the moon loves you

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It doesn't matter if you don't ask questions, the third year of high school is spent in the exam, there are weekly exams every day, and monthly exams can be regarded as relaxing.

She just wasn't in the right state, she didn't want to continue sitting there, and she didn't even want to talk to Xie Yuxin.

I also don't want to see Ji Jiazhou.

Maybe something went wrong that day from the dance studio.Knowing that Ji Jiazhou has never shown a tendency to like girls, and occasionally talking about the future is completely straight girl thinking, Su Qing fantasizes that she likes girls.

This fantasy has its own slippery slope effect. If she doesn't stop for a while, now she is wondering whether the two houses can be connected.

It is also because Ji Jiazhou has high hopes for her.In Su Qing's self-perception, being first in the grade was an accident. Her Chinese is only at the average level of science students, and she has no advantage.

Physics is not as good as Sun Nianfeng who has studied competitions, and it is easy to affect the whole science and comprehensive science because of leaving time for physics.

Not to mention individual subjects, Xie Yuxin is more balanced in all subjects. Each subject is almost in the top [-] of the grade. English is a little weaker, but whenever the writing is better, it will go up.

She had discussed all these with Ji Jiazhou, but she thought Su Qing was the best.

Ji Jiazhou smiled and said, "I believe in you."

Su Qing had no choice but to swallow the phrase "I don't even believe in myself".

Seeing her coming, Chang Li was a little surprised: "Su Qing? After school, why don't you pack up in class and prepare to go home?"

"Mr. Chang, let me ask about the time of the monthly exam."

"Oh, I forgot, I haven't notified you yet." Chang Li flipped through her notebook, "[-]th and [-]th, so you can go home with your report card on Friday."

Su Qing thought silently, this is unnecessary.

Seeing that she hadn't left, Chang Li asked again: "Is there anything else? I'm not here to ask reading questions."

"No." Su Qing took a deep breath, "Sister Li, I want to talk to you."

"Okay, sit down." Chang Li patted the stool aside, "Don't worry too much, all the teachers around me have finished walking."

"Okay." Su Qing sat down, but didn't know how to speak.

She kept the secret for too long by herself, and wanted to find someone to confide in, but she couldn't find Ji Jiazhou.

Regarding the identity of the class teacher in the third year of high school, Chang Li is young, but she has been a teacher for seven or eight years, so she can think of it after a little guessing.

"Are you worried about grades?"

This is also an aspect. Su Qing nodded: "I don't really want to win a good ranking, but someone, Ji Jiazhou, trusts me very much, even a little blind and a little inexplicable. I don't want to live up to her trust."

Before Chang Li opened her mouth, she tried again: "Teacher, I like girls."

She was so quiet that Chang Li wouldn't have been able to hear her if she hadn't been sitting in front of her.But every word is very clear, there is no room for justification.

After finishing speaking, Su Qing kept her mouth tightly shut, watching Chang Li's reaction.Chang Li remained calm and still looked at her seriously, as if she was just complaining about the pressure of studying, that's all.

Seeing that she didn't speak anymore, Chang Li said: "I am very grateful that you are willing to believe me and tell me these things."

"Teacher, don't you feel...disgusted?" Su Qing spat out these two words with difficulty.

"Disgusting." The inexplicable alienation from Ji Jiazhou became a knot in Su Qing's heart.

After giving a speech under the national flag in junior high school, she didn't have to go back to the class queue, and secretly took the teacher's elevator, returning to class earlier than everyone else.

In order to avoid queuing in the women's toilet, she went anyway, even though she didn't feel the urge to go to the toilet.

She thought there would be no one else, but she didn't expect to see a few girls from Ji Jiazhou's class as soon as she stood in the cubicle.They have a good relationship with Ji Jiazhou, and they even have nodding acquaintances with Su Qing.

Su Qing didn't want to greet them, so she closed the door lightly and quickly.They also thought that there was no one, so they chatted unscrupulously, talking and laughing, it was so lively, Su Qing held her nose and waited in pain.

Just when she was about to pluck up the courage to go out, a girl said, "Hey, is there a girl in the next class who is gay?"

Su Qing froze in place instantly.

There is still chatter outside.

"It seems to be, I heard that the girl she likes is in our class."

"It seems to be Jiazhou?"

"Don't talk about it, Jiazhou doesn't like girls anyway, it's disgusting."

Someone was probably approaching, so they changed the subject and left without talking.

Su Qing was still frozen there.

The class next door, girls, homosexuality, girls I like, Jiazhou, Jiazhou doesn't like girls either, disgusting.

nausea.nausea.nausea……

It was hard for her not to let herself be seated, and it was also hard not to let herself presuppose Ji Jiazhou's reaction.

Su Qing's whole body was cold, and she wondered uncontrollably, did Ji Jiazhou know that I liked her, so she distanced herself from me?

She was out of her mind, and bumped into Ji Jiazhou as soon as she came out.

