Ye Suiyu'an

On an afternoon in April, the sun is shining, and two unlined clothes are enough.Xi Ling fulfilled his promise and let Mo Qingshen go out for a walk alone.

Mo Qing's deep hair has reached the length of the shoulders, the previous thick big wavy curly hair is gone, replaced by smooth and straight hair.Mo Qing simply wore a beige cardigan sweater with a small fresh white shirt underneath, and her straight black hair made her look several years younger.

Mo Qingshen walked on the tree-lined avenue in this university, and she actually gave off the feeling of a literary and artistic young woman.Even though the illness made her a bit haggard, she still couldn't hide her outstanding appearance.Many passing men and women couldn't help but stare at her.A few bold boys came up to strike up a conversation with a smile on their faces, and some even asked for their contact information directly.Mo Qing changed her previous publicity and high-profile, and smiled at them, using the excuse that she had something to leave.

This is the university that Mo Yinong once attended.In the afternoon of that day, Mo Qing dreamed about the past that only belonged to this place, and Mo Qingshen wanted to come back and have a look.Here are the memories of her and Mo Yinong's first acquaintance.

Passing through the boulevard, Mo Qingshen saw the road where she and Mo Yinong started to entangle, and memories flooded in like a flood.Scene by scene, so real.Up to now, Mo Qingshen can still recall the appearance of Mo Yinong who was about to jump when she was so helplessly entangled by herself.The road is still the same road, she and Mo Yinong have completely changed after so many years.Whether it is the appearance or the heart, they have changed beyond recognition.

Mo Qingshen didn't set foot on that road, instead, she bypassed it and walked under the cherry tree.It was a weekend afternoon, and there were a few people sitting sparsely on the benches under several cherry trees.Mo Qing picked out an empty bench, and the bench was covered with fallen cherry blossoms.Mo Qingshen couldn't bear to destroy this intact scene, so she only pushed aside a corner of the bench and sat down cautiously.

During the period of recuperating at home, Mo Qing kept thinking, if her mother hadn't left and she and Mo Yinong had grown up together, what would have happened between them?

After thinking about the assumptions over and over again, Mo Qingshen would think that if her mother hadn't left, she wouldn't have been brought by her strict grandmother, and her gentle and soft personality wouldn't have become so tough.She is still the little girl who just likes to stay quietly with her mother.

With a younger sister, she will love Mo Yinong like Yu'an loves Song Xue'an.Yu'an's personality was cold since she was a child, but she was much gentler than Yu'an back then, so she would be a good sister.So, even so, will she still fall in love with Mo Yinong?

At first, Mo Qingshen's answer was no.Later, she wavered.Maybe not, Mo Yinong has an almost fatal attraction to her, and that attraction will not be shaken by blood relationship.From the very beginning, from the time they were born into this world, they were supposed to be in love.

Just like now, even their lives are fused together.Mo Yinong's bone marrow survived and blended in her body, completely becoming a part of Mo Qingshen's body and life.Without Mo Yinong, she would slowly dry up and die slowly.

This kind of thinking may be a bit paranoid, but her love for Mo Yinong is so persistent and crazy.Although she was calm on the surface, facing Mo Yinong's departure, she could act as if nothing happened, but only she knew that that kind of crazy paranoia had already taken root in her heart.As long as Mo Yinong comes back, as long as he sees her again, maybe that kind of paranoia will break out in an instant.

Mo Qing lowered her head in deep thought, completely ignoring what was happening around her.She didn't wake up suddenly until a pair of hands quietly covered her eyes from behind her.Just as he was about to subconsciously open the hands covering his eyes, suddenly, the tip of his nose was lingered by a familiar smell.In the end, after shaking the hand that was supposed to push away the opponent, he held the back of the opponent's hand instead.

Mo Qingshen was frightened first, then pleasantly surprised, and finally saddened with long-simmering grievances.Unable to suppress the emotions accumulated these days anymore, tears gushed out of her eyes like a bank, some of them got into the palms that covered her eyes, some sneaked out through the gap between the palms and her cheeks, and wet her face.

The owner of the palm was hit by the hot liquid in his palm, and put down his hand as if discouraged.Mo Qingshen still held onto her arm tightly, fearing that she would slip away.

Mo Yinong put his hands down, still standing behind the bench, wrapped his hands around her neck from behind Mo Qingshen, and gently pressed his face to the side of her face.The lips first kissed the hair on the side of Mo Qingshen's face, and then whispered in her ear: "Why are you crying?"

A voice that I hadn't heard for more than a year came from my ears. Although the words were gentle and loving, they still couldn't soothe the grievance in Mo Qing's heart, and her tears fell even more fiercely.

