After being sacked, I became Master's White Moonlight
Chapter 78 The Ending
Before that, both mental consciousness and physical strength were too exhausted, and the tidal wave of fatigue washed away all emotions. Jing Yu shook Lu Beijin's hand, and fell into a deep sleep at some point.
Lu Beijin's inquiry was destined not to be answered.
But compared to the irreversible pain and regret in the past, today's silence is already a great gift to Lu Beijin.
The man gently scrubbed Jing Yu's body, for fear of waking up the sleeping little god.He was afraid that after Jing Yu woke up, he would tell him that he was acting affectionate. Jing Yu was never worried that Lu Beijin hated him.
Perhaps Jing Yu just wanted to take the opportunity to see if he was faithful.
Or maybe, just looking for an excuse to drive him away.
Countless conjectures that were countless times more terrifying than the current situation were suppressed by Lu Beijin one by one.When he raised his eyes, the man's expression was still calm and indifferent.
Jing Yu hopes that he will remain strong forever like this.
This is their agreement.
Later, Jing Yu woke up and fell asleep several times, as if he forgot about going out, and never mentioned it to Lu Beijin.
It's not that Lu Beijin wasn't worried, but he didn't dare to show it in front of Jing Yu.Whenever Jing Yu woke up, he would gently ask Jing Yu if there was anything uncomfortable, or if there was anything he wanted to do.
The answer is never.
Jing Yu is also counting the days.
Before Lu Beijin noticed, he had already transferred most of the principles of devouring to the bone ring.In the process, as the influence of Taoism diminishes, the feelings that have been wiped out regenerate.As the feelings returned, he suddenly remembered that the longest time Lu Beijin left him alone on Wunian Peak seemed to be ten years.
It doesn't make much sense, but he chose not to tell Lu Beijin his intentions, and then let him be besieged here for ten years.
Jing Yu felt that she was getting worse.It wasn't the intentional annoyance when he wanted to leave Lu Beijin, but a very subtle change.
There is clearly no sign that his behavior has caused bad consequences.But Jing Yu knew that he was different from before, and he would never change back.
He will do many things that he would never do before.
For example, holding a bone ring to seduce Lu Beijin.
When Jing Yu said that as long as he returned the bone ring to Lu Beijin, Lu Beijin's cultivation base would be greatly improved, and his feelings would also return, he clearly felt that Lu Beijin's heart was moved.
The young man flipped his hand, hid the bone ring in his palm, and said calmly: "But I haven't decided whether I should give it back to you."
This is a temptation wrapped in poison.Lu Beijin's heart beat faster just thinking that Jing Yu might be able to recover his feelings.
He tried his best to restrain himself and asked softly, "Why?"
The young man's eyes traced his face, and he said without emotion: "I really like you now."
The words that could be regarded as confession failed to cause waves in Lu Beijin's heart.
He just understood that Jing Yu would be worried that after he got the Dao, he would become disgusting.
But in fact, does this also mean that even under the influence of Taoism, Jing Yu will not become completely ruthless?Lu Beijin thought almost to himself.
At the same time, he clearly knew that Jing Yu's little love for him was definitely not left in these remaining feelings.
If it was possible, Lu Beijin really hoped that even if it meant destroying the bone ring - Jing Yu wouldn't let Jing Yu torture him in such a ruthless manner again.
But just think about it.
The man hid all these secret thoughts in his heart and wiped them out.Then, he corrected his position, regarded himself as a pet who cared about his master, and said from Jing Yu's perspective: "Since you are not happy, then you don't have to return it to me. Appearance exists."
Jing Yu seemed to laugh very lightly, very lightly, as if mocking himself, and also as if mocking Lu Beijin's embarrassing performance.
That day he took the bone ring back.Later, Jing Yu changed his mind.
No one expected that the bone ring belonging to the ancient demon would resonate with the principles of the demon world and affect Jing Yu's body.
Jing Yu was ill from time to time, Lu Beijin saw it, but didn't say much, just took care of Jing Yu properly, as if he didn't care at all, Jing Yu is now a god, how could he still have such a disease.
Until one day, Jing Yu frowned, covered the corners of her lips with her palms, and bright red blood oozes from between her fingers.
As usual, the man silently wiped away the blood from the corners of his lips, and carefully checked Jing Yu's physical condition.According to the usual practice, it was time for him to help Jing Yu deal with the unstable restraint due to her physical condition.
But this time, he stood still and looked at Jing Yu with deep eyes: "It's not an option to go on like this, Xiao Jing..."
Jing Yu raised her eyes lightly, her breath was still a little weak, but her eyes were so sharp that she seemed to see through Lu Beijin.
The meeting of eyes was only for a moment, and Jing Yu quickly lowered his eyes, as if he didn't hear what he was saying.
Suddenly, great sadness welled up in Lu Beijin's chest.It is clear that they can live and die together, but they can't be in love with each other. When did the relationship between him and Jing Yu become so distorted.But who can he blame, everything is the bitter fruit he brewed, so he can only swallow it silently.
But he still understood Jing Yu after all, and when he wanted to persuade Jing Yu to change his mind, he wouldn't be at a loss.
He revealed the couple's contract between the two of them.
He said that if Jing Yu is worried about the Taoist contract, he can add a slave contract to him.He can also swear to God...
He exhausted all the methods he could think of to fully dedicate himself to Jing Yu, to prove that even if he absorbed the Tao, he would not violate the agreement with Jing Yu.
Jing Yu leaned against the tree and stared at Lu Beijin for a long time in the twilight of the forest.
It was not difficult to return the bone ring to Lu Beijin.It's just that some words can't be said after all.
Dao stayed here with him, but it was actually useless.After all, Shinto and Demonic Cultivator do not belong to the same path.
But these days he actually enjoys Lu Beijin's service a little bit.He likes to see Lu Beijin clearly worried, but still pretends to be calm as agreed.
He sometimes wondered, when Lu Beijin played with his mind back then, did he know that one day he would be treated as a play by others?
Lu Beijin wouldn't know.Never will.
Just having this kind of thought made Jing Yu feel very ashamed, how could he tell Lu Beijin himself.
Jing Yu lowered his eyes, seemingly tired, and slowly took out the smooth bone ring, and raised his hand to hand it to Lu Beijin.
There was a familiar and friendly atmosphere in the bone ring, and Lu Beijin subconsciously reached out to pick it up.
A domineering Daoist suddenly burst out from the bone ring and entered between Lu Beijin's eyebrows.The Tao is surging in the man's sea of consciousness, and his sea of consciousness is full of turbulent waves, almost losing his mind.
Around Lu Beijin's body, a violent gust of wind blew up.When the man raised his eyes, he saw that Jing Yu couldn't dodge in time, and he was about to be hurt by the tornado.
At this very moment, Jing Yu's barrier set up by relying on the Dao of the Demon Realm broke, and Lu Beijin tried his last sliver of reason to send Jing Yu out of the Demon Realm and back to Qingyou Valley.
It was also extremely painful for Jing Yu to be separated from Tao suddenly.
In order to escape this pain, his consciousness instinctively hid.
When he regained consciousness, he found that he had returned to Qingyou Valley, his residence.
