I have soared by reading the text

, raised his glass and invited with a teasing smile:

"Want a drink?"

However, in the next second, the wine glass in his hand disappeared, and it was directly snatched by that person.

He finally regained his senses and saw the face of the person in front of him completely.

The shopkeeper looked at him with an extremely strange look, just like when they met for the first time, his tone was unabashedly stern and cold, and he spoke slowly.

"Do you know what you're doing?"

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46、Confession

——Cultivators have nothing to fear——

What the hell am I doing?

The shopkeeper's words seemed to pull him back in an instant, and threw him back in the next instant. He didn't know how to respond, he just felt a headache.

When he came to his senses, he should have been picked up by someone. He didn't resist much, and hooked his neck around the man's neck. He seemed to hear a very soft sigh. After that, he didn't remember anything at all. up.

He fell asleep completely.

I don't know how long it took, but when he woke up again, he just felt that he couldn't get any energy out of his body. When he opened his eyes, he saw a completely strange room in front of him.

Yan Wu thought to himself, it's over, this time he played himself off.

He was still a little dazed and couldn't accept this fact. He sat up from the bed and found that there was no one around him, and he didn't know what to do for a while.

After a while, the bedroom door was pushed open, and someone came in from the outside.

He was suddenly a little embarrassed, and curious about what the other person looked like, so the two met each other like this, and his expression couldn't collapse instantly.

Yan Wu finally remembered that the last person he saw yesterday was the shop owner, who brought him back.

There was nothing more embarrassing than this. He didn't dare to look directly at the shopkeeper, and felt ashamed.

The shopkeeper brought him hangover soup, and he drank it without looking at it, acting very well.

The other party reached out and touched his forehead again, and when he saw that there was nothing wrong, he told him to get up and take a shower first.

Yan Wu didn't react, he didn't want to move at all now, so he heard the shopkeeper whisper in his ear: "If you don't want to wash, I can help you."

He woke up in an instant, got up from the bed immediately, and rushed into the bathroom as if fleeing.

The shop owner found out that as long as he mentioned a topic related to homosexuality, the child would be on the verge of a formidable enemy, as if he could eat him in a second.

He was amused in his heart, and felt that Yan Wu's behavior was really amusing, so he decided to increase his efforts in the future.

After Yan Wu took a shower, he lingered in the bathroom alone for a long time before finally having the courage to come out and face the shopkeeper.

He didn't know where the house was. He was used to it. When he went out, he saw the shopkeeper sitting on the sofa not far away. He didn't look at him and didn't come to urge him, but the posture was clear that he was waiting for him to pass.

He resigned himself to his fate and put his heart to the side, thinking that the worst thing would be death, and he had nothing to be afraid of if he was a true cultivator.

Seeing him approaching, the shopkeeper only looked up at him, without any intention of opening his mouth.

This is for him to explain himself. Yan Wu has never felt such a tormented atmosphere with the shopkeeper. He doesn't know what to say, and the two froze for a while.

The shopkeeper didn't give in any more this time, and didn't give him any steps to go down. His attitude was unprecedentedly tough.

After a long time, Yan Wu finally choked out a sentence that I was wrong, his voice was so soft that it could be ignored, but his attitude was quite correct.

Originally, he thought that the shopkeeper would ask him what was wrong, and he could say all the words he had prepared. As long as he showed remorse, the shopkeeper probably wouldn't embarrass him too much.

Unexpectedly, the shopkeeper looked at him for a while, and asked a question that he hadn't expected at all.

"If it wasn't me who came last night, what would you do?"

Is this the proposition?

Yan Wu was dumbfounded, so he could only bite the bullet and answer: "I drank too much last night, I didn't think about what to do next, and I won't be like this in the future."

In fact, Yan Wu really didn't think it was a big deal, it could be seen from the fact that he didn't cry at all when he woke up or that curiosity got the upper hand.

And he is an adult and can take responsibility for his actions;

No matter how unrealistic it is, he is still a monk, and he has been practicing for so long. If he still takes this kind of thing to heart, it seems to him that the situation is too small.

But he didn't dare to say a word. In front of the shopkeeper, no matter how firm his thoughts were, he felt that he was being crushed all the time.

