I have soared by reading the text
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The little sweet article and the steampunk comprehension article he fell in love with at first sight, but the improvement is not too great, and apart from the world structure, he can't find any similarities between the two articles.
However, he found some articles that he needed to be distracted at X o'clock next door. He counted the time and picked one at random and read it directly.
This is a standard mortal counterattack and face-slapping smooth article. In the early stage, the protagonist rose all the way from the outer door to the inner door and finally snatched the chance of the chosen one to escape successfully. There is no background setting of rebirth, but the plot is tight. The protagonist Being able to bend, stretch, kill and cut decisively, it looks very interesting.
But the characteristic of point X is that you can't see the reason at all after reading the beginning. Yan Wu wants to study and distract, so he can only continue to read backwards.
When he left the sect, the protagonist was probably in the late stage of Qi training, so he became a casual cultivator with no family or sect, and it was difficult to build a foundation.
At that time, he passed a lake by chance, but this lake was named a certain sea, and the protagonist successfully broke through here with a thought.
The principle turned out to be, I thought I was the sea and I was a piece of sea.
Yan Wu said that he was an expert, and thought that he should read this article when he was practicing Qi, and he might have already become a sea.
He also thought of the steampunk cultivator that he had just reviewed, and his intention was to revolutionize the life of subjective idealism. He was just about to complain that the two should fight, but then remembered that he was also an idealist cultivator, and his smile froze immediately.
Could it be that his breakthrough in distraction is to fight against this idealism? He doesn't study philosophy!
In order to figure out this problem, Yan Wu began to look for articles again, and finally he found that the articles in the distraction period really had no characteristics at all, there were all kinds of articles, so he resigned himself to his fate, so he had to read each book step by step.
In the end, when he sorted out all the articles, he suddenly came up with a ridiculous guess.
Are these articles following my values?
And it's the other way around, although there are some articles he likes very much, but liking doesn't mean agreeing, and now he has found his own heart.
It can be said that he is also a cultivator, and he cannot agree with many thoughts about Tao conveyed in the book.
It's like he subconsciously still resists idealism, and the education he has received for many years can't make him look at such a cultivation system normally.
Only in this way can it explain why top1 is useless in distraction, because only the text he fully agrees with will become top1 in his heart.
Suddenly, a sentence in my mind reappeared: You are not willing to accept ideas that are different from yours...
If this is the case, then the direction of distraction and fusion is very clear, but it is just a torture of Dao Xin and a higher level.
But Yan Wu didn't think it was that simple. He opened the panel and saw that his attributes seemed to be suspended, without any fluctuations. He remembered a very important thing.
His enlightenment point is still 12, surpassing 0% of monks of the same level.
This is no longer a sharp sarcasm, but a blunt slap in the face. Yan Wu couldn't bear it anymore. Before the two weeks were over, he quickly sent a message to the shopkeeper, saying that he was going to write a thesis, 10 years Definitely work after that!
YS: Come on-(smile)
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23. Enlightenment
Cultivation does not necessarily lead to enlightenment, but enlightenment will definitely lead to cultivation;
Enlightenment, simply put, is comprehension of truth.
From the perspective of Taoism, it refers to a kind of cognition of the laws of the world, and this way is mainly the ultimate path of great enlightenment pursued by practitioners.
In the world of cultivation, there is also the so-called Dao of Heaven, so enlightenment can also be the comprehension and understanding of Dao of Heaven.
Yan Wu didn't understand what the system's enlightenment was, but judging from the fact that his enlightenment point hadn't increased at all for so many days, it definitely didn't refer to the principles in life, and he was more inclined to the realm reflected in the text.
There is a saying that cultivation does not necessarily lead to enlightenment. This can be seen from the fact that Yan Wu came out of the body and enlightened at ten o'clock, but enlightenment can definitely be cultivated. How many novel protagonists have achieved enlightenment and breakthrough by chance, and their cultivation base has skyrocketed.
He doesn't expect himself to be able to soar into the sky, but he really can't see his ridiculously low enlightenment point.
After getting ready, Yan Wu took a deep breath and began to seriously study the thesis. After all, he is also a liberal arts student.
From Jindan to Leaving his body, he has encountered many problems and read many articles. In fact, every article on cultivation has the thoughts they want to convey and has their own ideas.
After thinking for a while, Yan Wu turned on the switch that used to block the light, and as expected, there were dots of marks everywhere, guiding him to explore.
The shop owner said that he did not lose his sense of being a mortal, nor did he have the consciousness of a monk.But what is the awareness that a monk should have? Some people are aloof, some are free and unrestrained, and some are doing all kinds of evil, and monks are just all kinds of people.
If one changes one's nature because of cultivation, then when the Heavenly Dao thunder calamity strikes one's body, one should be able to say a word and have a clear conscience?
He shook off the messy thoughts in his mind, and first looked at the revolutionary article about idealism. Although he said so, the setting of this article is actually more idealistic, so the male lead has no heart. He prefers to fight with people more than to fight with the sky.
It sounds like a lot of chaos, and the author's characterization is quite good. Yan Wu actually agrees with the three views of many of the villains. On the contrary, the protagonist always pursues perfection and wants to take care of everyone as much as possible. Looks like a bit of a virgin.
Cultivation is a process of the weak preying on the strong. It is quite normal for seniors to trample on juniors and monks to trample on mortals.
Any protagonist who climbs to the top of the world is destined to have blood on his hands, so he doesn't need to see so much benevolence and morality, and he doesn't believe it.
Speaking of this, Yan Wu suddenly remembered a plot that often appeared in ancient cultivation texts. The first time the protagonist of time travel always has to undergo a psychological test and even be accompanied by physical vomiting. He could not figure it out before, and many authors later did not write Yes, he forgot about it.
Looking back now, he still can't figure it out, the reason is very simple, he has never killed anyone.
He may be really naive, no matter how tragic the description in the book is, it will always be just a few words on a page for him. He has no concept of human life, so he doesn't take it seriously and thinks it should be so.
It corresponds to the words of Master Feiqiong Peak in the article: "People in Wenrou Village grow up slowly, and they don't have full of sorrows and joys. What can I ask for?"
Rarely, he felt that he might be really wrong.
But it's one thing to make a mistake, and another to correct it or not. Now that he has figured it out, he doesn't have to worry about it anymore, and turns to find the next question.
He has the cultivation base of the out-of-body period, and he was born in a peaceful and stable age. He is destined not to form a deep hatred with anyone in this life, and he is destined not to leave any worries behind. There is no need to understand the meaning of human life, life and death, just let nature take its course, this awareness is still there.
Besides, to use the words of old netizens, who would go to Two-dimensional to find reality? Some people who read the text are not as transparent as the majority of netizens, so he shouldn't become like that.
The next one is the issue of Utopia. Yan Wu recently read an article and saw a very similar point of view. A monk said that if one day, being a mortal would not be bullied and could live a stable and happy life, that would be true. The cultivation world he really wanted.
To be honest, when this sentence appeared, he was indeed shocked. People in the book envied people outside the book, but people outside the book wanted to be people in the book, and they were always besieged.
Yan Wu couldn't help thinking about a question, why did he want to go to the cultivation world so much?
He looked through the folders he had prepared over and over again, and found that the protagonists of such articles either had great love for the world, or they were relatives and friends who couldn't let go of the world, and were willing to create an "Utopia" for them.
