I have soared by reading the text

, It may be that I have read too many novels.

But after the Dao Xin is consummated, these things are not important anymore. Whether it is feelings, cultivation or everything he already has, there is nothing to restrain him anymore. He doesn't have to think about the cause of yesterday and the result of tomorrow. In the moment, follow your heart and just be yourself.

After relaxing for a while, he continued to practice again.

When the cultivation base is back, the cultivation will be much smoother. At this level, the cultivation base becomes less important, and he is actually only one step away from Mahayana.

He just needs to figure out a very simple question, what does Mahayana represent?

There is an obvious rule that whether he can read the text or not is directly related to the next level. He unsealed his cultivation in the later stage of the tribulation, which shows that the Mahayana period needs to read the theory of the text.

This is obviously a good thing for Yan Wu, he can't do things in reality, but reading texts is his strong point.

Without much entanglement, he immediately began to study the Mahayana period in the article.To be honest, the concept of this realm is easier to find, and it often appears at the end of the novel, when the protagonist reaches the peak of his life, so he doesn't need to re-read the article, and it is more effective with half the effort.

But after looking around, he found that he was too happy too early. In the articles he read, it seemed that few of the protagonists had actually gone to Mahayana. When the article developed to the later stage, many of them fell in love, and the description of cultivation was rather vague.

As for the X point next door, he doesn't know if the protagonist is in Mahayana, he only knows that the protagonist can practice Qi at the [-]th level.

So, love really delays sword practice. If he had established a relationship with the shopkeeper earlier, he would probably still be distracted now.

Yan Wu thought, I don't allow such a thing to happen, I just want Mahayana.

It was more troublesome to find new articles, so he took out the articles that he had read about the main character going to the Mahayana and reviewed them again, only to find that the Mahayana never departs from its original purpose, and its fundamental purpose is to ascend.

However, he doesn't want to ascend now, and it doesn't matter which world he is in.Finally, he found a very interesting point of view. There is a protagonist who was able to ascend but gave up this opportunity. Since then, he will be restricted by the rules of heaven and earth when he walks in the world. Those who admire him feel unfair for him.

He just shook his head with a smile and said, "If someone can support the heaven and the earth, is close to a god, and can walk freely in the world, omnipotent, should this kind of power that is not bound by all constraints really exist?"

Originally, from the standpoint of the protagonist, cultivation and ascension should be a dream-chasing story, but from the perspective of the world, he doesn't care what kind of pursuit you have. The root of the way of heaven and earth lies in balance.

Therefore, it is reasonable to talk about cultivation and ascension, and it cannot be summed up in a simple word "Tao", otherwise, in a world, there will be many fights between gods and immortals, and only ordinary people will suffer in the end.

But this is the point of view of the novel. Could it be that their idealistic cultivation also talks about balance?

Yan Wu didn't think so. He had seen quite a few Mahayanas, and the shopkeepers seemed to have no restrictions, and they lived a good life.

He couldn't figure it out himself, so he simply asked the shopkeeper. The shopkeeper's Chinese is not very good, and Yan Wu was taken aback for a while, but he still stubbornly understood the other party's meaning.

To sum up, this restriction actually exists, but it is not a kind of tangible pressure from heaven and earth, but you have to restrain yourself invisibly, and those who cannot do it will not be able to reach Mahayana.

"Then why can't I deceive the world to go to Mahayana first, and then let myself fly?" Hearing this, Yan Wu's opportunistic thought appeared again.

The shopkeeper looked at him speechlessly, as if saying boy, your thoughts are dangerous.

Fortunately, Yan Wu only had the Dao heart of freedom, not the Dao heart of death. When he thought that there seemed to be such a thing as thunder and calamity in this world, he stopped thinking about it.

Slowly, as the Mahayana theory he absorbed gradually enriched, his cultivation base also reached the peak of crossing the catastrophe. It can be said that he can try to break through at any time, but Yan Wu always feels that the fire is not yet ready, and he has been reluctant to kick this Linmen. kick.

Regarding the Mahayana, he actually has his own understanding. He remembers that the shop owner once told him that the monks in the Mahayana period can do anything by dividing mountains and filling the sea. This view is correct but not correct.

He couldn't understand it at the beginning, but now he seems to suddenly understand that the power a person possesses does not determine what he will do.