There was no injury on his body, after all, neither Dao Ze nor Lu Beijin had any malice towards him.
It's just that when he raised his hand, the smooth bone ring was still hanging on his hand.
Jing Yu's eyes flickered.
He wanted to go to Lu Beijin, no matter what Lu Beijin looked like now, he had to return the bone ring that he had promised him.
Before that, Jing Yu took a look at Yunrong.After being rescued by him, Yunrong's life was in danger, but she had to rest in the quiet valley for a long time.Yun Rong is still in a coma and has not woken up yet. Jing Yu healed his wounds again, reckoning that his life is not in danger, and he should wake up soon, so he is relieved.
After leaving Qingyou Valley, he went to the Demon Realm.
The barrier between the demon world and the realm of comprehension was broken, but it turned into a bitter wind.If you want to enter, you have to wait for the wind to rest.
Jing Yu played with the bone ring in his hand, and suddenly felt that this scene was a bit familiar.Outside the Shangxuan Xianzong, there seems to be a snowfield that can blow a strong wind.
A long time ago, he used his own origin to plant a plant of returning immortal grass, put it in the Sumeru ring, and rushed back to Shangxuanzong with joy, wanting to call Lu Beijin his master.
Stupid as hell.
While thinking about it, the wind stopped for a while, and Jing Yu spotted the gap, and entered the demon world alone.
The demon world that was forcibly dismantled is like a wasteland at this moment.Jing Yu walked a few steps, but found that a strong wind was blowing in the distance again, and he was walking very fast, and it might affect him in a short while.
It's hard to guard against.Jing Yu was a little annoyed, and was thinking of simply breaking the wind away, but found that the wind dissipated before it got close to him.
The remaining majesty blew Jing Yu's hair, and when he looked up, he saw Lu Beijin coming from a distance.That strong wind dissipated because of him.
The Taoist couple's contract binds the two of them, but Jing Yu is a little confused about Lu Beijin's mood.
The man was dressed in white, and his breath was cold.
It was the same as the Beijin Xianjun who had clearly saved him in the snowy field, but still wanted to kill the person he saved to make him suffer.
After being watered down by Dao Ze, Lu Beijin returned to his former appearance.Did Lu Beijin really not change at all... Jing Yu was in a daze for a moment, wondering whether he should approach or not.
The next moment, a man with a cold aura appeared half a step in front of him, stretched out his hand, and gently tightened his collar that had been blown by the wind just now: "You are here."
After a long time, Jing Yu once again felt cramped in front of Lu Beijin.He said softly: "I'm here to give you a bone ring. I promised to give you a gift."
The man was silent for a long time.
Stared at by his cold gaze, Jing Yu almost didn't want to send it off.He thought of the fairy-returning grass that was burned at will, Lu Beijin wanted to take his origin to save Junqing, he remembered that Lu Beijin had cut off his practice path, and he remembered that in the thick fire, Lu Beijin abandoned him. ...
Lu Beijin held Jing Yu's wrist with somewhat hot hands.
In the complicated thoughts, Jing Yu could still feel that Lu Beijin was trembling.
As if consciously, the silk threads obediently passed through the pores of the bone ring, and then looped around Lu Beijin's neck.Jing Yu didn't let go of his hand for a while, so he was taken and stuck to Lu Beijin's neck.
He looked up, and found that the man swallowed as if he was nervous, and his delicate Adam's apple moved up and down.
And the bone ring that was given to him by Lu Beijin and sent back by him was hung out of place on the outermost side of the white clothes, as if showing off to everyone he saw.
Because the bone ring is... a "gift".
So, it needs to be taken seriously.But I also want to take it out and show off to everyone that I have obtained this sincerity.
It's a belated treasure.
It's finally here.
Lu Beijin was still holding Jing Yu's wrist, nervous, but staring at Jing Yu for a moment: "I forgot to explain again."
Jing Yu raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were full of puzzlement.
"I originally thought that without feelings, it's like... I have a chance to fall in love with you again." Lu Beijin said shyly, "I thought, I will do better than before, and make you forget the past completely Bad me."
During countless days and nights of blaming himself, Lu Beijin had fantasized about such a sweet dream.
A dream of starting over.
But after waking up, he still has to face the bitter fruit that he personally caused, the ending that broke his teeth and swallowed it in his stomach.
So when he knew that Dao can wash away people's emotions, he once fantasized about whether this is the case. He has a reason to pursue Jing Yu again...
But he couldn't tell for a moment whether this was a future that could be imagined, or a hallucination that he imagined because he was already crazy.In the boundary between reality and fantasy, he missed the opportunity to confess to Jing Yu.
It wasn't until he saw Jing Yu again and his heart beat violently again that he realized that he couldn't stand still any longer.
I hope this time, it's not too late for him to wake up.
"But as soon as I saw you, I couldn't help being tempted. Can I... have another chance to pursue you again?" He asked softly, but even he felt that this was too much, so he added in a low voice, " It's not an escape. I want to make up for what I ignored you before and what I didn't do."
There are some things that he didn't fully understand until he arrived in Qingyou Valley.
Why did Jing Yu do her best for Lingjing, but she was so resistant to saving Junqing with her own blood.
Why did Jing Yu pay so much to him that he was almost paranoid, but didn't ask for anything in return.
Why did Jingyu love him, and why didn't she love him anymore.
He once tried to make up for Jing Yu's grievances, but he couldn't find a chance.
Because Jing Yu didn't care anymore.If you don't care, you will no longer be eligible for forgiveness.
However, the damage that has been done long ago is still imprinted on Jing Yu's body, and it won't disappear if he doesn't look at it.Lu Beijin thought of many solutions, and now there is finally one that works.
The lack of emotion - although it seems that there is not much missing - gave him a good excuse to pursue Jing Yu again.
It is said that he is pursuing Jing Yu again, but it is actually more like atonement.
He packaged his rhetoric in an extremely gorgeous way, just begging not to stir up Jing Yu's bad memories of the past.He knew Jing Yu's avoidance, and he could see that even Jing Yu didn't realize that he was not firm in himself.
begging.
Promise him.
The young man curled up his slender fingertips, and then slowly stroked Lu Beijin's slightly trembling Adam's apple.
I've been shaking...
It turns out that Lu Beijin really hasn't changed, it's exactly the same as before absorbing Dao Ze.
Jing Yu smiled lightly, "Why are you so nervous? If you want to pursue, just come. Anyway, some things can be changed without your hard work."
Lu Beijin looked at him, and for a moment there was a terrifying illusion of being seen through.
But the meaning in Jing Yu's words made it difficult for him to distract himself from this feeling.
When he realized it, he had already tightly embraced Jing Yu in his arms.He was clearly extremely excited, but because his body had already formed a memory, he habitually hugged Jing Yu lightly and tenderly.
Jing Yu was hugged extremely tightly, and her restless heart finally settled down. When she heard that Lu Beijin was going to pursue him, there was not much disturbance in her heart.
Maybe it's because the love for Lu Beijin has long since ceased to exist.
No matter how hard Lu Beijin tried, nothing could be changed.
Qingyou Valley.