It all boils down to one word: love.
What a lethal weapon this is, countless villains have been defeated by its power, one of the representatives is Voldemort.
It should be shared with the earl, he may have a deeper insight, Yan Wu thought amusedly.
He probably understands why he wants to go to the cultivation world. In this world, he has nothing to worry about. The requirements for living alone are really low. Even if he dies the next day, he may not have any regrets. He is indeed having a bad life. .
Love, have I ever felt something like this?Do I have this feeling again?
For no reason, he thought of the owner of the shop. He thought it was very subtle. Even at a higher level, they were just friends with a little friendship, or the kind of friends who forgot the years. How could they be called love?
It doesn't matter to him whether he is practicing alone or in a group of people. He hopes that he can live freely and go wherever he wants, instead of being held back by anyone.
He shouldn't have illusions about the Utopia. He didn't have it at the beginning, and he doesn't have it now.
Yan Wu felt that his Dao heart seemed to grow again, but he didn't want to pay attention to it at the moment. He suddenly felt that everything now was just a vain scene, and the other side he wanted to reach was not here, and there was no need to Worry about the things of this world.
Where he couldn't notice, his body suddenly became transparent for a moment, and his whole body seemed to be shrouded in a cloud of mist, looming and fading away at the same time.
At this time, the sky is just right, and everything is normal.
When he came back to his senses, Yan Wu didn't feel anything. He checked his attributes as usual, and learned that he had broken through to the middle stage of leaving his body just now, and his enlightenment point had risen to 15 at some point.
But he didn't have much joy in his heart. To be precise, he was even a little indifferent, as if he was saying that you are nothing more than that, what is there to celebrate?
He seemed to have forgotten what he was going to do, and only remembered that the task of cultivation had not been completed.
He had already turned his cell phone to silent and do not disturb. He didn't know that the earl had bombarded him with inhumane news, and the shopkeeper and Weian, who had disappeared for a long time because of the final exam, also sent a lot of greetings.
He has nothing in his eyes now, Yan Wu is staring at every book he has read or not read, thinking about the same thing in his mind, I want to distract myself.
I want to be successful in cultivation, attain Taoism and ascend, and go to another world I long for...
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24. Big dream
Unbelievable, practice can also give up Internet addiction;
He suddenly remembered a story he had read somewhere.
It is said that there is a wine in the world called Nanshan Dream. It is rumored that a fairy fell to Nanshan thousands of years ago. The emperor in the world saw the fairy in a dream, so he abdicated and gave way to a virtuous person. Since then, he has lived in Nanshan, but he never got it.
After drinking this wine, you will know that the world's desires are all a dream.
He also thought of the non-self view in the Buddhist scriptures that the nature is empty and silent, the self is not born and cannot be cultivated, and he felt that he would be able to transcend the mundane world immediately and soar from the same place.
So he waited from sunset to sunrise, until his eyes caught the ray of sky light that he hadn't seen for a long time, and then he suddenly came back to his senses, he was probably in trouble.
A big dream in the world, several times in life is cool.
If he can't grasp anything after all, then cherishing the moment is what he should do.
After a night of wind, Yan Wu is extremely calm now. The benefit of enlightenment is probably here. Putting aside all the messy thoughts, you will find that your world is actually extremely simple, as simple as it never existed.
He realized a serious problem.For a long time, he has been practicing for fun, as if he received a task in the game, and he rushed to fight monsters and upgrade excitedly.
He has been confused by appearances and benefits for a long time, so that he has never seriously planned for his future.
Whether it's life or cultivation, it's a long enough road. He has passed it by and taken it one step at a time. Will it be the same in the future?
He began to make a practice plan for himself, and collected all the books that he might use in the future. After doing all this, he still felt that something was not enough. Suddenly he had an idea, if he could write down all these things ?
Yan Wu has never tried to write a novel by himself. Since he was a child, he has written mostly summary reports and experiences, and he will definitely write something different in the end.
But at this moment, an uncontrollable frenzy enveloped him, and he wanted to try it even if it was written as an afterthought.
Not for cultivation or for living, he just wanted to remember the self who walked step by step.
So Yan Wu imitated the literary title style of XX Literature Network, and titled his autobiography "Those Years When I Read Literature to Prove the Tao". Cultivation Ascension" sounds like that, and he satisfactorily started his own way of writing and going to jail.
He thought of the shopkeeper's book "One Hundred and Eight Ways to Cultivate Dao Xin", and felt that he could not be worse than what he wrote, and immediately gained confidence.
As soon as this idea came to his mind, he suddenly realized that he hadn't looked at his mobile phone for three days. It's unbelievable that practice has the effect of getting rid of Internet addiction.
Yan Wu took it over and took a look, and found that his smartphone for the elderly had automatically shut down because it was out of power. He recharged it helplessly, and was ready to kowtow to his parents.
Sure enough, a dozen missed calls and countless message notifications popped up in an instant on the phone, and he felt that he had become a male star overnight.
Fortunately, the three days of cultivating a real person are nothing, maybe even a time of sitting in meditation is not a retreat. He explained them one by one, and the shop owner and his good brother both expressed their understanding.
The funniest thing turned out to be the Earl. He thought that Yan Wu pretended to be dead and ignored him, and was going to blackmail him, so he started to transfer money to him frantically. .
To express his apology, he simply organized a large gift package of cultivation materials and gave it to the Earl, and encouraged him to study hard and have a baby as soon as possible.
After dealing with practical matters, Yan Wu's life became normal again. In fact, he still had a lot of cultivation issues that he hadn't figured out, but all of them were easy to go mad because of his own thinking. After thinking about it, he went to the shopkeeper.
Read the text rookie: Yuan Shao, can you tell me what it looks like after the ascension?
Read the text rookie: "Poor."
YS: ...
YS: Take me as a tool, right?
Read the text rookie: I promise this is the last time!Really curious QAQ;
YS: I prefer not to tell you.
Read the rookie: ...
YS: You will know when you are distracted. What do you think about so much?
Read the text rookie: This is not to increase a little motivation to practice...
YS: Not motivated?It's easy to solve.
YS: I found a factory for you to work in, and you are welcome to come over anytime.
Read the rookie: ...
He couldn't continue the conversation today, and he had reason to suspect that the shopkeeper had made up a lot of hot words on the Internet and was beginning to reveal his true nature.
However, after such a commotion, he became active again, and he has made up his mind to write his friends together into his novel, hoping that this mood will stay with him until a long time to come.
Sometimes, a good memory is also worth remembering in a lifetime.
Yan Wu began to write novels while reviewing the cultivation text. When he finished building the foundation, he suddenly felt his body lighten up, and the aura suddenly became alive. He stopped writing, and the aura in his body slowly returned to silence.
He didn't need to think about it anymore, he also knew that he had broken through again.
He exhaled, looking at his achievements for so many days, there was only unprecedented satisfaction left in his heart.
He can feel that if he keeps writing like this, he can actually achieve distraction.
The realm of distraction is very mysterious. It is necessary to learn to accept different ways from oneself, and to form self-understanding and perception. Writing is undoubtedly the best choice.
But he still has many cultivation problems that have not been solved. These problems are not big things, but he will always feel uneasy when they are pressed in his heart.
He was unfortunately involved in a car accident that day. Although he later learned that it was a joke made by the earl, since then he would always pay attention to the surrounding road conditions unconsciously when he walked on the street, so that he could make money if he encountered any accidents.
