Ye Suiyu'an
Chapter 29 Fear
As soon as Ye Sui raised his glass to drink, he was startled by the sudden opening of the door, and almost spit out the water in his mouth.
"Yinong? It's you. The door is so hard to open, I thought someone was going to rob us..." Ye Sui was still in shock, and wiped the water stains from the corner of his mouth.But before she finished speaking, Mo Yinong pulled her up from the chair.
"Yinong..." Ye Sui exclaimed, Mo Yinong's movements almost made her fall to the ground.
With a serious expression on his face, Mo Yinong dragged her outside without saying a word.
"Yi Nong? Yi Nong!" The other people in the dormitory also felt that something was wrong, they got up and went out before they had time to stop them.With a bang, the remaining two were "closed door.
"What's going on here?"
Another person spread his hands and said he didn't know either.
Mo Yinong dragged Ye Sui all the way to the top floor.The wind at night in the early spring was still a bit chilly, Ye Sui came out without any clothes on, and now he was so cold that he caressed his arms.
Mo Yinong looked at her, the words really came to his lips but he couldn't utter them.
"Yinong, did something happen?" Ye Sui asked.
Mo Yinong sighed, Ye Sui still didn't know anything, she couldn't imagine how much Ye Sui would feel sad if he heard those words.
"Let me ask you, where were you last weekend?" Finally, Mo Yinong decided to ask clearly.
Ye Sui also sensed something was wrong when she asked this question, and she asked defensively, "Why are you asking this?"
"Answer me." Mo Yinong's tone was a bit forceful.
"I... Didn't I go home?" In a guilty tone.
Mo Yinong stood under the moonlight, her loose hair fluttering with the night wind, she said flatly: "You are lying, you were obviously with Song Yu'an at that time."
Ye Sui was surprised at first, and then lowered his head slightly as if admitting defeat: "I really can't hide anything from you. Yi Nong, you are always like this, you know everything quietly by yourself."
Mo Yinong said: "You are always like this, you keep a lot of things in your heart."
"I have the right to keep myself secret, don't I?"
"But you are not happy, or you are willing to be with Song Yu'an, but you are still worried." Mo Yinong knew Ye Sui too well.
Ye Sui leaned against the railing slumped, the moonlight shone on her drooping side face, making her gloomy expression even more sad: "How do you know?"
"Someone saw you at school the other day..."
Ye Sui was a little hesitant, but Mo Yinong insisted: "That's not the point."
"You are right. I am very scared, and I have a lot of worries." Ye Sui sighed softly, and then confessed, "Actually, I went home on Friday, but I went back to school in the middle of the night. Of course, things are not It's what you think. I went back to school for Song Yu'an, because she said that day was her birthday, and she hoped that I could spend it with her. But at that time, I didn't think about accepting her right away, and I even went downstairs to her house. They are all ready to leave in silence.”
Mo Yinong came over and leaned against the railing. Unlike Ye Sui, she raised her head and looked at the deep night sky.
"But it was such a coincidence that when I turned around to leave, Song Yu'an appeared, and she hugged me tightly. The warmth and love she gave me at that time, as well as the long-suppressed feelings in my heart, really made me unable to resist So, I said to myself at the time, just once, just this time I chose to obey my will." Ye Sui's words were full of her complicated feelings of conflict and struggle at that time, "I won't hide it from you—that night we There was a relationship. In the next two days, I was indeed with her." What happened in those days is vivid.
"Do you think I'm ridiculous?" Ye Sui asked.
"Ridiculous?" Mo Yinong twitched the corners of his mouth as if mocking himself, "Compared to my inexplicable one-night stand, your relationship with Mr. Song is really normal." Mo Yinong always has an indescribable feeling about a flamboyant woman who has had an intimate relationship.
"Do you know the difference between how I treat feelings and how you treat them?" Mo Yinong didn't waste too long on this topic, but instead asked her a question.
"Ok?"
"You are very cautious about everything, including your love. Although you were finally self-willed about you and Mr. Song, I guess, after that, you became afraid and uneasy. You were afraid that others would know your relationship. Yeah?"
Ye Sui nodded.The identities of her and Song Yu'an's teachers and students made her even more afraid of others talking about their relationship.