Ji Jiazhou didn't show any expression.

Today, Su Qing already knows that things are not as bad as she thought, that girl is from another class next door to Ji Jiazhou, and this little rumor has not spread.

Ji Jiazhou does not discriminate against homosexuals. She has never talked about whether she supports it or not, but she said that it is normal, just like we all have eyes, some people have big eyes, some people have slender eyes, how can everyone be the same What about templates?

But the word "disgusting" seemed to become her nightmare, including the moment of panic, which made her dare not speak to her friends.Xie Yuxin couldn't do it, and Ji Jiazhou couldn't do it either.

In the end, Chang Li was the first to know about it.

"No. Although he is more than one round older than you, the teacher has received higher education anyway."

Chang Li smiled and patted her on the shoulder, "Actually, this is what you're really upset about, right?"

"Yes. I... dare not say it."

Seeing the taciturn elementary school bully so nervous in front of her, Chang Li didn't know what to say.

It is not that the students in the past did not have LGBT groups, but one is that she is not a class teacher, and the other is that others do not trust, or are so reckless as to tell her that this is the first time that this situation has happened.

She deliberated and said, "I think a person like you who has a clear self-awareness must fully understand yourself, and I also believe that your past experience can make you accept yourself.

Don't dare to say it, the teacher's suggestion is, don't say it.You may worry about being sorry for your friends, but friends can accommodate each other's secrets.As for what other people think, whocares? "

Starting from here, she accidentally said too much, judging by her expression, fortunately Su Qing also listened to it.

While talking, Chang Li joked that she was making up for herself, making up for her regrets in high school——

No one told her the simple truth of "don't be ashamed to face your true self".

There should be some positive effects. Although Su Qing still frowns slightly, she is not as frowning as when she first walked into the office.In the end, Chang Li made a simple conclusion and rushed Su Qing to enjoy the holiday.

After sending Su Qing away, Chang Li twisted her neck, ready to turn off the computer and get off work.I didn't want someone to get out from the seat behind, so I apologized: "I'm sorry, Sister Li, I didn't mean to eavesdrop. I helped Teacher Huang get the score, and when Su Qing came in, it was a little bit close. The distance is too close, I don't know what it is It's better time to leave."

Chang Li turned her head and saw a familiar face.

Ji Jiazhou...

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Su Qing: Do not imitate dangerous operations.

Ji Jiazhou: Ahhhh what if I know the secret of my good friend!

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Su Qing, who was in the third year of high school, said that Ji Jiazhou trusted her blindly. Ji Jiazhou thought unconvinced, how dare you talk about me, don't you always trust me blindly?

Chang Li immediately took a deep breath and said cautiously: "How much have you heard?"

Ji Jiazhou: "I heard everything."

Chang Li was speechless for a moment, and neither did Ji Jiazhou.After a moment of silence, Ji Jiazhou said, "Sister Li, I don't know."

Chang Li: "She didn't say that?"

"Never." Ji Jiazhou continued, "I know that even if we are good friends, she won't tell me everything. And sexual orientation has other concerns. But..."

But I just can't stand her not telling me.

She couldn't go on, it was too vexatious, too inexplicable.

Chang Li asked: "Are you talking to her about this, or am I going to apologize?"

"Let me go, teacher, help me beat Teacher Huang, don't let the students stay in the office for so long next time."

Ji Jiazhou smiled reluctantly, and after waving goodbye to Chang Li, he changed from being in a daze in the office to being in a daze on the corridor.

Her mind was in a mess, and there seemed to be nothing.

surprised?angry?Ji Jiazhou couldn't understand his emotions now.

Surprised, what's so surprising, isn't it because she grew up with Les, Su Qing's liking of men and women has nothing to do with their friendship.

Angry, then there's nothing to be angry about, she never asks her friends to tell her everything.

Ji Jiazhou calmed down and thought about it, and finally grasped a little feeling: he seemed to be a little touched.

"Wow."

She lived for almost 18 years, and it was the first time she suspected that she might like girls.

Picking up a secret in vain, and seeming to discover a secret in himself, when Ji Jiazhou saw Su Qing again, he didn't dare to look directly at her.

However, there is nothing you can do if you dare not look directly, and you have to live together intensively during the holidays.They made an appointment to play tricks and study hard during the four days of the National Day. If they lose their minds first, they will lose. The bet is an "unconditional consent", and the outcome depends entirely on their own consciousness.

Su Qing automatically rationalized Ji Jiazhou's avoidance of eyes: "Why, kneeling on the number sequence, I'm sorry to see me?"

"Yes, yes, all the difficult questions are right, and it's too bad to be wrong on the simple questions." Ji Jiazhou took out the test paper of the weekly math test and flattened it. "This time it's a bit difficult, and I'm going to correct it."

Su Qing: "Coincidentally, our physical weekly test this week is relatively difficult, and I am going to make a correction."

Ji Jiazhou