Ye Suiyu'an

The sky became darker as the moon was hidden by the dark clouds, and the rain gradually became lighter, but it was still finely woven into a net covering the sky and the earth.Song Yu'an's hair was soaked by the rain and stuck to his cheeks, and the tips of his hair were still dripping.Even so, it didn't stop her from looking for Ye Sui.

Song Yu'an walked farther and farther, his footsteps shuttled through the grass and made a rustling sound.She was very tired and wanted to rest, but her worry about Ye Sui kept her going.

"Ye Sui..." Song Yu'an's not very loud voice was drowned in the sound of rain.As she walked, she found that she didn't know her way anymore. The faint light of the flashlight in her hand and the thin and helpless street lamp light in the distance were not enough for her to find Ye Sui in this weedy desolation.Ye Suiruo really wanted to hide, but she didn't even have the strength to struggle and resist.

Even though he knew that the hope of finding Ye Sui was not so great, Song Yu'an still didn't want to stop.Only by moving forward without stopping can I slightly suppress the wild thoughts in my heart that may make me lose my mind at any time.

The icy rainwater seeped through the clothes and soaked into the skin completely. This bone-piercing coolness reminded her not to stop and not to give up. At the same time, she begged and prayed countless times in her heart that Ye Sui would not have an accident.

At this moment, Ye Sui curled up and sat under the big tree, his head was dizzy, and his vision was still a little blurry.These days, she can't eat well and sleep well, she has lost a lot of weight, and her body is already weak. In addition to the rain tonight, she is in a state of serious illness.It's just fortunate that it wasn't a thunderstorm, otherwise, if he did so many stupid things and hid her under a tree, he would probably be struck to death by lightning.

The deserted field always looks very quiet at night, the pattering raindrops hit the leaves and play a melodious tune in the stream.Ye Sui's thoughts followed the wind and rain to that distant corner of her memory, and the thing in her hand reminded her of certain things all the time.

"Then see you tomorrow, I'm going home." The childish voice came out from the mouth of the little girl in front of him, and Song Yu'an looked at her, suddenly a little dazed.

"What's wrong with you?" Ye Sui frowned seeing that Song Yu'an didn't speak, feeling that big sister was acting weird today?

The corner of Song Yu'an's mouth was raised slightly because of her slightly forced smile. She bent down and tried to make her eyes parallel to Ye Sui.

"You don't have to come to find me tomorrow, and you don't have to wait for me."

"Why?" Ye Sui's small face was wrinkled because of Song Yu'an's words, "Do you hate me?" A child's thinking is always very simple. If you tell her not to come to you tomorrow, she will subconsciously Think you hate her.

Ye Sui's last words were full of grievance and sadness, like a cannonball hitting Song Yu'an's heart directly, her fingertips caressed Ye Sui's soft little face, with pity and amused eyes: "Did I say I hate you?" ?”

"Then why don't you let me see you tomorrow?" Song Yu'an didn't hate her, which made Ye Sui feel a little more relaxed.

Song Yu'an no longer bent over, she straightened up but turned her back to Ye Sui, she hesitated for a long time before she had the courage to speak: "Because... I'm going home today, so I can't continue to accompany you in the future." The light of the burning clouds in the sky reflects Song Yu'an's face, and the brows are stained with the unique melancholy of a girl in the rainy season, and this melancholy comes from the sadness of parting and the inexplicable emotions rising in her heart.

Ye Suixiao's body became stiff because of her words. Although she had only been together for a few days, she liked staying with Song Yu'an very much, even though Song Yu'an didn't talk much.

"Will you come again in the future?" Ye Sui asked timidly, a faint cry was hidden in the low words.

Song Yu'an turned her head, the unprecedented sadness and reluctance in her heart were so strong that she wanted to cry, and the throbbing pain in her heart was about to overwhelm her.It is not a good thing that I, who has always been as calm as water, will be upset because of a child who has only met for a few days.At the same time, she seemed to have begun to realize that something bad was stirring in her heart.In order to stop the strange emotions from growing wildly, Song Yu'an looked at Ye Sui and said a few words: "It probably won't happen."

Cut off Ye Sui's reluctance to her, and don't leave yourself a way out, she doesn't like herself now.

The negative answer made Ye Sui even more disappointed, his eyes were hot, and the tears seemed to overflow uncontrollably.But her self-esteem did not allow her to cry easily in front of Song Yu'an, she pouted stubbornly, trying to restrain her overwhelming emotions.

Song Yu'an saw it, and it was a lie that her heart was not touched, but she just looked at it like that, and in the end she just stretched out her hand and stroked Ye Sui's head very gently: "Goodbye."

Ye Sui stood still, looking at Song Yu'an's figure with aggrieved eyes: "Can you tell me your name?" For a long time, because Song Yu'an was difficult to approach at the beginning, Ye Sui always called her sister, and he didn't. asked her name.

Song Yu'an thought for a while, then untied the piece of jade from his neck: "I'll give it to you."

Looking at the jade with a warm luster in her palm, Ye Sui just shook his head: "No. Why should I accept your things? It doesn't belong to me."

"Take it for you."

Ye Sui put his hands behind his back to show his refusal, Song Yu'an had nothing to do with her, it seemed that since meeting Ye Sui, she had become unable to control everything around her, including her own emotions.

"Are you really not going to see me again?" Losing a "good friend" seemed a bit serious to a child of a few years old.To her, it doesn't matter what the name of the person in front of her is, or what she wants to give herself, the most important thing is whether she can still see Song Yu'an in the future.

Song Yu'an fell into Ye Sui's clear eyes that were unique to children, and then looked away without leaving any trace, and replied softly: "Yes."

"Then can I go to you?" Ye Sui asked, with her last little request in his mouth.

