Ye Suiyu'an

When Ye Sui woke up, his head was still a little groggy, probably from the fever last night.

Her gaze swept around, and she ran through the memory fragments of last night in her mind.She remembered that she "celebrated Song Yu'an's birthday" at home alone, and then she felt very tired and uncomfortable, and then she lost consciousness.

Presumably it was Song Yu'an who found herself fainted when she came back and sent her to the hospital.But is it really that serious?

Ye Sui got off the bed with a tired expression, but Song Yu'an was nowhere to be seen.is she still hereOr... maybe she never came at all.

The dryness in her throat made Ye Sui speechless, but in desperation, she poured water to drink by herself, and the dryness of her throat was relieved.

"you're awake?"

Ye Sui raised his eyes upon hearing the sound, it wasn't Song Yu'an... The light in his eyes that finally flickered dimmed immediately: "Yeah."

The doctor smiled and carefully inspected Ye Sui's condition: "The fever is gone, basically nothing serious."

Ye Sui thinks about it too, she's just too tired recently, and she got sick because of the rain yesterday.

"However..." Just as Ye Sui breathed a sigh of relief, the doctor's tone changed, "I found that your ears are a little inflamed. Have you felt any discomfort in your ears recently?"

"Recently, my ears often hurt, and occasionally I have tinnitus. Sometimes I can't even hear clearly." Ye Sui looked haggard, and she was exhausted physically and mentally.

"Is there any history of ear disease before?"

Ye Sui paused, lost his mind for a moment, and then realized: "I... I had a car accident about three years ago, which resulted in a fracture of the temporal bone, and my left ear... was almost deaf." Said this When he spoke, the emotion in Ye Sui's eyes fluctuated.

The doctor seemed to feel sorry for her. Such a beautiful young girl could not hear in one ear.

"What about the right ear?"

"The right ear is normal. It's just that I have tinnitus recently, and the sound is not as clear as before." Ye Sui had a bad feeling in his heart, and asked tentatively, "What's wrong with my right ear?"

The doctor said: "I am not an expert in otolaryngology, so I may not be accurate. But according to my personal experience, the hearing in your right ear is declining."

Ye Sui poked the palm of her hand with her fingertips, seemingly unchanged on the surface, but her lips were still trembling uncontrollably.

"Do you wear hearing aids?"

"I wore it for a while at the beginning, but then I didn't have it anymore." Sometimes Ye Sui would take off her hearing aids because of the need to work outside, or she would use her long hair around her ears to cover up the existence of hearing aids.

When she met Song Yu'an later, she simply stopped wearing it.In front of Song Yu'an, the presence of hearing aids will make her feel inferior, and more importantly, she doesn't want Song Yu'an to see herself like this.

"Miss Ye, I advise you to have a good examination. There is a clinical hearing deprivation effect, such as your situation, the hearing loss of the left ear without wearing a hearing aid will increase the burden on the right ear in the long run. Over time, your right ear There may also be hearing loss in the ear." The doctor kindly advised.

"Thank you." Ye Sui nodded.

"Then you have a good rest." The doctor planned to leave as he said.

"Doctor, please wait a moment," Ye Sui called to stop him, with a hint of sadness in his eyes, "Please don't disclose my ear disease to others."

"Yes, but remember to check early."

Ye Sui sat there alone, full of thoughts.Thinking of the bloody car accident a few years ago, the scene of her father's death a few years ago, and Song Yu'an's every frown and smile, all kinds of scenes intertwined made her overwhelmed.In the twists and turns, what bothered her the most was the unbroken love with Song Yu'an.

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"Ye Sui struggled for a long time that day, but she still couldn't let you go." Mo Yinong said, "She said that even if she couldn't keep you, she would say goodbye to you."

Song Yu'an's heart was lifted up, his chest heaved violently due to tension: "Continue."

"Just as she and I were getting ready to go to the airport, she got a call."