"As for me, I'm different from you. If I have someone I like, I will be honest about my feelings, and I will be with her without any scruples. Since I love her, I will be more straightforward." Mo Yinong said, "Do you know the reason for the difference between you and me?"
"character?"
"It can be said that, but in the final analysis, a large part of the character is determined by the environment and education in which you grew up." Mo Yinong said clearly, "Your family is like most families in China, and even has a strong family concept. You are a person who knows the importance and self-discipline, and you want everything to go on the original track. So when you find out that the person you like is a woman, you try your best to restrain your emotions, because you know that you want to be with her How much family pressure will be faced together."
Ye Sui means default.
"And me, I only had my mother since I was a child, and I followed her everywhere. She is an artist, her thoughts are very free, and she also makes my thoughts very free. So, even if I fall in love with a woman, she will not Oppose. So, as long as I love each other, there won't be too much resistance for us to be together." Mo Yinong said with certainty, but in the future things will change, who can expect it?
She paused: "In this case, you only have two choices."
Ye Sui's eyes were full of melancholy: "I understand." If she can't face the pressure of family and society bravely, she and Song Yu'an will break up sooner or later.But now, to be honest, Ye Sui doesn't have that kind of courage, and she even rejects it.
Faced with all kinds of difficulties in front of her, Ye Sui at this age can't overcome them well, and more importantly, she doesn't know how to do it.Even though Song Yu'an comforted her many times, even if Song Yu'an promised to solve the problem, Ye Sui still had no confidence.Between family, society and love, she hesitates and cannot make any decision.She didn't want to hurt her family because of Song Yu'an, but at the same time, she didn't want to let Song Yu'an be disappointed and hurt.
"So, if you don't have the courage, remember that sentence - long-term pain is worse than short-term pain." Mo Yinong remembered what the two girls said just now, if Ye Sui can't bear the gossip, then she has to rush before the damage is done, Let Ye follower free from it.But she also understood that no matter what, Ye Sui would be hurt to some extent.
There will always be some sadness and regret in youth. Ye Sui didn't believe it before. She thought her life would be ordinary, without much ups and downs and without much pain, but now it seems that it is not the case at all.Just Song Yu'an brought her too many surprises.
"Can I have some more time to confirm whether I have the courage?" Or give her some more time to accumulate the courage to be brave for Song Yu'an and her love.
"The price to pay may be heavy."
"I don't mind." Ye Sui replied without hesitation.She did worry about the future, and she blamed herself for being so irrational that night, but she never regretted that she was with Song Yu'an, she loved Song Yu'an - this was something she was very sure of.
"You are really contradictory." Mo Yinong said.So far, she has nothing to do.Since Ye Sui is so persistent, what she can do as a friend is to try her best to protect her when the harm comes.
Ye Sui is very weak and distressing, and Mo Yinong always wants to protect her behind him unconsciously.Perhaps Song Yu'an thought so too.Yes, and Song Yu'an, maybe she doesn't have to worry too much.
She put her arms around Ye Sui's thin shoulders: "Is it cold?"
Ye Sui pursed his lips and shook his head.
"I'm sorry, I scared you just now." Mo Yinong apologized, "Go back, or you'll catch a cold easily."
"It's okay." In fact, after expressing the negative emotions in his heart, Ye Sui felt much more relaxed.She decided to let go of the burden in her heart first, and enjoy her love with Song Yu'an in the peaceful and stable days.
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Ye Sui knocked on the office door.
"Come in."
After Ye Sui opened the door and went in, he found that Song Yu'an was there, and the terrible thing was that Song Yu'an was squatting down, putting his ear on the counselor's swollen stomach, and Ye Sui was stunned.
"It's moving..." Song Yu'an smiled with tenderness on his face.
"It's amazing, isn't it? There's a little life in it." The counselor couldn't hide the happiness on her face. She's been pregnant for more than five months, and she will stop working at school to concentrate on going home soon. Expectant.
"It's so cute." Song Yu'an said.It was the first time Ye Sui saw her expression like this.
"Ye Sui..." the counselor knew her and called her kindly.
Ye Sui finally came back to his senses: "Mr. Liu, I'm here to deliver some materials."
"Ye Sui..." Song Yu'an stood up and smiled at him.It was obviously such a bright smile, but in Ye Sui's eyes, it was a bit ambiguous.
