Dangerous relationship with brother next door

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On the way back early in the morning, Lu Wei made a decision.

He doesn't want to care about his own plot anymore, if there is a punishment, it's fine for him to accept it alone.From now on, he doesn't want to deceive Song Xia anymore, and he still has the other party's feelings.

Lu Wei said slowly: "Brother Song Xia, I'm sorry, I lied to you for everything before. Let's end it, I don't think we are suitable, and I still can't like you."

The sentence "Let's end it." seemed like a thorn was inserted into Song Xia's chest.

Some words, once spoken, can never be undone.

However, Lu Wei just wanted to explain everything clearly, and didn't see the expression on Song Xia's face at this time.

Song Xia didn't speak for a long time, and it took a while before he asked, "Do you have someone you like?" Lu Wei thought that Song Xia would leave after hearing this, but he didn't expect him to ask this suddenly.

"No, I...don't like men." Lu Wei whispered.

Hearing this, Song Xia shook her head and laughed to herself, as if she was laughing at herself.

He said: "Lu Wei, I didn't expect you to use such a clumsy excuse to end our relationship. You said you don't like men, but in fact, it's me who you don't like."

"Well, I used you before, I'm sorry." Lu Wei tried to maintain a calm tone, but every time he said a word, he needed to take a deep breath, "So, this time I want to follow my heart .”

The air froze for a few seconds, Song Xia nodded, and finally returned to his usual inhuman indifference: "Okay, I respect your choice. But please, in the future, if you don't like me, don't come close to me again gone."

Song Xia opened the door and left.

Ms. Ye was still making breakfast, and when she saw Song Xia walking forward without looking back, she poked her head out from the kitchen: "Auntie made breakfast, why don't you leave before eating? Wei Wei, go see him off."

Lu Wei stood where he was, without moving.

The door slammed shut.

There was a pleasant smell of food in the air, but Lu Wei only felt that his stomach was convulsing at this moment, and his head seemed to start to hurt.

Suddenly there was a void in my heart, that was Song Xia's position.He knew that the person who had just left would never talk to him again.

Why do you feel so sad all of a sudden?Lu Wei only felt tears welling up in his eyes, but they didn't fall in the end.

He has never been in a relationship before, and he doesn't know what's wrong with himself now.

Sad to sleep and forget everything, sad to escape from this place full of memories with Song Xia.

He took out his mobile phone, slowly dug out the chat history with Song Xia, finally clicked on Song Xia's profile picture, and pressed the delete friend button.

Song Xia returned home on the fifth floor, her mother was at work, and there were no holidays.Numbly, he took out a bunch of car keys from the drawer in the hallway, preparing to go downstairs and drive to school later.

I can't talk about love, but I have to continue my studies.

He sighed, and when he changed his shoes and got up, his eyes suddenly went dark, he hurriedly grabbed the low cabinet next to him, and it took him a long time to straighten up.

When taking the bag, I accidentally knocked off a paper bag next to it.

A small blue and white tube fell to the feet.

Song Xia bent down and picked it up, looked at it thoughtfully for a while, then turned around and threw it into the trash can.

After closing the door and pressing the elevator button, the few seconds of waiting seemed extremely long.Finally, Song Xia turned around and opened the door, picked up the small tube with "KY" printed on it from the trash can, and threw it on the table in her bedroom.

If I had known what fucking lube I would have bought, if I hadn’t used it last night, nothing would have happened.

But he was still afraid that Lu Wei would be in pain.

Song Xia sat on the bed, thinking of Lu Wei uncontrollably over and over again.

Why the fuck is Lu Wei.

He took out his mobile phone and logged into the small account. 10 minutes ago, Lu Wei posted a new circle of friends.

Wei Wei: "I really want to forget all of this..."

Song Xia stared blankly for a long time, and when she refreshed again, this item had been deleted by Lu Wei.

Looking at the time, it was too late to drive to school at this point.He tried to stand up, but felt top-heavy.

Today's meeting is not that important. It is the last regular meeting of the project team before the holiday. Because the teacher was on a business trip last night, it was moved to today.

As Song Xia, who is still a newcomer in the project team, it doesn't matter whether he goes or not, but Song Xia is a person with extremely high demands on himself, and he does not allow himself to affect his study and work due to personal reasons.

His head hurt a little, and Song Xia felt that all the strength in his body was slowly being pulled away from his body.

In the end, he took out his mobile phone and asked for a leave of absence from the teacher of the project team.

When Su Nian came over, it was already evening.

Song Xia fell into a drowsy sleep until the afternoon, and sent a message to Su Nian, asking him to bring something to eat.