He used to sneer at this kind of people, thinking that they were kind and leisurely. Kindness is a derogatory term for him. The greater the ability, the greater the responsibility. This statement was once regarded as a moral kidnapping by him.
Later, when he was finally able to stand halfway up the mountain, looking around, and seeing people suffering from illness and suffering, and suffering accidents brought about by fate, he suddenly felt very powerless.
Maybe his hard work and persistence are just a drop in the bucket and can't change anything, but he thought that once he practiced, he must at least be worthy of his conscience.
He hopes that when he looks back on his life, he can be frank and frank, instead of having a hard time dreaming back at midnight.
Yan Wu now has a very full schedule every day, practicing spells in the morning, reading and practicing in the afternoon, and Wen Siquanyong writing his autobiography in the evening. In addition, Xiuren doesn't need much sleep. He feels that he has never worked so hard in the college entrance examination.
It's another weekend, and Yan Wu plans to go out to bask in the sun. He is now close to the peak of his out-of-body experience, and it won't be long before he can break through.
Walking on the road, he rarely felt very comfortable, and then remembered a passage he heard chatting with others when he was in college.
It should be a pair of girlfriends. One of them was squatting down to pick up a flower. The other complained that she was walking too slowly and would be late for class, but she still patiently waited aside. The girl picked up the flowers and continued walking, laughing. He replied: "If I wasn't with you, I would probably walk a little slower. You don't know, I used to like to look at the scenery on the roadside. I can stop for a long time when I see beautiful scenery or beautiful flowers. ..."
He didn't hear clearly, another girl's voice was louder, and he heard a sentence: "Anyway, I'm not in the mood, you can keep it to yourself, I'm not interested in the wild flowers on the roadside, let's go..."
At that time, he thought, this person is still real, as if he is rushing to work, how can he care about looking at flowers.
Thinking about it now, I suddenly admire that girl's state of mind. In the busy downtown, she can still calm down and appreciate the nature of the world. Even the current him may not be able to do it all the time.
Yan Wu thought about the wind, the snow, the moon, and the beauty of the world, and felt that sunny days were beginning to be lovable.Just then, his cell phone rang.
He was a little surprised. After all, only a small number of people called him. After the development of the Internet, everyone has become more inclined to voice calls.
He opened it and saw that the incoming call was from an unknown number, which indicated a certain people's hospital in K City. He frowned suspiciously, then answered it politely and asked who it was.
The phone call was not long, but after putting down the phone, Yan Wu was stunned for a long time. The people in the hospital said that his mother had a miscarriage a few days ago, and she was recovering well after being hospitalized, but last night she suddenly couldn't think about it and jumped off the building, and said to contact her again. Not to her other family members, and asked him if he could come over and deal with it.
His messy thoughts evaporated in an instant, and he just felt unrealistic for a while. He just stopped in front of a crossroad. He could go home by going left, and he could go to the hospital by going right. The master sent him to the hospital.
Before leaving, he took one last look at the flowers on the roadside.
It is unremarkable, but it is still so gorgeous.
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25. Funeral
I can only say that top1 deserves to be top1!
Jumping from the building happened last night, the police and the hospital had already dealt with it, and not too many people knew about it, so I asked Yan Wu to go over there just to ask him to take care of the funeral.
He didn't know anything about it. Fortunately, the hospital staff saw that he was young and alone, so they patiently explained it to him, so that he would not be overwhelmed by it.
He contacted the funeral home in time and ordered a hearse to pick up the remains. The time was set for the next morning, and he stayed in the hospital alone in the evening.
The accident was judged as a suicide, and he didn't ask much during the day. He was already an out-of-body monk, and he didn't need to rely on other people's one-sided words to judge, so he decisively hacked into the hospital's surveillance.
He has been able to make simple spells superb, and it is easy to see what he wants to see.
The woman was wearing a hospital gown, sitting on the bed and staring out of the window in a daze. Her facial features looked soft, and her long hair let loose a sense of tranquility. She sat motionless for a long time, and she was making sure After watching a non-still picture, I waited patiently.
Finally, when the sun went down and other people who had few beds also fell asleep, she suddenly got off the bed, without shoes, and walked to the window barefoot alone.
The safety measures in this hospital have not been in place, the window sills are not high enough, and there are no guardrails around them. Therefore, it has been criticized for a long time. It seems that the family members of the deceased who jumped from the building have filed a lawsuit against them for this matter.
She tried not to make a sound, and climbed cautiously. It seemed a bit difficult but she managed to stand up. Her hands clasped the window frames on both sides. As soon as the windows were opened, the night wind came in.
Her long hair was blown up by the wind. From the monitoring angle, she could only see her back. Yan Wu wanted to see it more clearly, so he habitually moved closer to the monitoring screen.
Suddenly, the woman turned her head, and a blurred light shone on her face, so hazy and unrealistic.
It was only at this moment that Yan Wu could fully see the expression on the woman's face. Unexpectedly, she was smiling, as if she just turned her head casually, there was nothing in her eyes, only a relaxed smile remained.
This weird scene only lasted for a moment, and the next second, she suddenly leaned forward and left the window frame with both hands. The last thing Yan Wu saw was her long hair fluttering. The woman seemed so calm that she was going to die , more like a bird jumping into the sky.
He could no longer see what happened next, Yan Wu's whole body was fixed in place by that smile, he remained silent for a long time, losing all words and expressions.
He suddenly remembered what happened when he was a child. The woman was very kind to him at the beginning. Like all children in a happy family, he would cry, laugh, and say what he wanted.
One day, she became busy and anxious, and could no longer give him a normal smile.
It was only later that he realized that the woman was divorced. Since he was a child, he hadn't seen another man a few times, and he didn't understand what kind of feelings this was.
But the woman mentioned that man almost every day, and she repeated the same sentence day after day. She said that the man only had him as a child, and as long as he had a promising future, he would be able to change his mind.
Yan Wu was no longer young at that time, he looked at all this coldly, and only felt that women were stupid.
And then, Yan Wu wanted to continue thinking, but suddenly felt a headache, he covered his head, but a familiar voice sounded again in his heart.
How can there be anything later, these years, you have done nothing.
Your life is as bad as your character, and you have the courage to say that you have a clear conscience.
His mood was extremely chaotic, the woman's gentle smile flashed in his mind for a while, and the last picture of her jumping off the building flashed for a while. He thought he had no feelings for her at first, and he could move out alone without the company of the other party. It is also possible to go back without making a phone call for decades.
It's just like a stranger, that's all.
He thought he had never been loved, just because he always forgot that companionship is also a kind of love.
The ward was temporarily blocked, and no one could see him.Yan Wu silently walked to the window sill where the woman left, and watched the last scene she had seen for a long time before she was alive.
Probably thinking that he could finally calm down, Yan Wu turned around and forced himself to leave without any emotion.
However, in the next second, his footsteps stopped, and in the darkness, he saw an unexpected figure.
The man blended into the background as a whole, quiet as a ghost, Yan Wu only saw his face, the moonlight made the shopkeeper's eyes very bright, he looked at Yan Wu with those eyes like autumn water, his eyes were full of gentle smile.
Yan Wu remembered that when he first met the shopkeeper, he thought he was a cold-faced iceberg. Now that he thinks about it, he was probably crazy.
