One hundred compound poses

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"Gone."

"How much does it cost? Don't you have to pay the rent?"

Zuo Yu mentioned the price, and it was okay, but it was slightly higher than other stores' charges.

"When did you find such a good store?"

Zuo Yu smiled, "They invited me to dinner before."

Ling Yao didn't ask who this "they" were, he had seen Zuo Yu's ability to make friends before.

When one month's salary arrived in the account, Ling Yao was deeply worried after hearing the amount.

The gym is far away, and the round-trip transportation costs, commuting time, and meals outside the home are not enough to match the salary. I always feel that I am working at a loss.But Zuo Yule was among them, and excitedly called to confirm the next month's shift.

Ling Yao sighed, optimist, what can I do.

In his impression, the business of the gym is bleak and the control is not strict—the employees can bring people in at will, the environment is not bad, and it is rated as three and a half stars. The problem is the bathroom and storage cabinets.Zuo Yu's job is to teach children to swim and also serve as a swimming pool safety officer.

In short, this job is not suitable.

Ling Yao couldn't find a breakthrough and told him that after all, he had passed the fourth level, and the sixth level review was progressing steadily within his plan.Other exams have not been scheduled yet, so the current Zuo Yu can be said to be more than capable.

On the day of the teaching qualification examination, Ling Yao looked at the classmates in Moments complaining, and suddenly asked, "What do you want to do in the future?"

"Gym coach..." Zuo Yu tried carefully, and after seeing the corner of his mouth drooping, he said, "The long-term goal is to be the owner of the gym."

"In Beijing?" Land is very expensive, what kind of gym, it is not easy to buy a piece of land to stand on.

"No, go back to City W."

Ling Yao: "..."

In his eyes, gyms in Beijing are only of an acceptable level, and going back to W is even more bleak.

He completely ignored the fact that everyone went out of Beijing to relax during the holidays, and was about to ask Zuo Yu to think about it.

Zuo Yu said: "Brother Mian, they are going to open a gym near the university, and they have started to decorate it. After graduation, they will hire me to be their coach..."

He laughed as he said, "I don't have to worry about work. And with our relationship, if I work for a few years and then invest some money to become a minority shareholder, I'll just lie down and wait for the dividend."

Ling Yao is at a loss for words, I am worried, can I be worried?

"You worked so hard to get into university, write a thesis, and take a postgraduate entrance examination, just to lie down in the future?" Ling Yao found it hard to understand.

Just like riding a roller coaster, climb to the top with difficulty, get tensed, then suddenly let go, and slide indulgently to the bottom.

Is this Zuo Yu's ambition?So why bother with scholarships?

"I don't take the postgraduate entrance examination..." Zuo Yu was stunned for a moment, "Why do you take the postgraduate entrance examination? Physical education teachers in primary and secondary schools in W City don't need graduate qualifications."

Ling Yao: "You don't take the postgraduate entrance examination?! How can you not take the postgraduate entrance examination? You have already passed the entrance examination to S University, and you can fight for the postgraduate entrance examination if you are afraid of being tired. Educational qualifications are never too high. Why do you return to W city? They are all overwhelmed and want to come to Beijing, but you are already in Beijing, how can you shrink back?"

Zuo Yu blinked, "But I can't get a postgraduate quota. There are so many people who are better than me, and I don't want to go to graduate school. I just want to be a physical education teacher after graduation, and a gym owner as a side job, hehe."

Ling Yao felt that he was unreasonable, "Do you really want to be a fitness trainer so much? Being a trainer also eats youth and flesh. Can you stay young forever?

Or do you think you are so handsome that you can attract so many people to sign up for you?

You also invest in individual stocks as a minority shareholder. They are not related to you. Why are you so naive and always have unrealistic fantasies? "

"What did you say?" Zuo Yu said in a daze.

"You teach children to swim, but if the parents don't like you, how can they let the children follow you to take lessons. Don't always take it for granted that everything will develop as expected."

Ling Yao turned his head away angrily, and rolled his eyes several times where he couldn't see.Zuo Yu waved his shoulders to ask him to turn around, "What did you say?"

