Back to Xianzun's youth [Transmigration Book]

Yan Qing was stunned, because of the madness in Xie Shiyi's eyes, and also because of the strong mockery in his cold words.

The bamboo rafts are small, so they sit very close together.The moment they looked at each other, Yan Qing's heart beat like a beating and he immediately looked away.He lowered his eyes and pretended to smile, as if he could pretend to be calm in this way.

Yan Qing lazily said, "That's right, maybe the world will give us another nickname."

He laughed, his hands hidden in his sleeves trembled, his fingers turned white, and in a playful tone, he pretended to be at ease and said: "After I separated from you, I thought that you would definitely be famous in the world." Unlimited, I didn’t expect it to be more powerful than I thought. I chatted with the guard at the door in the Rejuvenation School, and I could hear your name from his mouth. He said that you are killing people like hemp, cruel and cold. However, I think he I still don’t understand you. Of course, few people in the world may understand you. After all, when it comes to Zhancheng, they all thought that you walked the Chunshui Peach Blossom Road full of hatred. I didn’t find out until I went to Shangzhong. Everyone has heard of it. Your name, although you may never see you in your life. You joined the Wangqing Sect and won the first place in the Qingyun Conference. No one in the world knows the king, Xie Shiyi is good, I..."

Yan Qing suddenly couldn't continue.

He actually didn't know what he was talking about, his mind went blank.I just feel that he has to speak, otherwise everything will go out of control when he quiets down.

Xie Shiyi sat across from him, staring at him without saying a word, listening to Yan Qing's random and purposeless speech, his expression was dimmed in the half-brightness, without interrupting or interjecting.

But being stared at by his indifferent and penetrating eyes, Yan Qing's voice gradually became quieter, the corner of her mouth was pulled stiffly, and she stopped talking in a dull manner.

Seeing him like this, Xie Shiyi asked aloud, "Have you finished?"

Yan Qing: "Yes."

Xie Shiyi calmly asked: "Yan Qing, from old friend to friend to best friend, what do you want to say next, bosom friend?" His slender eyelashes broke through the ice blue light of the butterfly and fell into the depths of his pupils.

Xie Shiyi suddenly smiled softly: "I said this is unfair. Yan Qing, you ask me a question, and I must give the correct answer. But when I ask you, you will only lie, evade, and sway him. "

Yan Qing was dumbfounded, when Xie Shiyi approached, his breathing became disordered and he wanted to back away, but Xie Shiyi firmly grabbed his wrist and was pinned on the bamboo raft.

Xie Shiyi's eyes were like snow-falling valleys, and he said clearly and calmly: "It is for me that you stay in the Rejuvenation Sect; it is for me that you are dragged into the vortex of Nanze Prefecture; it is for me that you pretend to be crazy and tear up the disguise."

"On the last night in Shifang City, you put me in the red lotus pavilion and let me sleep so that you would not drag me down."

Yan Qing was in a state of confusion, laughed when he heard the words, tried to calm down and said, "Yes, as I explained earlier, you are the only person I know in Jiuchongtian. The grievances between Huai Mingzi and me should not have been involved in the first place. you."

Xie Shiyi also smiled, but the smile didn't reach his eyes at all: "As expected, you have never been fair to me."

Xie Shiyi asked.

"The night you graduated from Dengxian Pavilion, your hands were shaking all the time. When I carried you out from Heishuize, what were you thinking?"

Yan Qing felt a loud noise explode from the top of his head, and the thunder pierced through his head, and penetrated his whole body along the spinal cord.

Xie Shiyi let go of Yan Qing's wrist, raised his hand, and gently stroked Yan Qing's cheek with his slender, fair fingers, and the distance between the two became closer.The clothes were overlapping, Yan Qing seemed to be bewitched by his eyes, she pursed her lips and raised her head, motionless.

Xie Shiyi said softly: "I thought it was an illusion before, it was a fantasy in my dream, but now I think it should be real."

"In the land where the gods fell..." Xie Shiyi said: "Mirage Dragon Palace, I have entered an illusion. Yan Qing, guess what my inner demon is?"

Yan Qing clenched her fingers tightly.

After Xie Shiyi finished speaking, he was silent for a moment and pursed his lips. He was not willing to let Yan Qing guess.He wished that every action and every word would reveal his thoughts in front of him, but Yan Qing would always turn a blind eye to it.

Xie Shiyi said: "I dreamed of the Realm of Absolute Desolation."

"I dreamed of the barrier city for 49 days, and I tried to describe your appearance on the stone wall."

"From the eyebrows, to the eyes, to the nose..."

His fingers slid down little by little, as gentle as a snow wind.The eyebrows, eyes, and nose finally reached the corners of Yan Qing's mouth. Xie Shiyi said in a low voice, "You are very noisy. I thought at the time that you should look good when you smile."

"In the Mirage Dragon Palace, I fell into an illusion and kept painting on that wall. In fact, I have seen your appearance at that time, but I would rather not have seen it."

The memory of falling into the sea of ​​chaos was too painful, he completely sealed it in the depths of his memory, and he dared not touch it even in the mirage.

He got to the back, scratched his finger on a stone, and started drawing with blood, tracing the outline over and over again.The illusion is painful and hopeless.The boy in the painting on the wall smiled at him, clear and unrestrained, as gentle as ever.And someone was sitting next to him, with bright green eyes, and coquettishly said in a familiar voice, "Yaoyao, take a look at me".