Not long after Yunrong woke up, she heard that Jing Yu and Lu Beijin had gone to Shangxuanxianzong, scaring the suzerain of Shangxuanxianzong so much that she burned incense all day long, hoping that they would leave quickly.
Jing Tinglan pushed the wheelchair and told Yunrong what happened outside.
When pretending to be Lu Beijin before, the ancient demon's dark line was aimed at killing him and crippling his mobility, so Yunrong's limbs were severely injured.These days, I can only sit in a wheelchair and listen to the affairs of the world.
So he still has time to care about the relationship between Jing Yu and Lu Beijin.
Jing Tinglan muttered: "What else can I do? Xiaojing has such a good temper. If Lu Beijin is a little more obedient, Xiaojing will have no objections." She said, and snorted: "I just can't understand Lu Beijin. He Why do you stay by Xiaojing's side so shamelessly? You don't care about it, Eldest Young Master."
She knew that Lu Beijin had paid a lot, she didn't deny those sacrifices, she was just simply angry.Obviously Lu Beijin went too far before, but now he and Xiaojing have formed a Taoist couple... No matter how you think about it, Lu Beijin took advantage of it.Jing Yu is the only god in the cultivation world, why is he with Lu Beijin?
Now that the wheelchair is under the control of others, Yun Rong smiled kindly: "You think so."
"It's not just me, all the brothers in Qingyou Valley think so. Jing Ting even said a few days ago that he would fight Lu Beijin for a duel."
Yun Rong's eyes flickered for a moment: "It's good." It's hard to find Lu Beijin.
Jing Tinglan didn't reply, and Yun Rong knew that she loved Jing Yu, and she was aggrieved in the bottom of her heart, so she said, "Lu Beijin didn't take advantage of anything. I'll only tell you what I'm going to say next, don't spread it out."
"If you say that, I won't be sleepy." Jing Tinglan was aroused.
Yunrong smiled lightly, and said calmly: "Lu Beijin will never get what he wants. He wants to be united with Xiao Jing forever, but in fact, he can only be inferior to Xiao Jing all his life. Xiaojing may spoil him and trust him in the future, but he will never love him."
"why?"
"You may have sensed that Xiao Jingdu felt a little unconfident after returning from the love robbery." Yunrong's eyes were a little hazy, and her thoughts seemed to return. When Jingyu was about to pass the love robbery, she returned to Qingyou Valley and cried in front of them. His voice became hoarse, and he said that he was sorry for them, and that he might not be able to complete the love robbery.
Silly boy.
Jing Yu's lack of self-confidence is extremely secretive, so Jing Yu has not noticed it so far.He will not feel that he is not worthy of anyone, but only that he is not worthy of himself.It's not good enough to complete the Love Tribulation, it's not good enough to boss Lu Beijin with confidence, it's not even good enough to trust others.
"It's all Lu Beijin's fault." Jing Tinglan murmured.
Yun Rong chuckled: "It's also the crux of their relationship. Lu Beijin wants Xiao Jing to love him, and believes that he loves him...but Xiao Jing can't do it. I'm afraid he will never believe that he will love unconditionally again. Who is it?"
Lu Beijin always felt that Jing Yu didn't believe him.But in fact, Jing Yu doesn't believe in the self who can trust herself to others.
And that confidence was destroyed step by step by Lu Beijin himself.
Yun Rong said softly: "Xiao Jing won't love him, but Lu Beijin is also unwilling to believe this fact. He can only see that Xiao Jing can't trust him. So he will pay the price in blood to prove that he is indeed worthy of Xiao Jing. Jing loves. Xiao Jing may let go of his guard against him and get along with him for a while, but as soon as Xiao Jing shows signs of falling in love with Lu Beijin, he will cut it off by himself, and even push Lu Beijin away... just Like this time."
In fact, when Jing Yu came back to heal his wounds, Yun Rong was awake for a while.
He heard Jing Yu hesitating whether to return the bone ring to Lu Beijin.Regardless of whether the bone ring would affect Lu Beijin's relationship, in Jing Yu's mind, it had already begun to weaken the relationship between the two.
Yunrong then understood that this is a cycle.
Jing Yu couldn't rest assured of Lu Beijin, so Lu Beijin tried his best to prove it in exchange for Jing Yu's temporary peace of mind.
The shallow love that was born after this was cut off by Jing Yu himself, and he pushed Lu Beijin away, so Lu Beijin needed to work harder to prove more fully that he was worthy of being reassured, and then continue the above cycle after a short reconciliation .
With Lu Beijin, this cycle can never be broken out for a lifetime.
Before falling in love with Lu Beijin, Jing Yu's lack of self-confidence would allow him to set a bottom line of addiction, and once he touches the bottom line, he will bounce back in horror.But the love that Lu Beijin wanted had already touched the bottom line.
So he will never get it, he will always need to prove it, and he will never be able to raise his head in front of Jing Yu and sit on an equal footing with Jing Yu.
In fact, this is good enough, Lu Beijin should thank Jing Yu for being a plant elf, not a real human being.Because people's desires will expand again and again, but Jing Yu will not.He knows what he needs and will always need only that.
Jing Tinglan listened, but didn't respond.After a long time, she sighed softly: "It's like a donkey chasing carrots."
Yunrong couldn't help chuckling: "It's true to say that. Didn't you always want to know why I suddenly put up with Lu Beijin and Xiaojing together...Because Xiaojing really needs this donkey."
It's a pity that Qingyou Valley can't give those things.
What Jing Yu wants is always the same, he needs to feel his own value.
He needs great power, absolute control over the other party, and needs to be cherished and loved wholeheartedly... that is a need that transcends personality and identity.But in Qingyou Valley, everyone performs their own duties, and it is impossible for Jing Yu to abandon everything now and just follow his footsteps.As for outsiders, they are even more unworthy of Jing Yu's heart-to-heart.
The powerlessness of Qingyougu, Yun Rong had already experienced it deeply when she went to persuade Jing Yu to transform into a god as the eldest son of Qingyougu.
He often envied Lu Beijin, who was able to abandon his identities as a fairy and a demon, and only entered the Qingyou Valley, looking at Jing Yu alone.But it can only be envy, he will not bless Lu Beijin.
Even when the people of Qingyou Valley troubled Lu Beijin, he didn't mind adding a harmless fire.
I just hope that when Lu Beijin treats Jing Yu, he can really take people to heart.
Although it was very tempting, Yunrong didn't want to see Lu Beijin anger Jing Yu because of his carelessness, and thus be hunted down by Qingyougu.
Jing Yu raised his eyes from the cold pool, and saw Lu Beijin not far away.
The man didn't wear any clothes, and only had a bone ring covered with silk threads all over his body, showing himself with a sense of presence.
Jing Yu chuckled lightly, got up and went ashore.
The man who closed his eyes and meditated raised his eyes in response, and walked towards him in the water.
The cultivation bases of both of them were a little unstable, so they went back to Wu Nian Peak to cultivate - this is a high-sounding statement.The real situation is that Jing Yu gave Lu Beijin an illusory opportunity to prove himself.
Coming out of the cold pool, Lu Beijin felt so cold that the spirit birds in the bamboo forest were frightened into silence.
