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"It's just... the feeling..." Gan Hezhi looked at the ceiling, "He has been chasing me before, but this is the first time he got angry at me."

He rubbed Fu Wensheng's palm, "I've been thinking about it for the past two days...I think the way he looked at me that day...seemed a little...disappointed..."

"Disappointed?" Fu Wensheng repeated softly.

"Hmm..." Gan Hezhi's eyes were a little empty, "It's just...as if...he thought it was someone else...and it turned out to be me..."

Gan Hezhi lowered his eyes, remained silent for a while, then suddenly turned around and hugged Fu Wensheng's waist, and said in a muffled voice, "I don't like it."

Fu Wensheng touched his hair instead, "Then don't go." His tone didn't sound like he was joking.

Gan Hezhi didn't speak, and after half a minute, he rubbed Fu Wensheng's stomach hard a few times, as if venting his anger, bluffing, "He wants to see his daughter but can't. He doesn't want to see me, I'm going anyway, annoyed." ... just get mad at him!"

Fu Wensheng didn't stop running along his hair, as if he wasn't surprised by his reaction. After a while, he pushed his head away and said, "Rest early."

In the new week, before Gan Hezhi could clean up his mood, Chen Jin called first.

Qian Hezhi thought that Chen Jin was here to enlighten him, but he didn't expect that it was because the old man suddenly wanted to be discharged from the hospital.

At that time, it was not time to get off work, so Gan Hezhi could only temporarily ask for leave with Ji Tian.Fu Wensheng was not in the office, so Gan Hezhi left the building and took a taxi to the hospital by himself.

After he arrived at the hospital, he ran all the way, and when he arrived at the ward, he happened to see the old man and Chen Jin confronting each other at the door of the ward.

The old man even changed his clothes, his straight but thin body was propped up in normal-sized clothes, and none of them was full, like a balloon that had been left deflated for a long time.

Chen Jin stood on the opposite side with red eyes, his movement to stop was not very firm, and his expression was even more confused, "Now...it's really not good...you are in such a state recently...you really can't be discharged from the hospital now..."

The old man was facing the direction of the door, so he naturally saw Gan Hezhi, "It's no use calling him."

I don't know if I'm talking to Chen Jin or Gan Hezhi, "I know my body well."

Gan Hezhi blocked the door and did not move.He had exercised vigorously just now, and his voice was unpleasant when he spoke, "Why... are you going to be discharged from the hospital all of a sudden?"

The old man stared at Gan Hezhi for a while, then stroked his coat like a normal person, tightened the belt with his old and withered hands, and replied frankly, "I don't want to wait here to die."

If the old head yelled at people indiscriminately like usual, Gan Hezhi might have more confidence, and by the way, he would also pour out some of his anxiety and grievances during this period.

But now, instead of losing his temper and yelling at others, the old man said such words in a resigned tone, Gan Hezhi really didn't know what to do, "How could it be... waiting to die..."

He took a deep breath before forcing out an ugly smile, his vision was blurred, "Didn't the doctor say... as long as you take the medicine on time... cooperate with the treatment... you can... prolong your life..."

Gan Hezhi's voice was trembling, and he said everything he thought of, like a drowning man scratching his head in the water, "You have such a bad temper... maybe God doesn't want you to go there... and you can... live ten more years Eight years of..."

"Just lie to yourself." The old man's eyes didn't waver at all, and the look in Gan Hezhi's eyes could be called pity, "Have you finished speaking? Get out of the way when you finish speaking. It's going to be the sun."

Chen Jin didn't speak anymore, and squatted down on the spot grabbing his hair.

Gan Hezhi didn't speak either. He looked at Chen Jin's helpless back, and when the old man pushed him to let him get out of the door, he said hoarsely, "Is it because she didn't come..."

The old man paused, "What did you say?"

"Because your daughter doesn't care about you, so you don't want to be treated, is that so..."

Gan Hezhi clenched his fists, "Last time... you saw me was the one who came here... very disappointed... you were waiting for her... weren't you?"

The old man finally changed his expression, "Get out of the way!"

"I also called her..." Gan Hezhi was still standing at the door, "She didn't listen...I kept calling and didn't listen..."

Tears fell to the ground, "If she doesn't come... she won't come... Can't we..."

The old man didn't speak, and Gan Hezhi continued, "There is still a doctor in the hospital...if you go home...in case...in case something happens...it's too late to get to the hospital...what should I do..."

He spoke in a low voice and chaotically by himself, as if he was talking to someone, but also as if he was talking to himself. For a while, he was the only one left in the ward murmuring nervously.

After a while, the old man opened his mouth, his voice was like dry land, with cracks opening out, "Why can't you understand human language, kid? I've said it all, I don't want to die here."