"Teacher Song." Ye Sui was polite and did not show any emotions that should not be there.
Song Yu'an smiled slightly, and went back to his desk to sit down.
Ye Sui ignored her, and must not fulfill Song Yu'an's malicious wish.After handing over the information to the counselor, she was about to leave, but Song Yu'an stopped her before she had time to step out of the threshold: "Ye Sui, come to my place."
Ye Sui really hates Song Yu'an's sanctimonious appearance, who knows what kind of ghost is hiding under her gentle surface?If you don't want to return, you still have to listen to the head teacher's order.
She walked over, and because there was a baffle between the desks, Song Yu'an acted recklessly.She held Ye Sui's hand, and her thumb gently drew circles on the back of Ye Sui's hand intentionally or unconsciously.
Ye Sui was startled, Song Yu'an was really too bold!The itchy feeling from her hand made her subconsciously want to withdraw her hand, but Song Yu'an just didn't let go.Ye Sui glared at her angrily, but Song Yu'an didn't show any signs of awakening, instead she smiled even more happily.
Seeing that Ye Sui's face was getting redder, and the resentment towards him in his eyes was getting deeper and deeper, in order to prevent the little guy from losing his temper and ignoring him, Song Yu'an finally let go.She handed a folded paper to Ye Sui: "Please pass it to the monitor for me."
Ye Sui took his things and left as if fleeing.Song Yu'an rested his chin and looked at her back, with a happy smile on his face.
"She is really a shy girl." The counselor said to Song Yu'an.
"Yeah." Song Yu'an said, "It's really shy." Especially on the bed.
Ye Sui walked briskly for a long time before her blushing face returned to its original color. She opened the paper and saw that it said - I will wait for you at home on weekends (remember not to pass it on to Zhang Chengbin ^ ^).
Looking at the last smile symbol and the words in brackets, Ye Sui had nothing to say to Song Yu'an.How much does she want to be cute in front of her, why didn't she find out before that she still likes to use kaomoji?
The author has something to say: I will try to update as much as possible in the future~~ These chapters are in the transition period, so they will be a bit boring
I hope those who are still watching will not bully me, please leave a lot of comments (^-^)V
"Yinong? It's you. The door is so hard to open, I thought someone was going to rob us..." Ye Sui was still in shock, and wiped the water stains from the corner of his mouth.But before she finished speaking, Mo Yinong pulled her up from the chair.
"Yinong..." Ye Sui exclaimed, Mo Yinong's movements almost made her fall to the ground.
With a serious expression on his face, Mo Yinong dragged her outside without saying a word.
"Yi Nong? Yi Nong!" The other people in the dormitory also felt that something was wrong, they got up and went out before they had time to stop them.With a bang, the remaining two were "closed door.
"What's going on here?"
Another person spread his hands and said he didn't know either.
Mo Yinong dragged Ye Sui all the way to the top floor.The wind at night in the early spring was still a bit chilly, Ye Sui came out without any clothes on, and now he was so cold that he caressed his arms.
Mo Yinong looked at her, the words really came to his lips but he couldn't utter them.
"Yinong, did something happen?" Ye Sui asked.
Mo Yinong sighed, Ye Sui still didn't know anything, she couldn't imagine how much Ye Sui would feel sad if he heard those words.
"Let me ask you, where were you last weekend?" Finally, Mo Yinong decided to ask clearly.
Ye Sui also sensed something was wrong when she asked this question, and she asked defensively, "Why are you asking this?"
"Answer me." Mo Yinong's tone was a bit forceful.
"I... Didn't I go home?" In a guilty tone.
Mo Yinong stood under the moonlight, her loose hair fluttering with the night wind, she said flatly: "You are lying, you were obviously with Song Yu'an at that time."
Ye Sui was surprised at first, and then lowered his head slightly as if admitting defeat: "I really can't hide anything from you. Yi Nong, you are always like this, you know everything quietly by yourself."
Mo Yinong said: "You are always like this, you keep a lot of things in your heart."
"I have the right to keep myself secret, don't I?"
"But you are not happy, or you are willing to be with Song Yu'an, but you are still worried." Mo Yinong knew Ye Sui too well.