"When I went home this morning, my mother told me that you were here." Mo Yinong said to himself, "Why didn't you wait for me? Wait a little longer, we can see you sooner."

Mo Qing really wanted to refute: If you could come back earlier, wouldn't you be able to see each other sooner?I thought so, but crying made her speechless at all.

"Do you know that I originally planned to come back in June, which coincided with your birthday. But Ye Sui made several international phone calls to urge me, and scolded me, saying that I have no conscience." Mo Yinong It was aggrieved to say, "So I can only come back early."

Mo Qing shook her head deeply: "Don't...you come back."

Mo Yinong smiled to himself, moved from behind the bench, sat next to Mo Qingshen, and stared at her intently.She stretched out her hand, and gently wiped away Mo Qing's deep tears with her fingertips, but Mo Qing cried so much that her fingers became wet with more and more tears.

"I was thinking, if I don't come back, will you not want me?" Mo Yinong sighed softly. She was alone in a foreign country, but she thought it through a lot.

Mo Qingshen still couldn't stop crying, complaining with sobs: "It's always... only you... You don't want my share." It was also Mo Yinong who pretended to make a promise before, but in fact it was just a shield for her to escape from reality.

Mo Yinong smiled: "No more. When I went home in the morning, my mother said that she would go back to France to continue working in a few days."

"What do you mean?" Mo Qing took a deep breath, shocked by the news.

Mo Yinong just pursed his lips and smiled, and carefully wiped away the tears on Mo Qingshen's face with a tissue: "She said that she could never be with Dad again; There is no chance to continue her happiness; she also told me, don’t be the one who voluntarily gives up, otherwise happiness will be gone and you will not even be eligible to ask for it again.”

"She knows...knows us..."

I already knew it.How can people who love each other so much hide the tenderness between their brows and eyes?Others can see it.Xi Ling noticed that Mo Yin was not stupid, but the four of them chose to pretend to be deaf and dumb at first to maintain a moment of calm on the surface.

Until the afternoon after the year, Xi Ling took the initiative to talk about it with Mo Yin.She said that she would still leave in the future, and all the misfortunes were caused by a wrong decision she made back then, so she naturally needs to bear the consequences.Qingshen and Yi Nong are innocent, even though they have committed a "big mistake".Why don't we just pretend that we don't know anything about it, that she never came back, and that he doesn't know that Yeonong is his daughter.Everything is still as peaceful as in the past few years.

Mo Yin did not agree, whether it was in terms of human relations or personal feelings, he said he could not accept it.Even later, in a rage, he wanted to find Qingshen to make a theory.He rushed into Mo Qingshen's room and saw that Mo Qingshen was haunted by nightmares and her face was covered with tears.Even in her dream, she still couldn't forget Mo Yinong, even calling out her name.

In an instant, Mo Yin lost all anger, and his heart softened.The moment Mo Qing threw herself into his arms, he felt that he cared more about his daughter's safety and happiness.For so many years, like Xi Ling, he has long been used to loneliness, to being alone, and to supporting his life with sustenance.

Qingshen has not yet fully recovered from her illness, and her future may be long or short, and it would be good to give her a moment of happiness in this world.However, he still needs time to reconsider and consider.

This morning, Mo Yinong returned home, and then she left to find Mo Qingshen.Before leaving, Mo Yin said: "Let's just pretend that we don't know everything." Living in the world, we can't always be sober. If deliberately "drunk" can exchange for a longer period of peace and make more people happy, He is willing to continue his original life.

Mo Yinong was noncommittal, stroking Mo Qing's long hair, and gently placed a kiss on the side of her face: "From now on, you must hold my hand tightly."

"Am I not mistaken? Why are they here?" Song Yu'an looked at the two people who depended on each other in surprise.A few days ago, Song Yu'an ran into the former dean of the business school and said that he would invite her to his house for dinner.Song Yu'an refused, but made an appointment to come over this weekend.Taking advantage of the fine weather in the afternoon, she and Ye Sui went here for a walk. The school is full of their memories.

Ye Sui was also very surprised, and when he looked closely, it was indeed them: "When did Yi Nong come back?"

Song Yu'an shook her head and smiled faintly: "It doesn't matter when they come back, what matters is that they finally figured it out." She turned sideways, took the initiative to hook Ye Sui's hand, and held it tightly.

There were also cherry blossoms falling from the trees intermittently, some fell on the benches, and some fell on the clothes.Mo Qing stopped crying deeply, her eyes still had a little wetness, but she took the initiative to shake Mo Yinong's hand.Mo Yinong responded, and the two interlocked their fingers.

From then on, you will be in my palm; from then on, we will never be separated.