"Yan Wu, do you feel that life is like a child's play, so you don't take anything seriously?"

After the shopkeeper finished saying this, he didn't seem to need his answer. It was obviously a questioning tone, but Yan Wu could hear a sense of certainty from it.

Just as he was about to defend himself, he heard the shopkeeper's next sentence.

"If I'm not wrong, your Dao heart should be freedom."

Finally, it was Yan Wu's turn to be silent. He never told anyone about his Dao Xin, and the feeling of being seen through by others was not a good feeling.

At this moment, stared at by the shopkeeper's dark eyes, he suddenly felt that he was under a lot of pressure, and there was almost nothing to hide in front of him.

The shop owner seemed to have infinite patience, just waiting for Yan Wu to analyze himself clearly before showing him a little bit.

This was the first time, Yan Wu felt that the shopkeeper was probably angry, his expression was still the same as before, but there was a vague sense of oppression in his tone, and his demeanor became strange.

He suddenly remembered a sentence he had read: Everyone has a personality, if you feel that the other person fits you very well, it means that he is accommodating you.

Commonly known as - Dimensionality Reduction Strike.

It wasn't until this moment that he realized that he had never really understood the person in front of him.

For a long time, every side that the shopkeeper showed him was almost perfect, as long as he was with the other party, he would feel extremely comfortable. He thought that he had finally met the legendary best friend, and even thought about crossing the centuries-old relationship between each other. The age gap and cultivation realm came to this person.

But in fact, all this is just because the owner is backward compatible, and when he is no longer willing to indulge himself, their relationship will cease to exist.

He has never had any confidants, the distance and estrangement between them will always be there, the so-called friends are just his wishful thinking.

But what is even more frightening is that by the time he reacts, it is impossible for him to get rid of this person. The other person controls everything about him, including his erratic and disoriented heart. Back to being alone.

At this moment, standing in front of the shopkeeper, Yan Wu suddenly had an urge to run away, but fortunately he held back and calmed down, he finally made up his mind and asked a question:

"Honestly, do you like me?"

The topic changed abruptly, but the shopkeeper didn't react too much. He lowered his head slightly and pondered for a moment, then quickly gave an answer.

"A little bit."

What is the concept of a little bit?Yan Wu didn't understand, so he just smashed the jar, shameless.

"Then do you want to sleep with me?"

The shop owner also didn't expect Yan Wu to ask such a question, and his expression was unnatural for a moment.

This is no longer something that can be explained by jumping out of the brain circuit, but the other party seems to really care about this matter, after thinking about it, he still chooses to tell Yan Wu.

"Do not want to."

Yan Wu was completely confused, and blurted out in disbelief: "Why do you like me but don't want to sleep with me, is that reasonable?"

See if this is what a person said, the shopkeeper was silent, and now he felt that Yan Wu was hopeless.

A kid who has never been in love at all, how much can you expect him to understand about love?

A very realistic factor is that Yan Wu is now a monk in the Transcending Tribulation Stage, and it is almost impossible for the Three Views to be influenced by others.

So the shopkeeper will no longer give him any reason, or tell him how to treat one-night stands correctly as before.

Perhaps it was a mistake for him to be serious with a child.

The shopkeeper's anger had long since dissipated. Seeing that Yan Wu seemed to be struggling with the problem just now, he suddenly had a bad taste, so he stood up and said that he was going to make something for Yan Wu to eat.

When passing by Yan Wu's side, he lightly dropped a sentence: "If you want to fall in love, you can come to me."

Then he turned around and walked into the kitchen, leaving Yan Wu alone in the wind.What Yan Wu didn't see was that after the shopkeeper turned around, the original faint smile on his face disappeared, and there was a bit of danger in his eyes.

Yan Wu felt as if he understood something, but also as if he didn't understand anything.In the end, the shopkeeper let him go, and neither of them mentioned this matter again.

That confusing night was quietly uncovered in this way, and after helping Yan Wu get back the key, the shopkeeper hardly said anything, only asking Yan Wu what his plan was during the tribulation period.

Yan Wu told him that he had found a new house, and the shop owner didn't propose to let the other party live with him. He only said that it would be inconvenient for Yan Wu to move due to the temporary loss of his cultivation base, and he would come to help him when the time came.