As expected of a nightclub hangout, after a night of rest, Su Nian returned to his usual mental state.

He knocked on the door for a long time with a bunch of mochi and beer, but no one came out to answer the door.

After a while, I received a message from Song Xia.

Xia: "The password is 13215xx, you open the door and come in."

Su Nian opened the door suspiciously, the room was dark and Song Xia didn't turn on the light.

He groped into Song Xia's bedroom, turned on the light, and Song Xia moved on the bed.

"Why did you fall asleep at this point?" Su Nian put the things on Song Xia's desk casually.

Song Xia sat up from the bed, pointed to the large and small lunch boxes on the table and said, "Put it on the dining table outside, don't mess it up for me."

"Yes, yes, do you have to change your cleanliness? Someone will cure you one day." Su Nian said resentfully, and took another bag of food to the dining table outside.

He noticed that Song Xia was not in high spirits today.Also, to be able to take the initiative to send a message to ask him to come to the house, Song Xia must have something to do.

Glancing at a tube of familiar things on the table, Su Nian was taken aback for a moment, then turned around and picked it up, his voice raised an octave, and said ten "shit" in a row.

"Brother Xia, did you finally end your virginity last night? This is the body of your old man who has guarded his body like jade for almost 20 years, hahaha..." Su Nian said.

A pillow flew over and hit Su Nian directly in the face.

Su Nian threw the pillow back again, rubbed his face and said with a gossiping expression, "Is that Lu Wei from yesterday? Brother Xia, how did you feel for the first time? Are you very satisfied..."

"Shut up." Song Xia's expression was not as happy as Su Nian expected.

Su Nian reached out and touched Song Xia's forehead, it was a little hot.

"Did you have a fever? Why are you so lethargic, or did you feel weak from too many times yesterday? Tsk tsk tsk, young people should exercise restraint." Su Nian said.

Song Xia gave Su Nian a blank look, and he stopped talking.

"What's the matter?" Su Nian finally put away the joke and said, "Is it physical or mental? Have you taken any medicine?"

"After eating, I asked you to come and talk with me, and I feel so panicked." Song Xia said, because his mother is a doctor, Song Xia has been fascinated by urine since he was a child, and has a deep understanding of his physical condition.

So I took the medicine the first time I found out that I was not feeling well, and I slept all afternoon because of it.

"Is it Lu Wei's business? It didn't work last night?" Su Nian brought Song Xia a glass of water, watched him drink it, and then asked.

"Yeah." Song Xia raised her head and drank the water, then handed the cup to Su Nian.

Su Nian suddenly seemed to have received some information from Get, with a shocked expression on his face: "Fuck, boss, looking at you like this, you must have been dumped."

"Can you speak louder? It's best for everyone to hear." Song Xia said.

Su Nian covered her mouth, her voice was a little softer, but she still couldn't hide her surprise: "I don't understand, you didn't like so many people who like you. I know that Lu Wei is a little good-looking, but It’s not like that, he has a fever and is sick, and he’s acting in an idol drama. So what do you like about him?”

"I don't know why. There are so many reasons." Song Xia said, "You have a lot of experience, so just tell me when I can return to my previous state."

Su Nian said: "Maybe it will be fine in two days, I am like this. I have a lot of troubles at work, and I forget it after a while when I get busy."

Song Xia stopped talking and nodded.But he knew in his heart that he might never get better.

Su Nian still wanted to take advantage of this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to tease him again.

"Hey, Brother Xia, can I ask what happened, how far did you make progress last night? I'll teach you what you don't know..." Su Nian's gossip was full of meaning.

"I still need your teaching." Song Xia finally couldn't help but said, "Why are you so curious, you have the time to cook for me."

"Okay, okay, I won't gossip. But what are you going to do next?"

What to do next?

Song Xia actually didn't think about what to do next, but he still used today's free time to straighten out his mood.

Loving someone is something that cannot be forced or controlled.

He couldn't convince himself to stop thinking about Lu Wei for the time being, and the rest will be left to time.

Time will make him forget all this, maybe a few days, maybe a few years, maybe a lifetime.

"I'm hungry, let's go, let's eat." Song Xia got up from the bed, his energy was much better, and he planned to go back to school at night, read a book, maybe he would feel better when he was busy.

Su Nian watched from the side as Song Xia tidied the room back to its original state. The quilt was neatly laid out on the bed, the pillows were fluffed and put back in their original place, and the worn clothes were put back into the laundry basket until the whole room was tidied up. It was neat and tidy, and Song Xia stopped.

"I think