Dressed as the mortal enemy of the sick and charming male protagonist

I lived abroad a long time ago. Before that, my life was almost always peaceful, without any fluctuations, and very boring.

Because of my parents' business relationship, I was born abroad since I was a child. I spend very little time with my parents, and I don't have many friends around me. Some of them are just people arranged by my parents to obey my orders, so I have developed a withdrawn and quiet personality. .

I thought my life would be so peaceful and boring until I met someone special.

My parents were transferred at work, and I returned to China.

I have a very withdrawn personality, I am not interested in anything, and almost nothing can attract my attention. Because of my incompatible personality, almost no one around me dares to talk to me.

Until you meet a chatterbox.

I really hated him at the beginning, that mouth was always chattering tirelessly, no matter how indifferent my attitude was, it seemed that it would not work for him.

I have no memory of those irrelevant people, but I don't know when that person has entered my mind, although it is just some bad memories.

I just met a few times before, and didn't notice him until a long time later, the man seemed to have grown up suddenly, his facial contours seemed to be more distinct, his skin was fair and shiny, and his eyebrows were trimmed His black hair looks very casual, but everything reveals his... well-behaved.

Yes, these two words are the most appropriate to describe him.

Although his appearance has changed so much, his personality doesn't seem to have changed much. He still looks like a good old man, easy to talk to everyone, just like... the central air conditioner.

The more time passes, the more I hate his personality. For him, it seems that he is equally good to everyone, no one is special, and he can laugh without guarding against anyone.

But I didn't realize that since then, I have been observing him inadvertently.

For a person of my personality, this feeling is special.

I found that since his appearance has become more and more outstanding, many people will send him love letters, or express their affection for him in various ways, both men and women.

Although he is a good old man and responsive to other people's requests, he was not in this case.

He refused for various reasons, and he was so polite that he could even refuse others, making it difficult for people to force him.

I couldn't understand his central air conditioner's personality, and I was determined to make myself the most unique one in his heart, so I started looking for various things to trouble him.

He really has a good temper, even if he doesn't want to do something, he just frowns slightly, and finally agrees.

As time passed, the distance between us seemed to be getting closer, until he gradually had traces in my heart.

I originally thought that our relationship would become closer, but suddenly, for some unknown reason, he started to distance himself from me.

When he looked at me, his eyes were dodged, and then he found some irrelevant reasons and refused to meet me. Before I could ask the reason, I was taken abroad by my parents.

Although I was abroad, I also checked his news from time to time, until I decided to return to China a few years later and went to my father's company.

By mistake, I met him again.

After so many years of precipitation, I still can't forget him in my heart, and I probably know what kind of emotion this is.

When he saw me again, his expression was very complicated, but finally he smiled slightly and greeted me plainly.

His attitude is too flat, at first I thought he hated me, otherwise why he was very friendly to the people around him, only when he faced me, he deliberately pretended to be indifferent, and then I accidentally checked on his mobile phone We took a photo together before, and I realized that I was not insignificant in his heart, otherwise he would not have kept an old photo until now.

But I really don't understand why he is so alienated and unfamiliar with me. We are already very familiar, so my character of avoiding strangers has become more and more bad, and I have become tougher towards him. I hope he can Say something, but although he looks like a good old man on the surface, when his temper gets stubborn, he can't ask.

We fight a lot because of it, and I force him to do a lot of things, and he seems to... hate me more and more.

It wasn't until I was chatting with my mother once that she slipped her mouth that I didn't know...how stupid I was before.

"That kid is still a little self-conscious and didn't tell you about it, but even if you know it, so what, you will never be able to!"

My mother has always been used to being strong. When she said this, her tone was extremely strong. Since I was a child, my life has been almost controlled by them. Although our family background is prominent, I don’t have any freedom. They have always controlled me. life has become unbearable.

At first I was following them, because there was nothing I wanted to pursue, so it didn't matter, but now...

But it was different. For the first time, I had the idea of ​​resisting them, because deep down in my heart... I didn't want to separate myself from that person.

So I disregarded my parents' obstruction and insisted on approaching him. However, my parents seemed to have grasped my weakness. They didn't do anything to me, but used all their methods on him.

He was finally overwhelmed and insisted on disconnecting me.

Only after I knew his thoughts for me did I realize how hateful I was before, how bad I was to him, and how much I said that hurt his heart.

I am a person who is relatively slow and indifferent to feelings. I obviously care about a person and want to get close to that person, but I say unreasonable things on my mouth. I also hate this kind of myself.