Jing Yu glanced at Leng Tan.
He remembered how many unreasonable punishments he had received here.It is undeniable that when Lu Beijin walked towards him with a cold face, he seemed to see the careless and ungrateful master back then.
He remembered the smell of Wu Nian Peak, it was the burnt smell of the immortal grass.
He used to be familiar with every green bamboo in Wunian Peak.
The main hall of Wunian Peak was burned down by the formation, and the side was protected by the formation, and Jing Yu's memories of that year were suspended.Jing Yu smiled lightly, looking through those memories to the dilapidated main hall.
Back then, there was splashing there too, he and Lu Beijin didn't know how much sex there was.
Revisiting the old place did not arouse Jing Yu's heart much.He just gets bored very quickly.
Even if Lu Beijin intends to change his ways, the pain that happened before will never happen again.If you have this kind of sentimental time, you might as well go and look around yourself, this rather likable Lu Beijin.
"Master."
The young man's laughing voice sounded like thunder in Lu Beijin's ears.In reality, it's as ethereal as a hallucination.
Lu Beijin responded subconsciously, and the emotion in his eyes moved slightly.
And Jing Yu has already thrown a wooden sword over, and tilted his head: "I remember, I don't seem to have learned all the sword skills. This time, you won't force me to be a furnace attached to you Bar?"
"No." Lu Beijin's voice was unsteady, but he answered firmly, "Whether it's a sword, or anything beside it... If you want it, I will do my best to help you do it."
"Then ask the devil for advice." Jing Yu turned around, with a smile on the corners of her eyes and brows.
There is only a smile left.
The author has something to say:
——End——
I also hesitated for a long time about the ending, whether to end here, or write a paragraph further.In the end, I felt that the relationship between the two of them had basically stabilized, so I finally chose to stop here.There is hope for a reunion, but it has yet to materialize somewhere.Although it is most likely like what Yunrong said, it will fall into an endless loop in the future xd
Xiaojing is willing to be with Lu Beijin, willing to pamper him, treat him well, and entrust his life to him, but the Xiaojing who will love Lu Beijin sincerely and passionately, with a little foolishness, has long been lost by Lu Beijin. He will never get it back in his life.Lu Beijin can only live the rest of his life with guilt towards Xiaojing, and redouble his efforts to treat him well.
Regarding whether the ending should be be or not, first of all our copywriter said not to switch to orz and then whether Xiaojing should be Dumei, there is such a voice in the comment area, I am also watching orz but have not considered it to be honest.In reality, you must kick the scumbag, but novels, personal opinions, especially fantasy novels, karma is more important than the reality of the world, whoever destroys will make up for it, bad people can’t make up for it, and painfully turn themselves into not bad people Then make up for it.It would be too cheap for him not to compensate.
Regarding Xiaojing's mentality, he was hurt by Lu Beijin, even if he didn't feel it.Xiaojing's mind is already firm if it doesn't hurt his personality.And it's not just Lu Beijin's deliberate snubbing, there are also some things that haven't been written, and even Bai Yueguang is Xiaojing himself, which has a negative impact on Xiaojing.Because he has experienced how bad Lu Beijin was to him who is not Bai Yueguang, so when Lu Beijin treats him well later, he will feel that it is because he saved Lu Beijin, not because he deserves to be cherished.Very unsolvable question.But Xiaojing really likes to act like a baby, and needs others to treat him well, so he will not refuse Lu Beijin to treat him well, just _(:з」∠)_
To put it simply, the story is that Lu Beijin made himself a life sentence.Although in the ending, Xiaojing is still very gentle to Lu Beijin, but only when he behaves well.If the performance is not good, the initiative is on Xiaojing's side. It can be said that Lu Beijin can be deprived of everything, because Lu Beijin basically only has what Xiaojing gave, and the status of the two is actually reversed as at the beginning of this article.
This article also has some regrets, such as why I am so obsessed with adding plot lines in the later stage, is it to embarrass myself?There are also some problems in the connection between the early and the late stages, because Xiaojing, the character, doesn't care about the grievances he has suffered before, and it is impossible to tell Lu Beijin, so some things can only be detected by Lu Beijin himself.Lu Beijin's life in the future is like a minesweeper. Before he knew it, he discovered what he owed Xiaojing before. Surprised or not xd
Regarding the advance receipt, when it was time to write the advance receipt, I was too poor to take care of it, so I dragged it to the end.I touched one out temporarily, it may be a bit messy, but if you like it, please keep it in your collection.
"Stand-In and Bai Yueguang Are Together" ID6326443
[Naturally cold-blooded and cruel, pretending to be a gentle gentleman in front of others, Bai Yueguanggong x Xiaobaihua is reborn and becomes a poppy flower beauty]
Yan Lan didn't realize that she was just cannon fodder in a book until she died in her previous life.
The entire sect he was thinking of was obsessed with Bai Yueguang, who had failed to cross the tribulation and died. He was accepted as a disciple, but he was used as a substitute, and he always missed Bai Yueguang.
When Bai Yueguang had the possibility of resurrection, Shimen cruelly asked him to sacrifice his body as a sacrifice for Bai Yueguang's return.
When Yan Lan woke up again, she returned to the time when she was just accepted into the teacher's school.
Master and apprentice are respectful and kind, teachers and brothers are friendly, friends are close friends... It's a pity that they all turn to Bai Yueguang.
In the wolf's lair, in order to escape from birth, the previously docile and lovely boy suddenly changed his temperament, became cold, black-bellied, and cruel.
Shimen, who had never cared about him before, became more and more fascinated by him.
After rebirth, Yan Lan met a young man who lost his memory in the forbidden area of the teacher's gate.
The young man is ruthless and cold-blooded, but he only shows his sincerity to him.Even though Yan Lan has been betrayed all the time, she still can't help but depend on the young man for warmth.
Until Yan Lan was about to leave the teacher's gate, went to the forbidden area to look for the young man, and wanted to take him away, but happened to meet the young man's spiritual violence, and his appearance changed back to a very familiar appearance of Yan Lan.
——The young man he painstakingly rescued was the legendary Bai Yueguang who died after crossing the catastrophe, and the source of Yan Lan's tragic fate.
Later, Yan Lan held the sword alone, trying to cut off the jade tablet of natal life and break with the teacher.
Everyone in the master's school rushed up, showing both kindness and power, and kept saying that it was for his own good, persuading him to return to the right path.
Yan Lan was upset, and pierced the hypocritical man's shoulder with a sword.
A sword missed, and when he was about to make up for it with the next sword, Yan Lan was hugged into his arms, and Bai Yueguang's hand tightly covered his eyes.
The exclamations and cries of pain from everyone in the master's sect mixed with the sound of swords cutting away flesh and blood, but Yan Lan only heard Bai Yueguang's whisper: "They are dirty, don't look at them."
Yan Lan's shoulder pressed against the man's chest, feeling his heartbeat speeding up due to worry.
Yan Lan suddenly remembered that before the two separated, Bai Yueguang confessed his love to him, but he hadn't had time to respond in the future.
He laughed at himself, lightly grabbed the man's sleeve, and two lines of tears fell on his face: "Kill them, take me away, and I promise you."
