Ye Suiyu'an

In the past, if Song Yu'an and Ye Sui spent the night together, Song Yu'an must be the first to wake up the next day.She likes to watch Ye Sui lying beside her with a peaceful sleeping face, and then waits for Ye Sui to open his eyes, the first thing she sees is herself.

Only this time, it was no longer her who woke up first.Song Yu'an opened his eyes, Ye Sui was no longer beside the pillow, the seat beside her was empty, and there was no warmth.

Song Yu'an lay there without moving, recalling the crazy entanglement between her and Ye Sui last night in her mind.Ye Sui never seemed to be as enthusiastic as last night, as if she took last night as their last chance to make love.

The last time... Song Yu'an twitched the corners of his mouth, and in the end, he was still abandoned by Ye Sui.The feeling in her heart was very uncomfortable, and just as she was thinking about what to do next, her phone vibrated.

She didn't intend to ignore it, but when she saw Song Chaozhen on the caller ID, she picked it up anyway.

"dad."

"Is Yu'an still awake?" Song Chaozhen asked.

Song Yu'an took out a bathrobe from the closet while holding the phone and put it on: "Just woke up, what's wrong?"

"Is your class for this semester almost over?"

Song Yu'an dressed casually, walked from the bedroom to the living room to pour a glass of water.Seeing the crumbling wine bottles on the table and the cigarette butts in the ashtray, even Song Yu'an felt how absurd her life was these days.

"I've almost finished my class, and the students' final exam will be in about ten days. I can come back after correcting the papers and finishing some follow-up tasks." Song Yu'an poured a glass of water and said truthfully.

Song Chaozhen frowned slightly, pursed his lips, and hesitated for a while before saying, "Yu'an, maybe this time, Dad will break his promise to you."

Hearing this sentence, Song Yu'an paused for a moment with the hand that brought the water glass to her lips, and then she took a sip of water and asked, "Break your promise? What do you want to do to me?"

"Perhaps, you can no longer be your teacher. Because - something happened to your grandfather. The Song family and the Song family need you very much now." Song Chaozhen stroked the newly grown stubble on his chin with a depressed tone .

"What happened to grandpa?" Song Yu'an had a bad feeling in his heart.

"He had an accident last night and was sent to the hospital. The doctor said that the situation is not optimistic." Song Chaozhen briefly explained the situation, "The old man wants to see you, he... probably has a lot to say to you. I don't know How long can he last, but Yu'an, this time please understand the feelings of Dad and Grandpa."

Song Yu'an's heart felt as if it had been poured by ice water, so many things happened overnight.Grandpa has always been in good health, why suddenly...

"I understand what you mean." The old man of the Song family regarded Song Yu'an as the apple of his eye since childhood.I don't know how proud I am in front of my peers.Even though Song Yu'an's insistence on going his own way later broke his heart, his love for his granddaughter never diminished.

"I will let Han Xiao come over, and he will help you handle everything. You don't have to worry about the school's formalities." Song Chaozhen said.

"Okay, I'll be back as soon as possible." Song Yu'an hung up the phone, and she was in a state where she couldn't accept the reality. She sat down on the ground, covered her trembling lips with her hands, and tears overflowed from her eyes.Why did so many unexpected things happen all at once?

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"How is my grandpa doing now?" Song Yu'an eagerly asked about his grandpa's situation as soon as he saw Han Xiao.

Han Xiao walked side by side with her: "You have to be mentally prepared, maybe he doesn't have much time." Perhaps the motivation that made him hold on was waiting to see Song Yu'an for the last time, and then put his worries, I want to explain clearly what I want to explain clearly.

Song Yu'an was very listless: "Why is this happening? He has always been in good health, why did he suddenly..." She covered her face with her hands, indescribably distressed and worried.

"Things are unpredictable, and you also know that accidents are prone to happen to the elderly." Han Xiao patted her on the shoulder lightly, "Anyway, Yu'an, the most important thing now is to settle the remaining things here, and then you Hurry back."

