Accidentally became the white moonlight of the sick girl's home

"What happened later?" Yu Antang frowned unconsciously.

"Yes." Grandma Lu replied with a sad expression, "Ran Ran's father... died later."

Before Yu Antang, who was in shock, could react, Grandma Lu sighed again: "As for Ran Ran's mother, she left home forever when Ran Ran was seven years old and never came back."

"So Ran Ran is the child I brought up alone." Grandma Lu forced a gratified smile when she said this: "This child has been sensible and worry-free since he was a child, but the more obedient he is, the more distressing he is..."

Although it was many years ago, it was rare for Grandma Lu to mention this, and her voice was still slightly choked up.

Yu Antang couldn't care less about cooking anymore, and quickly comforted Grandma Lu: "Grandma, don't be sad, Lu Zheran has grown up, and in the future... I will be by his side."

"You are a good boy." Grandma Lu paused for a moment, then suppressed her sadness, and sighed, "I shouldn't have told you these things, but Ran Ran's family background is special, if you want to be by his side, You have to be mentally prepared.”

"Ran Ran seldom mentions this, but Tang Tang, you have the right to know." Grandma Lu spoke with some firmness.

But perhaps because she was afraid that Yu Antang would feel burdened, her voice also became lighter: "When you understand everything about him, you can be sure whether you can accept him."

"I can accept him." Yu Antang replied quickly, and when he spoke again, he spoke with a serious tone: "I will always be by his side..."

Grandma Lu shook her head, and smiled helplessly: "Grandma doesn't want you to make a guarantee now. In fact, the absence of parents is not a big problem. The important thing is to ignite yourself."

"He saw his father's death and his mother's departure with his own eyes." Probably because she had already seen it, Grandma Lu became a lot calmer when she spoke again this time.

"The accumulation of conflicts between Ranran's father and mother did not happen overnight. In fact, sometimes when he thinks about it, the subsequent changes are also a kind of relief for him."

"His father's character is too paranoid, and his mother is too repressed, so many times negative emotions are given to him."

Grandma Lu's face was full of distress: "Such a small child was tortured by his parents..."

"Give him all the negative emotions?" Yu Antang had been stunned for a long time, and subconsciously asked.

Grandma Lu just nodded: "So he may be a little awkward in character, if you feel that you can't bear it, you can make a choice earlier..."

"You can make a choice to leave him earlier."

The moment Grandma Lu's voice fell to the ground, Lu Zheran, who had just returned from shopping outside the door, stopped smiling on his face all the time.

The photo on the coffee table outside is still a little yellowed, and the young men, women and children on it are filled with happy smiles.

The almost morbid control of men, and the hysteria and violence of women being driven crazy, all fell on Lu Zheran when he was a child.

What remains in my memory is only the back view of my mother who ran away without looking back, and the thrilling tragedy of my father lying in a pool of blood.

The seven-year-old Lu Zheran, who has been suppressed for a long time, neglected and used as an outlet for pain all the year round——

On that day 15 years ago, I lost my parents forever.

After so many years, these things, like taboos in his heart, have never been brought up by Lu Zheran.

Except that he would occasionally have related nightmares in the dead of night, it seemed that he had nothing to do with these things.

But right now, it still seems—

Known by his beloved teenager.

Yu Antang must be afraid of himself.

Will teenagers be like everyone else?

Pointing to his nose and calling him an orphan, calling his father a madman, and calling his mother for not wanting him.

There seemed to be many, many voices clamoring in my head.

For a moment, Lu Zheran felt that he was in extreme danger and on the verge of collapse.

His heart seemed to be eaten by countless ants, leaving nothing but a blank in his mind.

Time seems to have passed only for a moment, and it seems that a long, long time has passed.

Until Yu Antang's voice was finally distant and clear, and it came from the kitchen lightly.

"I want to stay by his side." Yu Antang's voice was formal and resolute like never before: "He has been so lonely since he was a child, and if he grows up to be lonely, he will definitely feel very sad."

"I don't want to see him sad." Probably wanting to liven up the atmosphere, Yu Antang paused, and his tone became a bit playful: "So I will always be by his side until he thinks I am bored and wants to chase me away." Just go."

Yu Antang has always been a lively and cheerful person, no matter where he goes, he is like a warm little sun.

The young man not only had a sweet mouth, but also had an extremely likable temperament and appearance. It didn't take long for Grandma Lu to laugh again at being teased by Yu Antang.

The haze in the kitchen also dissipated, leaving only laughter and laughter, as if being sprinkled into bright sunlight.

It even illuminated Lu Zheran who had stood stupidly outside the door for a long time.

The pain and vacancy in the heart seemed to be filled in an instant, sweet and full of warmth.

The boy's words just now echoed softly in his ears.

"So I have to stay with him all the time, until he thinks I'm bored and wants to drive me away."

While the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously, Lu Zheran seemed to have found the most powerful belonging and healing.

Do you stay with me until you feel bored?

But in this life and in the next life, he will probably never find it annoying to be a teenager.

He has coveted each other for a long time.

He wished he could lock the other party by his side forever.

Not only would he never chase Yu Antang away, but he would also hold onto Yu Antang's hand tightly.

He wants him to be by his side forever.

After visiting Grandma Lu and came back, although he pretended nothing happened on the surface, Yu Antang already had mixed feelings in his heart.

Worried about being caught by Lu Zheran, Yu Antang tried his best to behave as before.

She made Grandma Lu happy by saying the flattering words that the elders liked. Even when she saw the family photo on the coffee table, Yu Antang quickly looked away before Lu Zheran noticed it, pretending that she didn't notice and didn't care about it. Concerned about how these look.

Everything was pretended to be fine by Yu Antang.

If it hadn't been for the time when he saw Lu Zheran again, the distress in his heart would have been so strong that Yu Antang even felt that even he might forget about it.

He really wanted to hug Lu Zheran, stroke Lu Zheran's hair, and tell him seriously that he would never leave, the past cannot be changed, but he will still be there in the future.

But just stop at thinking.

After all, the Lu Zheran he knew——

Always a proud man.