Accidentally became the white moonlight of the sick girl's home

Lu Zheran cautiously stretched out his hand to the boy, and tentatively wrapped him in his arms.

At this moment, Yu Antang belongs to him.

It was Yu Antang who was surrounded by him in his arms and no one could take it away.

Thinking of this, Lu Zheran gently kissed the boy's hair and smooth forehead again.

Lu Zheran has never had such an extravagant wish for time to stand still.

Yu Antang who was asleep looked obediently like a nagging little milk cat, snuggling tightly in Lu Zheran's arms looking for warmth.

Lu Zheran looked at his long eyelashes, looked at his red lips under the long eyelashes, and felt that his heart beat faster.

He really wanted to ask for more.

However, the boy in his arms moved a little restlessly, and even uttered a few intermittent words in his sleep——

"Lu Zheran..."

"We'll be lifelong...good friends..."

"Don't break with me..."

Lu Zheran was stunned for a moment.

After a while, he spoke softly with some difficulty: "What if what I want is not just a good friend?"

Lu Zheran couldn't remember when he had such unspeakable thoughts.

It probably started when Yu Antang forcibly broke into his world, or stood in front of him and told others not to bully him.

The boy's smile was bright and romantic, making him want to keep it for himself forever.

He wanted such a smile to belong only to him.

He wanted to be a special case of Yu Antang.

Gradually, he would lose his temper because the young man was kind to others, and he would feel gloomy because the young man was not the only one looking at him.

When he realized something was wrong, Lu Zheran realized that he seemed to be more and more like the person he hated the most in his memory.

He couldn't torture Yu Antang, he could only torture himself.

Lu Zheran finally chose to break with Yu Antang.

As long as you can't see the other party's figure, can't hear the other party's voice, and cut off all contact with the other party, you should be able to forget it slowly.

But during the period after breaking up with Yu Antang, Lu Zheran couldn't sleep all night.

How could it be possible to eradicate the feelings for the boy?Even today, Lu Zheran can't do it.

He clearly decided to never see Yu Antang again, but when he finally filled out his admission application, he still couldn't resist secretly filling in the same university as Yu Antang.

It doesn't matter even if they break up, as long as they can watch the young man from a distance in the future, it will be the greatest luxury for Lu Zheran.

But he never thought that Yu Antang would come back to hang around him again.

Although it was true that he deliberately robbed the resources of a few teenagers out of selfishness at the beginning, he didn't really want the other party to come back to find him.

In addition, what Lu Zheran didn't expect was that the solid line of defense he thought he had built in his heart over the past few years was easily defeated by the young man's slight approach.

He clearly showed that he hated Yu Antang more than anyone else, and he didn't want to get close to Yu Antang more than anyone else.

But as long as Yu Antang reached out to him and smiled at him, he just wanted to keep Yu Antang by his side forever, and never let him leave again.

After all, all Lu Zheran's disgusting disguises are just armor to prevent himself from falling into it.

It's just that he didn't expect that after a few years, Yu Antang would still talk about the matter of their breakup in his dreams.

It turns out that I can't forget the breakup that year——

He was never alone.

When I woke up the next day, it was already bright outside.

Yu Antang subconsciously closed his eyes and rubbed against the pillow, only to realize that there was something wrong with today's pillow.

It was Lu Zheran's collarbone and chest that opened his eyes, and it was Lu Zheran himself who he rubbed against like a pillow just now.

I don't know if it's because he slept too late last night, but Lu Zheran hasn't woken up yet.

After Yu Antang got up and sat up, he found that the quilt on his body had turned into two beds at some point.

And probably because he didn't sleep well, most of the quilts were wrapped around him at the moment.

But what Lu Zheran was covering was just a piece of quilt.

Yu Antang suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and quickly covered Lu Zheran with the quilt he was wearing.

But the moment he touched Lu Zheran's body, Yu Antang felt something was wrong.

When he fell asleep at night, he only felt that Lu Zheran's direction was very warm, and he subconsciously wanted to lean over here to keep warm.

But now after waking up, Yu Antang realized that Lu Zheran's body temperature was unusual.

It seems...too hot.

After reaching out to touch Lu Zheran's hot forehead in disbelief, Yu Antang began to have a bad guess.

This fellow Lu Zheran...could he have a fever?

Could it be because I was too cold last night and snatched away all of Lu Zheran's quilts?

Yu Antang suddenly felt guilty, and quickly woke up Lu Zheran.

"Lu Zheran, wake up." Yu Antang patted Lu Zheran's face, his voice was a little anxious, "Do you have a fever? Don't sleep."

When Lu Zheran woke up, he was still a little confused.

After he glanced at Yu Antang ignorantly, he subconsciously smiled at Yu Antang.

But Yu Antang felt that he was even more haunted.

"Are you so stupid? You woke up early in the morning and smiled at me?"

Yu Antang was very sad, after pulling Lu Zheran to sit up, he patted his head like coaxing a child.

"You wait, I'll get you some water to drink first." Yu Antang said and wanted to get up to find water.

But he was grabbed by Lu Zheran——

"Why... are you patting my head?"

Lu Zheran's voice was also mixed with a strong nasal sound.

Seeing this, Yu Antang became even more worried: "Because you have a fever, now hearing your voice, I guess a bad cold is inevitable."

After sighing, Yu Antang stood up again.

Looking at Lu Zheran who was sitting there dumbfounded, Yu Antang suddenly felt funny again.

Different from the casual pat just now, before leaving this time, he patted Lu Zheran's head several times as a mischief.

"Sit down obediently, brother will get you some water."

In order to prevent Lu Zheran from reaching out to grab him again, this time Yu Antang ran away as soon as he patted Lu Zheran's head.

Lu Zheran who just woke up was still a little dazed.

The feeling of being patted by Yu Antang on the top of his head was still there, but he was a little dazed because of the fever.

In fact, he really wanted to tell Yu Antang that he didn't want to drink water, he just wanted to—

Yu Antang was by his side.

Fortunately, Yu Antang didn't leave the tent, he got up and picked up his thermos and came back.

"Here, the water in this kettle should still be hot." Yu Antang opened the lid of the kettle and handed it to Lu Zheran.

"This kettle was given to me yesterday, and I didn't take a few sips. The water in the desert is precious, so you can drink a little first, and I'll go out and find medicine for your fever and cold."