In the big chaos he read when he was practicing Qi, his favorite high priest said this: "It is not a bad thing to have the ability to read people's hearts. You can use others to strategize, and you can also use it to satisfy the people you care about." All wishes. I will not advise you to give up the former, but I just hope that you will use what you have learned in your life to make yourself happy."

Mahayana may not be as unattainable as he imagined. At the end of cultivation, many things are just a thought away. If he wants to reach such a state, what else does he need?

For a moment, a word flashed through his mind, back to basics.

Yan Wu seems to have realized something. Compared with what is Mahayana, he is now more willing to think about another question-what is the purpose of cultivation?

That was the first question he asked before he entered the Tao. Now that he thinks about it, his original thoughts have become very blurred. Although it hasn't been long, he can't remember what he looked like at the beginning.

Fortunately, he recorded all of this. During the period of practicing crossing the catastrophe, his novel was naturally put on hold. When he reopened the past page, Yan Wu was still a little excited.

Looking at my naive thoughts of being in secondary school, Yan Wu felt it was funny for a while. The so-called cultivation is like a process of growth, and we will eventually become different from our past selves.

So now, when you come to answer such a question, what answer would you give?

Yan Wu began to read the novel he wrote. He recorded it relatively simply, and quickly reviewed his mental journey along the way.

He may have pursued freedom, may have longed for love, or may have left everything behind and just wanted to live simply.

But at this moment, let him ask his heart, why do you want to cultivate, and there is only one simple and clear answer left in his heart.

Because, I love reading.

It is every book and every word he has read that connects all the things together. The texts he has read, the principles he understands and the life he has experienced finally constitute a complete him, and his life has become because of them. Rich and colorful, he never walks alone on this road.

The charm of words is endless. In the ever-changing world, such power makes people willing to follow the past forever and live endlessly in the infinite future.

He doesn't have any extra ideas anymore, he firmly believes that the development of web writing can be expected in the future, and he will continue on this road for a long time in the future.

For him, this is not only a medium of cultivation, but also his original intention of seeking Taoism.

After wanting to understand this point, he suddenly felt unprecedentedly comfortable, and he knew that it was time, his Mahayana.

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55. Lovers

——Ascension is worse than falling in love——

The news of breaking through the Mahayana naturally couldn't be hidden from the shopkeeper, but at this moment he just stood quietly at the door and waited. What he didn't tell Yan Wu was that the Mahayana and Ascension in this world are connected together.

He has to make a choice.

Yan Wu successfully broke through, and his consciousness came to an infinitely empty place, this is the moment closest to the way of heaven, he seemed to possess the energy of the sun, moon and stars in an instant, and wanted to become part of the heaven and earth.

If the ability of Mahayana is terrifying enough, then the power from the law is the most irresistible existence in the world, which can make people intoxicated and fascinated by it.

You don’t need to communicate with anything, you can know everything, know the mysterious structure of the universe, and see all the known or unknown stars;

Knowing that the will of heaven runs the sun and the moon, it will eventually be annihilated after its creation;

Knowing the eternal law of the rotation of all things, where will the flowers of tomorrow bloom...

The scenery seen from a high place is different. No one can refuse the power of a god.

As the saying goes, when you look at the vastness of the world, you will feel that your small troubles are not worth mentioning.

May I ask which cultivator has never had such a dream?

Yan Wu was indeed tempted. With this mysterious power in his hands, he would unconsciously yearn for more, to go to higher and farther places, to see the scenery at the top of the world,

However, as long as he turns his head, he can see the shopkeeper waiting for him in front of his room. That person must hope that he will be the first person he sees when he opens the door after breaking through Mahayana.

Even though he also knew that the door might never open.

The will of the world told Yan Wu that he has the opportunity to ascend, and the possibilities in the future are infinite. Maybe one day he can really reach his current position and become a strong person who formulates or even rewrites the laws.

He listened to it, but his heart only became bigger for a second, and in the next second, his rationality returned, and he didn't even let go of the attribute of complaining.

Just kidding, he reads Wen Xiuzhen. Although there are story books and other things in other worlds, there is no comfort and happiness in modern times. The serialization I followed yesterday has not yet been updated. Who has the time to ascend?

And as we all know, the strong have no friends.