He was still in a daze, but he saw the shopkeeper slowly stretching out his hand to him. He looked up, only to see the unconcealed care and distress on the other person's face, very much like the woman he had long forgotten.
Finally, he still couldn't hold back, and rushed forward, buried his head in the darkness, and cried silently.
The next day, with the help of the shopkeeper, things went more smoothly. Both of them tacitly did not mention what happened last night. The shop took the initiative to use their relationship to help him book a good cemetery. other items needed.
While walking on the road, Yan Wu was really curious and asked the shopkeeper a silly question.
"You are really proficient in doing this. Have many friends passed away before?"
As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he realized that something was wrong. Just as he was about to make amends, he saw the shopkeeper shaking his head at him indifferently.
"I've lived for so long, I've seen farewells a lot, so there's no need to take it too seriously." The last sentence seemed to be talking about himself, and it seemed to be hinting at Yanwu, the shopkeeper said again.
"But there is indeed one friend who passed away."
"One?" Yan Wu was a little puzzled by this term.
"If you don't mention it, I might almost forget it. It happened a long time ago." The owner's tone rarely sounded a little melancholy.
"Sorry, I reminded you of sad things." Yan Wu is not used to talking with people.
"I'm fine, but you, is it really all right?" Yan Wu was silent for a while, and rarely replied that he didn't know.
"I was not far from being distracted, and I was in the mood to go out to see the scenery, but suddenly I received a call from the hospital. It turned out that what I said was true. You never know, which one will come first tomorrow or the accident."
"The life of a mortal is like this. Even if you become a cultivator, there will be things you can't control and people you can't protect."
Yan Wu nodded when he heard the words, and said that he often saw this saying in novels, and gradually, their topic expanded to the articles they read each other.
In fact, he is not a talkative person, and many times he is just forcing business in social networking, but once he talks about the text he loves, he can't control his desire to talk.
The shop owner didn’t read many online articles, but he also became interested in many of his articles. In the end, the two hit it off, and Yan Wu immediately sent a bunch of e-books to the shop owner, and promised to send him a few more in the future. sets of entities.
The haze of death gradually dissipated from Yan Wu's head, and with another person by his side, he unconsciously felt at home.
On the day of the burial, it was originally just a cloudy day, but when the two of them were about to arrive, it began to rain lightly. Yan Wu hated rainy days, and it was very troublesome to carry an umbrella when going out.
I saw the shopkeeper open a black umbrella and cover the two of them together under the umbrella.Yan Wu finally completed the whole ceremony in the rain.
Finally, after standing silently in front of the tomb, they bowed to the deceased, and the memorial service ended.
The shop owner was still not at ease with him, and asked Yan Wu if he wanted to stay at his house for a few days, Yan Wu hesitated for a moment, but insisted on going home, the shop owner had no choice but to send him to the door of the house, and asked him to contact him at any time if he had anything to do. .
Yan Wu bid farewell to the shopkeeper, and went back to the room to lie down alone. In fact, his future life will not change because of this incident, but he can feel somewhere that something has changed.
It's like the passing time that he can't grasp, and his own growing age.
Everything he goes through is urging him, telling him it's time for you to grow up.
But what can he do at this moment, Yan Wu looked at the ceiling in a daze, somewhat unable to see the way ahead.
It seemed that he had suddenly boarded a small boat, and the wind was blowing from all directions, the sails on the boat were crumbling, and he was pushed to nowhere.
In his memory, the protagonist he envied had encountered such a situation before. Yan Wu remembered that the person floated to an island and saw a tablet without writing, and then what?
There were no words on the wordless stele. He seemed to have a premonition, and stretched out his hand to caress the surface of the stele. The Nascent Soul in his body suddenly opened his eyes at this moment, and saw the words on the stele clearly——
What is it?
Yan Wu couldn't remember. He suddenly got up from the bed and turned on his computer as quickly as possible. His whole body was trembling slightly, and all his strength was concentrated on the hand that moved the mouse.
He clicked on the folder of the article, and finally found the answer he wanted in a piece of pictures and texts. On the stone tablet was a poem.
Those who abandon me should not stay in yesterday's day, and those who disturb my mind will be more troubled today.
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26. Freshmen
Why can't I just want to fall in love?
At the moment when that line hit his heart, Yan Wu was engulfed by an irresistible force into a dreamland.
He went back to that cloudy and rainy day, and there was a drizzle of rain. He didn't bring an umbrella, and there was no one around him, and he let the raindrops, big and small, hit his body.
There was a tombstone in front of him. He knelt down, and at some point there was a bouquet of flowers in his hand, so he placed the flowers in front of the tomb.
There is a young woman on the tombstone, even if it is just a monotonous black and white photo, you can vaguely see the faint smile between the woman's eyebrows and eyes, Yan Wu suddenly reached out and touched his face, as if someone told him since he was a child that he looks very much like her Mother.
The rain was getting heavier, and he raised his head, only to see the sky covered with dark clouds, and there was no wind, but his hands and feet were cold, and his whole body felt very cold.
Suddenly, a dazzling white light flashed across the sky, and Yan Wu was stabbed by the sudden lightning, and the premonition of uneasiness in his heart became stronger and stronger.
He tentatively took a step to the side, and in the next second, a thunderbolt fell straight down, just landing at his feet. He looked at the sky from a distance, and there seemed to be billowing thunder and lightning under the cover of dark clouds. It is already impossible to tell whether it is day or night at this time, the whole world is left with endless darkness and an insignificant self under the thunder.
"As long as you don't do anything harmful to nature, Lei Jie won't come to you casually."
In my impression, someone seemed to have said this to me, Yan Wu frowned suddenly, did he do anything unreasonable, why did Jie Lei find him?
Before he had time to think about it, the next thunder came one after another. Yan Wu recovered his cultivation at the peak of his out-of-body cultivation, and immediately flashed nimbly, and when he stood still, he suddenly met a pair of eyes.
He was very close to the tombstone at this moment, and the woman's face was almost within arm's reach. He forcibly swiped the past images from his mind, and moved away from the tombstone as fast as he could.
But the thunder exploded behind him in an instant, Yan Wu finally reacted, and felt bad, it turned out that Tianlei's target was not him from the beginning!
He decisively turned his direction and rushed towards the tombstone. Not far from the tombstone, another thunderbolt struck Yan Wu precisely, shaking him back a step.
Yan Wu felt that he had never been so angry before. Before he had time to curse, he saw the scene in front of him clearly, and his whole body felt cold.
His birth date is engraved on the stone tablet. The photo shows a well-behaved black-haired boy wearing square-rimmed glasses that can be seen everywhere. He looks at the bottom of the tombstone and engraves——died on August 28, XX .
August 28 was his first day of practice.
Before Lei Jie stopped, Yan Wu froze in place, staring at the words on the stele, unable to remember anything.
The tribulation thunder that has been brewing for a long time seems to have finally waited for the time it wanted. In the blink of an eye, the sky brightened, and countless electric lights instantly penetrated the clouds. In this moment of light, Yan Wu clearly saw his past self, that shadow Almost engraved in his heart.
He didn't move at all until the last thunderbolt suddenly fell in front of his eyes. Amidst the thunder and lightning, the stele shattered, leaving only the ground scorched black, and the original shape could no longer be seen.
Yan Wu remembered everything, the shop owner buried his mother with him, he returned home alone, remembered a line of poetry, broke through to the peak of out-of-body, and was pulled into this illusion.
