Ye Suiyu'an

Facing Song Yu'an's straightforward truth, Ye Sui seemed at a loss.From the emotional point of view, she likes Song Yu'an; but when it comes to the rational level, she is very clear that she should not move forward in terms of the relationship between the two.

Song Yu'an stared at Ye Sui persistently, and she wanted Ye Sui's answer: "Promise me..."

Ye Sui turned her head away, she couldn't face Song Yu'an's distressing expression at the moment, because she was even more afraid that she would be shaken.She poked her nails hard into her palm, hoping to keep herself sane.

She didn't speak, and Song Yu'an didn't force her, and the two of them remained in a stalemate.

In the end, Ye Sui took Song Yu'an's hands away from his arms, lowered his head slightly, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

Song Yu'an hung his hands that were thrown off by Ye Sui weakly, didn't say anything, just hooked one corner of his mouth and smiled.After Ye Sui said "I'm sorry", he turned around and wanted to leave, but he heard Song Yu'an behind him suddenly say, "You shouldn't have said 'I'm sorry' to me, you are sorry—it is yourself."

Ye Sui stopped, thinking that Song Yu'an would resent her and ridicule her, but she never expected that she would say such a thing. It was as if a piece of her heart had been gouged out by Song Yu'an's words, and the throbbing pain came along with sourness.Ye Sui couldn't wait to leave Song Yu'an's house before his emotions collapsed.

Song Yu'an sat down on the sofa with a look of trouble and helplessness that he had never seen before.However, Ye Sui's refusal was within her expectation, so this matter is not over yet.

Ye Sui came out from Song Yu'an's house and finally couldn't hold back her tears, so she wiped away her tears all the way.At this time, the students were coming and going on the road, and many people couldn't help but glanced at her, wondering why she was crying.

She walked towards the playground alone and sat down alone on one side.In the dark at night, there are many students running, and there are also couples and friends walking and chatting around the playground.On the other hand, sitting alone in the vast night, a sense of loneliness is even more prominent.

"Are you ok?"

Ye Sui looked up, it was Jiang Zhengzhi.

"Yes." Ye Sui still had tears in her eyes, she lowered her head, and answered in reply.

"Someone said they saw you coming this way while crying. I was worried, so I came over to have a look." Jiang Zhengzhi sat down beside her.

"Thank you." Ye Sui's mood at the moment made her not want to talk much.

Jiang Zhengzhi smiled, as if Ye Sui said very little between them every time: "Don't get me wrong, I really just came here because I was worried." He was afraid that Ye Sui would still be worried about the last time he confessed to her .

Speaking of what happened last time, looking back now, Ye Sui felt that what he did was wrong.

"I understand. If what happened last time made you sad, then I'm sorry."

Jiang Zhengzhi: "Actually, there is nothing to be sad about. From the very beginning, I guessed that it might end like this." As for why he still did that—"Although the result is beyond my control, I Speaking my heart, I just feel that at least I have worked hard to pursue the girl I like, and I will not regret it when I think about it in the future. I am a boy. Not only must I be more active and brave, but I must also be able to afford it and let it go .Being rejected is not the scariest thing, the scariest thing is not even having the courage to try."

"The courage to try..." Ye Sui chanted these words, because of Song Yu'an's feelings, she really didn't have the courage to try.However, such love is obviously fruitless and wrong.

Ye Sui's personality is completely opposite to her name, she is not casual at all, and she has more of a sense of strict self-discipline.When she decides that something is wrong and should not be tried, she will try her best to restrain herself from crossing the line.She felt that she and Song Yu'an were both teachers and students and women, and it was out of the ordinary to have a relationship. If she accepted Song Yu'an today, it would be beyond her bottom line.

"Yeah, failure is better than regret." Jiang Zhengzhi has a sunny and open-minded personality, and he sees it very openly, "Although I don't know why you are crying, but Ye Sui, sometimes you push yourself too hard. Everything comes naturally. a little."

After hearing this, Ye Sui remembered Song Yu'an's words - "You are sorry - it is yourself".What she said was right, she violated her own heart, and she was indeed the one who was sorry.

"I said these words because I won't be able to see you after the next semester." Jiang Zhengzhi said a little sadly.

"why?"

"I plan to enlist in the army next semester, so I won't see you for a long time. I don't know what will happen to us when we see you again."

Ye Sui's silence, separation and reunion seem to be repeated countless times in a short life.What about her and Song Yu'an?How many times will we meet and separate?

"Don't keep talking." Jiang Zhengzhi smiled awkwardly, "I always feel that you don't want to talk to me."

"No... that's not what I meant." Ye Sui was embarrassed by what he said, what and what.

The two of them didn't talk much, and Ye Sui's mood didn't feel so bad after coming and going.It's just that she still can't think about Song Yu'an, as soon as she thinks about Song Yu'an, she will die of pain.

When they returned, the two walked side by side on the road.Looking down from the eighth floor, the figures of the two were not obvious.Standing in front of the window, Song Yu'an's face was gloomy, her eyes were deep, and she squinted her eyes to stare at the figure until they completely disappeared from her sight.She closed the curtains angrily, closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

Ye Sui tossed and turned in bed that night, what Song Yu'an said to her and Jiang Zhengzhi's "courage to try" kept appearing in his mind.What on earth should she do?What about Song Yu'an?After what happened tonight, will she be sad or sad?A series of questions roiled Ye Sui's mind, and finally she couldn't resist the mental and physical exhaustion, so she fell asleep in a drowsy state.