"Phone..." Song Yu'an murmured, vaguely having a bad guess.

"After she answered the call, her face turned pale all of a sudden, and the phone fell to the ground. I will never forget the heartbroken expression on her face at that time," Mo Yinong sighed faintly, "It was like holding up The pillars of her world have fallen."

Song Yu'an clenched her hands tighter and tighter. Thinking of Ye Sui's fragile and helpless appearance, her heart felt as if a sharp knife had stabbed her hard.

"I asked her what's the matter and she didn't answer, she just squatted on the side of the road and buried her head in tears." The scene of that day was gray in Mo Yinong's mind, "It was only later that I found out that her father had passed away."

"How could it be?" Song Yu'an was shocked, his pupils shrank sharply because of the fear, "So suddenly..."

"It was an accident." Mo Yinong spat out a few words, "The goods that fell from the high shelf while inspecting the warehouse..." She didn't go on, just thinking about that scene felt terrible.

Song Yu'an felt chills all over her body, as if the blood had stopped flowing, she folded her arms but couldn't stop trembling.That was Ye Sui's father... her close relative...

"That phone call was for her to see her father for the last time." Mo Yinong's eyes were wet, "Teacher Song, tell me, what should Ye Sui do at that time? Lovers and relatives..." Mo Yinong hooked the corners of his lips, "She has no choice in this kind of thing." She blinked, and Yingying tears rolled down her eyes.

"It's a pity that Ye Sui went one step too late." Mo Yinong sniffed, "Do you think you were the one who was hurt the most?"

Song Yu'an bit her trembling lower lip and kept shaking her head: "I really don't know... such a thing happened to her..."

"I don't know? Then I'll tell you now." Mo Yinong looked coldly at Song Yu'an's regretful expression, "Actually, Ye Sui's father would not live long even if there was no accident. He was diagnosed with advanced gastric cancer, and he wanted to save his life." He quit his job and lived a peaceful life with his wife and daughter, but who would have expected that something like that would happen on his last day of work."

"Ye Sui was about to collapse at the time, you were sad and you were sad, what about her? You didn't even think about her situation, did you?" Mo Yinong satirized her, "During the period after her father passed away, she She couldn't sleep all day and all night, and she hid there crying in the middle of the night. Several times when I went to see her, her pillow and quilt were wet."

Recalling Ye Sui at that time, Mo Yinong still felt distressed besides his distress: "Ye Sui was very haggard, but thinking of her mother, she had to force herself to get better quickly. She forced herself to sleep, but it was useless. She is that What should I do for a person who can't fall asleep when something is on her mind? She takes sleeping pills..."

"Enough!" Song Yu'an couldn't listen anymore, "Stop talking!"

"Do you still think you are the worst?" Mo Yinong sneered, "I forgot to tell you, Ye Sui was involved in a car accident after that. These days you share the bed with her, you should have seen all the scars on her body .The car accident..."

"Please! Don't say it!" Song Yu'an covered his ears with mixed emotions in his heart.The more Mo Yinong talked, the more she felt ridiculous and disgusting.Over the past few years, the pain in my heart is nothing compared to the grievances and blows Ye Sui suffered.Even so, when facing himself, Ye Sui chose to hide everything.

"She lied to me...she has been lying to me." Song Yu'an sobbed softly.

"Ye Sui lied to you because she didn't want to see you like this. She didn't want you to have any feelings for her. She would rather make you hate her than let you continue to love her. She said she was not sure she could give you Happiness, she is afraid that she will hurt you like four years ago. Teacher Song, you should know that Ye Sui cares about her family very much. The existence of her mother will be a stumbling block for you to be together." Mo Yinong looked at Song Yu'an with teary eyes, "Don't force her to choose between family affection and love, otherwise, you must be the one who is given up."

Guilt, heartache, regret... A series of emotions swept Song Yu'an like surging waves.She shook her head, never knowing that there was such a secret behind it.These facts reminded her nakedly how ridiculous what she did to Ye Sui some time ago!

