Accidentally became the white moonlight of the sick girl's home

Probably because there is still a long way to go from the team's standby point.

In addition, after the seafood dinner just now, the staff of the camera crew had also gone to take a short break to adjust, so the camera was thrown away at this moment, and only Lu Zheran and Yu Antang were left.

When Yu Antang asked questions, his tone was quite casual, but the puzzled expression on his face was serious and pure.

"Why do you think I don't know?" Lu Zheran looked at Yu Antang firmly under the soft moonlight by the sea, and asked back.

Under his gaze, Yu Antang was a little embarrassed to be stared at, turned his face away and said: "You will know that it is suspicious from the beginning."

"After all, apart from my close family and friends, few outsiders know about my fear of the dark."

However, Lu Zheran lowered his eyelashes under Yu Antang's answer, and his voice became very soft: "So in your heart... I have always been just an outsider, right?"

Although he knew the answer a long time ago, he also knew that to Yu Antang, he was just a passer-by among many people.

But now when he really got such an answer, Lu Zheran still felt a barren pain in his heart.

Why did it break up in the first place?

In addition to the almost pathological uncontrollable emotions, there is the most cruel and unequal——

He realized that he was never Yu Antang's only one.

He regards Yu Antang as his only light in the dark night, but as the light source itself, he never shines on only him.

Friend has always been an adjective in a broad sense, but what Lu Zheran wants is a sun that can shine only on himself.

He didn't want to be one of Yu Antang's many friends.

He is too greedy.

He just wants to be, his only one.

When he noticed the suddenly lonely Lu Zheran, Yu Antang had already stopped walking forward.

"This place is too far away from the standby point." Yu Antang thumped his calf, and simply sat down on the beach: "Why don't we just rest here for a while, and when the clock strikes midnight, we will go back to the beach again." Wouldn't it be good to go directly to find the treasure?"

When Yu Antang spoke, he was cheerful and reckless, and he didn't forget to raise his head to look at Lu Zheran, asking for his opinion.

But Lu Zheran just pursed his lips slightly, standing beside him and refused to answer.

"What's wrong with you?" Yu Antang finally noticed Lu Zheran's strangeness, "It seems that you have been unhappy tonight."

"I'm fine." Lu Zheran refused to look at the boy's bright black eyes, and turned his head to look elsewhere.

Seeing this, Yu Antang quickly bounced up from the beach, "Don't, just tell me if you are unhappy."

While talking, he pressed Lu Zheran to sit down, and then he found a seat beside him.

"You said that you are a person who only knows to have a cold face all day long." Probably because he was finally able to rest, Yu Antang also suddenly opened up the conversation: "Actually, if you smile more, you will find that the world is beautiful. Not as bad as you think."

"Are you going to give me a chicken soup lesson on life philosophy?" Lu Zheran looked at Yu Antang and laughed.

"Hey." Yu Antang sighed pretendingly: "I don't want you to adjust your mood, if you have any unhappy things, don't keep it in your heart, you must know how to vent them come out."

"Bearing all the bad emotions and burdens on one person will only make the pressure more and more serious, and the mood will become worse and worse." Yu Antang said while patting Lu Zheran on the shoulder.

His expression was very sincere, and he comforted Lu Zheran: "If you encounter any unpleasant things, you can also tell me about it. When an annoyance is split into two parts, it is not an annoyance."

"Then what if my troubles are about you?" Lu Zheran looked at the young man who was trying to comfort him, and couldn't help asking.

Yu Antang was still a little dazed at first, but when he realized it he laughed and said, "Okay, then tell me, what can bother you about me?"

"You said I was an outsider just now." Lu Zheran answered quickly, with a flash of unwillingness in his tone.

"When did I say you were an outsider?" Yu Antang didn't know why, but after thinking about it, he quickly understood: "You don't mean that I just said that outsiders don't know about my fear of the dark, right? "

"En." Lu Zheran just nodded briefly in response, looking at Yu Antang with tentative eyes, as if he was waiting for his answer.

But Yu Antang found it even more amused by his eyes, "Does this make you unhappy? Then every time I looked for you before, you had a dark face. I don't treat you as an outsider. Treat you as a wife?"

Although it was just a casual teasing remark, Lu Zheran answered the words without shame——

"It's not impossible."

"It's okay to treat me as a wife." Lu Zheran didn't forget to add another sentence after finishing speaking.

"Ah?" Yu Antang was taken aback for a moment, and then he stretched out his hand to grab the sand on the ground in embarrassment, "Do you know what the wife means?"

Seeing him suddenly look away, Lu Zheran subconsciously thought that Yu Antang didn't like hearing such words.

"I just hope...you don't treat me as an outsider." Lu Zheran lowered his voice, "As for your fear of the dark...I knew it years ago."

Yu Antang was grabbing the sand's distracting hand, but he paused when he heard the words: "Then what do you mean...you knew I was afraid of the dark when you were in high school?"

"But at that time, didn't you just ignore me every day?"

Yu Antang simply loosened the sand in his hand, turned his face to look at Lu Zheran again: "It's hard for me to know more about you, how did you know the secret that I'm afraid of the dark?"

"In the winter of my sophomore year in high school, I worked part-time at a coffee shop until very late." Lu Zheran rarely recalled the past in front of Yu Antang, and his eyes fell on Yu Antang's white fingers that were still stained with sand.

When he spoke, his voice was very soft, with a gentle look on Yu Antang's face that he had never seen before: "It snowed that night, you stood outside the store by yourself, waiting for me with an umbrella."

"And then?" Although Yu Antang couldn't remember the details of the past in high school.

But probably under the influence of Lu Zheran, Yu Antang's tone of voice became much lighter.

"Then when I came out, I happened to see you squatting on the side of the road, talking to the stray dogs next to you that you were afraid." Lu Zheran still has a vivid memory of the scene at that time.

The boy was holding a big umbrella by himself, and the snowy night was caught in the cold wind, so cold that he wanted to draw his hands back into his sleeves, but at the same time had to stretch out his fingers to hold the handle of the umbrella.

The street lights outside the coffee shop were dim and dim, and the ink-like night spread and stirred in it.

The world is cold and lonely, only the conspicuous big red scarf around the boy's neck, like the person wearing it——

Warm and intense.