After the old man finished speaking, he walked out of the ward without looking back.

Gan Hezhi froze, was pushed staggeringly, and hit the wall.

The sound of footsteps was quickly mixed with other sounds in the corridor, making it difficult to tell where the people who left went.

Gan Hezhi stared blankly at the boundary of the ground at the door of the ward, until his eyes were sore, swollen and painful, and tears rushed out.He buried his face in his palms, and the crying could not be suppressed, and overflowed in a low voice.

The patient in the next bed was not sleeping at the moment, the curtain was pulled open, and he was eating melon seeds with the middle-aged woman sitting by the bed, making a crisp "咵咵" sound.

It was dark.

The family members sitting by the window drew the curtains of the ward and made a "wow".

I don't know who is saying, "Do evil..."

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108、1零七节

There is a present every year.

After the old man was discharged from the hospital, he was first taken to Chen Jin's house to live in.After staying for a few days, he couldn't take it anymore. He felt crowded and troublesome, so he took old man Han back to live with him.

The old man returned home, he was completely liberated, and even ran away and opened a shop along the way.I greeted neighbors on the same street lively for several days, and ate free ramen.

Although only one bowl.

The above were all told by Chen Jin's 60s voice to Gan Hezhi.Chen Jin also said some other trivial things, portraying the old man's life after he was discharged from the hospital as a prosperous one.

The reason why Chen Jin needed to tell the story was because Gan Hezhi never looked for the old man after he was discharged from the hospital.

Gan Hezhi said a lot of rebellious things that poked the old man's lungs, and afterwards he felt ashamed to see the old man.As you drag and drag, it becomes harder and harder to walk.

Once or twice, he rebelliously made excuses for himself, thinking that this was not a retreat, but a protest against the old man's unauthorized discharge from the hospital.

Chen Jin asked Qian to have dinner with him, using the excuse of finding the winter solstice from the Xiayuan Festival, and finding Laba from the winter solstice.

Dry and always push.

When it was almost Chinese New Year, one day, Chen Jin's 60s voice suddenly changed to 3s, and there was only one.

Gan Hezhi stared at the short bubble, and didn't dare to open it for a long time.He always felt that this was a signal that he was going to be kicked out.It made him very scared and very irritable.

He didn't turn it on until night, and he didn't wait for Chen Jin's old father's helpless persuasion. Instead, he heard the old man's thunder, "If you don't come again, don't come again!"

Gan Hezhi was stunned for a moment, then subconsciously touched his face, always feeling that saliva was sprayed on his face along the network cable.

Fortunately not.

Gan Hezhi finally took this step, and set foot on the road to the old man's house at the appointed time.

When he went out, he was full of energy, but he tried to escape countless times on the way, but fortunately, Fu Wensheng held him down.

Fu Wensheng asked Qian Hezhi what he was afraid of.

Qian Hezhi doesn't know.

The two were quiet for a while, and Fu Wensheng reminded Gan Hezhi when he was about to move again, "Your teacher, he has terminal cancer, and every day is getting worse. Escaping can't change this." He also thoughtfully pulled over the car, "You You can escape if you want, and you won’t regret it in the future.”

Qian Hezhi didn't get out of the car, but Fu Wensheng continued to drive.

Later, this meal, like most things in this world, will be found to be much easier than imagined.

This night we ate hot pot.Gan Hezhi also wondered for a moment when Ms. Chen Suian, who had big eyes and little appetite, gave Fu Wensheng a kiss. Why did he think of a meal so terrible before.

During the time he was discharged from the hospital, although the old man had lost weight, he was still in good condition.A handful of silver hairs stand up on the top of the head, like a hedgehog.

very good!very nice!energetic!

Gan Hezhi was very happy with the meal. When he left, he lay on the car window and waved his hands with the five people who sent them off for a long time. He didn't stop until the heat in his hands was gone. He even sang a song when he set off.

But it may be because he drank too much rice wine and was emotionally unstable. After passing a traffic light, he stopped singing and cried instead.After crying until he fell asleep, it was Fu Wensheng who carried him home.

When the Lunar New Year came, Gan Hezhi, his sister-in-law and An An bought new year's goods for the old man together, bought a lot of bright red decorations, and planned to hang them in the old man's home and store.

The old man said "ugly", but he didn't say no.

They chose a lot of Spring Festival couplets with Chinese knots, lucky dolls with carp pendants, and decorated the old man's dark and old house with too much red, which was a bit dazzling.

By the way, there is always a big cleaning all year round.When they posted Spring Festival couplets, the old man stood on the side directing this and that. When he heard "big cleaning", he said that he was tired and asked old man Han to help him go back to his room for a nap.

In the middle of the fight, I got a few times to push the walker to the full