Reborn Twins

Didn't you agree to stay in China?Didn't you say that no matter how good you are abroad, you will only stay by my side?Oh, why is this so?

In order to find him, I had no choice but to fulfill my promise and go back to that house. Even though I had very little time to go back, I still had to face the woman at home.Fortunately, he is there, I always feel that my home is in that old residential house, and my home is only with him! !

It has been a year, and I have always been evading the reason for his departure. Now that I think about it, there may be a reason.It's just that I keep avoiding it...

I was also in pain at the time, looking at the empty room, it seemed that he had not only moved out of the house but also out of my heart...

This year was very chaotic, I don’t know what to think in my head, now that I think about it, this year I returned to my father’s company and continued to do my previous job.

Today is his birthday, I don't know if it's okay to be alone abroad?So an introverted person went abroad alone?It's incredible, and I can't help but think now, how is he going to live there?Unfamiliar with the place, little fool.

At the beginning...it was very dark, I felt sorry for him, and until now I dare not go abroad to find him, there is no eternal separation between man and nature, but he and I did have a hurdle that we cannot overcome.It's not the distance, it's me!

The person who said at the beginning that he would not let him despair again, the person who threatened to give him happiness.

My thoughts gradually became clearer, and I remembered that when he was in his third year of high school, I ignored him all day because of things at home, always thinking that as long as I was busy with this period of time, I could accompany him.Now that I think about it carefully, I can actually feel it. During that time, the loss in his eyes became more and more serious. At that time, it might be because of volunteering, and Zihan also left.

When he was alone, I was self-righteous and trying blindly... yes, blindly!Work hard there.In exchange, it was indeed a woman!I don't understand, why did I work so hard in the first place?for him?But he left me in the cold, and then... Later, because I kept dragging that woman to be unclear with him, I didn't want to hurt his heart, and I didn't want to hurt my dad's heart.So that blind date has been lost by me.

I still remember how hard he hugged me after the college entrance examination, as tightly as if he was hugging the whole world.The ridiculous thing is that I don't know how to cherish it... Later, as long as I was at home, I would see him sitting on the sofa and looking at the notice on the table with a dazed expression. I knew he was hesitating and struggling.

But I don't know where I got the confidence. I feel that no matter how hard he struggles, Zihan will be the one who will be sorry in the end.Ah!I'm such an asshole, he organized a meal at school that day, and there was no one at home.I happen to have a social event too, and the recent blind date is very restless, or my dad is very restless.Always create a lot of opportunities for me and that blind date!Sometimes I really want to yell at that woman who has no self-knowledge, "I have a boyfriend!"

She always tried her best to get close to her, and as expected, I saw her at the dinner table that day!Didn't it mean that women have thin skins?She directly subverted my understanding of women!

Other women might have given up on themselves, but she was different.This is not to praise her, she is really different, she is much more annoying than ordinary women!That day... I did drink a lot, I ended up walking shaky, and when I got to his house it was dark.My dad always doesn't understand why I always go out to live when I'm already back?I lied to him that I wanted to be independent, and my dad believed this reason.

He took out the key, and the key chain on it was bought together when he was still chasing him.At that time, I thought I was really drunk!Otherwise, why didn't the door be closed properly and the woman who had been following me was let in! ! !But then I learned that the door had been pried open.After the woman came in, she seemed considerate and began to serve me. The perfume on her body hit my nasal cavity one by one, it was disgusting!I don't miss him at all, only the smell of shampoo and sunshine on him.The woman was still posting here recklessly, maybe it was the effect of alcohol, I lost my usual politeness, and pushed her away fiercely, confused, I just wanted to go back to his room...

Later, I really didn't know what happened. I was very thirsty, so I didn't refuse to drink the water she gave me later.Then I lost consciousness...it was already the next day when I woke up.I slept on his bed,... hugging that woman who was still asleep!Suddenly my heart went cold, and later I remembered that he seemed to have said that he would not come back at night when the class had activities.I just wanted to be lucky!

It can be remedied, first wrap the woman on the bed in a sheet and throw it out, yes, throw it away!Now destroy the evidence first, even if I want to kill that woman, I can't be here.This is my home, my home and his home!

Then I went out to the living room and started tidying up. The house had to look like a home, how could it be such a mess.The outside still retains the appearance of last night, clothes all over the floor, mine, that woman's!After tidying up the room, I realized something was wrong...the notice on the table was missing! ! !Because he is always staring at the notice recently, so I will follow suit.And every time I look at it, I feel bursts of satisfaction and pride, because even under such a temptation, he still chooses to be with me.Now... the notice is gone.What does this mean?He has been back?He saw me... no!not like this!It must be long gone!right!He must have thrown away the notice~

Although the most likely answer is right in front of me, I deliberately avoid thinking about it.Until now I've been kidding myself that it's impossible...

The bedroom has been replaced with new sheets, which are exactly the same as the original ones, but can it be pretended that nothing happened?I didn't lose my mind, in the end I still couldn't lie to myself, I started rummaging and messing around like a beast on the verge of madness, trying to find some proof that he was still there...

In the end, it just made me even more disappointed. The ID card in the drawer was gone, the passport was gone, and the clothes in the wardrobe were gone...Does Zihan know him best?I knew he would go, so I prepared everything.Just wait for him... to leave me!

Maybe he didn't realize it himself, but Zihan had already prepared everything.I had already discovered that passport.It's just that I haven't told him, and I haven't moved.Because like the notice, it was showing off his affection for me.Now I really hate myself why I didn't just tear up the passport when I saw it!

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