After being sacked, I became Master's White Moonlight

Perhaps because he saw Jing Yu's heartbeat, Lu Beijin didn't resist when he was taken away by the people of Qingyou Valley.

Jing Yu smiled, thinking that without Lu Beijin in charge, he could have a drink secretly when he went back.

Seeing him happy, Yunrong asked, "What is Xiaojing laughing at?"

Jing Yu was afraid that he would not let him drink, so he pursed his lips and said, "I miss Lu Beijin. What he said is too much."

"Yeah." Yun Rong responded, and heard that Jing Yu had more to say.

As expected, Jing Yu continued, "It was my order."

He told Lu Beijin before that he needed Lu Beijin to maintain an unattainable image in front of people.

He doesn't need a trash to accompany him.

Yunrong smiled lightly and said, "I guessed it before, and it's probably like this. If Lu Beijin hadn't had your permission, he wouldn't have dared to whitewash himself so affectionately."

The only problem is that Lu Beijin is too good at climbing the pole.

If no restrictions are imposed, he is worried that Xiaojing will suffer in the future.

Jing Yu didn't think about it, and tilted her head slightly: "What does brother Yunrong mean?"

"He can be unapproachable, but the past happened after all, and it would be too contemptuous for him to want to write it off." Yunrong said lightly, "He can be awe-inspiring, but he has to pay the price for the past. I want to reveal part of the truth."

Jing Yu froze for a moment: "What's the truth?"

"It's because he hurt you that he felt ashamed in his heart, so he is so affectionate now." Yunrong sighed softly, "Actually, it should have been like this a long time ago, but I am worried that if this matter spreads, someone may provoke you in the future You cause trouble."

Jing Yu smiled and lowered her eyes: "What are you worried about? If you want to, just say so. I haven't thought that there is such a saying of having both. Brother Yunrong is still thoughtful."

In fact, he has never really cared about whether he has received enough compensation emotionally.

After so long, he no longer felt the love and affection he had at the beginning.

Yun Rong had been with him for a long time, and she could see that Jing Yu was absent-minded, so she stopped bothering him with this matter.Jing Yu came back in a hurry and needed to rest first.

As for Lu Beijin, the people in Qingyou Valley had to punish him.

After Jing Yu returned, she took off the jade crown, let her hair loose, and brought a jar of wine from the cellar.

Lu Beijin wasn't here, so he was a little tired to get it by himself.When he came back, he kicked off his boots, sat on the carpet of the palace, and slapped Kaifeng mud casually.

Rich wine aroma, crystal clear wine, bright red lips.

Jing Yu was a little dizzy.

It seemed that it was because he went to cross the field, and every day was a torment. After he came back, if he had nothing to do, he would feel empty from time to time.

It seems that the soul has returned, but the feelings have fallen into the world.If he could not speak a few words with others, he might return to heaven and earth soon.

There is also a reason for keeping Lu Beijin behind because of reality.He didn't tell Lu Beijin, nor did he tell anyone else.

When Lu Beijin came back, he saw such a scene.

The young man was so drunk that he fell into a deep sleep holding the wine jar, his face buried in the fingertips of his arms, and his body was filled with the indelible smell of wine.It was like having a nightmare, her slender back was tense, trembling slightly with her breathing.

Lu Beijin squatted down lightly, putting his hands on his shoulders, Jing Yu's shoulders trembled, and he slowly woke up.

He turned his head and saw Lu Beijin, and couldn't help but catch his breath.

As if affected by a dream, there was a little fear in the depths of his gaze, which stabbed Lu Beijin's heart with pain, and he couldn't help but let go of his hand stiffly: "...what's wrong?"

Jing Yu was awakened from the nightmare, and looked at Lu Beijin a little sluggishly, his eyes were reddened by the alcohol vapor: "Why do I still dream of that time..."

His eyes fell on his intact wrist, looking at it quietly, as if he wanted to find an unforgettable scar from it.

How could Lu Beijin not know what he dreamed about, as if he was being stabbed by dense needles in his heart, and gently covered Jing Yu's sight with his hand: "It's my fault, don't think too much about it."

Jing Yu shook her head slightly: "It's okay, it's fine."

At least not dead.

When she came to her senses, Jing Yu looked at the man's pale complexion and couldn't hide her worried eyes.

Just now he had dreamed of the ruthless Lu Beijin, but seeing his affectionate appearance now made Jing Yu a little dazed.He smiled and said, "Why did you come back so quickly?"

Lu Beijin responded: "They didn't really embarrass me, they were just worried about you. I said you asked me to come back and teach you how to practice swords, and they stopped holding me back."

"That's it..." Jing Yu's thoughts were still stuck in the nightmare, and he didn't pay attention to what he said later.

"Is this true?" He heard Lu Beijin ask.The voice was a little excited.

Jing Yu tilted her head: "Really, but what are you going to do?"

Although he didn't know what he said, he didn't like to go back on his word.

Lu Beijin's reaction was very strange, overjoyed and trembling could appear on his face at the same time.Jing Yu was aroused, and after thinking about it for a while, what he said just now seemed to be, try double cultivation.

How could he say such a thing...

It was clearly just a nightmare.

When he was dual cultivating in the past, Lu Beijin did sometimes rub the wound on his wrist, which made him tremble with pain.

