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When I got home, Cheng Jun left a note saying that I had to go to the nearby F city for some temporary business, and I would be back in a few days. I breathed a sigh of relief, made some food for myself, and continued my daily life.

It's a pity that there was another moth in the Li family's villa the next day. The Li family called to say that there was something to be changed and asked me to go to the house to have a look.

There are no workers in the house. There is a man sitting on a stone chair under the grapefruit tree in the yard. He wears a beige sweater with a collar of a casual linen shirt. He stretches out his long legs and overlaps his ankles. Leaning on the back of the chair to read the book, when I heard the sound of the door opening, I looked up at me with sharp eyes but with a hint of mischief.

It's Cui Changhai's male companion. I almost laughed at my bad luck, and walked over bravely: "Mr. Li? I received a call. Do you have any new requests?"

He put the book together, looked at me with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "Luo Jiashu?" He raised his chin to the rattan chair opposite: "Sit down." He introduced himself: "I'm Li Cheng, you can call me by my name."

I sat down and asked politely, "Why don't you see Mr. Cui?"

He looked at me with great interest: "What do you think? Your sharp tongue has made him angry with me now. He is in a hurry to make me express my position. Tell me how you should compensate me for being a boyfriend. How much do I care?" It's all wasted."

I coughed twice, and pretended to be nonchalant to look at the golden grapefruits on the ornamental grapefruit tree above my head: "If you don't mean it, why bother coaxing people to hang people? Seeing that you have power, power, talent and good looks, you are not lacking." Pets?"

But he stood up, his long legs gave him a rather tall stature, he pressed the handle of the wicker chair with both hands, lowered his head almost as if encircling me, and asked oppressively: "Pet with green eyes It’s hard to find, huh?”

I looked up without changing my face: "Unfortunately, I'm sorry, I already have a partner."

He smiled and looked down at me deeply: "Oh? I will take you to meet your parents and friends. Is your company in your future plans?"

I smiled: "Anyway, it's the same temporary pastime, which one is better than you is enough—or is Mr. Li trying to show sincerity?"

He continued to lower his head, and I could already smell the faint scent of grapefruit perfume on his body. He smiled lowly and said, "You haven't tried it...how do you know that Cheng Shao is better than me?" One hand has already slid down my shoulder , It is about to be pressed to some unspeakable place of mine.

In a blink of an eye, I held him down with my hand, and then he let go of his hand and took a few big steps back as if he had been stung. He looked down at his hand, and the muscles on his face trembled slightly: "What is that?"

I lightened the key ring in my hand slightly, and there was a small stick on it: "The anti-wolf electric baton, the highest level can directly stun an adult... Thank you."

His face changed again and again, and finally he smiled angrily: "Do you always carry these things with you?"

I coughed twice: "My hand slipped down, I'm sorry, your lord has a lot." In fact, it's not always with it. There are still a few of the few who are interested in men in this world. It's actually the last time I was caught wearing this. When Cheng Jun was tied up, I felt very unsafe, so I found an acquaintance to get this thing, which cannot be bought outside.

Li Cheng saw that I didn't speak for a while, and I was ready to throw away this contract in my heart. In fact, I was really not so direct in the past... I have to admit, I was really a little impulsive this time...

But Li Cheng laughed again: "Xiao Hai said you are his substitute, but he is actually the substitute, right? The two of you are together, like plastic beads and gemstones put together, anyone with eyes can tell which is the one. Treasure... No wonder Young Master Cheng caged you tightly..."

I rubbed my nose, not knowing when it would be more appropriate to say goodbye, but he still slowly poured a cup of tea, gave way to me, and motioned for me to drink tea, while pouring himself a cup, took a sip slowly Said: "Cheng Jun has always had a good eye... The children of us are all sent abroad to study by default. If they stay in the country, they will interfere with government affairs. Each family will return to the country after choosing an heir. There can only be one in politics. ...The Cheng family should have belonged to the eldest son Cheng Jun's father's line, but his uncle was in politics, and Cheng Jun was in business...Why did this happen? Aren't you curious?"

He said, "Do you want to hear it? If you want to hear it, just sit down and listen slowly. I cleared my throat: "We ordinary people don't understand these things, and we don't want to understand them. If Mr. Li has no other requirements, I will go back first." If you need anything, please contact my assistant."

Li Cheng glared at me, thought for a while and then smiled: "You are so interesting... When Cheng Jun was abroad, the people around him changed quickly, and no one stayed by his side for too long. He seemed to be dissatisfied all the time. If you , maybe let him stay longer?"

I really don't want to talk to these people anymore, their air of "I'm noble, mysterious, come and kneel and lick me soon" emanating from their bones is too strong and unbearable, so I nodded and wanted to go out, he But put the cup and took my hand.