Yan Wu didn't think about his plans for the future, he might find a job first, and then slowly overcome the calamity.

Anyway, no one can tell what will happen tomorrow.

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No one can say for sure what will happen tomorrow, just like yesterday, I definitely couldn’t have imagined that my article today will be written like this, what am I writing about?

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47. Analysis

-- Odd chapters added --

Many people regard deceit and pretense in relationships as very important, but Yan Wu is not like that. He doesn't care about the shopkeeper's concealment from him, and he is willing to slowly approach and understand this person in the countless years to come.

He already knew that he couldn't let go of the other party, but he was not yet ready to face him with any posture.

In fact, he panicked at that moment, not because he was afraid of the other person, but because he suddenly realized that he might not be able to catch this person.

The relationship between them was created by the owner alone, and he didn't even know why the other party would treat him unconditionally.

Yan Wu was eager to figure this out, so he would ask, do you like me.

As for the question of going to bed, it is purely a personal reason, and normal people should not be able to ask about it.

But the answer given by the shop owner overturned his three views. In Yan Wu's cognition, family, love, and friendship are all separated, and love is bound to be connected with desire.

If the owner admits that he can try to be with the other party, he does not particularly reject this aspect;

If the shopkeeper denies it, then it is assumed that he is self-indulgent. If he asks this kind of question, he definitely doesn't intend to ask for that face. As for the future, let's talk about it.

In fact, compared to the second, Yan Wu is more afraid of the first.You can't imagine that a person who has never been in love at all should panic about love, especially if the object is someone he cares about.

It's probably not the first time I've heard of the accident that even friends can't do it after breaking up.

And he really has no worldly desires, commonly known as frigidity.

But the shopkeeper told him that he likes it but has no desire.

Is he also frigid?Yan Wu couldn't help thinking about it, and felt that he shouldn't speculate on others so plainly, so he had to attribute the reason to himself, understanding that he didn't like it that much.

After finally figuring it out, the shopkeeper suddenly sent an invitation, and he was completely confused.

To sum up, this is a story of two people playing charades with each other. The root of the contradiction lies in their different views on love.

So until Yan Wu figured it out, they could only be friends.

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The following is a self-analysis material, mainly to supplement the psychological activities of the protagonist that was omitted in the previous chapter. As for the owner, I don’t know how to write it, and I want to know;

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48. Immortality

Are you sure you want to come and talk philosophy with me?

After returning from the shopkeeper, Yan Wu still felt that it was unrealistic. It was outrageous for him to ask such a question. However, what was even more unrealistic was that their relationship had not changed, especially the shopkeeper. The thing itself was within his expectations.

It's true, the shop owner may know him better than he imagined, otherwise he wouldn't just show up when he needs help the most, thinking carefully, but Yan Wu is still facing a lot of troubles. Things, no time to deal with emotional issues.

He changed his mind. Since he can talk about everything after Mahayana, why should he work so hard every month for a salary of several thousand yuan.

If this time is used for cultivation, maybe he will successfully break through in less than a year, maybe he is the youngest genius Mahayana in history?

If you look forward and backward when doing things, half-hearted and give yourself a way out, you will end up with nothing.

After making up his mind, all this suddenly became very simple, and the way ahead finally became clear. Yan Wu's goal now is very clear. After moving, he will start to practice seriously. This is his dream all along. He wants to get a Happy result.

However, the weather is not good. What he didn't expect was that the unlucky non-chieftain attribute during the tribulation period was still on him. Before the day when he signed the rental contract, he received a message from the landlord. The other party was very sorry, saying that his relatives and friends He suddenly came back again. He still wanted to continue renting the house because he had no place to live. The deposit was refunded and a red envelope was given to him.

Yan Wu looked at the money that had suddenly arrived, and couldn't turn his head around for a while, so he sent a message to the shopkeeper.

Read the text rookie: My house is gone, help!

Read the text rookie: In this period of crossing the catastrophe, is it impossible to do anything, and will be unlucky every day?

YS: ...

YS: Have you ever thought that maybe it's because you're so dark?

Reader rookie: Isn’t that what you were doing at the time?