Ye Sui leaned against the railing slumped, the moonlight shone on her drooping side face, making her gloomy expression even more sad: "How do you know?"
"Someone saw you at school the other day..."
Ye Sui was a little hesitant, but Mo Yinong insisted: "That's not the point."
"You are right. I am very scared, and I have a lot of worries." Ye Sui sighed softly, and then confessed, "Actually, I went home on Friday, but I went back to school in the middle of the night. Of course, things are not It's what you think. I went back to school for Song Yu'an, because she said that day was her birthday, and she hoped that I could spend it with her. But at that time, I didn't think about accepting her right away, and I even went downstairs to her house. They are all ready to leave in silence.”
Mo Yinong came over and leaned against the railing. Unlike Ye Sui, she raised her head and looked at the deep night sky.
"But it was such a coincidence that when I turned around to leave, Song Yu'an appeared, and she hugged me tightly. The warmth and love she gave me at that time, as well as the long-suppressed feelings in my heart, really made me unable to resist So, I said to myself at the time, just once, just this time I chose to obey my will." Ye Sui's words were full of her complicated feelings of conflict and struggle at that time, "I won't hide it from you—that night we There was a relationship. In the next two days, I was indeed with her." What happened in those days is vivid.
"Do you think I'm ridiculous?" Ye Sui asked.
"Ridiculous?" Mo Yinong twitched the corners of his mouth as if mocking himself, "Compared to my inexplicable one-night stand, your relationship with Mr. Song is really normal." Mo Yinong always has an indescribable feeling about a flamboyant woman who has had an intimate relationship.
"Do you know the difference between how I treat feelings and how you treat them?" Mo Yinong didn't waste too long on this topic, but instead asked her a question.
"Ok?"
"You are very cautious about everything, including your love. Although you were finally self-willed about you and Mr. Song, I guess, after that, you became afraid and uneasy. You were afraid that others would know your relationship. Yeah?"
Ye Sui nodded.The identities of her and Song Yu'an's teachers and students made her even more afraid of others talking about their relationship.
"As for me, I'm different from you. If I have someone I like, I will be honest about my feelings, and I will be with her without any scruples. Since I love her, I will be more straightforward." Mo Yinong said, "Do you know the reason for the difference between you and me?"
"character?"
"It can be said that, but in the final analysis, a large part of the character is determined by the environment and education in which you grew up." Mo Yinong said clearly, "Your family is like most families in China, and even has a strong family concept. You are a person who knows the importance and self-discipline, and you want everything to go on the original track. So when you find out that the person you like is a woman, you try your best to restrain your emotions, because you know that you want to be with her How much family pressure will be faced together."
Ye Sui means default.
"And me, I only had my mother since I was a child, and I followed her everywhere. She is an artist, her thoughts are very free, and she also makes my thoughts very free. So, even if I fall in love with a woman, she will not Oppose. So, as long as I love each other, there won't be too much resistance for us to be together." Mo Yinong said with certainty, but in the future things will change, who can expect it?
She paused: "In this case, you only have two choices."
Ye Sui's eyes were full of melancholy: "I understand." If she can't face the pressure of family and society bravely, she and Song Yu'an will break up sooner or later.But now, to be honest, Ye Sui doesn't have that kind of courage, and she even rejects it.
Faced with all kinds of difficulties in front of her, Ye Sui at this age can't overcome them well, and more importantly, she doesn't know how to do it.Even though Song Yu'an comforted her many times, even if Song Yu'an promised to solve the problem, Ye Sui still had no confidence.Between family, society and love, she hesitates and cannot make any decision.She didn't want to hurt her family because of Song Yu'an, but at the same time, she didn't want to let Song Yu'an be disappointed and hurt.
"So, if you don't have the courage, remember that sentence - long-term pain is worse than short-term pain." Mo Yinong remembered what the two girls said just now, if Ye Sui can't bear the gossip, then she has to rush before the damage is done, Let Ye follower free from it.But she also understood that no matter what, Ye Sui would be hurt to some extent.
There will always be some sadness and regret in youth. Ye Sui didn't believe it before. She thought her life would be ordinary, without much ups and downs and without much pain, but now it seems that it is not the case at all.Just Song Yu'an brought her too many surprises.