"The rest..."

"Did that little girlfriend of yours break your heart?" Han Xiao asked.

Song Yu'an smiled self-deprecatingly: "Han Xiao, she rejected me, no matter how I try to keep her, she seems to have made up her mind to get rid of me. Tell me, she looks like such a weak-hearted girl, why? Can you be so decisive and cruel to me?" She lowered her eyes, but still couldn't hide the heartache and sadness in her eyes.

Han Xiao still had that indifferent expression, didn't make any expression, and finally said: "Yu'an, the power of what to do is in your hands. So, in the remaining few days, you should think carefully."

Song Yu'an closed her eyes: "I know."

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"There are still 10 minutes until get out of class ends, and the next week is left for you to review independently. This is the last class I give to you this semester, and it is also the last class I give to you." Song Yu'an stood on the podium , a faint cloud of sorrow shrouded his brows.

As soon as this remark came out, there were many discussions below.Ye Sui's face was pale, and he raised his head in surprise, his eyes happened to meet Song Yu'an.Song Yu'an looked at her with infinite loneliness in his eyes.

"Everyone, please be quiet." Song Yu'an then looked away, "I will leave here because of some personal matters. So, maybe I will never see you again. Anyway, I am very happy to spend time with you all. An unforgettable year."

The other students looked at Ye Sui one after another, wondering if Song Yu'an was really dismissed by the school because of her affair with Ye Sui.She wants to leave, so what about Ye Sui?They broke up?Many questions surrounded Song Yu'an and Ye Sui, but Ye Sui's stiff expression and Song Yu'an's slightly sad face did not give them answers.

"If you have any questions about this class, I will still be in the office for a few days, so you can come to me." Song Yu'an put away his things, "I will see you in the future. get out of class is over." After Song Yu'an finished speaking, he didn't do much Stay and go alone.

Ye Sui looked at her back and wanted to stop her, but thinking of what he had done to her, she sat back weakly in her seat.The students around all looked at Ye Sui consciously or unconsciously, and then left one by one.In the end, only Mo Yinong was left silently accompanying Ye Sui in the empty classroom.

Mo Yinong looked at the sky outside the window: "So, you plan to end up with her like this?"

"I don't know exactly what to do is the right thing to do."

"Ye Sui, sometimes everything can be settled by doing the right thing. What's more, the so-called right thing is what others think is right, or what you think is right?" Mo Yinong said, "Some Sometimes, we also need to obey our own will.”

"Follow your own will..." Ye Sui looked sad.

That night, Ye Sui was sitting on the top floor, blowing the night breeze, she held her chin and looked at the stars in the sky.Such gorgeous and shining stars seem to be close at hand, but in fact, you will only know how far away they are after you really reach out.This is like the love between her and Song Yu'an, they can feel each other's heart clearly, but happiness is so far away from them.

"Hello..." It was Song Yu'an's call, Ye Sui hesitated again and again, but chose to answer it.

"It's me..." Song Yu'an said with a heavy tone, "I'm leaving, the plane at ten o'clock in the morning in three days' time..."

"Why are you leaving?"

"Why?" Song Yu'an felt a little funny, "Don't you think it will make you look hypocritical if you ask me like this after you said such heartless words to me?"

Ye Sui was silent, and asked again after a long time: "It's because of our business, so the school..."

"No." Song Yu'an replied, "Don't ask why, that's not important. Ye Sui, you actually feel relieved when you know I'm leaving? After I leave, as time goes by, others will slowly get along with you and me. things, those gossips will disappear, and the peace and security you want will come back. Isn't this exactly what you want?"

Ye Sui really wanted to deny it, but Song Yu'an was right, she really thought so in her heart.However, emotionally speaking, she was not willing to leave Song Yu'an.Her heart will ache too.