Ling Yao took a deep breath, and said earnestly, "I just want you to think about it more, be more mature, and don't always think that life can just go with the flow."

Zuo Yu looked at him, squeezed out a smile, and walked into the bedroom in silence.Ling Yao sat for a while, packed the books, and went home.

The two of them calmed down for a week, and when they met again, they were a little embarrassed. For the first time, Zuo Yu didn't take the initiative to talk to him.

Ling Yao looked around and kept licking his lips. "Chestnut?" Zuo Yu suddenly said.

Ling Yao froze for a moment, then looked at the round chestnuts in the bamboo basket next to him, "Okay."

They sat on the bench and finished eating the bag of chestnuts. The sweet aroma stained their hands, and their fingertips were covered with sticky black stains.

Zuo Yu used his little finger to pull out a wet wipe from the bag and handed it to him. Ling Yao was picking at the flexible paper material, his feet trembling uneasily.

"It's hard to say an apology, so let's not say it." Zuo Yu packed up the trash and looked around for the trash can.

Ling Yao pointed him in the direction, and the two walked over. "I don't apologize, I just said the facts that you haven't seen yet."

Zuo Yu looked at him in astonishment, his hands that threw the trash froze in mid-air.Ling Yao shook his head and raised his chin at him, "I mean, it's over, as for those facts that haven't come yet, let's focus on the present."

Zuo Yu raised his eyebrows, "You mean to pretend that nothing happened?"

Ling Yao had a bitter face, "Well, you can understand it that way."

Zuo Yu felt that they had a disagreement, and asked again, "So what do you mean?"

Ling Yao blinked, "It's just that nothing happened emotionally, but remember what I said."

"Only a computer can simply extract information."

"But if you don't, you'll be sulking again and ignore me...Forget it, go home first."

"I just think you seem to be prejudiced against me..." Zuo Yu said this before opening the door.

Ling Yao retorted subconsciously, "How could that be?"

Zuo Yu smiled at him, "Really?" Ling Yao nodded frantically, followed him into the door.

This thing seems to have turned around like this.The rift remained, and the two tacitly ignored it, moving into December peacefully.

Zuo Yu's beautiful fantasies seemed to have been swept away, and he could sit at the table with a book without saying a word, and the plans were completed on time.

Ling Yao was very satisfied. Before the CET-[-] exam, he specially sent a message asking Zuo Yu to listen to a set of listening comprehension before going to bed at night.

Zuo Yu replied "received", as if accepting some perfunctory task.The record slides forward, almost all of which are reminders such as memorizing words and brushing questions, as if having an appointment with a strict and responsible one-on-one teacher.

Zuo Yu was wearing headphones, which played rock music, and he shook his legs to the rhythm.The roommate felt this abnormal frequency, and leaned out half of his body, "What good things are you looking at?"

Zuo Yu closed his eyes, "Music."

The whole room screamed strangely, asking him not to be so stingy, and let everyone listen to it and relax.Zuo Yu unplugged the earphones, turned the volume to the maximum, and pressed the play button, and the rhythmic and powerful music came out.There were howls in the dormitory, Zuo Yu put on the earphones again, and fell asleep peacefully.

Zuo Yu felt that he might not be able to make it through, the proportion of Meng was too high, and the god of luck was going to leave him.

Ling Yao didn't listen to his conjecture, and pointed the computer screen at him, on which was the online course being played.

"Let's try to pass the teaching qualification test next year." Ling Yao looked very happy.Perhaps the progress can finally be dialed back to normal.

Zuo Yu stared at the screen and suddenly felt powerless.

There is no holiday, and there is no grand New Year's Eve. The final week is coming as scheduled. Ling Yao will not celebrate the holiday with him, and he doesn't even think about preparing gifts for him in advance.

There are only endless knowledge points.Ling Yao's exam schedule is more compact. When it is most urgent, he will take two exams a day, and he will continue to prepare for the next day's exam when he returns to the dormitory at night.

Zuo Yu picked at the pages of the book, saw how excited he was because he was busy, and realized that there was not just a crack in front of them, but a gap.A chasm that he will never cross.