When I was still holding the electric baton in my hand and wondering whether to do it again, he pulled me over very quickly, bit on my lip, and sucked viciously. I didn’t show any mercy I gave him an electric shock, his body was obviously trembling from the shock, but he still bit my lip before letting go. I took a few steps back and stared at him panting.

However, he touched his lips and smiled as if reminiscing: "Because it is rare, it is more delicious, and it is a taboo of young and old, which is even more memorable."

This pervert.

I slammed the door out.

When I got back to the studio, I looked in the mirror, and my mouth was a little swollen. I applied some green ointment, and the swelling subsided in the afternoon, with only a tiny wound.

As soon as he got home and opened the door, he smelled a scent. Cheng Jun walked out of the kitchen with a smile on his face: "I cooked soup for you...Happy birthday."

I was dumbfounded, birthday?Yes... Today is my birthday... But I haven't celebrated my birthday for many years. He put the soup on the dining table: "I rushed back here on purpose. I have to go out tomorrow. The project hasn't been negotiated yet."

I stared blankly at him, he was wearing an apron, his sleeves were rolled up, his arms were muscular, his brows were smiling, and he was affectionate. I took a deep breath and walked over to sit at the dining table. A kiss... Then his face suddenly changed slightly, he stretched out his hand and touched my lips lightly, and asked, "What is this?"

His fingers hurt a little when pressed, it was the place where Li Cheng bit him, I looked up at Cheng Jun, his face was calm, but his jaw was clenched, his eyes were fixed on me, I turned my head slightly, thinking about the mess in my heart Where should I start, but Cheng Jun stretched out his hand and straightened my jaw again: "Is that the doctor? Or did you go to play some games again?"

His gaze went down my neck and circled on my exposed skin. Obviously, if he didn't get an answer, he would verify it with his own hands... I suddenly felt dissatisfied with my cowardice at that moment. The dissatisfaction that I had been avoiding that I couldn't refuse to resist the person in front of me broke out. I grabbed his wrist and pulled it away with a little force. I looked back and did not avoid it.

He squinted his eyes, pursed his lips tightly, and there was a big ups and downs in his chest... He was suppressing his emotions, I took a deep breath, controlled my sudden violent and surly thoughts, and said as calmly as possible: "Our school There used to be a girl named Xiao Zexue, do you remember?"

His eyes flickered slightly, he retracted his oppressive posture, pulled a chair and sat down: "I don't remember, why did you mention her?"

The soup on the table was steaming hot, and I looked at the changing mist and recalled the past: "She is the beauty of our school, in the first year of high school, she came to me one day and told me, a disgusting gay, not to pester you... ...You like her, and she doesn't believe any of the rumors spread in school, she firmly believes that they are the rumors I let out to get you... She told me a lot of details about your kindness to him. "

His face was slightly embarrassed, and he said softly: "I don't know... You didn't tell me before, I have no impression of this person at all, he probably is a self-confident sentimental person."

I smiled and said nothing, but he suddenly said alertly: "Who told you what?" His expression changed, and he had already reacted: "Cui Changhai?"

I looked at him with a half-smile, and the embarrassment on his face became heavier, and he reached out to hold my hand: "Listen to me, no matter what you hear, it may not be true... Listen to me , Nothing happened between me and him."

I looked down to see him firmly grasping my hand, with a nervous look, and said softly: "Actually, it doesn't matter if you have it or not." He interrupted me: "I miss you... Jiashu, I'm abroad Years, always miss you, I used to be young, I didn’t know, I thought my life was still very long, and I would meet many, many people, I didn’t know at that time, I couldn’t forget you at all, I searched for you in everyone The you in my memory, no, no one... That person, he also has a pair of green eyes, is in college, innocent and innocent, I often think, are you the same? You are so innocent, stubborn, sensitive, innocent, and clearly need People take care of me, but I don’t open my mouth, but I have no face to look for you. I take care of him, and I even hope that through him, I can realize the shortcomings in my heart. When I really met him, I found that he is completely different from you. He is incomparable to you. , Jiashu, you don’t understand, you shine brightly in my memory, no one can replace you. You don’t need to care about him, he is not worth mentioning at all, I met him a few days ago, he came to me and said something inexplicable If he said that, I clearly rejected him at that time, he may not be willing to go to you again, no matter what he said, you have to believe me."