There are two days of Song Yu'an's class in a week, and Ye Sui didn't come to the second class of this week.Song Yu'an looked at the people below countless times, but he still didn't find Ye Sui.She smiled mockingly and continued with her lesson.

By the second week, Song Yu'an still couldn't see Ye Sui.She felt sorry for herself from the bottom of her heart, but—the more you try to hide from me, the more I will not let you go.She opened the roll call and said coldly, "Call roll!"

Others might not be able to see the change in Song Yu'an's mood, but Mo Yinong vaguely knew it.Something must have happened to Song Yu'an and Ye Sui, otherwise that guy wouldn't have been hiding for two consecutive classes, and Song Yu'an's face wouldn't have been so gloomy.

"Ye Sui." Song Yu'an read Ye Sui's name, but no one answered.

"Teacher, she...she's not feeling well." Mo Yinong clumsily made an excuse for Ye Sui.

Song Yu'an raised her head and looked at Mo Yinong: "Really? She's not feeling well, and I happen to be feeling uncomfortable too." She said with a smile, and many people thought she was joking, but Mo Yinong froze. She knew that Song Yu'an was really angry.

"Is there a false note?"

Mo Yinong shook his head.

"If you don't have a leave note, you will be absent from class. Please inform her. If you are not feeling well and can't come to my class, then bring a leave note. Otherwise, I will treat it as an absence from class, which will affect her final exam results." Song Yu'an said.

"understood."

"What's wrong with Ye Sui? She didn't skip other people's classes." Sun Qiao leaned close to Mo Yinong's ear and asked softly.

Mo Yinong shrugged and said that she didn't know what was going on.

Mo Yinong relayed the message to Ye Sui, and Ye Sui showed up on time for the second class this week.She stared at the book the whole time, and was very afraid of seeing Song Yu'an. In fact, what she was even more afraid of seeing was Song Yu'an's expression of resentment and sadness.

"Let's end get out of class. Ye Sui, please stay for a while." Song Yu'an said.

Ye Sui had no choice, she said to Mo Yinong and Sun Qiao: "You guys go first."

"We can wait for you!" Sun Qiao said righteously.

Mo Yinong hurriedly dragged Sun Qiao out, and said to Ye Sui, "Then come back early." Ye Sui nodded.

After everyone left, Song Yu'an closed the door of the classroom, and because it was dinner time in the evening, there were very few people left in the teaching building.

"Come to my house tonight."

This sentence again.Ye Sui was inexplicably angry, why did Song Yu'an keep making such requests?She shook her head: "You are a teacher, and I am a student. Going to your house—it's not good. I won't go."

Song Yu'an chuckled, and she approached Ye Sui step by step. Ye Sui wanted to hide, but he couldn't resist Song Yu'an's aggressive aura after all.Song Yu'an held her chin: "Now you know how to tell me who you are as a student teacher?" Her expression was dull, but Ye Sui could still sense the sarcasm on her lips.

"You pay so much attention to the relationship between teachers and students, so why did you miss my class twice?" Song Yu'an was aggressive, "I don't really like to use roll call to keep students, the less capable the teacher, the more rules. But you know? I Roll call. And those who skipped class but were caught by me last time, you should apologize to them, because I called the roll because of you."

"No matter what you say, I won't go to your house."

"Really not going?" Song Yu'an frowned slightly, "If you don't go, you will fail this class."

Ye Sui was annoyed: "Who do you think you are?"

Song Yu'an crossed his arms and smiled slightly: "Do you think I can't do it? Just because you skipped class twice, I can deduct your usual marks, and then I will change your final paper to be stricter." , then..." She leaned closer to Ye Sui and breathed into Ye Sui's ear, "Failure is not to scare you."

Ye Sui pushed her away: "Song Yu'an, you are a teacher, how can you be so despicable?"

Song Yu'an held her arms, with indescribable anger on his face: "Ye Sui, you are the one who is despicable. You clearly know that I like you, and you also know exactly what your feelings for me are, but why do you still do this? Torturing me? On the one hand, it occupies my heart, on the other hand, it pretends to push me away. Tell me, who is despicable?"

Ye Sui was so choked that he couldn't speak, and Song Yu'an was so eloquent that he put a big hat on her.It's always like this between them, they obviously want to get closer to each other, but every time she wants to get close to Song Yu'an, she will think of the relationship between the two of them and hold back.Ye Sui seemed unable to overcome the obstacle in his heart.

"It doesn't matter if you don't go tonight." Song Yu'an let go of her, "What about this Friday night?"

"why?"

"This Friday is my birthday, I hope you will be by my side, only you." Song Yu'an specially emphasized the words "only you".

Ye Sui showed embarrassment on his face.Song Yu'an hooked the corner of his mouth: "Want to refuse again?"

"I'm going home on Friday, my grandfather's death day." In fact, last Saturday was the death day, but because Ye's father was working overtime and couldn't leave, the family agreed to pay homage to Ye Sui's grandfather this Friday.

Ye Sui originally thought that Song Yu'an would make things difficult for her in every possible way, but she didn't expect that she picked up her bag and walked out, saying something that sounded generous: "I won't force you."

Ye Sui pinched the center of his eyebrows, put his hands on the table, and felt that life was extremely difficult.