canine teeth, and said, "You are my partner, what do I want?" That's all, it's none of other people's business, unless you don't want to." Having said this, Norman puffed up his face threateningly at Cole, "But you must not be unwilling, I will be very unhappy!"

"But it's embarrassing for me." Cole couldn't help but said after his momentum softened.

Norman looked around cheekily, grinning and said, "There's no one around."

This... is this guy shameless? !

Couldn't help struggling, how could Norman let him get what he wanted, so the two rolled on the ground and started fighting, hitting and laughing.

Unexpectedly, he would be so childish, Cole laughed at himself helplessly, and then looked at Norman who also smiled at him, his eyes were full of light, as warm as the sun.

Then, Norman hugged Cole gently and said, "I like you."

Eyes wide open, Cole froze.

"Hey, I like you." The words that stick to my ears are as real as hallucinations, and as illusory as reality.

A gust of wind passed by, and the corners of his eyes were clouded.

There is a tingling feeling in my heart.

Why... you say this.

It was to Cole.

Well, it must be, it must be so.

So he put on a relaxed smile as much as possible, and Cole wanted to open his mouth as usual, and say something easily—ah, me too.

However, he couldn't speak.

He couldn't answer as easily as in the past, it was always easy to say deceitful words, but he couldn't open his mouth to express his true feelings.

real feelings?

whose feelings?

my own?

It's a lie...it must not be true.

Even though I keep telling myself, if I can deceive others, how can I deceive myself?

His throat was choked up slightly, his heart was beating violently, for some reason, the corners of his eyes were filled with tears, and when he recovered, his face was already full of tears.

The uncontrollable tears flowed across the face like a river, and the long-suppressed feelings seemed to have found an outlet, flowing continuously, continuously... There is no way to stop, no matter what.

He actually cried in front of Norman.

Afraid of being seen through his feelings, Cole wanted to escape, and he struggled desperately, but Norman held onto his wrist tightly to prevent him from leaving. Cole twisted even more desperately, trying to break free from Norman's shackles. Man was unmoved, just looked at the crying Cole quietly, then lowered his head, licking Cole's tears over and over again, until Cole calmed down.

But the arm is getting tighter and tighter.

"I've wanted to do this for a long time," Norman said softly. "A long time ago, when I hurt Cole's arm and he cried in front of me like this, I just imagined Holding him like this now, licking his tears dry, but I didn’t do that at the time. Later, I went into the forest with him, but I always became his burden. He kept getting hurt for me, and when I finally When I grew up and finally had the ability to protect him, I lost him because of my own stupidity... In the end, I let Cole lose his life for me."

Speaking of this, the amber pupils were slowly stained with sadness.

Pain from the bottom of my heart.

And, guilt.

"I'm such an ugly orc, I can't protect my partner." Norman shrugged self-deprecatingly, and then gently scratched Cole's cheek with his hand, "But I won't let this happen again."

Another kiss was printed on the corner of the lips, as if swearing.

"I will rescue him, no matter how difficult it is, I will rescue him, but I will not give up on you, because..." Raising his eyes, amber is gentle and deep, exuding a serious color, "I love you." ?