After reuniting with Bai Yueguang, my straight man design collapsed

Although he didn't believe Sun Anxiang's words, even though Yan Xueyi kept silent about the matter between him and Sun Anxiang.

Although he wanted to know very much, he still couldn't bear it.

Can't bear Jun Mo laughing and tearing open his scabbed wound again, just to show him.

It was too cruel, he couldn't bear it.

Jun Mo smiled and pulled his hand away, and when his fingers touched his fingers, it was icy cold.

The chilblain wounds on the joints on the back of the hands are shocking.

"I drank too much, will you take care of me?"

Sheng Ru was stubborn, so he had to drink less, so that he could act as a free nanny when he drank too much.

"Later, Sun Anxiang beat the other party to the hospital because of his heavy hand in the fight, and was expelled from the school.

I heard that the one who was beaten was the principal's nephew. "

Jun Mo paused for a long time, her clear eyes looked into the distance, as if recalling, but also sighing.

The moonlight fell on the stars in the eyes, which was inexplicably sad.

"After that, do you still meet?"

"When I saw him again, he had already been released from the labor camp and worked as a waiter in a bar. He had dyed colorful hair and wore earrings." After finishing speaking, as if afraid of being misunderstood by Sheng Ruo, he quickly explained.

"I went to work as a waiter at the time. He took care of me, taught me how to serve wine without spilling wine, taught me how to deal with drunk guests, and taught me what kind of people I should never mess with.

I thought we were friends, and I did at the time.

We got very close during that period, maybe because of working together, or because our encounters were a bit similar. "

Hearing that he said that he was very similar to Sun Anxiang, Sheng Ru's breathing became heavier.

He wanted to say that they were not the same at all, but he listened patiently and did not interrupt him.

"Until the manager of the bar poured something into my water glass. Working in that kind of place, I have always been very cautious, not to mention the things given by the guests, even the water in the bar.

The manager may have been paying attention for a long time before adding something to the cup I brought.

I remember that there was still an hour before I got off work, and I felt dizzy and uncomfortable. The manager said to help me to rest, and then took me to the hotel next to the bar. "

When Jun Mo said this, he raised his head and drank all the wine in the glass, as if to embolden himself.

The memory that had been dusty for many years was so dirty that he didn't want to bring it up again.

But this night, he wanted to be cruel to himself.

I want to tear off all the scars, get rid of the flesh that has rotted in the wound for many years, and let the sun shine in again, so that it can be completely healed.

The bottom of my heart was filled with sadness, so I naturally didn't notice the gradually cold face of Sheng Ru beside me.

"I will never forget what happened on that day until I die. I always feel that even if same-sex couples are legal, even if same-sex couples everywhere are together openly, I will not encounter such a thing.

But reality slapped me hard.

That night, the nature of the medicine made me unable to resist, and my clothes were torn. I was planning to die with him the next day, but Sun Anxiang rushed in.

The guy who pulls me in the most desperate of times, I'm so grateful that I'm so defenseless against him.

Sun Anxiang took me out of the hotel and said he was taking me home, but he started to touch me in the car.

Fortunately, Yan Xueyi didn't see me at the bar, so he found out that I was taken away after asking, and chased him all the way to the hotel, and then to Sun Anxiang's rented house.

Otherwise, I might have fallen and given up on myself just like him.

The praying mantis catching the cicada and the oriole followed, or it was his impromptu idea, or all of this itself was a trap designed by the two of them.

I don't want to pursue it anymore.

Since then, Sun Anxiang and I haven't seen each other again, and Yan Xueyi also beat him half to death. In the end, it was him? Mom spent money to not leave a criminal record in Yan Xueyi's file. "

After finishing speaking, Jun Mo suddenly turned around and smiled at Sheng Ru.

"Great, I'm finally talking all this out, thank you."

Yu Luo, opened his arms and gently hugged Sheng Ru.

Even if she was a little anxious to confess her love before, let Jun Mo know what she has been waiting for for many years.

Right now, Sheng Ru could only suppress all his emotions.

He had already uncovered the scar to show him, how could he bear to sprinkle a handful of salt on the wound to let him continue to fester.

It takes a lot of courage and determination to tell him these things so calmly.

"You said he was in the same situation as you, but why did he just give up and choose the easy lifestyle of degeneration, but you didn't?"

Sheng Ru had thought that if it were him, he might have taken another path.

When he was very young, the psychiatrist said that his psychology is different from that of his peers, and he may go astray if he does not pay attention to guidance.

Jun Mo sighed, but his tone was relaxed and relieved, and even a little mischievous.

"Because I want tomorrow, one after another, one better than the other."

Jun Mo picked up the wine glass and the empty bottle and turned around to walk in with a smile on his lips.

Because I think when you see me again, I will still be the beautiful me.

Fortunately, I met you again before I gave up on myself.

That ray of light, after all, lived up to my struggle.

Looking at his back, Sheng Ru wanted to go up and give him a deep hug, but thinking of what Sun Anxiang and the manager did to him, he held back.

In the evening, the bustle outside the window gradually cooled down.

The two were lying on the same bed, Jun Mo turned sideways, with his back facing Sheng Ru, curled up, breathing evenly.

Because of the alcohol, and the secrets that have been kept in my heart for a long time, I finally spoke out through the strength of alcohol, and I feel much more comfortable.

As soon as I hit the bed, I fell asleep.

On the contrary, Sheng Ru who was next to him crossed his hands behind his head, staring at the ceiling and couldn't fall asleep for a long time.

13 years, too long, too many things can happen.

But he never thought that this would happen to the little Junmo who loves to laugh and surround him.

What's more, he didn't expect that when he was cheering and looking forward to the passage of the same-sex marriage bill, the little Junmo he was thinking about was almost violated by others.

This is probably the relationship between him and all the same sex around him.

Even if it's me, I can only tease him once in a while after getting along for half a year.

Thinking about it now, when he was happy to have a closer relationship, his heart might be suffering.

When Jun Mo woke up the next day, he was awakened by the smell in the room.

Sheng Ru stood at the door wearing an apron.

"Hurry up and wash up and eat."

After finishing speaking, I went back and added a sentence.

"dinner."

Only then did Jun Mo pick up his phone to look at it, and it was already five o'clock in the afternoon.

And the phone is full of New Year greetings from Yan Xueyi, Guan Bo and others, as well as photos of pork ribs taken by Yan Xueyi.

Jun Feiguang also made a few calls, but Jun Mo didn't answer.

There is no news, and he doesn't care about what to ask him for.

If it is possible, it is the most satisfying way to get along with each other forever in this life.

After briefly replying to Yan Xueyi and the others, they washed and changed their clothes and came to the restaurant.

In front of them are two bowls of braised pork bibimbap.

Soft glutinous rice, served with marinade overflowing with fragrance, especially the marinated pig's trotters and beef are minced and added with pepper, mixed with rice, it is so fragrant that it can hook out the worms in the stomach.

Jun Mo picked up the spoon and ate it in big mouthfuls. After eating, he didn't forget to give Sheng Ru a five-star praise.

"Although it's a pity that you cook with this hand, it should be used to save lives and heal the wounded, but this stewed pork rice is really unique."

Seeing that he ate up a big bowl, Sheng Ru was also very satisfied.

"I just cooked for two of you, one for you and the other for Cheng Yue."

What he didn't finish was that what he cooked for Cheng Yue was just a bowl of egg noodles, which was a troublesome dish like stewed pork rice.