They go home and don't want to waste most of the day on the high-speed rail.Zuo Yu booked a plane ticket and helped Ling Yao pack his luggage——

The main thing is to stuff the textbooks he wants to take home and preview into the full suitcase.

They hadn't held hands for a long time. When they took off, Zuo Yu suddenly held his hand.Ling Yao closed his eyes, just turned his palm, and lightly rubbed his fingertips with his fingertips.

That's it.

Zuo Yu wanted to look out the window, but the light barrier had been put down, and there was nothing.

After returning home, neither of them contacted each other.Ling Yao thinks it's okay, after all, Zuo Yu started most of the time between them, as if it should be so.

So for the first two days, Zuo Yu didn't contact him. He thought it was the crazy final week that made him dizzy and he was resting.

On the fifth day, there was still no news, Ling Yao felt that something was wrong.He sent a message to Zuo Yu, but there was no reply. Zuo Yu always showed 2G online, which meant he hadn't logged in.

This is not quite right.

When half a month passed and Ling Yao still had no news from Zuo Yu, he panicked.All the contact methods were invalid. Through the seemingly unintentional conversation, he learned from Jian Yu that Zuo Yu hadn't disconnected from the Internet and was still playing games with them.

Ling Yao didn't believe it, downloaded the game, switched the two login methods, and found that Zuo Yu was indeed online.He was angry, and no longer sent Zuo Yu a message foolishly.

On Zuo Yu's birthday, he still sent a text message: Happy birthday, what's your birthday wish?

no reply.

Ling Yao thought of the job he had rejected with silence, and a not-so-good idea came into his mind.

In the evening, when he locked the door, he sent a message to Zuo Yu while sorting out the documents: Are you breaking up?

Ling Yao: No matter what, you should say something, right?When are you going to play disappear with me?

There was still no movement, Ling Yao's blood was surging, and nameless anger gathered in his heart. He buried his head in typing more words, as if possessed by a Wenqu star, his edited content filled the entire page, and it was still going on.Zuo Yu suddenly replied with a short white bubble.

Ok……

Ling Yao cleared his results and asked him: What does um mean?

After waiting for a while, Zuo Yu said: Birthday wish, break up.

Ling Yao laughed angrily, dialed the phone, and after hanging up twice, it turned off.He threw the phone back, it hit the wall and bounced back to the bed.

It turns out that he told you from the very beginning that he was going to break up, and you still chased after him like a fool to ask for his care, it's not uncommon for people.

Ling Yao clenched his fists, a coward who didn't dare to say goodbye directly, and didn't dare to say rejection in person.

He lay on the bed, picked up his mobile phone, and wrote aggressively: Okay, break up.I said first, I dumped you.

Zuo Yu replied with an um in the early hours of the morning.

Ling Yao didn't sleep, his life was about to be allergic to um.

"Huh? Are you okay? Team Leader Ling?"

Zuo Yu seems to be calling me?Ling Yao thought, blinked, and came back to realize that he had walked in the middle of the road at some point, a garbage truck was blocked by him, and his arm was held back.

He stared at the driver's face and realized he couldn't make a sound.

Arms...arms!

He turned his head trembling, and saw Zuo Yu who was supporting him, the breath stuck in his throat dissipated.

"Are you okay?" Zuo Yu asked again, trying to take him away from the side of the road with his hands.

Ling Yao shook his head, feeling the sweat on his collar, unexpectedly sweating so much.He couldn't move an inch and froze like a puppet. "Really okay?" Zuo Yu looked at him with concern.

Ling Yao moved his chapped lips and said hoarsely, "It's okay."

He was half dragged and half carried into the office.The other teachers are taking roll, just the two of them.

Zuo Yu fetched him a glass of warm water.Ling Yao unconsciously squeezed the paper cup and squeezed out all the water inside.

"What's wrong with you?" Zuo Yu frowned and pulled the tissue to wipe the water on the ground.

Ling Yao grabbed his hand, "Why..."

"what?"

"Why did you break up? Why." Ling Yao stared at him, as if he needed this answer very much.

"Forgot." Zuo Yu lowered his eyes to avoid his gaze, "It's been too long, I don't remember."

Ling Yao still didn't let go, the strength in his hand was getting stronger and stronger, as if he wanted to crush his bones directly.