YS: Everyone's situation is different. When I crossed the catastrophe, my cultivation was still there.

Read the rookie: "Tearful eyes."

YS: Consider coming to my house?

YS: Actually, you don’t have to live with me. I have a lot of houses, so you can just pick one and move there.

Now that we've talked about this, it would be too embarrassing for Yan Wu to refuse again.

Things have been going wrong for him recently, and the shopkeeper is like an angel, helping him relieve the countless pressures during the tribulation period.

He was only touched now, and the matter was quickly settled. The shopkeeper helped him to screen the house according to his request, and Yan Wu was looking for articles while packing his things at home.

Yan Wu has always felt that he doesn't have much stuff, and he doesn't like shopping, and he doesn't have any special hobbies, so he must pack it up very quickly.

As a result, a day later, he looked at the stacks of books he had dug out and fell silent.

It not only includes the online text entities he has accumulated over the years, but also many Buddhist scriptures, poetry appreciation, poetry and prose that he bought out of curiosity.

It wasn't that he was going to move this time. He didn't know that he could hold so many things in such a small space. His wardrobe and drawers were filled with all kinds of books.

It sounds like he is full of literary and artistic atmosphere, but he actually doesn’t have much literary literacy. He even bought some of them and never read them. In the end, he came to the conclusion that he might just love buying books. It turns out that all his money has been spent all these years. Here it is, but fortunately, domestic books are not too expensive.

He won't be able to find the box for the books in a while, and he is not in a hurry, so he randomly took out a few books and read them, in the euphemistic name of not being wasted.

The difference is that this time he chose genres that he would never read at all, such as foreign novels and poetry collections, and he didn't know why he bought these books.

But the moment he picked it up, he suddenly felt that maybe the owner would like to read this kind of book?

The owner of the shop also reads Wen Xiuzhen, so he must have read a lot of books, but now he realizes that even though they discussed it before, he doesn't know what the shop owner likes.

As a friend, he really failed. With the character of the shopkeeper, the other party should tell him everything he wants to know, just like the shopkeeper once said, those who want to know can always know.

He would hide it, maybe it was also because he realized that he didn't really care about him.

The distance between them can be shortened because the owner has taken countless steps, so why doesn't he try to take a step toward each other?

Thinking about it from another angle, Yan Wu suddenly felt that the owner of the shop was very pitiful. He was a widowed old man who had lived for so long without a close friend who understood him. His former relatives and lovers had already left him. If it were him, he would You must feel lonely on days like this.

Speaking of which, I don't know what happened to the owner of the tavern under the ice and the earl. Sometimes their Mahayana behavior is really incomprehensible. Is the ice that does not melt all the year round so beautiful?

While thinking, Yan Wu opened the book at hand and glanced at the title of the article as usual. The next second, he suddenly came back to his senses, and all the wild thoughts in his mind disappeared.

This is a certain collection of novels by an author, which is composed of short stories one by one. He saw the first story, and the title reads——Eternal Life.

Yan Wu stared blankly at these two words, always feeling that there are inexplicable coincidences between many things, but isn't that what reading is like, you can find anything in the book that can correspond to your reality.

Because novels come from life.

It didn't take long for Yan Wu to finish reading the story. He felt so emotional that he didn't know where to start.

He knew before that the problems he would face in crossing the catastrophe must be related to the Mahayana. Although he still couldn't understand the concept of the Mahayana, at least one particularly obvious element was always in front of him, that is, the Mahayana is eternal life.

Is immortality really a good thing?

As the text says, one immortal can be all.I am God, I am a hero, I am a philosopher, I am a devil, I am the world, or to put it simply and plainly, I am nothing.

Whether it is the shopkeepers he knows or the bar owners he is not familiar with, without exception, they do not have their own fixed identities in society, maybe they once had.

What made them choose what is now called an ordinary life?

Those who have been pursuing immortality all their lives, have they really considered what it means?

He is now standing in front of the threshold of Mahayana, so close to what countless people dream of, but his heart is cold for no reason.

Yan Wu couldn't figure it out, so he simply sent the book to the shopkeeper, and as expected, the shopkeeper really read it.

YS: Why did you suddenly read Borges' book?

