love in a dream

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I like Jiang Xian.

Tao Zhile's mind went blank for several seconds, only these five words were left floating around.

Because I like Jiang Xian, I feel lost and sad when I know that the so-called Jiang Xian likes me is just a misunderstanding.

So I will be moved by Jiang Xian's actions, I will not want to reject Jiang Xian's kindness to me, and I will want to know why Jiang Xian is so kind to me.

So... I'm actually gay?

Tao Zhile was in doubt, and on an ordinary night, he opened the door to a new world.

This conclusion surprised Tao Zhile even more than falling in love with Jiang Xian. After all, he has never considered sexual orientation for so many years, and he has never been attracted to any man. It was the first time in 18 years that he was given such a big surprise when he first fell in love, which made his mind full of confusion, confused and in a trance.

He was still a little confused until he entered the gray mist, and almost threw himself into Yunmengze.Fortunately, 110 appeared in time to give him a hand.

"Wandering Soul?" Tao Zhile was startled by 110's disappearance, and his charming thoughts were instantly pushed aside.

"How did you come?"

"Of course it's because of Grandpa that I'm finally free." 110 said casually, his tone mixed with three points of relaxation and seven points of complaint, and muttered a few words of curse, Tao Zhile didn't hear clearly, but was puzzled by his words , "Free? You were not free before?"

So why can't I get in touch because of restricted movement?

"It's nothing." 110 coughed lightly, and said as if to cover up, "I just came to see you."

Tao Zhile looked at 110 suspiciously, and suddenly found that the red dress on his body was a little different from before, and the patterns on it became more complicated and grand.

"The Nightmare Beast hasn't been caught last time, so I'm worried that you will be unlucky again." 110 continued.

"Have you caught it yet?!" Tao Zhile's face changed, "Is it so powerful?"

110 glanced at him, and Tao Zhile's expression of disdain for their ineffectiveness instantly subsided, and he added with a low eyebrow: "I didn't mean to say that you are not good."

110 sneered, "Of course I'm great, why do you need to say that?".

Tao Zhile decided that it would be better to keep his mouth shut, and then he saw 110 stroking his chin and looking at him, with unclear emotions on his face, but malicious intent in his eyes.

Why do you feel like a fish waiting to be slaughtered on the chopping board?

"This ugly thing has no other skills, but it's a good hand at hiding." 110 laughed twice, "If there are three, how can I fish it out..."

"You don't mean..." Tao Zhile took a step back anxiously, "No, this is not good."

"It's nothing bad." The corners of 110's mouth curled up, and Tao Zhile waved his hand, and Tao Zhile was lifted up by an invisible force and floated in the air again, his small face was ashamed.

"I still don't think I'm suitable, and it's easy to hold you back." Tao Zhile struggled desperately.

110's face was full of disdain: "Little bitch! With me around, can you really be eaten by that ugly thing?"

"It still eats people?!" Tao Zhile looked terrified!

110 He didn't bother to pay attention to him at first glance, and flew to the tree of soul with him.

"I think you are still thinking about it. I think the nightmare beast is not interested in me. This matter should be discussed again. In case..." Seeing that he could not refuse, Tao Zhile had no choice but to discuss with 110. Thinking of something, his expression was instantly pitiful, "If I become stupid, can you be responsible?"

110 instantly frowned with toothache, "What's the responsibility? You already have a boyfriend and you still call me responsible? I'm not interested in men. I'm still a weakling like you."

Tao Xiaoruoji: "..."

What the hell are you talking about?

"I didn't ask you to take the responsibility," Tao Zhile said with a downcast expression, "If I'm stupid, what will my parents do? How sad they are."

Thinking of this, Tao Zhile felt even more uncomfortable.

110 sideways glanced at him helplessly, probably because he looked so pitiful, which aroused 110's few sympathies, and was about to patiently comfort him, when suddenly he heard Tao Zhile use even more dejected words. The tone murmured: "Also, he is not my boyfriend either."

"Ouch?" 110's sympathy was instantly occupied by gossip. After landing, he released Tao Zhile's restraints, looked at him and teased: "The one who kisses and hugs, isn't it a boyfriend? Is this a breakup? "

"We didn't fall in love at all, why did we break up?" Tao Zhile puffed his mouth, and saw 110 waving his hand to attract a floating dream ball. When his eyes fell on a bright yellow dream ball, he remembered that he had misunderstood Jiang Xian again. The thing about living in 502.

110 already put his palm on Tao Zhile's head, the surrounding light and shadow changed, and the two of them reappeared in the silver-white world they had seen last time.

And he doesn't like me either.

Tao Zhile was thinking, and suddenly heard 110 ask:

"do not like you?"

Yes, I misunderstood.

Tao Zhile subconsciously nodded.

"Misunderstanding? What misunderstanding?" 110 asked again.

In Tao Zhile's mind, he recalled that he accidentally fell into the yellow dream, and when he remembered it, he suddenly came back to his senses, as if he hadn't spoken just now.

? ? ? ?

"Oh, we are now in your subconscious world," 110 scratched his ears disapprovingly, "I can hear your thoughts."

???

Me? ? ? ! ! !

"Tsk, pay attention to quality, isn't it hard to hear." 110 frowned slightly, and did not forget to give a reassurance after the reprimand, "Don't worry, your mental strength has increased a lot, I can't hear what you don't want me to hear, And I'm not interested in your privacy."

