Accidentally became the white moonlight of the sick girl's home

"Hmm..." Yu Antang was startled and annoyed, almost out of breath after being kissed by Lu Zheran, so he could only struggle desperately to push Lu Zheran.

It's a pity that Lu Zheran had locked his arms tightly just now, and Yu Antang couldn't break free no matter how much he moved.

Not only that, but Lu Zheran, who sensed Yu Antang's resistance, intensified it even more, making the already not gentle kiss even more rampant.

Between lips and tongue, Lu Zheran seemed to want to take in all the sweetness that Xiao had thought about for many years.

Yu Antang was attacked by such a kiss, and completely lost his strength.

In the end, Lu Zheran still refused to give up. After biting the young man's lips hard, he was finally willing to end this sudden and long-planned kiss.

When the bloody smell on his lips spread to the already numb tongue, Yu Antang was already paralyzed.

But even so, the person opposite still refused to let him go.

"Are you qualified to control you now?" There was a hint of hoarseness in Lu Zheran's voice.

Yu Antang just lowered his head and refused to look at him, and refused to answer his question.

Enraged by Yu Antang's attitude again, Lu Zheran pinched his chin and forcibly raised his face to meet his gaze.

"Let me ask you, am I qualified to control you now?" Lu Zheran's voice was cold.

"Uh..." Yu Antang's cheeks were forced to lift up, but at the moment when he was about to meet Lu Zheran's gaze, he closed his eyes lightly as if he didn't want to see him.

"Yu Antang!" Lu Zheran became a little annoyed.

But then, on the back of the hand that was pinching the young man's cheek, a few crystal clear and hot things suddenly fell down.

It was the silent tears shed by Yu Antang.

He cried fiercely without making any sound, but the tears were like broken beads, and even the thick eyelashes were dyed an ink color.

The red corners of Lu Zheran's eyes instantly faded a lot under such silent tears.

The tears on the back of his hand were so hot that his heart couldn't bear it either.

After letting go of his hand at a loss, Yu Antang didn't even look at him, and directly shrunk himself into a ball and squatted down.

He buried his head on his knees, and his arms were also looped around his knees, leaving only his shoulders trembling slightly from crying.

Lu Zheran had never seen Yu Antang like this before.

He had never seen such a fragile Yu Antang crying.

Subconsciously, he wanted to reach out his hand to comfort the boy, but Lu Zheran finally withdrew his hand.

After carefully squatting down with the other party, Lu Zheran suddenly felt that the memory from a long time ago surged towards him like a gate opened again.

The hysterical woman can never stop shouting and arguing.

The slaps and insults that fell on the body indiscriminately, and the back of the woman who refused to leave.

and at the very end—

The man who fell in a pool of blood.

The scenes of childhood are like a torrent that has been dusty for a long time, and it is irresistible to hit the mind at this moment.

There seemed to be no sound in my ears, only a dead silence.

The emotions I couldn't control just now, as well as the boy's shrinking and tears in the face of himself, all coincided with the most unbearable family memory of Lu Zheran.

It turned out that even after all this time, he still didn't deserve love.

Obviously the boy had promised him that he would not back down.

Obviously, he always thought that he could control his emotions.

However, after being contradicted by Yu Antang's words just now, Lu Zheran still violated the taboo.

Before deciding not to hide his liking, Lu Zheran had repeatedly confirmed with Yu Antang whether he would like to be loved by him.

The other party's answer is yes.

But I seem to have crossed the line too much, and I am not satisfied with the rights of my lover, and I even dream of being loved.

He offered sweets like a god and cried.

It was because I hated his kiss that I cried.

Lu Zheran's expression became dazed for a moment, the young man hidden in his heart was right in front of him, but now, he didn't dare to touch it at all.

He blasphemed the boy when he was sober.

In the future, Yu Antang will probably never want to see herself again.

This hides evil intentions, but the inner self cannot be seen.

"I'm sorry." After a long silence, Lu Zheran finally apologized hoarsely.

The boy's shoulders were no longer trembling, but he still buried his head and refused to answer or look at him.

Lu Zheran only felt that something was breaking in his heart.

From the scorching tears of the young man, it was shattered to pieces.

The fragments took root in his limbs, piercing his whole body in excruciating pain.

Yu Antang really didn't want to talk to him anymore.

Lu Zheran closed his eyes in despair, and said again in a low voice with difficulty: "You go."

The surrounding area was still silent, and after a long while, there was finally a slight sound from the side.

This walk may be a farewell forever.

Lu Zheran didn't want to watch any more, just listened quietly to the sound of the other party leaving.

But after a while, the noise didn't make any more sound.

Lu Zheran couldn't bear such torture, and opened his eyes to cut off the pain faster.

But what came into his eyes was a pair of extremely clear black eyes with a little grievance.

"Why haven't you left yet?" Lu Zheran's voice was so low that it was almost hard to hear.

Yu Antang just continued to stare at him: "You are too much!"

So you want to scold yourself a few more words to relieve your anger before you leave?

That's good, at least... I can look at the boy a little more.

"Why don't you talk?" Seeing that Lu Zheran didn't answer, the anger and grievance in Yu Antang's eyes became even worse.

However, Lu Zheran only noticed Yu Antang's red and swollen lips with a small bite mark on it.

It's a pity that such sweetness will no longer be available in the future.

Lu Zheran laughed at himself when he thought of this.

Seeing him laughing, Yu Antang became even more annoyed, "You can still laugh? Lu Zheran, are you human?"

"I'm sorry." Lu Zheran just repeated this sentence in a low voice, as if this could calm Yu Antang down.

"sorry Sorry……"

His voice was suppressed and hoarse, and he paused every word, which made Yu Antang more emotionally complicated.

"Shut up!" Yu Antang interrupted Lu Zheran's apology unbearably.

"Who told you to say sorry?" Yu Antang was very depressed.

"Then Tang Tang..." As soon as the title came out of his mouth, Lu Zheran changed his words sadly, as if he was afraid that Yu Antang would not like it, "Then what do you want?"

"You still ask me what I want?" Yu Antang was so angry that he wanted to cry again.

"You, you..." Yu Antang was a little incoherent, as if he was suffocated by Lu Zheran's actions.

After being silent for a while, Yu Antang finally grabbed Lu Zheran's collar angrily——

"You, don't you know how to be responsible after kissing others?"