Read the text rookie: Borges?Do you like his books very much?

YS: Not bad, what he wrote is very interesting.

Reader rookie: I don’t quite understand what people live for.

YS: Are you sure you want to talk about philosophy with me?

Reader rookie: I want to know what kind of books you usually like to read.

……

Afterwards, they chatted quite a lot, and Yan Wu didn't know where his worries were thrown away when he read the article. He asked the question of eternal life, and the shopkeeper dispelled all his thoughts with just one sentence.

He said, don't you think it's too late for you to think about this issue now? Transcendence period and Mahayana are like 100 years and life imprisonment. In any case, your life span is already countless times that of ordinary people.

In other words, he was already in it.

But he didn't feel much, and even felt that it was fine now, and hoped it could continue like this.

That's fine, the shopkeeper suggested that he should study less philosophy, so as not to get himself involved, and let him ask him any doubts, and don't think about it alone.

Later, they discussed about the house for a while. Yan Wu's requirements were not high, and he finally chose the apartment building that the owner took him to for the first time. The floor was not high, there was an elevator and a special study room, Very homey.

I made an agreement with the landlord that he plans to move there in two days. He showed his books to the shopkeeper, who was also a little surprised. He didn't expect that the biggest burden of moving would be books. Fortunately, they have an omnipotent mahayana .

As for the issue of eternal life, Yan Wu now feels that compared with the current life, eternal life will always be insignificant.

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49. Moving

——How can there be a magic weapon that wants to be a dog——

Waiting for the day to move, Yan Wu didn't read this kind of books anymore, but he quietly wrote down the types that the shopkeeper liked, and planned to find time to study them in the future.

In fact, he thinks it is quite interesting. Net texts have the appeal of web texts, and literature also has its own charm. In a sense, the thinking they bring can be shared.

Many people look down on web articles, thinking that they must have no connotation.In fact, if you read enough books, you will find that no matter where it is, the shock brought by words is incredible. Since you really pursue literature, why bother to step on it.

People who really love reading can always find the value they want in it, instead of reading more books but reading 80 million words for nothing.

However, if he didn't read the text, his life would become very boring. He found out that during the tribulation period, he really didn't do anything smoothly.

Needless to say, the crash of drawing cards is an old problem, but now he can kneel when playing games so much that even Wei'an doesn't want to take him to play. A teammate said he was going to bed at eight.

Forget it, niggers don't want to harm others, it's good to be an orphan.

Apart from having nothing to do to chat with the shopkeeper, Yan Wu didn't even bother to go out. He was afraid that a flower pot would fall from the sky and hit him on the head while walking, and he didn't know when this Du Jie would end.

With nothing else to do, he began to look through the reading notes that he had organized a long time ago, looking for inspiration for crossing the catastrophe or Mahayana.

But even in the cultivation text, there are very few people who can reach this level.

After looking around, he suddenly felt that the shopkeeper and the others were not strange anymore. Many people with top-notch cultivation in the text always have weird personalities. In comparison, the shopkeeper is already very normal. There is no reason to have blood on your hands to practice.

The long years can flatten a person's desires, and can also obliterate a person's humanity.

Cultivation should be such a cruel thing.

Being born in a peaceful and stable age has been the greatest luck from the very beginning.

And when it comes to ascending to immortality, the top 1 position is inevitable. Although Yan Wu's thoughts of seeking immortality are already very indifferent, he still wants to know what Mahayana will be in the future.

The lifespan of monks in that world is not endless. Even if they transcend the laws of heaven and earth, they cannot escape the fate of reincarnation. It may sound sad at first glance.

But Yan Wu learned a very romantic description - it also symbolizes that our fate is endless.

This point of view was also mentioned in the article on eternal life. In the endless cause and effect, even if the past is forgotten, the future will always exist. In other words, everything is eternal.

At the end of life, what will Mahayana monks do?

Yan Wu remembered that the powerful person who disturbed the situation in his youth had already left the sight of everyone in his later years.

As his life was approaching, he stopped practicing, and his confidant accompanied him to see the mountains and rivers of this continent.

The grievances and enmities of the past have gone away, and only the countless beautiful scenery in this world are left in their eyes.

