Ye Suiyu'an

Mo Qing stared deeply at the liquid dripping down from the infusion tube in a daze, and the hurried footsteps made her gradually return to reality from the painful past.She blinked hard, suppressing the sparkle in her eyes.

"Miss Mo, how do you feel?" the doctor asked.

Mo Qing lowered her eyes deeply, her whole body was sickly, only those eyes that were wet with tears were shining brightly: "It's okay."

Mo Yin said anxiously: "What's all right? She's still running a fever. Doctor, if you ask her, she still looks perfunctory and indifferent. Please check her carefully."

The doctor nodded and smiled at Mo Yin, and then started the routine inquiry and examination.

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"So - at that time you left because you had a big fight with... and Mo Qingshen's grandma?" Mo Yinong still had doubts about his mother's story.

Recalling the long sad events, Xi Ling couldn't hold back her tears, she shook her head: "That quarrel was just a direct cause."

"The root cause is that Mo Qingshen's grandma looked down on us?" Knowing what happened back then from Xi Ling, Mo Yinong didn't have any affection for her grandma, whom she had never met, and even had a slight dislike, so she couldn't use " "Grandma" to address her.Of course, up to now, she has not officially called those two with "father" and "sister".

"Contradictions existed from the very beginning. In her mind, she always felt that what Mo Yin and the Mo family needed was a woman who could help him and the Mo family's career, rather than a woman who held a paintbrush all day long. She is a daughter-in-law who is indifferent to the Mo family's business. For me, Mo Yin fell out with the family and even wanted to give up everything in the Mo family. The old lady is just such a son. Do you think his mother will treat me well? Do you like it?"

Xi Ling saw this clearly from the very beginning, but she loved Mo Yin, not to mention they were married, and she was willing to give up some of her freedom and work for the sake of her family.It's just that later Xi Ling found out that she was wrong. Prejudice will always be prejudice. No matter how hard she tries, Mrs. Mo's deep-rooted disdain for her will never disappear.

Mo Yinong held the cup tightly with both hands. She has never experienced those things, and she may not be able to experience the difficult situation at the beginning.But judging from her mother's expression, Mo Yinong also knew that the time in Mo's house would not be easy, that kind of depression... depends on the face of the person... She thought of Mo Qingshen again, and her heart was fierce The ground throbbed.

"The quarrel that day was just a complete explosion. Even if I was often made things difficult on weekdays, I don't care. After all, I have a lot of things that are not good enough. However, I can't tolerate her unreasonable insults to my family." Xi Ling said.

Mo Yinong looked up: "What?"

"I used to live in my aunt's house, and then I moved out and slowly lost contact with them. After that, I had Qingshen. I stayed at home and didn't hear from them for many years. Until one day my cousin found For me, he said that my uncle was seriously ill, and all the money was used for medical treatment. They were not very rich, so the family situation became even more embarrassing. My cousin heard that Mo Yin and I were married , so I came to ask me to borrow money. This kind of thing, I have to help them because of the friendship they have raised me for many years. Even if they can’t help them solve the problem completely, at least I can do something.”

"Wait, isn't it normal to help your family? Why does she make things difficult for you?" Mo Yinong asked puzzled.

Xi Ling rubbed his forehead: "At that time your father happened to be on a business trip, and I knew your grandma's temperament, so I met my cousin in private. But I didn't expect..." She smiled wryly, "I don't know if God also Wanting to make it difficult for me, I happened to be met by your grandma when I met my cousin. She said in public that I came out to date other men while your father was on a business trip. In short, it was embarrassing. Although I explained it clearly at the time, But she didn't let me go."

It was hard for Mo Yinong to imagine that Mo Yin's mother would be such an unreasonable and mean person. No wonder Mo Qingshen's temperament changed drastically after living with her for a period of time. It was really scary.She was so thankful that she had never been with such a bitter person.

"On the day I left, she accused me of squandering money from Mo's family to my family. She said she saw with her own eyes that your uncle used the money to gamble, and she suspected that my uncle's illness was a fake. It was my family's greed. The Mo family’s money, so they unite with me in an attempt to evacuate the Mo family.” Xi Ling smiled helplessly, even after so long, she still felt aggrieved when she thought about it, and of course she was very angry.

"There's nothing wrong with wanting to add a crime." Mo Yinong said, "Her reason is lame, how could the Mo family be evacuated so easily? She doesn't like you, so she will naturally use all means to drive you away. "

Xi Ling propped his forehead with one hand, and frowned, "As she wished, I was so forced that I couldn't stand it anymore. I won't allow her to insult my family like that."

"Did uncle really take the money you gave to gamble?"

Xi Ling denied: "No. Although I haven't seen him for a few years, I know him well. He is very filial, honest, and gentle, and he mentioned to me that he would go to his uncle to borrow money. His uncle is the one who hangs out at the casino all the year round. Your grandma may have seen him enter the casino that day, but she may not have seen her cousin go to gamble with her own eyes. She just used the excuse to make a deal with me. "

"trade?!"

"Yes, it's a deal. She told me not to go back to Mo's house from now on. If I like painting, I will paint. If I like freedom, I will pursue freedom. She can even help find the best doctor for my uncle's illness. The only condition is to keep me out of their sight again."