Zuo Yu covered his hand and pushed him down inch by inch. "You're sick and need to rest."

He called Team Leader Wang and told him about the situation here.

"Can you go home by yourself?" Zuo Yu asked.

Ling Yao looked at him, "No."

Zuo Yu spread his hands, helped him up, and shook his hand with a tidal wave.He took the man to the school gate, stopped the taxi, and opened the door for him.Ling Yao still grabbed him.Zuo Yu stared at him, "Can you go home by yourself?"

Ling Yao calmed down looking at those eyes, which were full of indifference and impatience, and entanglement would only make it more unpleasant.

So he let go, keeping his head turned to look at him the whole way.

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Maybe, is there a possibility, it's not that I want to goo, but it's too cold and the pigeon's wings are frozen hard (yes, I mean my wings are hard);

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47 、 N04

Do you believe in fate?

The first thing I do when I get home is take a shower.

My hands were shaking when I was looking for clothes, and my five fingers were so stiff that I could only use my fingers to hook them.When he stood under the shower to enjoy the hot water, the chill in his body continuously leaked out, and he hung his neck in pain until his skin was burned red, and the chill that made his heart palpitate finally dissipated.

There was a bulging lump in the middle of the big bed, and Ling Yao curled up in it, his body was damp with hot sweat after just washing.

But he couldn't let himself go out, he was shivering, his hands and feet were cold, and he was covered in thick quilts with goosebumps.

There was a sudden pain in the thumb, Ling Yao let go of his hand, four crescent-like nail marks were deeply embedded on it, and the skin was red and swollen.

He clutched the quilt and whispered to relax himself.The mobile phone in front of him kept blinking. It was Wang Yan calling, and he probably wanted to ask about his situation.

After connecting, his hoarse voice frightened Wang Yan, and the reason of catching a cold seemed very reasonable.Wang Yan casually chatted a few words to make him pay attention to his body and hung up the phone.

Ling Yao held the phone.One more thing is that there is no news from the person who should call to care about him.

He slid the address book, his fingertips lingered on Zuo Yu's name, he hesitated, and lightly brushed the screen with his fingertips, as if God wanted to help him, the first time the phone had such sensitivity, just rubbed it It worked.After two beeps, he hung up the phone in a panic.

What is this doing?

Ling Yao blinked, his eyes moved as if they were hiding gravel, and it hurt him a lot.He circled himself, desperately trying to wrap himself up as if he was about to break, like a baby in the mother's womb, curled up small enough to gain a sense of security.

Zuo Yu was ticking off the attendance sheet, and his mobile phone was placed on the desk.Hearing the vibration, he looked up and found that it was Ling Yao calling, his brows were slightly frowned, and while hesitating, the phone had already been hung up.This call-in duration looks very much like a misdialing.

But according to Ling Yao's personality, he would never do such a thing as misdialing.Zuo Yu bit the tip of his tongue, did something happen?

He immediately thought, now that he is an adult, what Ling Yao can't solve is that he, who is inferior to him by who knows how many generations, can solve it?

Zuo Yu nodded, successfully persuading himself.I was also afraid that he really encountered an emergency because of his discomfort, so he sent a question mark on WeChat.

As a result, Ling Yao also replied with a question mark, asking him what happened.

This blunt tone made Zuo Yu heave a sigh of relief, and if he could reply in a second, then it would be fine and continue working.

Ling Yao held the phone, and kept closing his palms together, as if trying to crush it.He just fell asleep like this, the damp quilt weighed a thousand catties and pressed firmly on him, Ling Yao couldn't break free, and frowned like a nightmare.

In the dream, he still stayed in the years when the two deliberately avoided seeing each other. Even if he was really thinking about it, he just put on his headphones and buried himself in the book.

Their relationship has never been made public. At the beginning of the breakup, Jian Yu found out that the two had lost contact and thought that his young master was mad at his temper. Zhang Luo wanted to have a small party to solve it. Both sides refused, and no one would agree. Talking about the reason, Jian Yu is speechless, is it silly to play break-ups when you are an adult?Later, Jian Yu stopped picking on both sides, and the line was completely broken.