But at that time Jing Yu was just watching from the sidelines, he never thought that he would remember until now.

Now that you remember it, it doesn't matter if you try it.Now that there is Volume Yu who can pass the time for him, if one day the demon world really returns to the cultivation world, maybe he will also return to the way of heaven in a boring way.Since double cultivation is intense and painful, it is worth a try.Jing Yu's fingertips lightly touched Lu Beijin's chin, thinking, it's not like he hasn't done it anyway.

He resolutely closed his eyes, as if he was going to the execution ground.

The thick eyelashes of the young man trembled slightly, like fragile porcelain, arousing the desire to destroy.

Lu Beijin's eagerness suddenly dissipated.He regained his senses and gently held Jing Yu's hand, subconsciously thinking that he would be pulled away.

Jing Yu has told him many times, don't touch yourself, Lu Beijin has almost formed a habit.

But Jingyu didn't shake him off.

The slender knuckles felt so good to the touch that Lu Beijin was reluctant to let go for a moment.

He seemed half in a dream, half in reality.He clearly knew that what Jing Yu said about dual cultivation must be based on a unique and rational consideration—once he heard it, he would no longer be able to think of dual cultivation.

But on the other hand, he couldn't help but want to make mistakes.

He has endured it for too long.It's okay when I don't see Jing Yu.Jing Yu didn't know how seductive he was. After the two reached the Taoist couple contract, suppressing his heartbeat every day became the most difficult career for Lu Beijin.

Once this valve shows signs of opening, it is difficult to close it again.

... If he misses this opportunity, is he still a man?

Jing Yu caught a little pain from Lu Beijin's expression, and asked suspiciously, "Is it painful for you to double cultivate with me now?"

"Of course not, I just—" Realizing the meaning of Jing Yu's words, Lu Beijin's heart sank, "You mean, you were in pain when you double cultivated with me in the past?"

He was asking too much, who would want to double cultivate with someone he doesn't like...

Lu Beijin was so regretful, but he heard Jing Yu write lightly: "Not at all. I don't feel anything, just a little disgusting."

Lu Beijin... Lu Beijin's face was as black as the bottom of a pot.

Nothing feels.

He Ning Xiangyu only spoke the last half of the sentence.

Jing Yu has never been educated about reproduction, and he doesn't quite understand the courtship of animals because of his natural nature, but he vaguely knows that men seem to care about this...

He pursed his lips and said, "I closed my senses, so at that time you were almost... um."

For Lu Beijin's self-esteem, he didn't say those two creepy words.He is so sweet.

The strength holding his hand suddenly became stronger.Jing Yu frowned slightly: "Lu Beijin, you hurt me."

Lu Beijin let go of his hand as if waking up from a dream, and wanted to take it back, but he took it back halfway.This time it was even more extreme, and he shook hands with Jing Yu.

"Jing Yu, your nature is really difficult to resist." Lu Beijin has learned to be soft when facing Jing Yu.

It's just that he just admitted it, pretending he didn't hear anything, and he didn't want to go to double cultivation with Jing Yu.He has countless false nobility, all of which are completely defeated in front of Jing Yu.Only this time, he really didn't want the relationship between the two to fall into the abyss of distortion.

Even if he is the only one who cares about it in the whole world, he is the only one who knows about it...

"I love you, Jing Yu." Lu Beijin's voice sounded like a sigh, "I've always wanted to be with you."

The person being confessed obviously didn't understand his feelings very well.Jing Yu smiled and said, "I know, you've said it many times. You love me, you are willing to give everything for me, and become my accessory. If not, I wouldn't let you stay by my side."

That's different.Lu Beijin was dumbfounded, even if he had a hundred mouths to speak, he still couldn't explain what he wanted clearly.

In the situation where there was no way to explain, he was even more fortunate that the person he liked was Jing Yu.Because Jing Yu doesn't know how to play with him at all, even now, Jing Yu still maintains basic respect for him.

This respect gave Lu Beijin a glimmer of hope.

Jing Yu noticed that there was a strange emotion in Lu Beijin's body, which was vaguely conveyed through the Taoist couple's contract.

Immediately afterwards, after forming the Taoist couple contract, Lu Beijin rejected Jing Yu's suggestion for the first time: "Jing Yu, I don't want to practice dual cultivation."

Jing Yu's first reaction was that it was funny.

How many times had he said that he was unwilling in the past, did Lu Beijin hear it once?

But then, he was swept by doubts: "Why?"

Lu Beijin was a bit of a cleanser. He took off his coat when he entered the hall, and when he sat in front of him, he couldn't hide his reaction.So Jing Yu knew that he was good at it, but he just didn't want to.

Lu Beijin opened his mouth, and finally closed it resignedly.

He couldn't explain this to Jing Yu, because he was just an ordinary scumbag trying to reform himself.

He bent his lips in a self-deprecating manner, his eyes still focused and reluctant to move away from Jing Yu, and said softly, "Because I'm not ready yet. If you need contact, start with a kiss...is that okay?"

Jing Yu felt that her mind was full of question marks after being drunk with alcohol: "Isn't kissing something that only very close people would do? We don't have that kind of strong relationship..."

Maybe Lu Beijin has it, but he doesn't.

He just wanted to save himself, why did he tell him about these lovers.Jing Yu's eyes were red, and he thought aggrievedly.