After reuniting with Bai Yueguang, my straight man design collapsed

The warmth of his mother getting along with him, and the misery of Jun Feiguang beating the two of them at home;

The reluctance of my mother when she left the house crying and carrying her luggage, and the look of her cold body when she finally rushed to the hospital.

Scene after scene, all floated in front of my eyes, lingering.

It was like layers of ice mist shrouded in layers, continuously converging toward the center, about to freeze him.

"Don't blame her. It can be seen from the diary that she has been very remorseful. She said that if there is a next life, she hopes to make it up to you. I hope you don't hate her."

After Uncle Lu finished his last sentence, he sighed and turned to leave.

Jun Mo only felt very annoyed, and the lightning flashed and thundered in his heart, and the strong wind and heavy rain made people uneasy.

Sitting on the ground, with his elbows on his knees, he lowered his head and asked a mysterious question.

"Sheng Ru, do you have a cigarette?"

Jun Mo, who had never smoked, suddenly wanted to smoke.

Sheng Ru stood up in a daze for a second.

"I'll buy it for you."

When he came back, beads of sweat were still hanging on his forehead, he raised his hand to wipe it off, took out the cigarette and handed it to Jun Mo.

"What about fire?"

"This is for you to bite to vent, not for you to smoke."

Jun Mo drooped his head again, even lower than last time, and sighed.

He held the cigarette in his hand and rubbed and rubbed it.

Suddenly, he gave a wry smile.

"What kind of life do you think I am? The life I hate is actually forced on me. Then what should my original life be like?"

The shredded tobacco fell to the ground one by one, like Jun Mo's heart, broken and scattered, all in pieces.

"No matter what, there will be me in the future."

"Ah."

The voice is fragile and charming.

Sheng Ru took a deep breath, raised his hand, and rubbed gently on his head.

"It's okay to be vulnerable once in a while, you'll be very tired if you hold on like this all the time, and I'm worried about you too."

After the words fell, I added another sentence.

"Hey, come here."

While speaking, he gently poked his head with his hand and leaned against his shoulder.

The moment the muddled head falls, there can be a solid shoulder to support myself.

It turns out that it feels really good to have someone coax someone to rely on.

Feeling sore and swelled in his heart, he subconsciously rubbed his head against Sheng Ru's neck again, sticking it tighter.

"Sheng Ru, it's raining."

Sheng Ru raised his head, the sun was shining brightly, and the hot people were flustered.

Just as he was about to deny it, he realized something before he even said it.

He raised his hand and stroked his head gently, very lightly and softly.

"It's okay, I'll be with you even in the wind and rain."

I don't remember how long the two of them sat in the cemetery.

When Sheng Ru's shoulders became sore and moved a little, only then did he realize that the person on his shoulders had fallen asleep early at some point.

He relaxed his movements, supported his head and got up and squatted in front of him.

Putting him on his back, he carried him out of the cemetery and found a parking place.

The car was not in a hurry to drive, the air conditioner was turned on in the car, Jun Mo was sitting in the co-pilot, the chair had been adjusted, he would not feel too uncomfortable lying down.

In the driver's seat, Sheng Ru bowed his head and sent a message to Uncle Lu, confirming that he was still in Wucheng for the time being.

Just now, Jun Mo panicked and couldn't listen to anything. When exchanging contact information, Sheng Huo gave it to herself.

"What time is it, why didn't you wake me up?"

"It's still early, you can sleep a little longer."

Standing up, the seat was adjusted back.

"It's okay, let's go back."

"it is good."

After starting the car, Sheng Ru suddenly paused again.

"Well, Uncle Lu said to send you the diary in Laojie. I will accept it for you first. If you don't want to read it, I will keep it for you and give it to you when you want to read it someday."

"It's okay. You have to face what you have to face. It's been so long and there are no people left. I can't blame her anymore."

"it is good."

Although we moved, we are still in Wucheng, and the same city courier will send it out the next day, and it will arrive in the evening.

Sheng Ru didn't dare to disturb him, so he quietly went out to buy vegetables by himself, and then came back to cook quietly.

Knowing that he will definitely not be in a good mood after watching it, I specially prepared some beer for him.

Jun Mo was alone in the room, quietly flipping through her mother's diary before her death.

The diary is not written every day, intermittent.

The content is no different from what Uncle Lu said yesterday.

He was indeed stolen by them in the hospital many years ago, and he was indeed not Jun Feiguang's own son.

Most of the diary is mother's remorse and confession.

She stole him back, but she didn't give her a warm and happy family, and she didn't give him a perfect life.

Jun Feiguang's temperament also changed drastically due to infertility, especially as Jun Mo grew bigger and bigger, the longer he looked the better, and the longer he grew, the less he looked like him.

The discussions around him also became unscrupulous, and Jun Feiguang started drinking and gambling.

From making trouble with others, to punching and kicking the mother and son when they came home.

In the end, under Jun Mo's persuasion, her mother mustered up the courage to divorce Jun Feiguang.

Although it was unavoidable to be beaten again when I filed for divorce, I got rid of it anyway.

In the second half of the diary, apart from the confession and longing for Jun Mo, most of it records the kindness of Uncle Lu's family to her.

But the diary is not long. After all, my mother didn't have a good life at Uncle Lu's house before she got sick and passed away.

After closing the diary, Jun Mo was lying on the table alone, feeling very bored and heavy in his heart.

It felt like a tripod weighing thousands of catties was pressing on him behind him, and he was about to be out of breath.

Just as Jun Mo's last sigh sounded, a warm embrace bent down behind him.

Strong arms encircled him in his arms, and his thin lips fell on the top of his head. Then he turned his face and pressed his profile against the back of his head.

A gentle voice sounded from behind.

"Jun Mo, you must always remember that no matter when, you have me."

"Ah."

Standing up, she held Sheng Ru in her arms with open arms, and buried her head in the socket of his neck, temporarily removing all the strong armor, allowing her fragility to be exposed in front of him.

"It's okay, I'll be fine for a while."

"it is good."

After a long while, Jun Mo took a deep breath, and his voice was very low, like a sound of Gu piercing into his ears, making people's heart itchy.

"Sheng Ru, you...Shige is here, do you want me to help you?"

Sheng Ru pulled his arm away, looking down, tender and hot.

"Let's eat, I'm fine, I'll be fine in a while."

I read the diary once and never opened it again.

This day, Jun Mo came out of the examination room after finishing his four subjects, and the first thing he saw was Sheng Ru in the crowd.

Walking over with big strides, a long section of the braided belt around her waist fell off, and it flickered as she walked.

The face was full of joy, and the ending sound couldn't be restrained.

"How did you come?"

"I'll pick you up." While speaking, he put down his sleeves and added.

"Hey, there are a lot of mosquitoes."

The two walked back with their fingers clasped together, the same white short sleeves, the same dark green shorts, and even the woven belt around their waists were exactly the same.

"Go back to eat or eat out?"

"Go back and eat. I made soup for you. It's not healthy to eat outside."

Jun Mo nodded, looked down and saw the hand in his palm, running up his arm, it was the face that he had kissed countless times in his dreams, and now in reality.

Even if he didn't do anything, just being by his side or appearing in sight can make people happy.

It is clear that they were always together before, but now this feeling is even stronger.

Back in the building, on the stairs between the two floors, Jun Mo took two steps behind and suddenly stopped and looked up to call him.

"Sheng Mo."