Zuo Yu said he forgot.If I had taken the initiative back then and asked more about the reason instead of throwing out those words forcefully for the sake of face, wouldn't the ending be different?

If in the past few years, there is such a little coincidence that we can meet again, can we make up for it before forgetting it?

But all coincidences are carefully avoided by them, and alienation and forgetting seem to be the only results.

Zuo Yu's forgetting, is he really forgetting, or is he trying to stop him with lies?

As if his breath was being choked by an invisible hand, Ling Yao frowned and clenched his fists. He opened his eyes suddenly, his face was covered with sweat, and his breathing was short of breath. He obviously just woke up from a dream, but it seemed like he had worked hard for many days. People with sunken eyes.

He picked up his phone, it was already 01:30 in the afternoon.After asking for leave, several teachers who worked with him sent messages of concern. After Ling Yao replied one by one, he lifted the quilt and sat up.

A smell of water spread, and the quilt cover was removed, and the cotton core was placed on the balcony to dry.He went into the kitchen again in his sweat-soaked pajamas, thought about it, and decided on his own lunch.

He took luncheon meat and tomatoes from the refrigerator.The luncheon meat is fried until browned, and the oil stars stick to it and explode one by one.

Cut the tomato into cubes and stir fry in the pot. After it rots into a pot of red paste, pour water to boil.

The noodles were taken out, and the vegetables were scalded in the pot of water. After neatly stacked, they were poured into the attractive tomato soup, and then the luncheon meat was spread.

A bowl of appetizing sick noodles is ready.

After eating, he nestled on the sofa in a daze, Ling Yao was a little at a loss for this state of stopping.Looking at the watch, it was only two o'clock, and the children of No. [-] Middle School had just finished their lunch break.

He had already finished his second shower when his brain was working again, Ling Yao wiped his body, put on clean clothes, and went out.

That afternoon Ling Yao returned to work, perhaps driven by a dream, he was eager to see Zuo Yu.

Wang Yan didn't expect him to come back so soon.The temperature in the office was extremely low, and the shirt was blown like ice by the air conditioner.

Wang Yan stared at his pale face and said a few words of persuasion, seeing that he was in good spirits and could read the lesson plans, so he didn't say any more.

Patrols can no longer be arranged for patients, so Wang Yan turned off the air conditioner and began to patrol the buildings.When he came back, he carried a big fan. He bent down and plugged in the electricity, and the fan started to spin immediately. The breeze hit the table, blowing the light paper.

Ling Yao was stunned for a moment, thinking that it was because he was afraid that he would be exacerbated by the air conditioner, so Ling Yao showed him a smiling face for this kind of concern.

Wang Yan tossed him two green oranges again, "If you work so hard, you can go back to take the third year in two years?" Ling Yao smiled and said, "In two years, it's time to take the third year in high school."

Wang Yan was stunned for a moment, and then smiled.Will the first batch of children in the new campus be in the third year of high school in two years?

Grade leaders rarely change, unless they apply actively, they will follow each other one by one.

The tangerine is an emperor tangerine, the skin is thin and tight, and it is difficult to peel it off.Ling Yao took a small knife from the drawer, wiped it carefully, and then twisted it to open the peel.

With the pulling, the juice filled in the flexible peel was pumped out, and Ling Yao could even see the small cluster of dense water vapor disperse in mid-air.

The sour orange smell pervaded, Ling Yao sniffled and choked.The irritating juice blasted into his eyes, making him uncomfortable for a while.

Opening his eyes again, the uneven eyelids like gravel seemed to be soothed, and there was no more discomfort.

He ate one of these tangerines, it was sweet and sour.So during evening self-study, he strolled to the playground and saw Zuo Yu guiding the training, tearing the orange peels like petals and placing them on his desk.

Borrowing flowers to offer Buddha, thank you.Ling Yao muttered, and returned to the office with hands full of stickiness and orange fragrance.

As a result, Zuo Yu didn't even wait for Zuo Yu's thanks after class, which was rude.

Ling Yao stared at the sweeping robot, stepped on it maliciously, and pressed it to prevent it from moving.

He felt a few jerks from the soles of his feet and still loosened his feet. He bought them with money, and his heart ached when he stepped on them.