What kind of life is the most enviable?Yan Wu didn't know, but at this moment, he would think, I envy such a life.

He started with a bold idea.

Finally, on the day of the move, the shop owner came over early, and this time he brought Yan Wu's magic weapon with him. Only then did Yan Wu know that the golden retriever had already named himself. It said his name was Earl. Call him by his noble name.

Yan Wu:? ?

The count should really come and listen.

Knowing that he was going to the owner's other house, the little golden retriever was very happy, but at noon he let it be used as a storage or a decoration of luggage, but he quit. He said how can a dog do storage or dry things, and he disagreed with life and death.

Yan Wu didn't understand, how could there be a magic weapon who wanted to be a dog.

Knowing that Yan Wu has a lot of things and books are easy to wear and tear, the shop owner thoughtfully brought a bag. Yan Wu was about to ask him how to pack it, when he saw him put books in the bag one by one. The bag was like a bottomless pit. After a while, his books It's all gone.

"What kind of spell is this? I want to learn it too!" Yan Wu said excitedly.

"Ding Dong, haven't you seen it?" Ah, Yan Wu didn't expect that the owner of the shop was so childlike.

After packing up his things, Yan Wu asked, and the shop owner said that he didn't drive over. He was a little curious, then how would they get there.

The shopkeeper saw his doubts, and after a moment of silence, he suddenly asked him, "Do you like dragons?"

Yan Wu was startled when he heard the words, and before he had time to think, he blurted out: "I like it!"

Seeing the other party laughing, he slowly stretched out his hand to him, bent slightly and made an invitation gesture, Yan Wu took advantage of the situation to put his hand on it.

At that moment, he suddenly remembered that in the dream given to him by the shopkeeper, they were also like this, riding the same black dragon to the grand ceremony.

In fact, he only lived with the shopkeeper for one day, but it seems that many years have passed.

Then the scene flashed in front of them, they came to the roof of this building in an instant, the shopkeeper was still holding his hand, and a dragon appeared out of thin air in front of their eyes.

It didn't have such a terrifying and powerful aura, it appeared in front of Yan Wu, it was more like a spectacular scenery, quiet and gorgeous, even an elegant black dragon.

Thinking that he will soon be able to ride a dragon to travel around the world, Yan Wu suddenly feels a surge of excitement, and he can't wait to experience this novel feeling.

However, there was a warm touch in his hand, and he suddenly realized that he was not alone.

So he turned his head to look at the shopkeeper, as if he had made up his mind, and finally spoke.

"I want to live with you."

His expression was very serious, not like the result of impulsiveness at the moment, but the shopkeeper was still a little surprised, he obviously didn't do anything, why did Yan Wu suddenly change his mind?

"Really?" It was just a simple rhetorical question, but Yan Wu could hear the unconcealed joy in the owner's tone.

"Before I repent..." Yan Wu nodded, and before he finished speaking, he was immediately pulled onto the back of the dragon in the next second. It was the first time he was so close to the shopkeeper in reality, and he was a little bit uncomfortable. Excuse me.

But soon, all the messy thoughts disappeared, and the houses, streets, pedestrians, and even the city behind them were gradually moving away from them, becoming so small that they could no longer be seen.

His Dao Heart began to become infinitely active, and a desire called freedom took root deep in his heart.

The flying bird is the king of the sky and the freest existence.It can be said that Wu can't think of anything now, another word suddenly popped up in his mind, the tired bird returns to the forest.

If such a journey must have an end, he hopes that he can have his own piece of forest.

If there is only a house, it is never a home. A home is a place where someone has a place to live.

So what does it matter where you go?

He withdrew his jumping gaze and turned all his eyes to the people around him.Finally, nothing else remained in his eyes.

Sensing his gaze, the shopkeeper thought he was flying too high and was a little scared, gave him a comforting look, and silently hugged him even tighter.

During this process, Yan Wu thought of a lot, including the small courtyard where they stayed in the dream, where the fragrance of flowers was scattered everywhere in the wind;

There is a New Year’s shopkeeper who tied a prayer strip at the top for him. The poem is that we can’t change yesterday, and we can’t make tomorrow come earlier.