Whoever wants to be such a strong man, if he wants to pursue the Dao, he can go by himself, he will not accompany him.

Yan Wu thought to himself, I have friends, I may have lovers in the future, my life is happy and happy, why should I care about the laws of heaven and earth?

Besides, he didn't want that person to wait too long.

The door opened quickly, and Yan Wu saw the shopkeeper's expression seemed surprised, he walked over generously and proudly, and even pushed the shopkeeper to the corner of the wall, and pressed himself up.

After being distracted to reshape his body, Yan Wu's height is already about the same as the shopkeeper's. Now that he maintains this strange posture, the shopkeeper still looks up at him slightly. It's rare for the other party to be so active. Loud voice.

"I just gave up my ascension for you, don't you plan to do something to compensate me?" After the Mahayana, he really spoke even more arrogantly.

"Really? Then what do you want today? I can satisfy you." He simply lowered his posture, his words were gentle and full of temptation, and he looked at Yan Wu affectionately.

The owner's state switches very naturally. Anyway, Yan Wu is strong and he is weak, and Yan Wu is weak and he is strong. He can always find the most suitable mode of getting along with the two of them.

This time, Yan Wu was embarrassed. The reason why he didn't ascend was not entirely because of the shop owner. He was lying to others. The shop owner was willing to pay so much for him, making him look like some kind of beast. .

After thinking about it, he let the shopkeeper go, and told the other party his situation honestly. After finishing speaking, he seemed to think of something again, and asked suddenly: "By the way, is that friend of yours the reason why you don't want to ascend?" ?”

The owner was taken aback for a moment, unexpectedly Yan Wu Mahayana was still thinking about this question, then he shook his head.

"I didn't have any dream of cultivation, and I never fantasized about going to another world. For me, it is enough to watch my world gradually improve."

This was an answer that Yan Wu didn't expect at all. Although the shopkeeper he knew had a less traditional concept, he was not so Buddhist, so he asked, "Don't you like cultivation?"

"Not everyone can choose the path they like, you have never come to understand me."

The shopkeeper smiled helplessly, with a hint of grievance in his tone, and Yan Wu instantly felt that he was bullying others.

Feeling sorry, he followed the shopkeeper's words. When asked what he liked, the shopkeeper replied to him, saying that he liked the moon, ivory, musical instruments, roses, lamps and Dürer's lines.

What kind of inexplicable things are these?Yue Yue and Rose Yanwu can still understand, but other things are unreasonable, but looking at the shopkeeper's serious expression, he is not willing to let the person in front of him be stained with any unhappy color at all, he just coaxes the other party and whispers in his heart. Note down all his words.

It was not until a long time later that Yan Wu began to read Borges' books that he suddenly understood the sentence that the shopkeeper told him that day. It was the first sentence at the beginning of a poem in a certain collection of poems. - lovers.

I want Yan Wu to think clearly about falling in love. I'm afraid he will never have a chance in this life. He knows that the shopkeeper never forces him, but he has already given him countless hints.

According to the point of view of the article he has read, he is going to be scolded for doing this. He is a proper scumbag if he is ambiguous and hangs on to others and is not sure about the relationship.

They live together now, they are attracted to each other, and there is no one who is closer to each other. The shopkeeper has also stated his position so bluntly. How is this relationship different from lovers?

After making the other party wait for so long, if he continues to evade, what kind of man is he?

But now the problem came, he had never chased anyone before, so he couldn't suddenly rush out and express his feelings to the shopkeeper, this scene was embarrassing just thinking about it.

Love is indeed more difficult than cultivation, no wonder other people have to write a whole book when it comes to love.

He can't be so impatient, it's a kind of disrespect to each other's feelings to be together in a few words.

After figuring it out, Yan Wu changed the direction of reading the text. Anyway, he has already practiced Mahayana in reading the text, but in the field of emotion, he probably hasn't started to get started.

So, following the book "I Rely on Reading and Cultivating Ascension", Yan Wu found something new to write about. He wanted to record everything about the people around him. The bits and pieces of the time we were together at the beginning.

As Borges said in Lovers, you are my misfortune and my great fortune, pure and endless.

——End of text;

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Great!It's finally over, give yourself a flower!Extra episodes and inspirations will be updated together tomorrow.