Jielei gradually receded, he stepped forward, reached out his hand to caress the dilapidated
However, he found some articles that he needed to be distracted at X o'clock next door. He counted the time and picked one at random and read it directly.
This is a standard mortal counterattack and face-slapping smooth article. In the early stage, the protagonist rose all the way from the outer door to the inner door and finally snatched the chance of the chosen one to escape successfully. There is no background setting of rebirth, but the plot is tight. The protagonist Being able to bend, stretch, kill and cut decisively, it looks very interesting.
But the characteristic of point X is that you can't see the reason at all after reading the beginning. Yan Wu wants to study and distract, so he can only continue to read backwards.
When he left the sect, the protagonist was probably in the late stage of Qi training, so he became a casual cultivator with no family or sect, and it was difficult to build a foundation.
At that time, he passed a lake by chance, but this lake was named a certain sea, and the protagonist successfully broke through here with a thought.
The principle turned out to be, I thought I was the sea and I was a piece of sea.
Yan Wu said that he was an expert, and thought that he should read this article when he was practicing Qi, and he might have already become a sea.
He also thought of the steampunk cultivator that he had just reviewed, and his intention was to revolutionize the life of subjective idealism. He was just about to complain that the two should fight, but then remembered that he was also an idealist cultivator, and his smile froze immediately.
Could it be that his breakthrough in distraction is to fight against this idealism? He doesn't study philosophy!
In order to figure out this problem, Yan Wu began to look for articles again, and finally he found that the articles in the distraction period really had no characteristics at all, there were all kinds of articles, so he resigned himself to his fate, so he had to read each book step by step.
In the end, when he sorted out all the articles, he suddenly came up with a ridiculous guess.
Are these articles following my values?
And it's the other way around, although there are some articles he likes very much, but liking doesn't mean agreeing, and now he has found his own heart.
It can be said that he is also a cultivator, and he cannot agree with many thoughts about Tao conveyed in the book.
It's like he subconsciously still resists idealism, and the education he has received for many years can't make him look at such a cultivation system normally.
Only in this way can it explain why top1 is useless in distraction, because only the text he fully agrees with will become top1 in his heart.
Suddenly, a sentence in my mind reappeared: You are not willing to accept ideas that are different from yours...
If this is the case, then the direction of distraction and fusion is very clear, but it is just a torture of Dao Xin and a higher level.
But Yan Wu didn't think it was that simple. He opened the panel and saw that his attributes seemed to be suspended, without any fluctuations. He remembered a very important thing.
His enlightenment point is still 12, surpassing 0% of monks of the same level.
This is no longer a sharp sarcasm, but a blunt slap in the face. Yan Wu couldn't bear it anymore. Before the two weeks were over, he quickly sent a message to the shopkeeper, saying that he was going to write a thesis, 10 years Definitely work after that!
YS: Come on-(smile)
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23. Enlightenment
Cultivation does not necessarily lead to enlightenment, but enlightenment will definitely lead to cultivation;
Enlightenment, simply put, is comprehension of truth.
From the perspective of Taoism, it refers to a kind of cognition of the laws of the world, and this way is mainly the ultimate path of great enlightenment pursued by practitioners.
In the world of cultivation, there is also the so-called Dao of Heaven, so enlightenment can also be the comprehension and understanding of Dao of Heaven.
Yan Wu didn't understand what the system's enlightenment was, but judging from the fact that his enlightenment point hadn't increased at all for so many days, it definitely didn't refer to the principles in life, and he was more inclined to the realm reflected in the text.
There is a saying that cultivation does not necessarily lead to enlightenment. This can be seen from the fact that Yan Wu came out of the body and enlightened at ten o'clock, but enlightenment can definitely be cultivated. How many novel protagonists have achieved enlightenment and breakthrough by chance, and their cultivation base has skyrocketed.
He doesn't expect himself to be able to soar into the sky, but he really can't see his ridiculously low enlightenment point.
After getting ready, Yan Wu took a deep breath and began to seriously study the thesis. After all, he is also a liberal arts student.
From Jindan to Leaving his body, he has encountered many problems and read many articles. In fact, every article on cultivation has the thoughts they want to convey and has their own ideas.
After thinking for a while, Yan Wu turned on the switch that used to block the light, and as expected, there were dots of marks everywhere, guiding him to explore.
The shop owner said that he did not lose his sense of being a mortal, nor did he have the consciousness of a monk.But what is the awareness that a monk should have? Some people are aloof, some are free and unrestrained, and some are doing all kinds of evil, and monks are just all kinds of people.
If one changes one's nature because of cultivation, then when the Heavenly Dao thunder calamity strikes one's body, one should be able to say a word and have a clear conscience?
He shook off the messy thoughts in his mind, and first looked at the revolutionary article about idealism. Although he said so, the setting of this article is actually more idealistic, so the male lead has no heart. He prefers to fight with people more than to fight with the sky.
It sounds like a lot of chaos, and the author's characterization is quite good. Yan Wu actually agrees with the three views of many of the villains. On the contrary, the protagonist always pursues perfection and wants to take care of everyone as much as possible. Looks like a bit of a virgin.
Cultivation is a process of the weak preying on the strong. It is quite normal for seniors to trample on juniors and monks to trample on mortals.
Any protagonist who climbs to the top of the world is destined to have blood on his hands, so he doesn't need to see so much benevolence and morality, and he doesn't believe it.
Speaking of this, Yan Wu suddenly remembered a plot that often appeared in ancient cultivation texts. The first time the protagonist of time travel always has to undergo a psychological test and even be accompanied by physical vomiting. He could not figure it out before, and many authors later did not write Yes, he forgot about it.
Looking back now, he still can't figure it out, the reason is very simple, he has never killed anyone.
He may be really naive, no matter how tragic the description in the book is, it will always be just a few words on a page for him. He has no concept of human life, so he doesn't take it seriously and thinks it should be so.
It corresponds to the words of Master Feiqiong Peak in the article: "People in Wenrou Village grow up slowly, and they don't have full of sorrows and joys. What can I ask for?"
Rarely, he felt that he might be really wrong.
But it's one thing to make a mistake, and another to correct it or not. Now that he has figured it out, he doesn't have to worry about it anymore, and turns to find the next question.
He has the cultivation base of the out-of-body period, and he was born in a peaceful and stable age. He is destined not to form a deep hatred with anyone in this life, and he is destined not to leave any worries behind. There is no need to understand the meaning of human life, life and death, just let nature take its course, this awareness is still there.
Besides, to use the words of old netizens, who would go to Two-dimensional to find reality? Some people who read the text are not as transparent as the majority of netizens, so he shouldn't become like that.
The next one is the issue of Utopia. Yan Wu recently read an article and saw a very similar point of view. A monk said that if one day, being a mortal would not be bullied and could live a stable and happy life, that would be true. The cultivation world he really wanted.
To be honest, when this sentence appeared, he was indeed shocked. People in the book envied people outside the book, but people outside the book wanted to be people in the book, and they were always besieged.
Yan Wu couldn't help thinking about a question, why did he want to go to the cultivation world so much?
He looked through the folders he had prepared over and over again, and found that the protagonists of such articles either had great love for the world, or they were relatives and friends who couldn't let go of the world, and were willing to create an "Utopia" for them.
It all boils down to one word: love.
What a lethal weapon this is, countless villains have been defeated by its power, one of the representatives is Voldemort.