Mo Yinong remained expressionless: "You agreed?"

"I have to agree." Xi Ling argued, "Even if I didn't leave that day, she would still try her best to force me to leave. I couldn't stand it anymore, so I would talk back to her, and it finally got out of hand. She still Threatening me... Anyway, I was going crazy..."

"Did you ever think about Mo Qingshen when you promised her? She is still so young, how can you bear it?" Mo Yinong understood her mother rationally, but from the perspective of family affection, she felt that her mother was too cruel, "I I think there is something wrong with your handling of this matter." At this moment, Mo Yinong was deeply complaining about Mo Qing, even angry and blaming her.

Xi Ling's tears fell more and more, and he had no strength to refute.She accepts all the retribution and punishment now, after all, it is her last choice.

"You didn't take Mo Yin to heart either, you made that decision on your own when something happened." Mo Yinong glanced at her coldly.

"I don't want to make things difficult for him anymore. It's hard enough for him to be caught between his mother and me because of me." If things could be resolved and reconciled that easily, she wouldn't be forced to leave.

"Okay, I'm not interested in discussing those things with you anymore, anyway, things have evolved to this point..." Falling in love with my sister, I can't turn back.Mo Yinong covered her face, she and Mo Yinong couldn't continue their relationship as lovers, and Mo Qingshen didn't accept becoming sisters, either advancing or retreating, it was a dilemma.

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Mo Yinong: "What about me? Did you know I existed when you left?"

Xi Ling said: "I don't know yet. At that time, the pregnancy reaction did not appear, and it took a while for me to find out that I was pregnant again."

"Then if you knew about my existence at that time, would you still leave?"

Xi Ling shook his head pointlessly: "I don't think I can answer this question objectively anymore."

Mo Yinong laughed at himself, what's the use of making assumptions?What should have happened and should not have happened has happened, and there is no turning back.

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In the next few days, Mo Yinong didn't visit Mo Qingshen again, and Mo Qingshen didn't take the initiative to find her again.Xi Ling went to the hospital every day, even though Mo Qingshen still didn't like her well.However, Mo Qingshen's patience was almost worn out, and she tacitly allowed Xi Ling to visit her every day.

"Come and see me after get off work."

Mo Yinong received a text message from Mo Qingshen just after finishing the work at hand.She immediately became embarrassed, hesitated for a moment, and before she could figure out how to answer, another text message came in—"Leukemia, if I don't come again, I might not be able to see you again."

A dozen or so words seemed relaxed, but the impact on Mo Yinong was suffocating.She didn't have time to reply to Mo Qingshen, nor did she have time to do the rest of the work, so she took her mobile phone and bag and left the office without hesitation.As soon as he went out, he ran into the supervisor. The supervisor looked down at the documents in his hand while walking, and he didn't realize it until Mo Yinong hurried past him.

"Hey, Yi Nong, it's not off work yet, where are you going?"

Mo Yinong didn't have time to explain, he just said: "I have something urgent, please take half a day off."

"What's the rush..." The supervisor was still nice, but he just muttered a few words, thinking that Mo Yinong would have to work overtime next time.

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Panting, Mo Yinong rushed to the ward, looked through the small glass window on the door, but did not see anyone on the bed.She broke in without knocking on the door.

As soon as he entered the door and closed it, before his eyes could find Mo Qingshen, Mo Yinong's neck felt warm, no, it was hot.Then, it was Mo Yinong's familiar breath.Suddenly, half of her body froze.

Mo Qing's deep arms wrapped around Mo Yinong's neck from behind, and her chin rested on her shoulder, almost hanging on Mo Yinong's body.Her eyes were closed, as if she was greedy for Mo Yinong's warmth.

"Yi Nong don't move, I'm so tired, even holding you like this has exhausted most of my strength." She just wanted to hug Yi Nong, hug her without burden and without thinking about anything.

Mo Yinong lowered his eyes and stared at a certain point on the ground in a daze, without any further words.If time can stand still, it would be good to stop at this moment. You don't need to look back to the past, and you don't need to go to the future. You can simply keep the comfort and beauty of the present.Of course, this can only be "if".

"You're crying." Mo Qing raised her head deeply, her arms were soaked with hot tears.

Mo Yinong didn't dare to speak, but the trembling of her back gave away her emotions, she was afraid that if she opened her mouth to cry, the dike would be completely broken.

"Don't cry." Mo Qing's voice was low and hoarse, her heart felt like a knife.

It took Mo Yinong 12 points of strength to force himself to hold back his tears: "Is it true? Your illness?"

"Yeah." Mo Qingshen rested her chin on her shoulder again, "The doctor said that chemotherapy may be needed, and I may also go to the sterile ward after a while. I want to see you and hold you like this without barriers." I'm afraid it won't be that easy. So I want to hug you again, so I can remember this feeling so that I won't miss your hug when I'm inside."

Not seeing each other for a few days, Mo Qingshen no longer confronted each other, nor was she in a bad mood, but now such a weak body and soft personality made Mo Yinong's heart ache even more.