Back to Xianzun's youth [Transmigration Book]

...If I pick up the sword again, I will definitely kill you.

Yan Qing lowered his head and didn't speak, his eyes quietly looked at the gravel all over the ground.They piled up to form a road, making it impossible for him to avoid it, he could only step on it step by step, enduring the sharp and severe pain.Xie Shiyi couldn't see the blood splattered under his feet, nor could he see his pale and bewildered face.

Yan Qing smiled numbly, the apprehension, anticipation, and shyness hidden in her heart before calmed down at this moment.

Yan Qing said softly, "Okay, I'll wait for that day."

Walking into Nandou Shrine, he supported Xie Shiyi and asked him to lean on the pillar first.

The ruins of the Jingu live up to the magnificence of the past, and there is a stone statue tens of meters in the front that has already been mottled and peeled off.

Under the gray wall, silk veils are piled up in tatters.

The only light is the night pearl hanging on the wall which has long been dusty and dim.

The light was cool and cold, like the moon shining deep in the sea, shining on Xie Shiyi.His black eyes are black and his lips are blood red. Amid all the bright colors, his pale face is covered with frost and snow.

Xie Shiyi suddenly coughed violently twice.

Just as Yan Qing was about to stand up, his chest was heaving and his expression was painful, and he stretched out his hand subconsciously: "Xie Shiyi..." He wanted to wipe the blood from his lips for Xie Shiyi.

But the wrist was held by Xie Shiyi in the air.Xie Shiyi prevented him from approaching, and turned his head to avoid it vigorously, his hair brushed against his mouth, and there was an undisguised murderous intent and disgust in his eyes.

Yan Qing maintained a half-squatting position, his blood coagulated, and he froze in place.

He knew that Xie Shiyi hated other people's touch, but he never thought that one day Xie Shiyi would show such disgusted expression to him.

But why not...

What is the relationship between them?

Yan Qing felt a little embarrassed.Maybe it's not embarrassment, but confusion.

It was the first time he separated from his soul, standing in front of him with his real body, and thought of many opening remarks that would make each other not embarrassed.Unexpectedly, Xie Shiyi didn't even look at him.

Xie Shiyi shook off his hand, supported the stone pillar and stood up slowly.His hair crown fell off, and all the black hair was scattered.The white clothes were dyed red, like a long river of blood.He raised his hand and calmly wiped the blood from his mouth.

"Yanqing, there's no need."

Yan Qing squatted on the ground in a daze.

Xie Shiyi's eyes fell on the statue, and without looking at him, he said softly, "Now, you either kill me or leave."

Yan Qing's fingers trembled.The wounds on his body seemed to be hurting now, but he couldn't show his sadness in front of Xie Shiyi.

So I could only lower my head, and said with a slow smile: "Where am I going? Xie Shiyi, in fact, it's too early for you to say that. I'm still a soul body. As long as I want, I can still easily return to your body and continue to be with you." You live together." Yan Qing didn't care: "And I'm alone, I can't get out of the sea."

Xie Shiyi didn't speak, like a dead jade sculpture.

Yan Qing continued to smile, using all his strength to keep his tone calm and natural.So he didn't have time to care about his expression at all, and there was a slight red circle around his eye sockets.

Yan Qing: "It's really not easy, Xie Shiyi, you hate me so much, but you are still forced to stay with me for so long, no wonder you have to ask me how many years. In these years, do you listen to me every word, Just be determined to kill once."

Xie Shiyi ignored him and walked straight forward.

Yan Qing raised his head, looked at his back, his smile faded, and suddenly his voice softened: "Xie Shiyi, you worked so hard to get the Lihun Orb just to kill me?" He couldn't continue, There was a long silence before continuing to ask.

"You hate me that much?"

Xie Shiyi stood still.The robe was deeply stained with blood, winding in the half-light and shadow of the temple.

He raised his eyes and looked at the bleak sky wall. He didn't know how long it had been, and said clearly and tiredly.

"Yan Qing, you lived by me and tried to take me away. You intervened in my life without my permission, and you thought you were right and made many decisions for me. You are greedy for life and afraid of death, tricky and hypocritical." Xie Shiyi lowered his eyes, Smiling lightly, she seemed to be talking quietly to herself: "You have seen all the unbearable sides of me. Yes, between you and me... Wasn't it just disgusting at the beginning?"

He murmured: "How can I not hate you." He was seriously injured and as fragile as paper.I really hate it to the extreme, and I don't want to stay with Yan Qing at all.Enduring the blood in my heart, I walked forward.

"I wish you never showed up."

With trembling fingers, Yan Qing slowly stood up on the ground.

The cold light shone coldly on the long stone steps, as if crossing frost and snow.Xie Shiyi never looked back.The red robe disappeared at the end of the light and darkness with the steps.The footsteps were very light, and with each step, traces of blood fell down and filled the hall empty.Senran is determined again.

One step, two steps, three steps, four steps...

It was twelve steps to walk from one end of the roof to the other.

It is 37 steps from the east to the west of the Nether Room.

He didn't count Chunshui Peach Blossom Road, but that road is so long, there should be hundreds of steps.

Counting steps on the roof is to remind the blindfolded Xie Shiyi when he can jump off.Counting steps in the secluded room is because I want to find something to do so that Xie Shiyi will not be too boring.

And now, alone in this cold and empty Jingu ruins.He simply finds it too quiet...he needs to find something to do.

"Aren't you curious, what is he doing in there?" A few days after Xie Shiyi went in, a voice suddenly appeared in Yan Qing's mind.