It should be shared with the earl, he may have a deeper insight, Yan Wu thought amusedly.
He probably understands why he wants to go to the cultivation world. In this world, he has nothing to worry about. The requirements for living alone are really low. Even if he dies the next day, he may not have any regrets. He is indeed having a bad life. .
Love, have I ever felt something like this?Do I have this feeling again?
For no reason, he thought of the owner of the shop. He thought it was very subtle. Even at a higher level, they were just friends with a little friendship, or the kind of friends who forgot the years. How could they be called love?
It doesn't matter to him whether he is practicing alone or in a group of people. He hopes that he can live freely and go wherever he wants, instead of being held back by anyone.
He shouldn't have illusions about the Utopia. He didn't have it at the beginning, and he doesn't have it now.
Yan Wu felt that his Dao heart seemed to grow again, but he didn't want to pay attention to it at the moment. He suddenly felt that everything now was just a vain scene, and the other side he wanted to reach was not here, and there was no need to Worry about the things of this world.
Where he couldn't notice, his body suddenly became transparent for a moment, and his whole body seemed to be shrouded in a cloud of mist, looming and fading away at the same time.
At this time, the sky is just right, and everything is normal.
When he came back to his senses, Yan Wu didn't feel anything. He checked his attributes as usual, and learned that he had broken through to the middle stage of leaving his body just now, and his enlightenment point had risen to 15 at some point.
But he didn't have much joy in his heart. To be precise, he was even a little indifferent, as if he was saying that you are nothing more than that, what is there to celebrate?
He seemed to have forgotten what he was going to do, and only remembered that the task of cultivation had not been completed.
He had already turned his cell phone to silent and do not disturb. He didn't know that the earl had bombarded him with inhumane news, and the shopkeeper and Weian, who had disappeared for a long time because of the final exam, also sent a lot of greetings.
He has nothing in his eyes now, Yan Wu is staring at every book he has read or not read, thinking about the same thing in his mind, I want to distract myself.
I want to be successful in cultivation, attain Taoism and ascend, and go to another world I long for...
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24. Big dream
Unbelievable, practice can also give up Internet addiction;
He suddenly remembered a story he had read somewhere.
It is said that there is a wine in the world called Nanshan Dream. It is rumored that a fairy fell to Nanshan thousands of years ago. The emperor in the world saw the fairy in a dream, so he abdicated and gave way to a virtuous person. Since then, he has lived in Nanshan, but he never got it.
After drinking this wine, you will know that the world's desires are all a dream.
He also thought of the non-self view in the Buddhist scriptures that the nature is empty and silent, the self is not born and cannot be cultivated, and he felt that he would be able to transcend the mundane world immediately and soar from the same place.
So he waited from sunset to sunrise, until his eyes caught the ray of sky light that he hadn't seen for a long time, and then he suddenly came back to his senses, he was probably in trouble.
A big dream in the world, several times in life is cool.
If he can't grasp anything after all, then cherishing the moment is what he should do.
After a night of wind, Yan Wu is extremely calm now. The benefit of enlightenment is probably here. Putting aside all the messy thoughts, you will find that your world is actually extremely simple, as simple as it never existed.
He realized a serious problem.For a long time, he has been practicing for fun, as if he received a task in the game, and he rushed to fight monsters and upgrade excitedly.
He has been confused by appearances and benefits for a long time, so that he has never seriously planned for his future.
Whether it's life or cultivation, it's a long enough road. He has passed it by and taken it one step at a time. Will it be the same in the future?
He began to make a practice plan for himself, and collected all the books that he might use in the future. After doing all this, he still felt that something was not enough. Suddenly he had an idea, if he could write down all these things ?
Yan Wu has never tried to write a novel by himself. Since he was a child, he has written mostly summary reports and experiences, and he will definitely write something different in the end.
But at this moment, an uncontrollable frenzy enveloped him, and he wanted to try it even if it was written as an afterthought.
Not for cultivation or for living, he just wanted to remember the self who walked step by step.
So Yan Wu imitated the literary title style of XX Literature Network, and titled his autobiography "Those Years When I Read Literature to Prove the Tao". Cultivation Ascension" sounds like that, and he satisfactorily started his own way of writing and going to jail.
He thought of the shopkeeper's book "One Hundred and Eight Ways to Cultivate Dao Xin", and felt that he could not be worse than what he wrote, and immediately gained confidence.
As soon as this idea came to his mind, he suddenly realized that he hadn't looked at his mobile phone for three days. It's unbelievable that practice has the effect of getting rid of Internet addiction.
Yan Wu took it over and took a look, and found that his smartphone for the elderly had automatically shut down because it was out of power. He recharged it helplessly, and was ready to kowtow to his parents.
Sure enough, a dozen missed calls and countless message notifications popped up in an instant on the phone, and he felt that he had become a male star overnight.
Fortunately, the three days of cultivating a real person are nothing, maybe even a time of sitting in meditation is not a retreat. He explained them one by one, and the shop owner and his good brother both expressed their understanding.
The funniest thing turned out to be the Earl. He thought that Yan Wu pretended to be dead and ignored him, and was going to blackmail him, so he started to transfer money to him frantically. .
To express his apology, he simply organized a large gift package of cultivation materials and gave it to the Earl, and encouraged him to study hard and have a baby as soon as possible.
After dealing with practical matters, Yan Wu's life became normal again. In fact, he still had a lot of cultivation issues that he hadn't figured out, but all of them were easy to go mad because of his own thinking. After thinking about it, he went to the shopkeeper.
Read the text rookie: Yuan Shao, can you tell me what it looks like after the ascension?
Read the text rookie: "Poor."
YS: ...
YS: Take me as a tool, right?
Read the text rookie: I promise this is the last time!Really curious QAQ;
YS: I prefer not to tell you.
Read the rookie: ...
YS: You will know when you are distracted. What do you think about so much?
Read the text rookie: This is not to increase a little motivation to practice...
YS: Not motivated?It's easy to solve.
YS: I found a factory for you to work in, and you are welcome to come over anytime.
Read the rookie: ...
He couldn't continue the conversation today, and he had reason to suspect that the shopkeeper had made up a lot of hot words on the Internet and was beginning to reveal his true nature.
However, after such a commotion, he became active again, and he has made up his mind to write his friends together into his novel, hoping that this mood will stay with him until a long time to come.
Sometimes, a good memory is also worth remembering in a lifetime.
Yan Wu began to write novels while reviewing the cultivation text. When he finished building the foundation, he suddenly felt his body lighten up, and the aura suddenly became alive. He stopped writing, and the aura in his body slowly returned to silence.
He didn't need to think about it anymore, he also knew that he had broken through again.
He exhaled, looking at his achievements for so many days, there was only unprecedented satisfaction left in his heart.
He can feel that if he keeps writing like this, he can actually achieve distraction.
The realm of distraction is very mysterious. It is necessary to learn to accept different ways from oneself, and to form self-understanding and perception. Writing is undoubtedly the best choice.
But he still has many cultivation problems that have not been solved. These problems are not big things, but he will always feel uneasy when they are pressed in his heart.
He was unfortunately involved in a car accident that day. Although he later learned that it was a joke made by the earl, since then he would always pay attention to the surrounding road conditions unconsciously when he walked on the street, so that he could make money if he encountered any accidents.