Tao Zhile breathed a sigh of relief, and complained uncontrollably in his heart that he didn't even say hello, which was too much.

"Then what?" 110 flew towards the colorful island in front of Tao Zhile, and asked calmly, "Where is what?"

Tao Zhile shook his head violently, trying hard to control himself not to think wildly, and don't think about what shouldn't be said.

However, his thoughts are always out of control, and the details of getting along with Jiang Xian began to go back. Tao Zhile suddenly wondered, if Jiang Xian didn't like him, why did he treat him so well?

Why doesn't it seem like it?Maybe Jiang Xian is the same as him?

That little bit may be like spring grass sprouting, and Tao Zhile's heart itched when it came out little by little.

The 110 at the side was forced to understand Tao Zhile's entangled thoughts, and said impatiently, "You don't care if he likes you or not, if you like him, you can go to him, Momojiji and a turtle, are you annoying?!"

"..."

Forced to expose her small thoughts, Tao Zhile took a deep breath to suppress these redundant emotions.He forced himself to divert his attention, and then saw something like a familiar seven-color island in front of him.

In a piece of silver and white, it was like a rainbow falling into a snow field, coldly glowing with holy light, the incomparable beauty almost made his thoughts go blank, as the person got closer and closer, his mind began to be filled with various thoughts , crowded with countless mixed emotions.

He seems to have seen grandma's silver-white hair and kind smile, Li Qiuyan's tearful face, and his father's face full of concern and worry, as well as scenes of wanton jokes with his roommates, and their pale faces lying in the hospital time scene.

Strong guilt and regret made Tao Zhile frowned tightly, his desire to give up the pick was infinitely magnified, but in the next moment, Jiang Xian's smiling face appeared in his mind, squatting down gently to tie his shoelaces, Playing hooligans with raised eyebrows and a smirk, and his favorite line spoken casually.

The crowded negative emotions were suddenly released, and the balloon that seemed to be leaking was occupied by the gentle warmth of the heart.

These scenes are only fleeting, but Tao Zhile seems to have rolled out of the world of mortals, experiencing joy, anger, sorrow and joy all over again, and finally only a sense of emptiness remains.

Until the two of them landed on a cliff, Tao Zhile was staring blankly at the endless darkness in front of him, in which were floating large and small silver-white light balls, sparkling in a dark sea.

He seemed to be captivated by this scene. The endless deep sea in the distance was vast, mysterious and majestic, which made him shudder with awe and fear deep in his heart.

"This is……"

"Subconscious ocean." The number on 110's wrist shimmered, and he glanced down and said disapprovingly, "Let's go to the spiritual world of your classmates first."

As soon as Tao Zhile finished speaking, he was dragged into the illusory silver star by 110. He seemed to see countless strangers, and seemed to feel countless strange thoughts, whether happy or sad, warm or evil, which made him The thoughts that had been calm just now rolled around again, stinging his nerves.

"Come back to your senses!" 110 pulled back Tao Zhile, who was wandering in the sky, "this is not a playground, don't look at what you shouldn't, don't think about what you shouldn't, I can't save you if you're stupid."

Tao Zhile suddenly came back to his senses, as if he fell back to the flat ground at the moment he stepped on the air, his heart palpitations surged, and he quickly calmed down.

Soon he was led into a certain ball of light, and the surroundings dimmed for a moment and then returned to light. What he saw was a large green grassland. As soon as the two of them landed, a large piece of small light spots suddenly rose in midair, like It was the dandelions blown away by the wind, floating all around them.

And farther away, there is also an island with a colorful halo floating in the air. This time, the distance between them is farther than in their own world, but Tao Zhile still noticed that the light on that island was a bit dim , or even gray in one place.

110 naturally saw it too, he clicked his tongue, and muttered: "It seems that he has been affected a bit."

It is still necessary to get rid of this ugly thing as soon as possible to avoid endless troubles.

Tao Zhile wanted to ask whose subconscious it was, and what 110 meant by being affected, and soon he found the answer in those light spots.

Because he saw a familiar face - Fu Xian, a tall man.

The scene was in the old dormitory. Apart from Fu Xian, there were three other people in their dormitory, except for Zhao Jie.Having had the experience of unfolding memories from the first perspective, Tao Zhile soon discovered that these scenes unfolded from Zhao Jie's perspective.

So this is in Zhao Jie's subconscious?

The previous dream was the same, did the Nightmare Beast really hide in Zhao Jie's dream?

"Why are you looking at me? Eyes are so big, it's scary, you know?" Saying 110, he was about to walk to the colorful island, and said to Tao Zhile, "Don't come, don't be affected."

Tao Zhile nodded, but honestly did not follow. Although 110 was by his side, he still had lingering fears about this adventure trip.

No matter how careful it is, self-protection is the most important thing, and he doesn't want to let another horror incident happen.

Those light spots are still floating there, besides strangers, there are some classmates, teachers, and even himself, Tao Zhile can basically be sure that these are all things that happened, it is more like an illusion than in a dream. real memory.

Tao Zhile didn't have the idea of ​​peeking into other people's privacy, but those memory fragments were everywhere, and it was hard for him not to see it. Just when Tao Zhile was about to out of sight and out of mind, suddenly, in a certain ball of light A scene that was familiar but unfamiliar to him flashed across.

The author says:

coming~~~