Ling Yao flipped through the chat records with Zuo Yu, basically there was no content.When we broke up before, he deleted the person in anger, and all the chat records disappeared. It only took a second to clear the memory of a few items. How could he blame Zuo Yu for forgetting? After all, he chose to forget first. It's him.

It wasn't until Zuo Yu returned to No. [-] Middle School that he had an excuse to add friends.He wrote in the remarks column for a long time, and finally sent it by name.

It took only a second for the words to be added successfully, and he was still happy for a long time, thinking that Zuo Yu had a good understanding with him, and the request was approved within 0.01 seconds of the time he sent the application.They didn't chat, they just existed in the world of both sides carefully.

It was only later that I found out that the deletion was only one-sided, and Zuo Yu still kept him, so there was no verification procedure.

Ling Yao breathed a sigh of relief again. Since there was no verification, he would naturally not receive the verification message. He thought he was the only one who knew about it.

However, it is an illusion to try to return it silently after being separated for many years. It takes a little effort to take out the tightly stitched books on the bookshelf and put them back in. Friends who have been silent for many years suddenly reappeared at the top of the chat page and sent a self-introduction , "I am Ling Yao" seems a bit weird and funny.

No wonder Zuo Yu was "typing in" for a long time, but there was no movement.Or are you thinking that I don't have Alzheimer's, so you remind me?

Either he is a qualified internet addict who is familiar with the mode of blocking and deleting, but still leaves him a step and does not expose him.

Ling Yao was so embarrassed during that time that he wanted to delete the person again.I always walk with my head down when I go to work, for fear of embarrassing myself again.

The subsequent chats were almost all work arrangements, and I couldn't get a reply even if I asked a gossip occasionally.

At that time, I thought that people were angry when they knew it was deleted, and they found some crooked emoticons to use.

Now it seems that people don't care at all.Because I don't care, I don't have any doubts if I haven't seen Moments for so many years, and I don't think it's a problem if I haven't changed my profile picture for so many years.

Ling Yao is always the only one who is brooding.

Ling Yao panicked.When he is alone at home, he is very quiet, does not turn on the TV, and sleeps with a book in his arms.

Now feeling uncomfortable again, he ran to the living room and turned on the TV, turned the volume up to the level he felt was too loud, and flipped through the book again.

Still not enough.

Because I know it's fake.

He thought over and over again, and then manipulated the robot vacuum to wander around the living room.

With this kind of rustling around him, he felt a lot better.Ling Yao thought, if Zuo Yu forgets, forget it, I should also be more sober, let the past pass, and don't do something embarrassing.

As he was lying in bed about to go to bed, he thought again, so why do you have to do it to him?what about love?

Is it because I forgot, so I can enjoy the joy of life without any burden?

Ling Yao suffered from insomnia, he made himself give up, but then he would find more reasons to persuade him to keep turning back.

When the alarm clock rang, he opened his eyes, and a voice in his heart said to him, how many more excuses do you need?You can't bear him, whether it's love or resentment, Zuo Yu is the only bearer.

Ling Yao grabbed a handful of cold water and severely suppressed those unrealistic thoughts.

It was still early, and he walked to school.Because of the No. [-] Middle School, this area plans to build an urban life square and a park, which are currently under construction.The mud is spread on the water-absorbing bricks, and you can feel the rustling under your feet when you step on it.

Ling Yao walked through the construction area, and Zuo Yu's community was less than 500 meters ahead.He hesitated for a moment, looked around, and guessed that Zuo Yu was already running in the morning, so he shouldn't run into him.

He walked over, and just after he walked not far away, he heard footsteps behind him.He paused, couldn't it be such a coincidence?

He didn't turn his head, just buried his head and continued to walk forward.

"morning."

Ling Yao froze for a moment, then turned his head to look, Zuo Yu was wearing earphones, and slowed down to greet him.He raised his hand to respond, Zuo Yu smiled and ran away.

Ling Yao stared at his back, thinking unwillingly, someone had insomnia all night because you were sick, but you came to the morning jog as energetic as a normal person.

Ling Yao pinched his thumb, suppressing negative emotions with pain.

