green eyes

I was frightened by this scene, quickly snatched my card from the waiter's hand, didn't even bother to take the invoice, and when I went back to the box and opened the door, I turned my head and saw Li Cheng hugging the young man and comforting him, hehe.

My hypocritical boyhood ended suddenly and quickly, so that I haven't met this kind of person for a long time-watching Begonia weeping in the rain at night is the whole life.Every moment is entangled that he loves me, doesn't love me, I love him, and I don't love him.

In the box, Fang Kun was scooping up hot cabbage hearts for Ding Yun. In fact, the fireworks couple in the world are also very enviable... I started thinking about adopting a child again.

When I was drawing at night, I suddenly received a call from Ding Yun.

Two hours later, we were already on the plane to D City, which is in the northeast of our country, and it was already snowing heavily.Ding Yun said that he wanted to see the snow scene, so we took a walk-and-go trip.

I don't quite understand what's wrong with Ding Yun and Fang Kun, after all, they seem to have a harmonious relationship during the day.When buying tickets at the airport, I tentatively asked if Ding Yun and Fang Kun would not go with me.

She said he had something to do at home, so she wouldn't go.

The Northeast is different from the South. The first thing we did when we got off the plane was to buy long down jackets, hats, scarves and warm boots at the airport store... We stayed at the airport until dawn before we took a taxi to the city. The sky was fine, It's just that there is thick snow all over the ground, and the snow-white world of ice and snow is refreshing.

We chose a famous snow town, and the rime corridor was so beautiful, we had a good time playing in the snow.Then I found a family hotel and stayed. The two of us drank hot drinks by the fireplace. Her cheeks were flushed with cold, and she drank hot milk for a while, and suddenly shed tears.

I didn't speak, and after a while I let her calm down, and then I asked her: "Sister, what's the matter with you and your brother-in-law?"

Ding Yun glanced at the raging fire in the fireplace, and after a moment of silence, he whispered: "Your brother-in-law and I made an agreement before we got married that we would never have children. He agreed, and we got married."

I was taken aback. When I met Ding Yun, she was almost thirty, but she devoted herself to the studio. She was a strong woman. Many people pursued her, but she rejected them all. She smiled and said no. Marriageist, when Fang Kun pursued her, it took a lot of twists and turns, and finally got a good result with Fang Kun, and gave up the studio to me. Kun went abroad to settle down, and I thought of her seeing the silence of Songzi Guanyin in Tianxin Temple, and she was a little startled and angry: "Now he has regretted it?"

Ding Yun's eyes were red, and he shook his head and said: "He didn't, but his family was under a lot of pressure, and he never complained to me. But once, he saw me having fun with the neighbor's children, and tentatively He asked me once, and said that I like children very much. In fact, our financial ability can comfortably raise children. If we are really afraid of trouble, he can promise to share more. If I want to have children, I can have children."

"I refused very bluntly at the time, and he never mentioned it again. This time when he returned to his home, his elders asked about the child. His brothers of the same generation, the child is quite old, and I saw that he loves a child very much. Nephew, buy gifts, take him out to play... I'm terrified, Jiashu, I'm terribly terrified."

I comforted her: "Since he doesn't mention it, he naturally respects you, so you can relax."

Ding Yun has always been a strong and self-reliant woman in my impression. It was the first time I saw her showing such a fragile expression, and she burst into tears: "I love him, love him very much, he is doing this for me, and my heart is even stronger. It’s uncomfortable, I’m even more afraid of the day when he finally decides to have a child, quarrels with me, or finds another way..."

I sighed and asked her: "Then why did you decide not to have children? Have you communicated with Fang Kun? If he can understand your thoughts, it shouldn't be a problem. You have to trust him."

Ding Yun shook his head: "No, you don't know, I lied to him, it's not that I don't want children, it's that I can't, I'm born with infertility, and there is no way to cure it." I was shocked, she wiped her tears, but the more she wiped her tears Yue Duo: "I planned not to get married a long time ago, but he showed up. I kept rejecting him, but he pursued me unswervingly. Later, I wanted him to give up, so I told him that unless he promised me that I would never marry him for the rest of my life." My child, I will marry him. I didn’t expect him to agree. Over the past few years, he has indeed only mentioned children once. I can see that he actually likes children, and he can also see that I don’t dislike them at all. child."

I sighed, thought for a while, and said, "Brother-in-law still loves you very much... why don't you tell him frankly." Ding Yun's work has really failed. That's right, there's something to talk about, but now she's in a dilemma, she's not like her always neat and straightforward.

Ding Yun shook his head: "I'm afraid that he will know my deception. I love him, so I worry about gains and losses. Back then, I was not honest with each other because I was afraid that he would dislike me because of it. And I was also angry at the time. I thought it would be better not to have children, so I packaged it for myself. The philosophy of Duo DINK, the determination to not have children, so I thought that I would not want children anyway. Since he agreed, wouldn’t it be good to live as an ordinary DINK family? I dare not say it now, but I look down on myself! I I don't think I deserve him at all..."

I am speechless, worry is born of love, and fear is born of love. Once faced with feelings, people worry about gains and losses and worry all day long. Even a wise woman like Ding Yun loses her sense of proportion. I thought for a while and said in a low voice : "No one has faults. I don't think my brother-in-law may care about your deception. It's better to be honest with each other..."

She frowned and said in a low voice after a while: "Actually, I am the same as you gays, facing the dilemma of not being able to reproduce..."

I smiled bitterly, at least she can have a legally guaranteed marriage, how could it be the same?