"I'm so happy," the man exhaled hot and humid, and vomited into Yan Lan's ear with a smile, "I wish I could."
Lu Beijin's inquiry was destined not to be answered.
But compared to the irreversible pain and regret in the past, today's silence is already a great gift to Lu Beijin.
The man gently scrubbed Jing Yu's body, for fear of waking up the sleeping little god.He was afraid that after Jing Yu woke up, he would tell him that he was acting affectionate. Jing Yu was never worried that Lu Beijin hated him.
Perhaps Jing Yu just wanted to take the opportunity to see if he was faithful.
Or maybe, just looking for an excuse to drive him away.
Countless conjectures that were countless times more terrifying than the current situation were suppressed by Lu Beijin one by one.When he raised his eyes, the man's expression was still calm and indifferent.
Jing Yu hopes that he will remain strong forever like this.
This is their agreement.
Later, Jing Yu woke up and fell asleep several times, as if he forgot about going out, and never mentioned it to Lu Beijin.
It's not that Lu Beijin wasn't worried, but he didn't dare to show it in front of Jing Yu.Whenever Jing Yu woke up, he would gently ask Jing Yu if there was anything uncomfortable, or if there was anything he wanted to do.
The answer is never.
Jing Yu is also counting the days.
Before Lu Beijin noticed, he had already transferred most of the principles of devouring to the bone ring.In the process, as the influence of Taoism diminishes, the feelings that have been wiped out regenerate.As the feelings returned, he suddenly remembered that the longest time Lu Beijin left him alone on Wunian Peak seemed to be ten years.
It doesn't make much sense, but he chose not to tell Lu Beijin his intentions, and then let him be besieged here for ten years.
Jing Yu felt that she was getting worse.It wasn't the intentional annoyance when he wanted to leave Lu Beijin, but a very subtle change.
There is clearly no sign that his behavior has caused bad consequences.But Jing Yu knew that he was different from before, and he would never change back.
He will do many things that he would never do before.
For example, holding a bone ring to seduce Lu Beijin.
When Jing Yu said that as long as he returned the bone ring to Lu Beijin, Lu Beijin's cultivation base would be greatly improved, and his feelings would also return, he clearly felt that Lu Beijin's heart was moved.
The young man flipped his hand, hid the bone ring in his palm, and said calmly: "But I haven't decided whether I should give it back to you."
This is a temptation wrapped in poison.Lu Beijin's heart beat faster just thinking that Jing Yu might be able to recover his feelings.
He tried his best to restrain himself and asked softly, "Why?"
The young man's eyes traced his face, and he said without emotion: "I really like you now."
The words that could be regarded as confession failed to cause waves in Lu Beijin's heart.
He just understood that Jing Yu would be worried that after he got the Dao, he would become disgusting.
But in fact, does this also mean that even under the influence of Taoism, Jing Yu will not become completely ruthless?Lu Beijin thought almost to himself.
At the same time, he clearly knew that Jing Yu's little love for him was definitely not left in these remaining feelings.
If it was possible, Lu Beijin really hoped that even if it meant destroying the bone ring - Jing Yu wouldn't let Jing Yu torture him in such a ruthless manner again.
But just think about it.
The man hid all these secret thoughts in his heart and wiped them out.Then, he corrected his position, regarded himself as a pet who cared about his master, and said from Jing Yu's perspective: "Since you are not happy, then you don't have to return it to me. Appearance exists."
Jing Yu seemed to laugh very lightly, very lightly, as if mocking himself, and also as if mocking Lu Beijin's embarrassing performance.
That day he took the bone ring back.Later, Jing Yu changed his mind.
No one expected that the bone ring belonging to the ancient demon would resonate with the principles of the demon world and affect Jing Yu's body.
Jing Yu was ill from time to time, Lu Beijin saw it, but didn't say much, just took care of Jing Yu properly, as if he didn't care at all, Jing Yu is now a god, how could he still have such a disease.
Until one day, Jing Yu frowned, covered the corners of her lips with her palms, and bright red blood oozes from between her fingers.
As usual, the man silently wiped away the blood from the corners of his lips, and carefully checked Jing Yu's physical condition.According to the usual practice, it was time for him to help Jing Yu deal with the unstable restraint due to her physical condition.
But this time, he stood still and looked at Jing Yu with deep eyes: "It's not an option to go on like this, Xiao Jing..."
Jing Yu raised her eyes lightly, her breath was still a little weak, but her eyes were so sharp that she seemed to see through Lu Beijin.
The meeting of eyes was only for a moment, and Jing Yu quickly lowered his eyes, as if he didn't hear what he was saying.
Suddenly, great sadness welled up in Lu Beijin's chest.It is clear that they can live and die together, but they can't be in love with each other. When did the relationship between him and Jing Yu become so distorted.But who can he blame, everything is the bitter fruit he brewed, so he can only swallow it silently.
But he still understood Jing Yu after all, and when he wanted to persuade Jing Yu to change his mind, he wouldn't be at a loss.
He revealed the couple's contract between the two of them.
He said that if Jing Yu is worried about the Taoist contract, he can add a slave contract to him.He can also swear to God...
He exhausted all the methods he could think of to fully dedicate himself to Jing Yu, to prove that even if he absorbed the Tao, he would not violate the agreement with Jing Yu.
Jing Yu leaned against the tree and stared at Lu Beijin for a long time in the twilight of the forest.
It was not difficult to return the bone ring to Lu Beijin.It's just that some words can't be said after all.
Dao stayed here with him, but it was actually useless.After all, Shinto and Demonic Cultivator do not belong to the same path.
But these days he actually enjoys Lu Beijin's service a little bit.He likes to see Lu Beijin clearly worried, but still pretends to be calm as agreed.
He sometimes wondered, when Lu Beijin played with his mind back then, did he know that one day he would be treated as a play by others?
Lu Beijin wouldn't know.Never will.
Just having this kind of thought made Jing Yu feel very ashamed, how could he tell Lu Beijin himself.
Jing Yu lowered his eyes, seemingly tired, and slowly took out the smooth bone ring, and raised his hand to hand it to Lu Beijin.
There was a familiar and friendly atmosphere in the bone ring, and Lu Beijin subconsciously reached out to pick it up.
A domineering Daoist suddenly burst out from the bone ring and entered between Lu Beijin's eyebrows.The Tao is surging in the man's sea of consciousness, and his sea of consciousness is full of turbulent waves, almost losing his mind.
Around Lu Beijin's body, a violent gust of wind blew up.When the man raised his eyes, he saw that Jing Yu couldn't dodge in time, and he was about to be hurt by the tornado.
At this very moment, Jing Yu's barrier set up by relying on the Dao of the Demon Realm broke, and Lu Beijin tried his last sliver of reason to send Jing Yu out of the Demon Realm and back to Qingyou Valley.
It was also extremely painful for Jing Yu to be separated from Tao suddenly.
In order to escape this pain, his consciousness instinctively hid.
When he regained consciousness, he found that he had returned to Qingyou Valley, his residence.
There was no injury on his body, after all, neither Dao Ze nor Lu Beijin had any malice towards him.