"It's my fault..." My heart hurts to the point of bleeding.

Mo Yinong leaned on the railing: "Teacher Song has always been sensible, you know better than me what to do next. Ye Sui's requirements have always been very low. What she wants most is a simple and peaceful life. If you can't If you give it to her, then please let her go. If you can't give it, someone will give it to you."

Song Yu'an closed her eyes, if Mo Yinong didn't tell her these things today, is that fool planning to never tell her for the rest of her life?

"I'll go see her." Mo Yinong said calmly, but he saw Mo Qingshen before he stepped out.

"What did you do to her?" Mo Qing looked at the tearful Song Yu'an in disbelief.In her memory, when did Song Yu'an lose control of his emotions like this?

Mo Yinong just glanced at her: "I just said something that should be said." After finishing speaking, she left without even looking at Mo Qing.

Mo Qing supported Song Yu'an deeply, and could only watch the dead kid pass by her: "Hey..."

Mo Yinong waited coldly, who cares about you?

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"Ye Sui, are you awake?" Mo Yinong saw Ye Sui sitting on the side with his back to him.

Ye Sui was startled when he heard Mo Yinong's voice, then hurriedly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and adjusted his mood: "Yinong, why are you here?"

Did Mo Yinong pick it up? He held her hand and gently stroked her face: "You have been wronged."

Ye Sui smiled: "What are you talking about? Am I not well? It's just a normal fever."

Mo Yinong hugged her: "Do you like Song Yu'an that much? What's so good about her..."

Ye Sui's chin rested on her shoulder, and when he heard the name "Song Yu'an", he suddenly became dazed: "How about not mentioning her?" If you ask Song Yu'an what it means to her—sweet pain.

"Okay, don't mention it..." Mo Yinong stroked Ye Sui's back.The relationship between Ye Sui and her has long gone beyond friendship. During the days when his mother was not around, Ye Sui was her relative.

The two hugged each other quietly for quite a while, Ye Sui almost fell asleep again in a trance, but fortunately the knock on the door woke her up.

She and Mo Yinong let go of each other at the same time, and found that Mo Qingshen and Song Yu'an were standing at the door.

Song Yu'an's eyes were soft, looking at Ye Sui with pity.Ye Sui just glanced at her, as if in embarrassment or avoidance, and immediately averted his gaze.Song Yu'an noticed it, and his heart suddenly turned cold.

Mo Qing narrowed her eyes and stared at Mo Yinong, trying to make her feel a little apprehensive, but unexpectedly, the other party's expression changed, and she calmly acted as if nothing had happened.At this moment, Mo Qingshen is scratching her heart like a hundred claws. Why has she never enjoyed the tender embrace that a good friend can get from Mo Yinong? !

"Come out with me!" Mo Qing had thousands of questions and countless complaints in her heart, and it was time to vent to Mo Yinong.

Mo Yinong was reluctantly pulled away by her, so the child's temper could only be accommodated.

Only Song Yu'an and Ye Sui were left inside, and Ye Sui looked stiff, as if all his vitality had been taken away.Song Yu'an's caring eyes fell on Ye Sui's face, she hugged Ye Sui into her arms, and asked, "Are you still uncomfortable?"

Ye Sui was numb, she closed her eyes, and there was a tear in the corner of her eyes.

"Well, I was wrong..." Song Yu'an whispered in her ear.

Ye Sui frowned, and broke free from Song Yu'an's embrace very suddenly, she covered her ears in pain: "Ah..." The scream pierced the dull air and echoed in the ward.

Song Yu'an froze in place, but she was at a loss when faced with Ye Sui's abnormality.

The author has something to say: The agreed second update is here, what about leaving a comment? ╮(╯_╰)╭

The writing is a bit rough, and I will change the details tomorrow.If there is something wrong, I hope everyone can point it out.