"Can I have some more time to confirm whether I have the courage?" Or give her some more time to accumulate the courage to be brave for Song Yu'an and her love.
"The price to pay may be heavy."
"I don't mind." Ye Sui replied without hesitation.She did worry about the future, and she blamed herself for being so irrational that night, but she never regretted that she was with Song Yu'an, she loved Song Yu'an - this was something she was very sure of.
"You are really contradictory." Mo Yinong said.So far, she has nothing to do.Since Ye Sui is so persistent, what she can do as a friend is to try her best to protect her when the harm comes.
Ye Sui is very weak and distressing, and Mo Yinong always wants to protect her behind him unconsciously.Perhaps Song Yu'an thought so too.Yes, and Song Yu'an, maybe she doesn't have to worry too much.
She put her arms around Ye Sui's thin shoulders: "Is it cold?"
Ye Sui pursed his lips and shook his head.
"I'm sorry, I scared you just now." Mo Yinong apologized, "Go back, or you'll catch a cold easily."
"It's okay." In fact, after expressing the negative emotions in his heart, Ye Sui felt much more relaxed.She decided to let go of the burden in her heart first, and enjoy her love with Song Yu'an in the peaceful and stable days.
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Ye Sui knocked on the office door.
"Come in."
After Ye Sui opened the door and went in, he found that Song Yu'an was there, and the terrible thing was that Song Yu'an was squatting down, putting his ear on the counselor's swollen stomach, and Ye Sui was stunned.
"It's moving..." Song Yu'an smiled with tenderness on his face.
"It's amazing, isn't it? There's a little life in it." The counselor couldn't hide the happiness on her face. She's been pregnant for more than five months, and she will stop working at school to concentrate on going home soon. Expectant.
"It's so cute." Song Yu'an said.It was the first time Ye Sui saw her expression like this.
"Ye Sui..." the counselor knew her and called her kindly.
Ye Sui finally came back to his senses: "Mr. Liu, I'm here to deliver some materials."
"Ye Sui..." Song Yu'an stood up and smiled at him.It was obviously such a bright smile, but in Ye Sui's eyes, it was a bit ambiguous.
"Teacher Song." Ye Sui was polite and did not show any emotions that should not be there.
Song Yu'an smiled slightly, and went back to his desk to sit down.
Ye Sui ignored her, and must not fulfill Song Yu'an's malicious wish.After handing over the information to the counselor, she was about to leave, but Song Yu'an stopped her before she had time to step out of the threshold: "Ye Sui, come to my place."
Ye Sui really hates Song Yu'an's sanctimonious appearance, who knows what kind of ghost is hiding under her gentle surface?If you don't want to return, you still have to listen to the head teacher's order.
She walked over, and because there was a baffle between the desks, Song Yu'an acted recklessly.She held Ye Sui's hand, and her thumb gently drew circles on the back of Ye Sui's hand intentionally or unconsciously.
Ye Sui was startled, Song Yu'an was really too bold!The itchy feeling from her hand made her subconsciously want to withdraw her hand, but Song Yu'an just didn't let go.Ye Sui glared at her angrily, but Song Yu'an didn't show any signs of awakening, instead she smiled even more happily.
Seeing that Ye Sui's face was getting redder, and the resentment towards him in his eyes was getting deeper and deeper, in order to prevent the little guy from losing his temper and ignoring him, Song Yu'an finally let go.She handed a folded paper to Ye Sui: "Please pass it to the monitor for me."
Ye Sui took his things and left as if fleeing.Song Yu'an rested his chin and looked at her back, with a happy smile on his face.
"She is really a shy girl." The counselor said to Song Yu'an.
"Yeah." Song Yu'an said, "It's really shy." Especially on the bed.
Ye Sui walked briskly for a long time before her blushing face returned to its original color. She opened the paper and saw that it said - I will wait for you at home on weekends (remember not to pass it on to Zhang Chengbin ^ ^).
Looking at the last smile symbol and the words in brackets, Ye Sui had nothing to say to Song Yu'an.How much does she want to be cute in front of her, why didn't she find out before that she still likes to use kaomoji?
The author has something to say: I will try to update as much as possible in the future~~ These chapters are in the transition period, so they will be a bit boring
I hope those who are still watching will not bully me, please leave a lot of comments (^-^)V
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