It's just that when he raised his hand, the smooth bone ring was still hanging on his hand.
Jing Yu's eyes flickered.
He wanted to go to Lu Beijin, no matter what Lu Beijin looked like now, he had to return the bone ring that he had promised him.
Before that, Jing Yu took a look at Yunrong.After being rescued by him, Yunrong's life was in danger, but she had to rest in the quiet valley for a long time.Yun Rong is still in a coma and has not woken up yet. Jing Yu healed his wounds again, reckoning that his life is not in danger, and he should wake up soon, so he is relieved.
After leaving Qingyou Valley, he went to the Demon Realm.
The barrier between the demon world and the realm of comprehension was broken, but it turned into a bitter wind.If you want to enter, you have to wait for the wind to rest.
Jing Yu played with the bone ring in his hand, and suddenly felt that this scene was a bit familiar.Outside the Shangxuan Xianzong, there seems to be a snowfield that can blow a strong wind.
A long time ago, he used his own origin to plant a plant of returning immortal grass, put it in the Sumeru ring, and rushed back to Shangxuanzong with joy, wanting to call Lu Beijin his master.
Stupid as hell.
While thinking about it, the wind stopped for a while, and Jing Yu spotted the gap, and entered the demon world alone.
The demon world that was forcibly dismantled is like a wasteland at this moment.Jing Yu walked a few steps, but found that a strong wind was blowing in the distance again, and he was walking very fast, and it might affect him in a short while.
It's hard to guard against.Jing Yu was a little annoyed, and was thinking of simply breaking the wind away, but found that the wind dissipated before it got close to him.
The remaining majesty blew Jing Yu's hair, and when he looked up, he saw Lu Beijin coming from a distance.That strong wind dissipated because of him.
The Taoist couple's contract binds the two of them, but Jing Yu is a little confused about Lu Beijin's mood.
The man was dressed in white, and his breath was cold.
It was the same as the Beijin Xianjun who had clearly saved him in the snowy field, but still wanted to kill the person he saved to make him suffer.
After being watered down by Dao Ze, Lu Beijin returned to his former appearance.Did Lu Beijin really not change at all... Jing Yu was in a daze for a moment, wondering whether he should approach or not.
The next moment, a man with a cold aura appeared half a step in front of him, stretched out his hand, and gently tightened his collar that had been blown by the wind just now: "You are here."
After a long time, Jing Yu once again felt cramped in front of Lu Beijin.He said softly: "I'm here to give you a bone ring. I promised to give you a gift."
The man was silent for a long time.
Stared at by his cold gaze, Jing Yu almost didn't want to send it off.He thought of the fairy-returning grass that was burned at will, Lu Beijin wanted to take his origin to save Junqing, he remembered that Lu Beijin had cut off his practice path, and he remembered that in the thick fire, Lu Beijin abandoned him. ...
Lu Beijin held Jing Yu's wrist with somewhat hot hands.
In the complicated thoughts, Jing Yu could still feel that Lu Beijin was trembling.
As if consciously, the silk threads obediently passed through the pores of the bone ring, and then looped around Lu Beijin's neck.Jing Yu didn't let go of his hand for a while, so he was taken and stuck to Lu Beijin's neck.
He looked up, and found that the man swallowed as if he was nervous, and his delicate Adam's apple moved up and down.
And the bone ring that was given to him by Lu Beijin and sent back by him was hung out of place on the outermost side of the white clothes, as if showing off to everyone he saw.
Because the bone ring is... a "gift".
So, it needs to be taken seriously.But I also want to take it out and show off to everyone that I have obtained this sincerity.
It's a belated treasure.
It's finally here.
Lu Beijin was still holding Jing Yu's wrist, nervous, but staring at Jing Yu for a moment: "I forgot to explain again."
Jing Yu raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were full of puzzlement.
"I originally thought that without feelings, it's like... I have a chance to fall in love with you again." Lu Beijin said shyly, "I thought, I will do better than before, and make you forget the past completely Bad me."
During countless days and nights of blaming himself, Lu Beijin had fantasized about such a sweet dream.
A dream of starting over.
But after waking up, he still has to face the bitter fruit that he personally caused, the ending that broke his teeth and swallowed it in his stomach.
So when he knew that Dao can wash away people's emotions, he once fantasized about whether this is the case. He has a reason to pursue Jing Yu again...
But he couldn't tell for a moment whether this was a future that could be imagined, or a hallucination that he imagined because he was already crazy.In the boundary between reality and fantasy, he missed the opportunity to confess to Jing Yu.
It wasn't until he saw Jing Yu again and his heart beat violently again that he realized that he couldn't stand still any longer.
I hope this time, it's not too late for him to wake up.
"But as soon as I saw you, I couldn't help being tempted. Can I... have another chance to pursue you again?" He asked softly, but even he felt that this was too much, so he added in a low voice, " It's not an escape. I want to make up for what I ignored you before and what I didn't do."
There are some things that he didn't fully understand until he arrived in Qingyou Valley.
Why did Jing Yu do her best for Lingjing, but she was so resistant to saving Junqing with her own blood.
Why did Jing Yu pay so much to him that he was almost paranoid, but didn't ask for anything in return.
Why did Jingyu love him, and why didn't she love him anymore.
He once tried to make up for Jing Yu's grievances, but he couldn't find a chance.
Because Jing Yu didn't care anymore.If you don't care, you will no longer be eligible for forgiveness.
However, the damage that has been done long ago is still imprinted on Jing Yu's body, and it won't disappear if he doesn't look at it.Lu Beijin thought of many solutions, and now there is finally one that works.
The lack of emotion - although it seems that there is not much missing - gave him a good excuse to pursue Jing Yu again.
It is said that he is pursuing Jing Yu again, but it is actually more like atonement.
He packaged his rhetoric in an extremely gorgeous way, just begging not to stir up Jing Yu's bad memories of the past.He knew Jing Yu's avoidance, and he could see that even Jing Yu didn't realize that he was not firm in himself.
begging.
Promise him.
The young man curled up his slender fingertips, and then slowly stroked Lu Beijin's slightly trembling Adam's apple.
I've been shaking...
It turns out that Lu Beijin really hasn't changed, it's exactly the same as before absorbing Dao Ze.
Jing Yu smiled lightly, "Why are you so nervous? If you want to pursue, just come. Anyway, some things can be changed without your hard work."
Lu Beijin looked at him, and for a moment there was a terrifying illusion of being seen through.
But the meaning in Jing Yu's words made it difficult for him to distract himself from this feeling.
When he realized it, he had already tightly embraced Jing Yu in his arms.He was clearly extremely excited, but because his body had already formed a memory, he habitually hugged Jing Yu lightly and tenderly.
Jing Yu was hugged extremely tightly, and her restless heart finally settled down. When she heard that Lu Beijin was going to pursue him, there was not much disturbance in her heart.
Maybe it's because the love for Lu Beijin has long since ceased to exist.
No matter how hard Lu Beijin tried, nothing could be changed.
Qingyou Valley.
Not long after Yunrong woke up, she heard that Jing Yu and Lu Beijin had gone to Shangxuanxianzong, scaring the suzerain of Shangxuanxianzong so much that she burned incense all day long, hoping that they would leave quickly.