He used to sneer at this kind of people, thinking that they were kind and leisurely. Kindness is a derogatory term for him. The greater the ability, the greater the responsibility. This statement was once regarded as a moral kidnapping by him.
Later, when he was finally able to stand halfway up the mountain, looking around, and seeing people suffering from illness and suffering, and suffering accidents brought about by fate, he suddenly felt very powerless.
Maybe his hard work and persistence are just a drop in the bucket and can't change anything, but he thought that once he practiced, he must at least be worthy of his conscience.
He hopes that when he looks back on his life, he can be frank and frank, instead of having a hard time dreaming back at midnight.
Yan Wu now has a very full schedule every day, practicing spells in the morning, reading and practicing in the afternoon, and Wen Siquanyong writing his autobiography in the evening. In addition, Xiuren doesn't need much sleep. He feels that he has never worked so hard in the college entrance examination.
It's another weekend, and Yan Wu plans to go out to bask in the sun. He is now close to the peak of his out-of-body experience, and it won't be long before he can break through.
Walking on the road, he rarely felt very comfortable, and then remembered a passage he heard chatting with others when he was in college.
It should be a pair of girlfriends. One of them was squatting down to pick up a flower. The other complained that she was walking too slowly and would be late for class, but she still patiently waited aside. The girl picked up the flowers and continued walking, laughing. He replied: "If I wasn't with you, I would probably walk a little slower. You don't know, I used to like to look at the scenery on the roadside. I can stop for a long time when I see beautiful scenery or beautiful flowers. ..."
He didn't hear clearly, another girl's voice was louder, and he heard a sentence: "Anyway, I'm not in the mood, you can keep it to yourself, I'm not interested in the wild flowers on the roadside, let's go..."
At that time, he thought, this person is still real, as if he is rushing to work, how can he care about looking at flowers.
Thinking about it now, I suddenly admire that girl's state of mind. In the busy downtown, she can still calm down and appreciate the nature of the world. Even the current him may not be able to do it all the time.
Yan Wu thought about the wind, the snow, the moon, and the beauty of the world, and felt that sunny days were beginning to be lovable.Just then, his cell phone rang.
He was a little surprised. After all, only a small number of people called him. After the development of the Internet, everyone has become more inclined to voice calls.
He opened it and saw that the incoming call was from an unknown number, which indicated a certain people's hospital in K City. He frowned suspiciously, then answered it politely and asked who it was.
The phone call was not long, but after putting down the phone, Yan Wu was stunned for a long time. The people in the hospital said that his mother had a miscarriage a few days ago, and she was recovering well after being hospitalized, but last night she suddenly couldn't think about it and jumped off the building, and said to contact her again. Not to her other family members, and asked him if he could come over and deal with it.
His messy thoughts evaporated in an instant, and he just felt unrealistic for a while. He just stopped in front of a crossroad. He could go home by going left, and he could go to the hospital by going right. The master sent him to the hospital.
Before leaving, he took one last look at the flowers on the roadside.
It is unremarkable, but it is still so gorgeous.
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25. Funeral
I can only say that top1 deserves to be top1!
Jumping from the building happened last night, the police and the hospital had already dealt with it, and not too many people knew about it, so I asked Yan Wu to go over there just to ask him to take care of the funeral.
He didn't know anything about it. Fortunately, the hospital staff saw that he was young and alone, so they patiently explained it to him, so that he would not be overwhelmed by it.
He contacted the funeral home in time and ordered a hearse to pick up the remains. The time was set for the next morning, and he stayed in the hospital alone in the evening.
The accident was judged as a suicide, and he didn't ask much during the day. He was already an out-of-body monk, and he didn't need to rely on other people's one-sided words to judge, so he decisively hacked into the hospital's surveillance.
He has been able to make simple spells superb, and it is easy to see what he wants to see.
The woman was wearing a hospital gown, sitting on the bed and staring out of the window in a daze. Her facial features looked soft, and her long hair let loose a sense of tranquility. She sat motionless for a long time, and she was making sure After watching a non-still picture, I waited patiently.
Finally, when the sun went down and other people who had few beds also fell asleep, she suddenly got off the bed, without shoes, and walked to the window barefoot alone.
The safety measures in this hospital have not been in place, the window sills are not high enough, and there are no guardrails around them. Therefore, it has been criticized for a long time. It seems that the family members of the deceased who jumped from the building have filed a lawsuit against them for this matter.
She tried not to make a sound, and climbed cautiously. It seemed a bit difficult but she managed to stand up. Her hands clasped the window frames on both sides. As soon as the windows were opened, the night wind came in.
Her long hair was blown up by the wind. From the monitoring angle, she could only see her back. Yan Wu wanted to see it more clearly, so he habitually moved closer to the monitoring screen.
Suddenly, the woman turned her head, and a blurred light shone on her face, so hazy and unrealistic.
It was only at this moment that Yan Wu could fully see the expression on the woman's face. Unexpectedly, she was smiling, as if she just turned her head casually, there was nothing in her eyes, only a relaxed smile remained.
This weird scene only lasted for a moment, and the next second, she suddenly leaned forward and left the window frame with both hands. The last thing Yan Wu saw was her long hair fluttering. The woman seemed so calm that she was going to die , more like a bird jumping into the sky.
He could no longer see what happened next, Yan Wu's whole body was fixed in place by that smile, he remained silent for a long time, losing all words and expressions.
He suddenly remembered what happened when he was a child. The woman was very kind to him at the beginning. Like all children in a happy family, he would cry, laugh, and say what he wanted.
One day, she became busy and anxious, and could no longer give him a normal smile.
It was only later that he realized that the woman was divorced. Since he was a child, he hadn't seen another man a few times, and he didn't understand what kind of feelings this was.
But the woman mentioned that man almost every day, and she repeated the same sentence day after day. She said that the man only had him as a child, and as long as he had a promising future, he would be able to change his mind.
Yan Wu was no longer young at that time, he looked at all this coldly, and only felt that women were stupid.
And then, Yan Wu wanted to continue thinking, but suddenly felt a headache, he covered his head, but a familiar voice sounded again in his heart.
How can there be anything later, these years, you have done nothing.
Your life is as bad as your character, and you have the courage to say that you have a clear conscience.
His mood was extremely chaotic, the woman's gentle smile flashed in his mind for a while, and the last picture of her jumping off the building flashed for a while. He thought he had no feelings for her at first, and he could move out alone without the company of the other party. It is also possible to go back without making a phone call for decades.
It's just like a stranger, that's all.
He thought he had never been loved, just because he always forgot that companionship is also a kind of love.
The ward was temporarily blocked, and no one could see him.Yan Wu silently walked to the window sill where the woman left, and watched the last scene she had seen for a long time before she was alive.
Probably thinking that he could finally calm down, Yan Wu turned around and forced himself to leave without any emotion.
However, in the next second, his footsteps stopped, and in the darkness, he saw an unexpected figure.
The man blended into the background as a whole, quiet as a ghost, Yan Wu only saw his face, the moonlight made the shopkeeper's eyes very bright, he looked at Yan Wu with those eyes like autumn water, his eyes were full of gentle smile.
Yan Wu remembered that when he first met the shopkeeper, he thought he was a cold-faced iceberg. Now that he thinks about it, he was probably crazy.
He was still in a daze, but he saw the shopkeeper slowly stretching out his hand to him. He looked up, only to see the unconcealed care and distress on the other person's face, very much like the woman he had long forgotten.