After threatening him, for a long time, I reflected on my behavior. From childhood to adulthood, everyone around me would follow me. I thought he couldn’t bear to miss him, compromised first, and couldn’t help but take the initiative. Seeing me, it turns out that my sense of superiority is still too strong.

My lack of initiative and laissez-faire may make him never take the initiative to talk to me in his life.

The pressure from his parents and his self-esteem did not allow him to do that, so he could only suppress his inner feelings for me.

I don't want to separate the two of us because of family relations, so... I refuse to give up.

When we met again, his attitude towards me was still indifferent, and I...

Changed the previous mode of getting along with him, and tried to be as calm as possible, but he still seemed a little uncomfortable.

……

"Why are you doing this all of a sudden?" He still asked suspiciously.

"I know my mother has looked for you before, why didn't you tell me?"

Wen Yu smiled bitterly: "So what if I tell you? Anyway, it's impossible between us, telling you will only increase troubles."

"How do you know it's impossible? We can..."

Before he finished speaking, Wen Yu said first: "I understand what you want to say, but in fact, you don't have to go to that point. People don't have to be in love in this life. There are still many things to do. You must stick to love." His tone was very flat, as if... he had let go of something.

Such insipidity made him even more uneasy, "So... are you going to take the initiative to distance yourself from me? Just because of my family's obstruction?"

Wen Yu said softly: "I can't influence your parents' thoughts, but love that is not blessed will not be happy. Since they stopped it a long time ago, it has lasted for so long...

Maybe I have already made up my mind, don't struggle, it's meaningless, I don't want to make everyone unhappy because of this incident, I'm very tired, I just hope that life can be flat and smooth. "

"What if... I don't agree?"

"I've said everything I need to say. If you don't agree, it's your business. It's not that you can't live without love in your life. I'm a very realistic person. Since some things can't be forced, don't insist on it anymore. .This time...should be the last time we meet, in the future...we still don't want to contact each other again."

His words were extremely calm, as if he had made up his mind, but it made Mo Bei's heart cold again. He took the initiative to hold Wen Yu's hand, "It won't develop into that, since you don't want to force it, then I will I don't force you. Just... don't keep in touch, and don't have to be strangers, I can't do this, let's...be friends again. "

This may be the lowest time he has put his attitude down. Wen Yu can clearly see the reluctance and pleading in his eyes, and it is the only time he has exposed his emotions so clearly.

but……

Wen Yu withdrew his hand, "The two of us... are the last ones to be friends. You should know the reason. There are some wounds... It will be even more uncomfortable if we touch each other for the second time. The two of us have been entangled for so many years. You should also let it go, you too... let yourself go."

After Wen Yu finished speaking, he turned his back to Mo Bei, and was about to leave, but Mo Bei didn't notice his trembling eyelashes.

Mo Bei looked at his empty palm, and at the back of the man receding away, feeling a little dazed for a moment.

Let yourself go?

When two people separated, it means letting yourself go...is it also letting him go?

But his heart has never been so empty, he managed to hide someone in his heart...

Many years later, when he thinks of this person and this matter, his heart will be throbbing unbearably. He feels that he may never love someone so much again. This person also taught him what love is and how to love him. to cherish.

……

"It's been so long, do you still think about him? Why are you so stubborn!" Mother said bitterly.

"Don't you understand my character? Apart from him, I will never fall in love with anyone else, and you... have made me suffer for so many years, what do you expect from me?"

Mother shook her head helplessly, "I don't care about you anymore, you can do whatever you want!"

When I saw him again many years later, he became a lot more mature and stable. When I looked at him, I was able to smile calmly, but there was a tall man beside me, and he smiled gently.

Mo Bei knew that he had missed him, he had missed someone he loved so much, and he... had someone else around him, but he still stayed where he was.

"Who is he?" he heard the man standing next to him ask.

He smiled calmly and said, "An old colleague from before, I didn't expect to meet here."

He watched the two of them exit the corner of the elevator without looking back.

He leaned against the wall in a state of collapse, a tear dripping from the corner of his eye.

He didn't know that after the two of them went out, the tall man looked at Wen Yu with concern, "He...is the person you have been thinking about before."

Wen Yu did not deny it.

"I can see that he still can't let you go, why don't you give each other another chance?"

Wen Yu smiled, and the smile was mixed with a bit of bitterness, "The ending of the story is not necessarily perfect, sometimes such an ending is memorable, isn't it?"

"It's true, but that person...should think of you very hard."

Wen Yu didn't answer any more.

Mo Bei didn't know how long he had been alone. He was about to get on the elevator. When the elevator door was about to close, he put one hand on the door and called out in a low voice:

"Mo Bei."