Therefore, both you and I can only make each day as sweet as possible;

He also thought of the Mahayana who saw all the beauty of the world with his confidant, his life was approaching, but he had no regrets.

But in the end, he only thought of a plot in "Seeing Jiangshan", where a great man once retired to the mountains and forests, and did not care about world affairs for many years.

The protagonist finds him by accident and finds that he lives by hunting and fishing every day. He is responsible for various household chores and takes care of a disabled friend on weekdays.

He felt very sorry, and asked the other party: "You said you live a better life than me, is this the kind of life you live?"

Washing and chopping firewood, cooking and boiling water.

The sword hides the front, which is heartbreaking.

How did that person answer?

He said that there are thousands of mountains and rivers, no complaints and no regrets.

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50. Upset

When the heart is disturbed, the sword will be slow;

Before coming here, Yan Wu thought that it would take some time for him to adapt to the new life. His childhood experience made him have a psychological shadow on living with other people. Anyway, he is more comfortable alone.

Then he found that the house was big enough to alleviate this trouble, and he couldn't even find where the owner was.

The owner of the shop really kept their previous agreement, and never took the initiative to disturb him except for his needs, which made him feel embarrassed, as if this was his house and the shop owner was the housekeeper he invited.

But at the same time, he felt more and more the sense of distance between them. This person was obviously very close to him, but he still couldn't see through him.

Under such circumstances, his cultivation did not make any progress. Even if he concentrated on reading and writing articles every day, it was like a stone sinking into the ocean, without any ripples.

Finally, he threw away the book and stopped practicing.

Yan Wu went downstairs, ignored the golden retriever's protest and grabbed it for a round of stroking, and ran to the courtyard to bask in the sun, only to find that the shopkeeper was tending flowers and plants not far away.

His expression was rare and soft, the sleeves of his shirt were half rolled up, and a lot of petals and dew fell on his wrists during the process of pruning the branches and leaves. It hit his hair that was somewhat wet with rain and dew, reflecting a dazzling and charming halo.

Yan Wu was dazzled by the beautiful picture in front of him, walked over involuntarily, reached out and removed a petal that fell from the top of the opponent's head, without opening his mouth to break the tranquility.

Living with the person in front of him, he always feels that he is attracted by the other person all the time. The owner has many qualities that he doesn't have at all but can be moved by.

Aware of Yan Wu's distraction, the shopkeeper stopped what he was doing and turned his concerned eyes on him.

"what happened?"

"You can't practice anymore, let's go out to relax." Yan Wu shook his head, and answered the shopkeeper's question naturally. In fact, what he thought in his heart was that you are so beautiful today.

Why do people have such perverted thoughts?

"Don't worry, let's go, let's go in and talk." Seeing that Yan Wu didn't respond, the shopkeeper led him to the inner room.

After Yan Wu was settled, the shopkeeper brought another plate of biscuits and snacks, paired with a pot of hot tea, poured it and handed it to him.

Yan Wu sat obediently on the sofa, only the restless hands that kept pawing Jin Mao's body revealed his restlessness at the moment.

The owner only thinks that he is under too much pressure to practice, so he will inevitably feel a little anxious, but he does not know that Yan Wu's heart is at war between heaven and man. His position for the owner has changed from friend to mother to lover, and finally began to waver between the three. It's a mess.

In order not to make him too nervous, the shopkeeper did not get too close, and deliberately slowed down his tone, and said softly: "Did you encounter any problems in cultivation?"

Yan Wu organized his language and described it as aptly as possible: "I feel like I can't cultivate at all, and no matter what I do, I can't make any progress."

"Where is your current cultivation level?"

"In the middle stage of crossing the tribulation, it was always the early stage, and I didn't have any other feelings. One day, I suddenly found that I had already broken through."

Hearing that the shopkeeper pondered for a while, he asked him another question: "How far is your Dao heart now?"

"99%." Anyway, everything about Dao Xin has been seen through, and Yan Wu didn't intend to hide it. The shopkeeper's question gave him new inspiration, so he asked back:

"Is Mahayana related to Taoism?"

"Not exactly, but if you want Mahayana, your Dao heart must be complete. If you have no direction for the time being, you can study the problem of Dao heart first."

Yan Wu nodded thoughtfully, but