Jing Tinglan pushed the wheelchair and told Yunrong what happened outside.
When pretending to be Lu Beijin before, the ancient demon's dark line was aimed at killing him and crippling his mobility, so Yunrong's limbs were severely injured.These days, I can only sit in a wheelchair and listen to the affairs of the world.
So he still has time to care about the relationship between Jing Yu and Lu Beijin.
Jing Tinglan muttered: "What else can I do? Xiaojing has such a good temper. If Lu Beijin is a little more obedient, Xiaojing will have no objections." She said, and snorted: "I just can't understand Lu Beijin. He Why do you stay by Xiaojing's side so shamelessly? You don't care about it, Eldest Young Master."
She knew that Lu Beijin had paid a lot, she didn't deny those sacrifices, she was just simply angry.Obviously Lu Beijin went too far before, but now he and Xiaojing have formed a Taoist couple... No matter how you think about it, Lu Beijin took advantage of it.Jing Yu is the only god in the cultivation world, why is he with Lu Beijin?
Now that the wheelchair is under the control of others, Yun Rong smiled kindly: "You think so."
"It's not just me, all the brothers in Qingyou Valley think so. Jing Ting even said a few days ago that he would fight Lu Beijin for a duel."
Yun Rong's eyes flickered for a moment: "It's good." It's hard to find Lu Beijin.
Jing Tinglan didn't reply, and Yun Rong knew that she loved Jing Yu, and she was aggrieved in the bottom of her heart, so she said, "Lu Beijin didn't take advantage of anything. I'll only tell you what I'm going to say next, don't spread it out."
"If you say that, I won't be sleepy." Jing Tinglan was aroused.
Yunrong smiled lightly, and said calmly: "Lu Beijin will never get what he wants. He wants to be united with Xiao Jing forever, but in fact, he can only be inferior to Xiao Jing all his life. Xiaojing may spoil him and trust him in the future, but he will never love him."
"why?"
"You may have sensed that Xiao Jingdu felt a little unconfident after returning from the love robbery." Yunrong's eyes were a little hazy, and her thoughts seemed to return. When Jingyu was about to pass the love robbery, she returned to Qingyou Valley and cried in front of them. His voice became hoarse, and he said that he was sorry for them, and that he might not be able to complete the love robbery.
Silly boy.
Jing Yu's lack of self-confidence is extremely secretive, so Jing Yu has not noticed it so far.He will not feel that he is not worthy of anyone, but only that he is not worthy of himself.It's not good enough to complete the Love Tribulation, it's not good enough to boss Lu Beijin with confidence, it's not even good enough to trust others.
"It's all Lu Beijin's fault." Jing Tinglan murmured.
Yun Rong chuckled: "It's also the crux of their relationship. Lu Beijin wants Xiao Jing to love him, and believes that he loves him...but Xiao Jing can't do it. I'm afraid he will never believe that he will love unconditionally again. Who is it?"
Lu Beijin always felt that Jing Yu didn't believe him.But in fact, Jing Yu doesn't believe in the self who can trust herself to others.
And that confidence was destroyed step by step by Lu Beijin himself.
Yun Rong said softly: "Xiao Jing won't love him, but Lu Beijin is also unwilling to believe this fact. He can only see that Xiao Jing can't trust him. So he will pay the price in blood to prove that he is indeed worthy of Xiao Jing. Jing loves. Xiao Jing may let go of his guard against him and get along with him for a while, but as soon as Xiao Jing shows signs of falling in love with Lu Beijin, he will cut it off by himself, and even push Lu Beijin away... just Like this time."
In fact, when Jing Yu came back to heal his wounds, Yun Rong was awake for a while.
He heard Jing Yu hesitating whether to return the bone ring to Lu Beijin.Regardless of whether the bone ring would affect Lu Beijin's relationship, in Jing Yu's mind, it had already begun to weaken the relationship between the two.
Yunrong then understood that this is a cycle.
Jing Yu couldn't rest assured of Lu Beijin, so Lu Beijin tried his best to prove it in exchange for Jing Yu's temporary peace of mind.
The shallow love that was born after this was cut off by Jing Yu himself, and he pushed Lu Beijin away, so Lu Beijin needed to work harder to prove more fully that he was worthy of being reassured, and then continue the above cycle after a short reconciliation .
With Lu Beijin, this cycle can never be broken out for a lifetime.
Before falling in love with Lu Beijin, Jing Yu's lack of self-confidence would allow him to set a bottom line of addiction, and once he touches the bottom line, he will bounce back in horror.But the love that Lu Beijin wanted had already touched the bottom line.
So he will never get it, he will always need to prove it, and he will never be able to raise his head in front of Jing Yu and sit on an equal footing with Jing Yu.
In fact, this is good enough, Lu Beijin should thank Jing Yu for being a plant elf, not a real human being.Because people's desires will expand again and again, but Jing Yu will not.He knows what he needs and will always need only that.
Jing Tinglan listened, but didn't respond.After a long time, she sighed softly: "It's like a donkey chasing carrots."
Yunrong couldn't help chuckling: "It's true to say that. Didn't you always want to know why I suddenly put up with Lu Beijin and Xiaojing together...Because Xiaojing really needs this donkey."
It's a pity that Qingyou Valley can't give those things.
What Jing Yu wants is always the same, he needs to feel his own value.
He needs great power, absolute control over the other party, and needs to be cherished and loved wholeheartedly... that is a need that transcends personality and identity.But in Qingyou Valley, everyone performs their own duties, and it is impossible for Jing Yu to abandon everything now and just follow his footsteps.As for outsiders, they are even more unworthy of Jing Yu's heart-to-heart.
The powerlessness of Qingyougu, Yun Rong had already experienced it deeply when she went to persuade Jing Yu to transform into a god as the eldest son of Qingyougu.
He often envied Lu Beijin, who was able to abandon his identities as a fairy and a demon, and only entered the Qingyou Valley, looking at Jing Yu alone.But it can only be envy, he will not bless Lu Beijin.
Even when the people of Qingyou Valley troubled Lu Beijin, he didn't mind adding a harmless fire.
I just hope that when Lu Beijin treats Jing Yu, he can really take people to heart.
Although it was very tempting, Yunrong didn't want to see Lu Beijin anger Jing Yu because of his carelessness, and thus be hunted down by Qingyougu.
Jing Yu raised his eyes from the cold pool, and saw Lu Beijin not far away.
The man didn't wear any clothes, and only had a bone ring covered with silk threads all over his body, showing himself with a sense of presence.
Jing Yu chuckled lightly, got up and went ashore.
The man who closed his eyes and meditated raised his eyes in response, and walked towards him in the water.
The cultivation bases of both of them were a little unstable, so they went back to Wu Nian Peak to cultivate - this is a high-sounding statement.The real situation is that Jing Yu gave Lu Beijin an illusory opportunity to prove himself.
Coming out of the cold pool, Lu Beijin felt so cold that the spirit birds in the bamboo forest were frightened into silence.
Jing Yu glanced at Leng Tan.