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56. Gifts

——The shopkeeper has no responsibility——

This is the first time he has met a person like Yan Wu. It seems that no matter what he says, the other party is willing to believe it, without suspicion or doubt. Whether he is really big-hearted and never thought about it, or if he already knows but doesn't say anything, it doesn't seem right. So important.

Maybe half-drunk and half-awake is life.

This kind of mentality can sometimes infect him. When two people are together, no amount of calculation is futile, and it can't be worth a sincere heart.

But what he didn't expect was that Yan Wu was really tolerant, he wasn't emotionally insensitive, on the contrary, he knew their relationship better than anyone else, but he still didn't reveal his feelings to himself.

So much so that the shop owner couldn't help but start to think, could it be that his charm has declined after so many years?

Yan Wu didn't know what he was busy with lately, and it's normal for Mahayana to be erratic. One day, when he came home at night, he found that the lights in the villa were not turned on. Afraid of disturbing the owner, he went back to the room in the dark.

After closing the door and walking to the bed, a person suddenly appeared in the field of vision. The shopkeeper came to his room at some point and was sitting on the bed in front of him.

What was different was that the man had unexpectedly changed into long hair today, and his clothes looked a little thin, except for a loose nightgown, revealing his delicate and beautiful collarbone.

He was barefoot, and his long hair hung down to his bare feet. He slightly raised his head and looked in the direction of Yan Wu, with the faint moonlight shining on his face. This scene was indescribably captivating.

Yan Wu was stunned for a while, he had never seen a shopkeeper like this, he didn't know where to put it, he just stood there helplessly, his heart beating like a drum.

"Where have you been these few days?" The shopkeeper's tone was more gentle than before, but for some reason, he could hear a little resentment from it.

It might be an illusion, he didn't realize there was a problem, so he replied casually: "It's okay, I just want to go out for a stroll."

The shopkeeper suddenly got off the bed and walked towards him. He was so close that he could almost feel the other person's body temperature and heartbeat. He started to panic and took a step back subconsciously.

Immediately, his world suddenly turned upside down, and by the time he realized what had happened, he had already been pinned down on the bed by the shopkeeper.

This close distance made Yan Wu sober on the spot, and he finally realized that the shopkeeper wanted to play for real this time.

The man leaned close to his neck and said softly, "You smell so good."

He didn't tell Yan Wu that he didn't even notice that during this period of time, he secretly went to study cooking behind the back of the shop owner. To be precise, he learned how to make cakes, but his talent is so bad that it is not difficult to have molds. , but he had to carve a rose out of cream with his own hands, and finally had to soak it in cream and flowers every day.

During the Mahayana period, his senses were very sensitive, so what he was doing was almost completely exposed, and he didn't hide it at all, so he told the whole truth, thinking that in this way the shopkeeper would be able to let him off.

The other party listened patiently, but didn't intend to get off him. Instead, he leaned down and whispered something in his ear.

Yan Wu didn't understand at first, but when he fully understood the meaning of this sentence, his brain shut down instantly, and his face burned uncontrollably.

He always thought that if the relationship between the two was confirmed, the shopkeeper must be the one who had the dominant position, and he didn't really mind the position on the bed with his partner, but he didn't expect that the shopkeeper would be willing to give in for him to such an extent.

After the person in front of him said this sentence, he kept this posture and looked at him seriously. Yan Wu felt that the other person's body gradually relaxed, and he was actually waiting for his next move.

Even if a hundred thousand people have a cold personality, they can't stand it!

Yan Wu's heart was roaring, he didn't want to let himself be a beast, the shop owner had already paid so much for him, but he couldn't even make a simple cake, and now he wanted to do that kind of thing to others in bed, he I'm really sorry.

But his gradually rebellious body exposed his true desires, and the shopkeeper felt his changes, so he reached out his hand to help him.

Yan Wu instantly understood what he meant, and in desperation, he directly grabbed the shopkeeper's arm, pulled him back, and made a gesture to kiss him.

The shopkeeper closed his eyes cooperatively, but the expected kiss did not come, and his body was suddenly empty.

When he opened his eyes, the man went to nowhere, he was the only one left here, it was already late at night, and the villa returned to a dead silence, as if no one had ever returned.

At this moment, he was sitting on the bed in disheveled clothes, with a smile that was not a smile, and looked a little pitiful. He didn't expect that even if he said this, he would still not accept him.