On weekends, he watched videos at home, and several love test videos appeared one after another, from tarot cards to personality tests, Ling Yao kept refreshing them, these things always existed.So he listened to God's guidance and went in to complete the test.

Tarot told him that expecting good results, love and career will develop well, and neglecting is the answer.

There are meat and vegetables in the personality test. In addition to the behavioral characteristics in love, he also analyzed his role in sex.

Ling Yao couldn't help but feel that these people are free now. A video with a single algorithm can have millions of views, and there are so many passionate discussions in the comments.

Looking at the records again, who is the idle person who has been doing the test from 05:30 to [-]:[-]?

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48 、 N05

"Why are you here?"

It is difficult to persuade myself to give up, especially in terms of feelings. The two hold the line together, but for some reason, one of them let go at some point, and the other is holding the loose line. Words of resentment.

Why only me?Why can you be free and easy, but I am full of blood like a headless chicken.

The more he cares about, the harder it is to give up. The shipwrecked man guards the treasures of his life, and he can't help but think about the hope of the distant life. If he survives but loses these treasures, how will he live?

Difficult to choose, can only hold the abacus and die together at the bottom of the sea.

Ling Yao is determined not to be this kind of person, no matter how hard it is to give up, he has to cut it off, regardless of whether it will be bloody or not, self-esteem helped him make the final choice, all kinds of nostalgia in his heart sprouted and grew from it, and he couldn't control himself The heart can always control its own behavior.

The test results are good medicine for self-comfort. After comfort, we should face the reality.

He thought that they had decided their future relationship in a tacit understanding. After charging his phone, Ling Yao went to the balcony to let the wind go.

It was already night, but there was still the sound of pots and pans clashing, and the faint smell of food could still be smelled in the air.

It's normal to think about it. People who live here are either students or teachers. It's normal to read at night with the lamp on, and it's even more common to have a snack at midnight.

Ling Yao leaned against the railing, slightly closing his eyelids with the popularity.A few minutes later, he opened his eyes. His black eyes were filled with silence and alienation. He moved his shoulders and neck briefly, and then he walked into the hall and sealed all the windows.

He walked into the bathroom, took a handful of water to wash his nose carefully, cleaned up the residual smell in the nasal cavity, and then climbed onto the bed leisurely.

The first thing to control yourself is to avoid wandering around Zuo Yu's haunts.

Thinking about it carefully, he patrols the building more than a dozen times a day, and five or six times he wandered around to the playground, and sometimes met other teachers on the way. peeping.As long as he does his duty, he does not forget to pay attention to the physical fitness of the students while grasping the grades.

During the morning reading, he patrolled the building according to the previous route, and mercilessly picked out those students who sneaked breakfast or slept secretly due to lack of energy. After passing through him, a row of people stood in the corridor.

Ling Yao looked at this group of dispirited students silently. Most of them drooped their shoulders and clasped their hands behind their backs. They didn't feel ashamed when they were called out, and their faces were expressionless, as if they had just experienced a trivial incident.

Ling Yao shook his head, but he didn't come out of his presupposed words. He didn't understand how he could be so dazed this early in the morning. He was too lazy to talk to this group of seemingly hopeless students.

So he threw the people in the corridor, let them stand there without mentioning the arrangement.

He went downstairs to continue patrolling. It may be that the news on the second floor has spread. Looking all the way, the students are very well-behaved.

Ling Yao raised his eyebrows after checking the last classroom, the difference between classes must be too big.

As he thought about it, he continued to move forward. When he stepped out of the teaching building, his center of gravity leaned forward, and his mind was like a sharp axe, helping him to recall the fresh plan that he had drawn up only half an hour ago.

He stood there with his whole body, his teeth clenched and his fists clenched amidst the sound of reading leisurely.After a while, he turned around cautiously.

No one saw this embarrassment like a crash.

Ling Yao heaved a sigh of relief, and quickly ran upstairs, aggressively passing through those students who were punished to stand upright immediately when they saw him.

He didn't let go, and they didn't dare to go back to class until the self-study was over.Ling Yao ignored them and locked himself in the office.