He remembered how many unreasonable punishments he had received here.It is undeniable that when Lu Beijin walked towards him with a cold face, he seemed to see the careless and ungrateful master back then.
He remembered the smell of Wu Nian Peak, it was the burnt smell of the immortal grass.
He used to be familiar with every green bamboo in Wunian Peak.
The main hall of Wunian Peak was burned down by the formation, and the side was protected by the formation, and Jing Yu's memories of that year were suspended.Jing Yu smiled lightly, looking through those memories to the dilapidated main hall.
Back then, there was splashing there too, he and Lu Beijin didn't know how much sex there was.
Revisiting the old place did not arouse Jing Yu's heart much.He just gets bored very quickly.
Even if Lu Beijin intends to change his ways, the pain that happened before will never happen again.If you have this kind of sentimental time, you might as well go and look around yourself, this rather likable Lu Beijin.
"Master."
The young man's laughing voice sounded like thunder in Lu Beijin's ears.In reality, it's as ethereal as a hallucination.
Lu Beijin responded subconsciously, and the emotion in his eyes moved slightly.
And Jing Yu has already thrown a wooden sword over, and tilted his head: "I remember, I don't seem to have learned all the sword skills. This time, you won't force me to be a furnace attached to you Bar?"
"No." Lu Beijin's voice was unsteady, but he answered firmly, "Whether it's a sword, or anything beside it... If you want it, I will do my best to help you do it."
"Then ask the devil for advice." Jing Yu turned around, with a smile on the corners of her eyes and brows.
There is only a smile left.
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——End——
I also hesitated for a long time about the ending, whether to end here, or write a paragraph further.In the end, I felt that the relationship between the two of them had basically stabilized, so I finally chose to stop here.There is hope for a reunion, but it has yet to materialize somewhere.Although it is most likely like what Yunrong said, it will fall into an endless loop in the future xd
Xiaojing is willing to be with Lu Beijin, willing to pamper him, treat him well, and entrust his life to him, but the Xiaojing who will love Lu Beijin sincerely and passionately, with a little foolishness, has long been lost by Lu Beijin. He will never get it back in his life.Lu Beijin can only live the rest of his life with guilt towards Xiaojing, and redouble his efforts to treat him well.
Regarding whether the ending should be be or not, first of all our copywriter said not to switch to orz and then whether Xiaojing should be Dumei, there is such a voice in the comment area, I am also watching orz but have not considered it to be honest.In reality, you must kick the scumbag, but novels, personal opinions, especially fantasy novels, karma is more important than the reality of the world, whoever destroys will make up for it, bad people can’t make up for it, and painfully turn themselves into not bad people Then make up for it.It would be too cheap for him not to compensate.
Regarding Xiaojing's mentality, he was hurt by Lu Beijin, even if he didn't feel it.Xiaojing's mind is already firm if it doesn't hurt his personality.And it's not just Lu Beijin's deliberate snubbing, there are also some things that haven't been written, and even Bai Yueguang is Xiaojing himself, which has a negative impact on Xiaojing.Because he has experienced how bad Lu Beijin was to him who is not Bai Yueguang, so when Lu Beijin treats him well later, he will feel that it is because he saved Lu Beijin, not because he deserves to be cherished.Very unsolvable question.But Xiaojing really likes to act like a baby, and needs others to treat him well, so he will not refuse Lu Beijin to treat him well, just _(:з」∠)_
To put it simply, the story is that Lu Beijin made himself a life sentence.Although in the ending, Xiaojing is still very gentle to Lu Beijin, but only when he behaves well.If the performance is not good, the initiative is on Xiaojing's side. It can be said that Lu Beijin can be deprived of everything, because Lu Beijin basically only has what Xiaojing gave, and the status of the two is actually reversed as at the beginning of this article.
This article also has some regrets, such as why I am so obsessed with adding plot lines in the later stage, is it to embarrass myself?There are also some problems in the connection between the early and the late stages, because Xiaojing, the character, doesn't care about the grievances he has suffered before, and it is impossible to tell Lu Beijin, so some things can only be detected by Lu Beijin himself.Lu Beijin's life in the future is like a minesweeper. Before he knew it, he discovered what he owed Xiaojing before. Surprised or not xd
Regarding the advance receipt, when it was time to write the advance receipt, I was too poor to take care of it, so I dragged it to the end.I touched one out temporarily, it may be a bit messy, but if you like it, please keep it in your collection.
"Stand-In and Bai Yueguang Are Together" ID6326443
[Naturally cold-blooded and cruel, pretending to be a gentle gentleman in front of others, Bai Yueguanggong x Xiaobaihua is reborn and becomes a poppy flower beauty]
Yan Lan didn't realize that she was just cannon fodder in a book until she died in her previous life.
The entire sect he was thinking of was obsessed with Bai Yueguang, who had failed to cross the tribulation and died. He was accepted as a disciple, but he was used as a substitute, and he always missed Bai Yueguang.
When Bai Yueguang had the possibility of resurrection, Shimen cruelly asked him to sacrifice his body as a sacrifice for Bai Yueguang's return.
When Yan Lan woke up again, she returned to the time when she was just accepted into the teacher's school.
Master and apprentice are respectful and kind, teachers and brothers are friendly, friends are close friends... It's a pity that they all turn to Bai Yueguang.
In the wolf's lair, in order to escape from birth, the previously docile and lovely boy suddenly changed his temperament, became cold, black-bellied, and cruel.
Shimen, who had never cared about him before, became more and more fascinated by him.
After rebirth, Yan Lan met a young man who lost his memory in the forbidden area of the teacher's gate.
The young man is ruthless and cold-blooded, but he only shows his sincerity to him.Even though Yan Lan has been betrayed all the time, she still can't help but depend on the young man for warmth.
Until Yan Lan was about to leave the teacher's gate, went to the forbidden area to look for the young man, and wanted to take him away, but happened to meet the young man's spiritual violence, and his appearance changed back to a very familiar appearance of Yan Lan.
——The young man he painstakingly rescued was the legendary Bai Yueguang who died after crossing the catastrophe, and the source of Yan Lan's tragic fate.
Later, Yan Lan held the sword alone, trying to cut off the jade tablet of natal life and break with the teacher.
Everyone in the master's school rushed up, showing both kindness and power, and kept saying that it was for his own good, persuading him to return to the right path.
Yan Lan was upset, and pierced the hypocritical man's shoulder with a sword.
A sword missed, and when he was about to make up for it with the next sword, Yan Lan was hugged into his arms, and Bai Yueguang's hand tightly covered his eyes.
The exclamations and cries of pain from everyone in the master's sect mixed with the sound of swords cutting away flesh and blood, but Yan Lan only heard Bai Yueguang's whisper: "They are dirty, don't look at them."
Yan Lan's shoulder pressed against the man's chest, feeling his heartbeat speeding up due to worry.
Yan Lan suddenly remembered that before the two separated, Bai Yueguang confessed his love to him, but he hadn't had time to respond in the future.
He laughed at himself, lightly grabbed the man's sleeve, and two lines of tears fell on his face: "Kill them, take me away, and I promise you."
"I'm so happy," the man exhaled hot and humid, and vomited into Yan Lan's ear with a smile, "I wish I could."
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