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I almost shot my gun again while taking a shower. My stomach was empty, so I hurriedly begged for mercy. If I didn’t have enough energy, it wouldn’t be fun to faint in the bathroom. He smiled and let me go. A trace of nothing hung up and went to the kitchen to cook. Sure enough, he had already lived here, how could he still be renovating it?

I sat on the dining chair waiting for food, and saw him standing in the kitchen cooking. Under the golden sunset, he had broad shoulders, long legs, long hips and a beautiful shape. I couldn’t help but sigh in my heart. That’s how he conquered me back then, and he was so good-looking. The family is rich, and he is extremely gentle to his lover. He is proficient in cooking. I did not lose at all in his hands. Looking at it now, he broke up with me and left me a house A sum of money, and when we get along, we are very agreeable. If it weren't for the fact that I didn't know what to do when we broke up, we should have had a wonderful memory. Some grudges.

While I sighed for my ignorance back then, I blatantly ate his tofu. He brought out two plates of fried rice with eggs, which contained peas and ham. , I was already hungry, so I ate it unceremoniously.He smiled while watching me eat, his handsome eyebrows reminded me of the good old days, he obviously also looked nostalgic, and suddenly said: "Jia Shu, come and live with me?"

I almost choked on the rice, looked up to see him with a serious expression, and looked straight at me obviously waiting for my answer, it seems that this question can't be confused, I was chewing the rice slowly and thinking fast, together with him live?Of course I don't want to, but I can't refuse too bluntly. When I was in the third year of junior high school, he was a year older than me, and tried every means to get me. When I went to high school, I had to live on campus. He built a house near the school for me. I went to live with him, but of course I refused. As a result, I was squeezed out in the dormitory and slandered for stealing things. I couldn't stand upright. He used a set of gentle methods, so I finally went out to live with him. At that time, I didn't think much about it when I was young, but after being with him for a long time, I can see his gentle way of being gentle on the surface, but in fact he is the most tolerant of people saying no, but whenever he is rejected, he can always do everything possible to make people agree. He, since I was with him, my classmates in junior high school have become estranged for no reason, and I haven’t made any friends since I entered high school. Now that I think about it, it’s not suspicious.

In fact, if you want him to leave me as soon as possible, come and live honestly, it is best to be obedient and wait until his young master gets bored again, but I really don’t want to. He used his food and used his food. When he was making clothes, he often asked the tailor to help me make clothes. Later, I learned that he learned how to be a financial supporter at a young age. Being affectionate, gentle and considerate is like a sincere love. I am not without fear. Now that I repeat the same mistakes, I am afraid that I will not be safe at the end of the year. No matter what, I, Luo Jiashu, can be regarded as the leading designer in the industry. Let people take care of them.

This thought made him silent for a longer time, his face darkened, but he didn't continue to press, just stretched out his hand to wipe the rice grains on the corner of my mouth for me, I was startled, I dodged slightly, his pupils shrank, Before he got angry, I laughed and said, "It's not that I don't want to come here, it's just that I've been used to being alone for so many years. You also know that I'm a designer. Quietness is very important, and I often stay up late to catch up with work. I'm afraid it will affect others, and I Now I live near the studio, and it is convenient to pick up work. When there are no guests, I can draw design drawings at home, which is much more convenient... Your side is good, but it is very inconvenient to go out to do errands..." I was busy After talking a lot, his face gradually showed a look of disappointment. I was so nervous that I didn't even have time to eat, I was afraid that he would lose his temper. In the years with him, I have seen him be uncertain On the one hand, I'm afraid he's very scared.

He was not angry, but suddenly lowered his head to scoop up his rice, and after a while he raised his head nonchalantly and said with a smile: "Isn't this a discussion with you, it's okay if you don't want to come... I just want to give you A little compensation... I haven't seen you for so many years, I never thought you would become like this... Don't think too much, eat well." I couldn't eat anymore, my hair was creepy, and I didn't know how many tricks he had behind his back, my small studio But I can’t stand him, if he gets angry and directly fixes me and I lose my job, then what can I do, and said with a smile on his face: “No, no, you were kind to me back then, and my mother got sick later, it’s all because of you to help me. Only the house and money left can be treated... You are good enough to me, and I don't need any compensation..."