I looked up and saw that he was looking at me intently, just like when he was a teenager, sincere and enthusiastic. No one doubted that what he said was not true. He continued to say eagerly: "I met you not long after returning to China To my surprise, you have completely grown into what I couldn't have imagined - full of life, cheerful... Like a tree, it has grown into a lushness that I couldn't imagine, but it is still amazingly beautiful, as if the things in the past were for you No effect, you are healthy and vibrant, completely unforgettable, I want to be the same as before, take care of you, be by your side, you are full of charm, Jiashu, I think, I really love you."

I looked at him indifferently, he saw that I had no reaction, and repeated again: "I love you, Jiashu."

I moved my body, trying to pull my hand out, his face gradually changed from agitated to calm, he looked at me: "Jia Shu, you don't believe me?"

I looked at him, the sunset outside had almost completely set, only a slight red light shone on his face, his eyes were shining, and he was extraordinary handsome, I said softly: "Of course I believe you...you love me just like you did 12 years ago .”

His face changed, I smiled slightly, and emphasized again: "You really love me, of course I believe it."

His face gradually turned blue: "I was wrong back then, but I was only so old at that time, Jia Shu, it's different now, it's different now."

I looked at the mist in the soup basin, the curling mist was gradually thinning, the weather was cold, and the soup was cooling quickly, I said softly: "Why is it different? You love my youthful body, and you love my youthful body. Now, you love my sympathetic company, will your future, your family, have my participation? Have you ever thought about staying with me until death? Regardless of good or bad, high or low, sickness or health?"

He stopped, looked at me, and I looked at him with a slight smile: "When the old man is chicken-skinned and gray-haired, his teeth are loose, his legs and feet are inconvenient, and his saliva is dripping... still have each other."

He looked at me blankly, and I stretched out my hand to stroke his strong chest: "Maybe I don't need goosebumps and white hair... maybe in a few years, I will have passed my youth, become vulgar, and have various diseases on my body, such as number zero. Anal fistula...with adult diapers, with a terrible smell, asking you for disease or desire, asking endlessly for your patience, tolerance, and money-so, do you still love me?"

"Will you announce to your elders and friends for me that I am your lifelong partner? You will never regret the money, power, offspring, and the criticism and dignity that you gave up because of me? "

He said coldly: "I can decide my life, other people's criticism is of no importance to me."

I smiled, and reached out to touch his face: "Yes, Cheng Dashao is very brave, but you never thought about the future with me, did you? You just want to be by my side now, and you can sleep with me whenever you want , now my body, body, and beauty belong to you, and I am obedient to you. You love me now, I believe, but this love is expendable and will gradually wear away..."

Cheng Jun interrupted me: "So you've been succumbing to me these days? You don't love me at all, you're just dealing with me?"

I was a little embarrassed by his rhetorical question, and I regretted my quick talk, trying to calm down my face, and said softly: "No... I still like you very much, um... We still get along very well in bed, This is also very good, I don't ask about your past and future, what I mean is, let's just maintain the current relationship. When do you have a new person, or want to get married, want children, etc., and me Say it, let's get together and get away..."

His face was completely dark, he was staring at me, his chest was heaving and unsteady, my heart was full of regrets, and I quickly added: "It's normal couples who get married and divorce because of the loss of love...not to mention that we both It’s the same sex, it’s lonely to be together, it’s good to cherish the time together, I actually understand you very well... I really believe that you love me..."

He answered me with a loud slam of the door.

The soup was completely cold and heck, I just knew my birthday was never a good thing.The day my mother died was my birthday, and the day Cheng Jun left the country was my 17th birthday.

That day I waited for a long time at Chengzhai on the way to the airport. I was there at four o'clock in the morning. When the car came out, I chased the car. Later, the car stopped, the window was lowered, and Cheng Jun's face was exposed from the window Looking at me, my eyes were full of tears, my mouth was full of white mist, my hands and feet seemed to be frozen, and my speech seemed to be frozen, and I only had time to cry out, and then I choked up.He disappeared from school after taking the graduation exam, and then I heard that he was going abroad. I never saw him again, and then the family sent someone to send me severance pay and a real estate certificate.

He looked at me from the car with a gentle and surprised face: "Jiashu? Why is it so cold here? Didn't they send you the money?"

Thousands of words froze in my throat after he said this sentence, I couldn't say a word, I looked at him blankly, and he smiled slightly: "Is there anything else to say?"

I looked at him, as if I had lived with him for two years and met him for the first time. The truth was always there, and it was I who covered my eyes.Someone in the car urged him, he turned to me a little embarrassed: "Jiashu, I have to catch a plane, so let's go first, take care of yourself."

The car was far away, and it was extremely cold. It was the coldest winter I have ever experienced.

My mother said before that I am a sheep, but I was born in the winter when everything is withered, there is no grass to eat, and I always have to work harder than others in everything, so my life is not good.