"Well, three days later at ten o'clock in the morning, I'll be waiting for you at the airport. If you still have nostalgia for me, at least a little bit, as long as you show up, I'll stay. And, I have something to tell you." Why did I As a teacher, why am I so attached to you... As long as you show up, I will tell you all about it.

"What if I don't go?" Ye Sui asked.

"Then we are completely finished. From now on, I will uproot you from my heart, and then abandon everything related to you." Even if this process will be painful and bloody, even if it will break my heart.But if you don't show up, I can choose to ignore even my last humble retention, so why should I continue to let go of all my dignity and pride to save this kind of love?

"I see." Ye Sui's eyes were hot, and his heart was extremely tormented.

"Is it worth it?" Han Xiao stood behind Song Yu'an.

"You eavesdrop." Song Yuan leaned his face on his knees.

"I didn't mean it. It's just, do you really love her so much?"

"You're not me, how can you understand my feelings for her." In fact, no one can personally understand, including Ye Sui, who is deeply loved by her, and Song Yu'an's love that is so hot that he is willing to sacrifice everything.

Han Xiao shook his head lightly: "I hope she doesn't let you down."

"Just let me gamble once. Even if she doesn't show up in the end, that's okay, I'm willing to admit defeat." If Ye Sui really doesn't show up, it can only mean that her love has failed too much.

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Three days later—

Ye Sui and Mo Yinong were walking on the way to the classroom.Mo Yinong observed Ye Sui's face from time to time, and she kept checking the time.In the end, she really couldn't bear it anymore: "Sui, I can't do it anymore. As a friend, I still have to speak out what's on my mind."

"You said."

"Ms. Song really loves you. I think you know this better than I do. Now she is leaving, there must be a large part of the reason for you. She doesn't want you to suffer that pressure anymore. She has many things from you She told me that as long as you don't let go, no matter what others think or say, she will never give up on you. It can be said that you are the last thing she wants to let go. But you have been avoiding, which is actually It's not the best way to solve the problem. You let her go today, don't you really have any regrets in your heart? In fact, I am quite envious of you. You have someone you like and like yourself. "

Compared to himself, Mo Yinong felt quite lost.She also thought of Mo Qingshen with whom she had a "dewy relationship". In fact, she regretted why she left like that that day.Anyway, I have to extort money from that arrogant and domineering rich girl, and ask for some compensation!Of course these are jokes.

"I……"

"Forget it, pretend I didn't say it, you can do whatever you want." Mo Yinong felt powerless, but she was also tired, so let it go.

Ye Sui walked forward, holding hands tighter and tighter, and finally, she stopped.

"Ok?"

"Maybe you're right." Ye Sui said, "Even if you can't keep her, at least you have to say goodbye to her." Besides, Song Yu'an said, she still has something to say to herself.

"There's still time, I'll accompany you to the airport." Mo Yinong said.

Ye Sui nodded, but before she walked a few steps, her cell phone rang.

"Hey?"

……

"Pa..." Ye Sui's face became paler, and the mobile phone in his hand fell to the ground, even the electric board fell out.

"What's wrong?" Mo Yinong looked at her dull expression and asked suspiciously.

Ye Sui shook her head, she squatted down, covered her face and began to cry.

"Ye Sui..." Mo Yinong was at a loss, and seemed at a loss for Ye Sui's sudden crying.

Ye Sui squatted on the side of the road and wept as if no one else was there. People who came and went around looked at her curiously.Jiang Zhengzhi passed by with his bag on his back, saw Ye Sui's extremely abnormal behavior and walked over.He and Mo Yinong looked at each other, and both of them felt cold.

"We should go." Han Xiao looked at the time, and it was time to pass the security check.

Song Yu'an shook her head and refused: "No, she will come. Wait a little longer, and she will definitely come. Maybe there is a traffic jam on the road now. I won't go, I have to wait for her. Otherwise, she won't be able to find me."