He unscrewed the thermos in a panic, took a small breath, and sipped the hot tea. Ling Yao calmed down and successfully returned to normal before Wang Yan came back.

God sometimes wants to fight against you, maybe it is a test for the weak-willed.

On the first day of the implementation of Ling Yao’s plan, at 09:30 in the morning, the sky changed drastically. After a few gusts of evil wind, the sky changed drastically. The sky was covered with dark clouds, making people breathless.

When writing on the blackboard, he felt the classroom suddenly darken. He paused for a moment, and a small ball of chalk formed on the blackboard, and he rubbed it away with his fingers.Ling Yao bit the soft flesh in his mouth and turned on the lamp on the podium. It won't rain, right?

Until the end of get out of class, the rain did not fall, and the sky was still gloomy, but it was just normal weather for them, and the sun would come out again at noon.

Ling Yao was relieved. The moment his brows stretched, he noticed that the students in the class were relieved. He carried the textbook and went back to the office inexplicably.

Since Zuo Yu's physical education class will still be held as usual, there is no need to worry about bumping into him when patrolling the building.

At ten o'clock, as the class bell rang, a thunderstorm fell from the sky. The sound was dull, as if it could shake the momentum of the teaching building.

Ling Yao was receiving water, so frightened, he shook his hand, and the scalding boiling water poured out, scalding the back of his hand.

He endured the pain to connect the water, wiped off the water marks on the ground, and then ran to the toilet with his hands shaken.

Turn on the faucet, and at the same time, thousands of chess pieces crashed to the ground behind him.

The cold water relieved the unbearable hot feeling, Ling Yao drenched his hands, and turned his head casually to see that the rain was falling.

In just an instant, the world changed color.After the baptism of rain, the leaves that were dusty during the construction finally revealed their emerald green color.

The boiling water scalded to the crevices of his fingers, and the slightest movement would cause tearing pain. Ling Yao grinned and sucked it up with paper.

When he turned around, he looked up and saw the person sitting in a daze on the podium of the class next to the toilet.

Zuo Yu was also looking at him.

Ling Yao froze for a moment, and slowly curled his injured hand behind his back. This kind of concealment was actually to let Zuo Yu know that he was in trouble.The two looked at each other from a distance, as if they were back in high school in a trance.

The body temperature was baking the wound and brought dense pain. Ling Yao came back to his senses, smiled at him and set off back to the office.

"Will you go to patrol the building later?" Wang Yan glanced at him.

Ling Yao froze for a moment, "I'll go."

After finishing speaking, he felt a little regretful, so he could only put the time for patrolling the building to 10 minutes later. The self-study supervised by the physical education teacher usually only stayed in the classroom for 10 minutes before and after, and he would not move until Zuo Yu went out.

When the time was up, he went out with the folder, checked all the way from the far left, and saw the looming figure at the door from a distance.

He walked over hesitantly.Zuo Yu was enjoying the rain with his hands in his pockets and his back leaning against the door panel. The students were all in their self-study. When he ticked the box and hesitated to say hello to him, Zuo Yu had already nodded his chin at him first.

Afraid of disturbing the students, Ling Yao also nodded and walked past him with his head raised.

This rain brought the number of times he met with Zuo Yu to a certain height. Ling Yao, who was peeping before, was looking forward to this kind of meeting.But now that they have said that they will not turn back, how can they give the bait back?

Ling Yao's unsteady heart swayed again - God has given you so many hints, don't you look back?

After autumn, there will be two games, the municipal middle school staff football match and the Sixth Middle School staff sports meeting.

Ling Yao is not on the football team, and he doesn't bother to take care of it, but in the faculty sports meeting, all young teachers except the sports group will participate.

Ling Yao only reluctantly went to the multiplayer version of two-person three-legged and tug-of-war, two events that can openly paddle.

Soon he regretted it. Other sports were guided by teachers from the physical education group, especially sprinting. After sitting in the office for a long time, he was very unfamiliar with starting tools. , The physical education teacher is responsible for slowly adjusting the equipment.

When he accidentally saw Zuo Yu propping his hands behind the practice teacher's feet, Ling Yao bent the folder.

There are still some posture corrections, Zuo Yushou