At first he thought that he had split his personality, but later he found out that it was not.This is something that he inexplicably added to his mind after he fell into the sea of ​​chaos.Like a cloud of black fog, I don't know age, gender, good or evil, mysterious and weird.

Every time he spoke in his body, his voice made Yan Qing feel cold and disgusted. This nausea may come from subconscious fear.

He tried many ways, and finally chose to talk to him softly with a woman's voice.

"This is the Nandou Temple. Emperor Nandou is the head of the gods. If he gets an inheritance in it, he will kill you when he comes out."

Sitting on the ruins, Yan Qing asked her indifferently, "Who are you?"

He smiled slightly and said, "It doesn't matter who I am, the important thing is that you are willing to be like this all your life, being a lonely ghost?"

Yan Qing didn't speak.

He said, "Look, you saved him, but he still wants to kill you."

Yan Qing said, "It's none of your business."

After he finished speaking, he smiled and said: "But I can also understand, after all, I am to you, just like you are to him..."

I am to you.

Just like you are to him.

Yan Qing's heart suddenly throbbed, his expression cracked, his teeth trembled and he raised his voice: "Shut up."

He smiled: "Why do you want me to shut up."

"Yanqing, we are all the same poor people." He is used to playing tricks on people's hearts, and said with a smile: "Isn't your feeling for me now the same as his feeling for you?"

"I'm so wronged, Yanqing." He dragged his voice, said sincerely and cruelly: "I just want to live, and I didn't intend to harm you. I just want to help you and make you stronger. Because we It's one. So, why do you reject me so much? Obviously we can be good friends."

A little uncontrollable blood appeared in Yan Qing's pupils, which was so red that it was ferocious: "Shut up!"

"If it weren't for me, you wouldn't be able to reach the ruins of the Jingu Palace. Speaking of which, I'm still your benefactor."

He smiled lightly, dropped the last straw cruelly, and said innocently and aggrievedly in Yanqing's voice.

"Yanqing, do you hate me that much?"

——You hate me that much?

With a bang, a hole in the heart was bloody torn open.

It forced him to look at the cold truth with red eyes.

Yan Qing's hands trembled, he whimpered, hugged his head, and bent over collapsed.He sat on the black stone in the ruins, his pupils were red, and the whites of his eyes were also red.There were tears inside, but they were too stubborn to let them fall.

How did Xie Shiyi see him.Now, he completely understood.

It turns out—disgust is real.Disgusting is real.

All the days he thought he was sharing thick and thin.For Xie Shiyi and Xie Shiyi, it was the years of being parasitized by evil spirits and enduring humiliation.

It turned out that he really wanted to kill him when he said that he was never joking.

Yan Qing's despair and sadness seemed to be his best nourishment.The Demon God licked his lower lip in satisfaction, and walked out of the mist without revealing his figure, only a pair of emerald green eyes, which were crystal clear and filled with indelible malice.

The Demon God smiled: "Yan Qing, if you don't kill him now, he will definitely kill you later."

Yan Qing can't listen to her now.

With red eyes, he raised his head blankly, looking at the long corridor of the temple, the blood on it had dried up and disappeared into the darkness at the end.He could remember every step Xie Shiyi took very clearly.One step, two steps, three steps, four steps... From the entrance of the shrine to the closed door, there are 41 steps in total.He walked back and forth countless times, and every time he walked, he was lost in thought, his mind wandered, and he couldn't help but think about Xie Shiyi's mood at that time.

The memories of the past are too good.So much so that Yan Qing always wondered if there might be a misunderstanding between them, and wondered if Xie Shiyi should explain it properly after Xie Shiyi came out.

But now, everything is clear.The Demon God used the most decisive method to wake up his self-deception and self-indulgence.

What He is to him is what he is to Xie Shiyi.How disgusting and disgusting he is to him, Xie Shiyi treats him...

Yan Qing laughed shortly.

So at that time, when I heard him ask, "You hate me that much?"

——How ridiculous and funny Xie Shiyi felt in his heart.

The god statue lowered its eyes, sympathetic and speechless, watching the young man curled up, in this endless night of silent seabed, his eyes were scarlet, his despair collapsed, and he could not shed tears.

separated by a wall.

"This sword has no owner and no name. It is passed on to you today. Give it a name."

Xie Shiyi changed into a red robe, his skin was raw white, his hair was three thousand black, and his appearance was full of evil spirits and monsters.But his temperament was very cold, like heavy snow in the wilderness, condensed with the sword energy of thousands of mountains.

Emperor Nandou died with the demon god long ago, and what is left is only the divine consciousness left for future generations from the ancient times.

Xie Shiyi has experienced life and death in ten directions in the temple before he reached this step.

After receiving the long sword, there was no trace of joy in his eyes.

Emperor Nan Dou said: "You are born with a glass heart, and you are the most suitable person in the world to practice the ruthless way."

Xie Shiyi lowered his eyes and said, "I know."

Emperor Nan Dou was curious: "You know? Then why didn't you practice the ruthless way before? I saw your meridian was destroyed once. If you practice the ruthless way when you come back, you will definitely not only be in the Nascent Soul stage now."

Xie Shiyi stroked the long sword with his fingers, let the sharp blade cut his fingertips, and watched the blood flow.The cold light on the blade of the sword reflected his empty and desolate eyes.

Xie Shiyi smiled palely and said, "Well, I will fix it later."

Emperor Nan Dou said: "Okay, can you think of a name for this sword?"

Xie Shiyi said: "If you don't regret it, let's call it no regrets."