Finally, he still couldn't hold back, and rushed forward, buried his head in the darkness, and cried silently.
The next day, with the help of the shopkeeper, things went more smoothly. Both of them tacitly did not mention what happened last night. The shop took the initiative to use their relationship to help him book a good cemetery. other items needed.
While walking on the road, Yan Wu was really curious and asked the shopkeeper a silly question.
"You are really proficient in doing this. Have many friends passed away before?"
As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he realized that something was wrong. Just as he was about to make amends, he saw the shopkeeper shaking his head at him indifferently.
"I've lived for so long, I've seen farewells a lot, so there's no need to take it too seriously." The last sentence seemed to be talking about himself, and it seemed to be hinting at Yanwu, the shopkeeper said again.
"But there is indeed one friend who passed away."
"One?" Yan Wu was a little puzzled by this term.
"If you don't mention it, I might almost forget it. It happened a long time ago." The owner's tone rarely sounded a little melancholy.
"Sorry, I reminded you of sad things." Yan Wu is not used to talking with people.
"I'm fine, but you, is it really all right?" Yan Wu was silent for a while, and rarely replied that he didn't know.
"I was not far from being distracted, and I was in the mood to go out to see the scenery, but suddenly I received a call from the hospital. It turned out that what I said was true. You never know, which one will come first tomorrow or the accident."
"The life of a mortal is like this. Even if you become a cultivator, there will be things you can't control and people you can't protect."
Yan Wu nodded when he heard the words, and said that he often saw this saying in novels, and gradually, their topic expanded to the articles they read each other.
In fact, he is not a talkative person, and many times he is just forcing business in social networking, but once he talks about the text he loves, he can't control his desire to talk.
The shop owner didn’t read many online articles, but he also became interested in many of his articles. In the end, the two hit it off, and Yan Wu immediately sent a bunch of e-books to the shop owner, and promised to send him a few more in the future. sets of entities.
The haze of death gradually dissipated from Yan Wu's head, and with another person by his side, he unconsciously felt at home.
On the day of the burial, it was originally just a cloudy day, but when the two of them were about to arrive, it began to rain lightly. Yan Wu hated rainy days, and it was very troublesome to carry an umbrella when going out.
I saw the shopkeeper open a black umbrella and cover the two of them together under the umbrella.Yan Wu finally completed the whole ceremony in the rain.
Finally, after standing silently in front of the tomb, they bowed to the deceased, and the memorial service ended.
The shop owner was still not at ease with him, and asked Yan Wu if he wanted to stay at his house for a few days, Yan Wu hesitated for a moment, but insisted on going home, the shop owner had no choice but to send him to the door of the house, and asked him to contact him at any time if he had anything to do. .
Yan Wu bid farewell to the shopkeeper, and went back to the room to lie down alone. In fact, his future life will not change because of this incident, but he can feel somewhere that something has changed.
It's like the passing time that he can't grasp, and his own growing age.
Everything he goes through is urging him, telling him it's time for you to grow up.
But what can he do at this moment, Yan Wu looked at the ceiling in a daze, somewhat unable to see the way ahead.
It seemed that he had suddenly boarded a small boat, and the wind was blowing from all directions, the sails on the boat were crumbling, and he was pushed to nowhere.
In his memory, the protagonist he envied had encountered such a situation before. Yan Wu remembered that the person floated to an island and saw a tablet without writing, and then what?
There were no words on the wordless stele. He seemed to have a premonition, and stretched out his hand to caress the surface of the stele. The Nascent Soul in his body suddenly opened his eyes at this moment, and saw the words on the stele clearly——
What is it?
Yan Wu couldn't remember. He suddenly got up from the bed and turned on his computer as quickly as possible. His whole body was trembling slightly, and all his strength was concentrated on the hand that moved the mouse.
He clicked on the folder of the article, and finally found the answer he wanted in a piece of pictures and texts. On the stone tablet was a poem.
Those who abandon me should not stay in yesterday's day, and those who disturb my mind will be more troubled today.
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26. Freshmen
Why can't I just want to fall in love?
At the moment when that line hit his heart, Yan Wu was engulfed by an irresistible force into a dreamland.
He went back to that cloudy and rainy day, and there was a drizzle of rain. He didn't bring an umbrella, and there was no one around him, and he let the raindrops, big and small, hit his body.
There was a tombstone in front of him. He knelt down, and at some point there was a bouquet of flowers in his hand, so he placed the flowers in front of the tomb.
There is a young woman on the tombstone, even if it is just a monotonous black and white photo, you can vaguely see the faint smile between the woman's eyebrows and eyes, Yan Wu suddenly reached out and touched his face, as if someone told him since he was a child that he looks very much like her Mother.
The rain was getting heavier, and he raised his head, only to see the sky covered with dark clouds, and there was no wind, but his hands and feet were cold, and his whole body felt very cold.
Suddenly, a dazzling white light flashed across the sky, and Yan Wu was stabbed by the sudden lightning, and the premonition of uneasiness in his heart became stronger and stronger.
He tentatively took a step to the side, and in the next second, a thunderbolt fell straight down, just landing at his feet. He looked at the sky from a distance, and there seemed to be billowing thunder and lightning under the cover of dark clouds. It is already impossible to tell whether it is day or night at this time, the whole world is left with endless darkness and an insignificant self under the thunder.
"As long as you don't do anything harmful to nature, Lei Jie won't come to you casually."
In my impression, someone seemed to have said this to me, Yan Wu frowned suddenly, did he do anything unreasonable, why did Jie Lei find him?
Before he had time to think about it, the next thunder came one after another. Yan Wu recovered his cultivation at the peak of his out-of-body cultivation, and immediately flashed nimbly, and when he stood still, he suddenly met a pair of eyes.
He was very close to the tombstone at this moment, and the woman's face was almost within arm's reach. He forcibly swiped the past images from his mind, and moved away from the tombstone as fast as he could.
But the thunder exploded behind him in an instant, Yan Wu finally reacted, and felt bad, it turned out that Tianlei's target was not him from the beginning!
He decisively turned his direction and rushed towards the tombstone. Not far from the tombstone, another thunderbolt struck Yan Wu precisely, shaking him back a step.
Yan Wu felt that he had never been so angry before. Before he had time to curse, he saw the scene in front of him clearly, and his whole body felt cold.
His birth date is engraved on the stone tablet. The photo shows a well-behaved black-haired boy wearing square-rimmed glasses that can be seen everywhere. He looks at the bottom of the tombstone and engraves——died on August 28, XX .
August 28 was his first day of practice.
Before Lei Jie stopped, Yan Wu froze in place, staring at the words on the stele, unable to remember anything.
The tribulation thunder that has been brewing for a long time seems to have finally waited for the time it wanted. In the blink of an eye, the sky brightened, and countless electric lights instantly penetrated the clouds. In this moment of light, Yan Wu clearly saw his past self, that shadow Almost engraved in his heart.
He didn't move at all until the last thunderbolt suddenly fell in front of his eyes. Amidst the thunder and lightning, the stele shattered, leaving only the ground scorched black, and the original shape could no longer be seen.
Yan Wu remembered everything, the shop owner buried his mother with him, he returned home alone, remembered a line of poetry, broke through to the peak of out-of-body, and was pulled into this illusion.
Jielei gradually receded, he stepped forward, reached out his hand to caress the dilapidated
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