"No, I probably won't see you again." Song Yu'an shook her head, this child made her feel scared.

"Why?" Ye Sui stubbornly fell into her own sad world, "Are we no longer friends after that?" She muttered in a low voice, she was obviously very happy when we were together, why won't we meet again?He didn't allow himself to see her.Ye Sui, who was still young, naturally wouldn't understand, because of her, Song Yu'an's sensitive heart was tortured.

Song Yu'an remained silent and didn't want to explain too much, saying: "In short, we won't meet again in the future."

"..." Ye Sui was extremely sad, and his small mouth was pouted in grievance. Song Yu'an's behavior clearly meant to hate him, but he refused to admit it.

The more she behaved like this, the more irritable Song Yu'an became. Looking at the jade in his hand, he asked, "I'll ask you one last time, do you want to?"

"No! Anyway, we won't meet again in the future, what do you want it to do?" Ye Sui's words were not only sad but also angry.

Song Yu'an lowered his eyes and thought for a while: "Then I don't want it either." Instead, he threw the jade in his hand into the tree hole, "I'm leaving, and then..." At first I wanted to say "goodbye", but Song Yu'an thought about what he said just now Then, he silently swallowed the last word.

Ye Sui didn't cry, but his mood was extremely depressed, he could only watch Song Yu'an leave quietly.

"By the way—" Song Yu'an stopped and said the last sentence, "The answer you want is in the tree hole."

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Ye Sui opened his hand, and the piece of jade lay safely in his palm.If you look carefully, the three characters "Song Yu'an" on the back of the jade are still clearly recognizable.The past that was almost forgotten now clearly emerges in front of my eyes.The person who made her so sad in the past was finally obliterated in the long river of time.Recalling every little thing about Song Yu'an and her in college a few years ago, it turned out that everything was not a coincidence.

She used to think that the most cruel person turned out to be the one who persisted the longest, but at that time, she felt that she was hurt a lot, but it was just a moment of sadness.If she hadn't come here today, I'm afraid she would never have remembered that she and Song Yu'an knew each other before.Song Yuan is like jade, pure and beautiful, Gao Jie is proud and full of aura, what's more rare is that she has always been as gentle as jade to herself.

Ye Sui closed her eyes and buried her face in her arms, wondering if she had a fever, her head was hurting, and she was also drowsy, and the strength in her body was being pulled away bit by bit.No matter how vague his consciousness was, Ye Sui only had one thought—never leave Song Yu'an again, never forget her again.

"Ye Sui..." Song Yu'an happened to pass by here, and his anxious voice echoed around.Hearing Song Yu'an's voice, Ye Sui should have turned her head, but her hearing is almost zero now, coupled with the interference of the sound of rain and her tired body, Song Yu'an's voice did not reach her ears.Finally, she couldn't hold on anymore, her body went limp, her eyes darkened and she fainted.

To make matters worse, Ye Sui turned his back to Song Yu'an, his thin body was mostly covered by trees and bushes at night, the lights were dark, and Song Yu'an didn't notice that Ye Sui was not far from her.

"Is Ye Sui you there?" Song Yu'an repeated over and over again, but still no one answered.

The cold raindrops fell on Ye Sui's head and clothes, and at the same time fell on Song Yu'an's heart. The more Ye Sui could not be found, the colder her heart would be.She looked around for a while, but when she saw no one, she had to leave.

After walking for a while, Mo Yinong and Mother Ye came over with umbrellas and raincoats.

Mo Yinong held an umbrella for Song Yu'an: "Mr. Song, is there Ye Sui's whereabouts?"

Song Yu'an pursed her lips tightly, unable to say anything, and could only shake her head feebly.

"She will be fine, and the neighbors are also helping to find her. Ye Sui must be scared now, and he dare not come out to face Auntie, so he hid quietly." Mo Yinong can only do his best if he can't find Ye Sui for the time being. He went to comfort Song Yu'an, "After all, Ye Sui is familiar with this place. He has been playing here since he was a child, so he must be fine."

"Playing since childhood?" Song Yu'an asked suspiciously.

"She almost grew up here when she was a child. Although she didn't live here anymore, she would come back to visit every holiday and live there for a few days." Mother Ye explained with tears in her eyes, remembering that Ye Sui had lived here since she was a child. He didn't get into any trouble with her, and he thought he was a good boy, but he didn't expect to do such a naive thing as running away from home for Song Yu'an.On the one hand, he was worried about her daughter's safety, and on the other hand, she was angry at her "ignorance".

Song Yu'an raised her eyebrows, as if she had thought of something, she broke away from Mo Yinong's umbrella and ran forward recklessly.Both Mo Yinong and Ye Sui's mother were shocked by her sudden behavior.

"Mr. Song, where are you going?"

Song Yu'an turned a deaf ear and ran on the muddy road relying on his memory.During the period, due to the difficult road and her rushing steps, she fell a few times and scratched her knee.It's just that she didn't care about these things, and desperately searched for the tree in her memory.

"Mr. Song, what are you looking for? Tell me, I'll be with you." Mo Yinong asked.

Song Yu'an refused to answer, except for her and Ye Sui, no one else would understand.If Ye Sui still remembers, then she might be there!

Song Yu'an turned around a thousand times, but she was finally found by her.She staggered a little, and even stumbled to the tree.

She stretched out her hand tremblingly, and touched the rough bark with her fingertips. Recalling the parting scene many years ago, it seems like it was just yesterday. Ye Sui's immature face and grown-up appearance repeatedly changed in front of her.Song Yu'an turned her face slightly, but the scene in front of her almost suffocated her.

The author has something to say: I'm finally on summer vacation╥﹏╥...The summer vacation is over, it's almost over, I hope I can update it every day or every other day. . . . . .