He seemed to be choking, swallowed a mouthful of food with great difficulty, and simply put down the spoon to look at me. I tried my best to make the expression on my face grateful, sincere and soft, but he looked away as if his eyes had been hurt. Sight, my acting skills must be too bad, he wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything in the end, and the two of them finished their meal in silence, those fried rice grains weighed heavily in their stomachs, it's really bad.

After eating, I took the initiative to change my clothes, and he also put on his clothes and drove me back. He asked my home address in the car, and I hurriedly said: "I came out in a hurry today at the studio, and there is still a set of pictures that I haven't finished processing. Just send it back to the studio!"

He was silent again, and just stepped up the gas pedal. I was sitting in a state of panic, and the egg fried rice hadn't digested. After sitting in the car for a while, I started to feel chest tightness and dizziness. The window of the car frightened me, but fortunately, the night wind blows in and it is much cooler, which makes my heart less congested.

He seemed to have noticed my nervousness, turned to look at me, and said lightly, "Are you afraid of me?"

My heartbeat stopped for half a beat, and I laughed quickly: "Where is it, I was just about to open the window, the air here is quite good, haha."

He didn't talk anymore, and concentrated on driving. Fortunately, there was no traffic jam, and the journey to the studio went smoothly. I smiled and was about to say goodbye to him, but he reached out and unbuckled my seat belt, and then pressed my neck. Looking directly at me with his hands down, he said softly: "Jiashu...don't be afraid of me. I used to be young and I didn't know how to do things. I'm sorry. I've been going around for so many years. I've been thinking about you. I finally met you." , I just want to treat you well, I won't hurt you again, don't worry..."

His eyes were full of guilt, I couldn't look directly at him, and when I lowered my eyelashes, I felt a little disrespectful when I confessed so affectionately. I was in a dilemma for a while, and I couldn't find a solution when I was full of cleverness, but he gently bowed down. The head gently kissed my eyelashes and let me go.Relieved, I got out of the car and waved goodbye to him with a smile.

After he left in the car, I took a deep breath, touched my old heart secretly, and said silently Luo Jiashu a few times, don't be fooled by his affectionate style, warmth is like a trap to me, he is just now Play it again, relive the feelings when you were young, how can we say that we were really like a pure campus love, now the young master wants to relive the old dream, I can only accompany him, but I must not let it go When the young master is clean and beautiful, he can't extricate himself when he closes his hands and escapes. Burning all emotions and sacrificing all stupidity, one time is enough.

When I returned to the apartment at night, I still had lingering fears. I couldn’t help turning on the computer to calculate my income, and then went online to find a store in a good location. I planned to use the money I originally planned to put in the stock market to test the waters and buy another store. Over the years, the money I have saved has been exchanged for shops in different locations, and I only rely on rent collection to survive. I was born in a poor family, and my father is unknown. In my own house, although Zhang Zuozhi refused to move in with Cheng Jun back then, in fact, he kept me there several nights and kept buying daily necessities for me. Being excluded from the dormitory was just an excuse. I easily gave in and lived in it. I completely became the taboo of the young and old without knowing it. Everything was actually my own fault. When I was abandoned, I cried every night until dawn, and even tried to cut my pulse. My mother was very aggressive, and woke me up with a slap: "It's all because you are not strong enough, so no one else is to blame!" The words were rough and unreasonable, and I never understood how heavy a sin it is to be weak in this world. Powerful, anyone can step on you.

I can't understand the bitterness of dust and homelessness contained in the word poverty, and I don't want to face such a day again, so I buy houses and shops as soon as I have money. There is a sheltered place to lick wounds.I am still not strong enough.