"I thought I would stay in the mirage until I died. But, you woke me up." Xie Shiyi's fingers continued to slide down and lifted Yan Qing's chin. Suddenly, the corners of his lips curled up, and the madness in his eyes turned blood. red, he leaned over and kissed her lightly.He is not in the right state now, and his sanity seems to be in jeopardy, but this kiss is extraordinarily gentle, like a superficial touch.

Yan Qing's pupils shrank and his face turned pale.

Xie Shiyi restrained, moved away with a light touch, and asked in a hoarse voice: "You did that at the time, right, Yan Qing?"

This kiss is like a dream.

Yan Qing listened to every word Xie Shiyi said, but it was difficult to translate them into meanings he could understand.

Xie Shiyi's voice is cold, and when he narrates quietly, it is easy for people to fall into his words.

Like now, Yan Qing was bloodless, as if he had really returned to the Mirage Dragon Palace, experiencing that feeling of panic and sadness again.After being denied everything, she was known to be her most embarrassing love.He raised his eyes, the red in the peach blossom eyes faded away, and asked as if losing popularity: "So Xie Shiyi, do you really know everything?"

Xie Shiyi said, "Maybe."

Yan Qing continued to smile with difficulty, his blood froze, as if he was in a world of ice and snow, his heart convulsed and shivered.

He actually questioned Xie Shiyi's glass heart back then?How stupid.

Then every time they lied and explained before, every time they made their own claims to define the relationship between each other, was it ridiculous in Xie Shiyi's eyes?

Yan Qing was silent for a long time, then said palely: "What do you want to express, Xie Shiyi."

what do you want to say?

Come on.

Xie Shiyi.

He's almost in a broken-can-shattered numb attitude right now.Waiting for Xie Shiyi to expose his absurd thoughts of 200 years with his indifferent voice, tearing all his disguises to pieces.

However, Xie Shiyi was silent for a long time.

Then he laughed in his ear for a long time, his chest trembled slightly, and he didn't know what he was laughing at.

The blood in Xie Shiyi's eyes spread across the whites of his eyes, and he touched his tight and trembling lips with his fingers, relaxing his lips little by little, and said in a hoarse voice to himself, "Yan Qing, what do I want to express?" The whole person seemed like a god and a demon, in a state of out of control and treachery, and smiled lightly: "I like you."

Yan Qing suddenly opened his eyes and froze.

Perhaps Xie Shiyi was really angry and lost his mind a little bit. He fumbled between Yan Qing's lips with great force, his water color was sluggish, and he felt a little ambiguous and pornographic in his life. He said word by word: "If there is no misunderstanding , we will not become close friends, we will become Taoist couples."

"I like you, I have liked you since Jinghong was 15 years old, 200 years ago. Since you like me too, why are we talking nonsense here now?"

He didn't smile when he said the last sentence, his tone was cold.His eyes were red, but his pupils were cold. He looked at Yan Qing seriously and stubbornly.

Yan Qing was still in a daze and didn't move.

Xie Shiyi waited for a long time, but there was no reply. He laughed at himself and pulled his lower lip: "Forget it, chatting with you, you never confess to me."

His eyes were half downcast, and the deep eyes were filled with wild and gloomy light, his expression was like frost.This time, the other hand directly stretched out and hugged Yan Qing's waist with great strength, pulling him into his arms.

With the other hand, Yan Qing was forced to look up.

"Then I won't say anything."

This time it was not as soft and restrained as before.

Yan Qing's mind was still blank, and he felt that Xie Shiyi had licked his lips wet, pried open his teeth with the tip of his tongue, and swept in aggressively.With a force that cannot be resisted, and passion and desire that are visible to the naked eye.

Cold as green bamboos in the snow, also dyed with ambiguity and debauchery.Xie Shiyi's ink spread aside, and the hand hooking his chin went down, gently touching the back of Yan Qing's neck.His fingertips were cold, but Yan Qing felt that the place they touched was on fire.

It was a punishing kiss.

Yan Qing felt that Xie Shiyi probably wanted to bite him, but in the end he gave up.

Before he could react, he was taken for a breath in a daze, and his tongue was hooked to deepen the kiss.

Yan Qing closed her eyes in a daze, but it wasn't because she was shy or surprised.

He was just thinking about what the demon god said back then.

One after another, like weeping and complaining.

"Yanqing, how can you hate me?!"

"What I am to you is what you are to Xie Shiyi."

"We share the same pain, and I know you best in the world. We are exactly the same."

When he was in the snowstorm in the Dragon Palace, he smashed his cowardly escape, accepted the past of being hated and hated by others, calmed down, and became an enemy of the demon god again.

But now, it can be regarded as completely out of the shadows, out of the so-called "heart to heart" bewilderment.This shadow was not given to him by the demon god, but by himself.In this shadow, he didn't dare to think about how Xie Shiyi thought of him.

The original break was too serious, and this problem was his nightmare.

What does Xie Shiyi think of him, and what kind of feelings does Xie Shiyi have for him?

How does he see the Demon God, and what feelings does he have for the Demon God?

The two are like mirror images, forcing him to pretend he doesn't understand, and has been paralyzed.

Until now, the walls solidified outside the soul seem to be fully cracked, and the light falls into it.

Demon God, fuck you are exactly the same.

Yan Qing wanted to laugh, but he was almost suffocated by the kiss, so he could only stretch out his hand.The thin white wrist protruded from the sleeve, and gently wrapped it around Xie Shiyi's neck, a tear trickled slowly from the corner of his eye.

He said in his heart: I am completely different from you.