Han Xiao frowned, seeing Song Yu'an's excited and anxious look, he didn't say anything, and waited by Song Yu'an's side.However, after the planes had taken off, Ye Sui still didn't show up.

"Look, the plane has already taken off." Neither of them got on the plane, just to wait for Ye Sui, who hadn't appeared for a long time, "Yu'an, she won't come."

"No...it's not..." Song Yu'an cried, "She's just late, she loves me, and she won't have the heart to leave me behind!"

"But……"

"No but!" Song Yu'an interrupted him roughly, "She must have been delayed by something. I...I'll call her..." As she spoke, she took out her mobile phone tremblingly and dialed Ye Sui's number. Telephone.

"Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off." She was answered by a cold female voice.

"Look..." Han Xiao's heart ached for Song Yu'an, "Let's go, catch the next flight." He held Song Yu'an's shoulders with both hands.

"I don't want it!" Song Yu'an refused sharply, "I won't go...I want to wait for her..." She still has a lot to say to Ye Sui, how can she leave so easily?

"Yu'an!" Han Xiao shouted, "She won't come, she won't come, no matter what excuses you make for her to comfort yourself, she just won't show up. Can you see the truth clearly?"

Song Yu'an was like a paranoid, shaking her head all the time, with her bitter and sad tears all over her face.

"I...I'm going to wait for her..."

Before the ending of "she" was pronounced, Song Yu'an felt his eyes go dark, and then lost consciousness.She was too tired, the torment in love and the critical illness of her grandfather over the past few days had made her mentally overwhelmed.In fact, her mental stress was heavier than Ye Sui's.

"Yu'an!" Han Xiao watched Song Yu'an faint in front of him in horror, and he hurriedly picked her up.Why did things evolve to this point?

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About half a month later——

In front of Mr. Song's bed stood his son, daughter-in-law, and two most precious granddaughters.Brothers Han Xiao and Han Li stood guard outside the door with serious faces.

"Yu...Yu'an..." The old man struggled to make a sound through his hoarse throat from the pain.

"Grandpa, I'm here." Song Yu'an pursed her lips tightly, unable to hide the sadness between her brows, and held the old man's palm.The warm big hands that held her when she was a child are now so thin and weak.

"Xue...Xue'an."

The young Song Xue'an was different from her sister's calmness, her face was already covered with tears: "Grandpa..."

"You...well..." What the old man wanted to say was stuck in his throat, and he tried hard for a long time but couldn't say it.

"Don't worry, I will do everything you asked me to do." Song Yu'an said to his grandfather, "Xue'an and I will never disappoint your expectations."

The old man looked at his son again. Song Chaozhen leaned into his father's ear and whispered a few words, and the old man nodded slightly.He looked at the group photo on the bedside table and slowly closed his eyes. He could finally look for his long-dead wife.

Song Chaozhen looked at his eldest daughter, and then at Han Xiao.Seeing Song Chaozhen nodding to him, Han Xiao quickly left.He came out of the hospital, took out the file bag hidden in his clothes, and lit the fire.Smoking a cigarette, he watched those papers and photos burn to ashes in the fire before he left slowly.

In the ward, Song Yu'an stood up and watched all this with a blank expression.She will never forget the summer when she was 27 years old. After losing her desperate love, she also lost her loving grandfather.She looked at her crying sister and her sad father. She knew that her life would undergo tremendous changes.The gears of fate will move everything forward.

As for the love that made her feel disheartened, she doesn't want to think about it again, because her love has been ruined by Ye Sui cruelly.As for the big hole left in my heart, let the dust of time cover it up.

The author has something to say: Well, in order not to make everyone feel uncomfortable after waiting for a long time, I still try my best to code it out.Maybe there will be some roughness due to time constraints, I will modify it later.

Don't worry about any conspiracy in it, I really just want to write a relationship this time, so I don't want to fix those underworld things.

There will be no more updates tomorrow, let me be lazy and rest for a night