That being the case, next time, don't blame him.

Yan Wu didn't go home for several days. At first he was still hesitant, but later he didn't dare to go back at all, thinking that it would be the owner's birthday soon, so he planned to postpone it until that day, so nothing happened. moth.

In fact, this time he had already made up his mind. What he told the shopkeeper that day was only part of it. Besides the cake, he also prepared other gifts, intending to formally confess his love to him on his birthday.

Finally, he stepped into the house before twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, and he didn't know if the owner was sleeping. He carried the cake and went upstairs lightly, but he couldn't find the owner's shadow after searching around. Somewhat disappointed, he returned to his room.

After putting the gifts and cake away, he couldn't fall asleep for a while, but saw the door opened inexplicably, he got up and closed the door in doubt, and when he turned around, a familiar figure stood in front of him.

He immediately cheered up and subconsciously said happy birthday, but before he finished speaking, he was pushed against the door with a strong force.

The other party didn't give him any retreat this time. His hands were tightly held by the shopkeeper. The man stuck one leg between his legs and kissed him directly in this position.

As the kiss gradually deepened, Yan Wu's consciousness also began to scatter. He didn't refuse anymore. This was originally part of his plan. He was obediently taken to the bed by the other party. I dare not say, and I dare not write.

In the early morning of the next day, the shopkeeper made breakfast, and when he returned to his room, he found that Yan Wu hadn't woken up yet. He knew that he was too tired and didn't bother him. He just sat at the desk beside him and looked at the presents he brought last night.

I have to say that Yan Wu's cake is made like that kind of wedding cake. It is snow-white, decorated with textures and lace very dreamily. There is even an extremely realistic white rose on it. To ensure the shape, it is made of ice cream. of.

It can be seen that a lot of thought has been put into it. The shopkeeper looked at the exquisite cake in front of him, and the smile on his face became wider. Then he turned his eyes and was attracted by a small box next to him.

The aesthetics of the packaging follow their own. The owner opened the box and found a hardcover book inside. The difference is that there is no title or author’s name on the cover of the book. It looks more like a work of art from the outside. Taste.

There was no need to unpack it, so he opened it without any hassle. When he turned to the first page, he saw a few large characters printed in the middle of the book, which said Happy Birthday to Yuan Shao. What's more, my handwriting is too ugly so I don't want to be ashamed of handwriting, I'm not trying to perfuse you!

The shopkeeper laughed, and held back his silence for fear of waking Yan Wu up, so he looked back slowly.

This turned out to be a book written by Yan Wu himself. He wrote down their experiences from the first day they knew each other until now.

He actually knew that Yan Wu was writing an essay, and Yan Wu also showed him his book on cultivation and referred to his opinions, but that book obviously omitted a lot of content, so he only thought that Yan Wu was not Too lyrical.

It wasn't until he saw the book in front of him that he realized that the man's mind was much more delicate than he imagined, and many things he thought Yan Wu hadn't noticed, but the other party already knew about it.

Every sentence he wrote seems to be recording an ordinary thing in life. It is simple and plain, but it contains an indelible affection. The owner stretched out his hand to touch the book, and there was endless warmth in his heart.

Finally, the person behind him woke up, he put the book away, turned around and asked Yan Wu about his health.

Yan Wu didn't hear clearly, and his consciousness was still a little confused. In his sleepy eyes, he said happy birthday to the person in front of him. After a pause, he said vaguely again:

"Yuan Shao, I like you, let's be together."

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Yan Wu's face changed. He originally thought that when the cake was eaten, the atmosphere would be just right, and he would formally confess his love to the shop owner, but he didn't wake up in the morning and said it directly. This is too casual!

Before he could think too much, the shopkeeper came over and hugged him, gave him a tender kiss, then leaned into his ear and whispered:

"Have you forgotten, we are already together. Last night, you said this sentence many times."

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57. Inspiration finishing

——Organization of inspiration sources and tweets——

Tears came to my eyes, I never thought I could finish it. In fact, I really just wanted to write a review at the beginning. I really like every novel I have read. One day, I suddenly thought that I could use this relatively unique way to record them all. Come down, but there are still quite a lot of books that have not been written in the end, which is a pity. I sincerely recommend that everyone can read the articles I mentioned!