Started with a green hat for Verlaine

Two in the afternoon.

In the hospital, in the ward of the single room, the curtains were pulled open.

Sunlight poured in from the room.

However, the sunshine that can make green plants happy, no matter how bright and refreshing it is, can't dispel the gloom of people's hearts. The brown-haired boy lying lifeless on the bed moved his eyelids slightly and did not open them.

Aso Qiu also came to the hospital bed to see Shuji Tsushima, who was breathing weakly.

Lan Tang was sitting on the chair of the patient's family, peeling apples gracefully, and at the same time, there was a children's shopping bag at his feet, which contained clothes used to replace the hospital clothes.

The two of them did their best.

Facing Edogawa Ranpo and Nakahara Chuya, Lantang never cared so much in the early days.

Who made this child look like a desperate Xiaoqiu when he was carried out by the doctor, Lan Tang couldn't help seeing this kind of child with infinite possibilities in the future have an accident.As long as he survived, Lantang felt that it would be acceptable to have a third cat in the family. After all, there was no real offspring between him and Qiu Ye.

The infusion tube for the needle was connected to Shuji Tsushima's uninjured hand, and the cold liquid flowed into the other person's body drop by drop, replenishing the lost blood and nutrients.

Suicide by cutting wrists.

The path that many first-time suicides choose.

"Imitation" is a child's nature, and it is also a behavior that needs to be guided. Aso Qiu is also sure that Shuji Tsushima must have seen it in a book, or heard it in the servant's mouth. No one told him that. It's not right, so it's buried deep in the unknown corner of my heart.

Until this time...the "land mine" was directly detonated.

"Xiu Zhi, you are already free, there is no reason why you would be willing to be buried with this family."

Ma Shengqiu also adjusted the bent infusion tube, straightened it gently, and then covered the back of the brown-haired boy's injection hand with his palm. He didn't dare to exert force, but let the temperature of the palm penetrate into it.

"Are you taking revenge on me and Long Yan?"

"Have we interfered in your life, are you as odious as the Tsushima family?"

"I admit that such behavior is against your will. Maybe you have planned how to escape from Tsushima's house at the age of 11, and you can change the future with your own ability, but you are too young to even cry after being hurt. I have forgotten my instincts, so how can I continue to watch?"

"I thought that after seven years, I would see a lively and mischievous Xiu Zhi who could bicker with Long Yan and suppress the arrogant Long Yan, so I arranged for you to meet."

"But what did I see—"

"In my eyes, you are better than Long Yan, and you look like you are about to shatter."

Aso Qiuya's heart is heavy. An unintentional encounter did not bring positive impact, but instead made this child who likes freedom in his eyes despair day after day.

The blessings and misfortunes are beyond anyone's expectation.

"You bite and hate, and hate and hate. The misunderstanding between us can be solved slowly, and I am willing to spend time to get your understanding. Who do you think this behavior can revenge?"

"Except for people who like you."

Ma Shengqiu also held up his hand, which was not as slender as an adult.Only the traverser understands that the other party will grow up to be a beautiful man in the future, and use his dexterous hands to make handsome or funny moves.

He wrapped the other's young hand with the elder's hand.

"You can't get revenge on anyone."

Aso Qiuya's voice has a calmness that is rare for young people in their 20s, hiding sourness and self-blame.He told Shibusawa Tatsuhiko to pay attention to the other party's suicide just in case, after all Tsushima Shuji's skin was smooth and fair without any scars.

Now, scars have to be left.

The bandage slowly wraps around the child's skin, covering the bruises.

Those iris-colored pupils opened at some point, and instead of looking at Aso Qiuya, they turned their heads sideways and looked at the world outside in good weather on the pillow.

"I hate you. When I see you want to throw up, don't be sentimental."

"Why give up your life?"

"have a finger in the pie."

"Why don't you go to the outside world to see more?"

"It's noisy."

"Are the novels good? If you go to Yokohama, you can meet the authors who wrote them."

"not interested."

"So, are supernatural powers interesting? Do you want to meet more superhumans?"

"Do not want to."

No matter how many reasons Aso Akira said for temptation, Shuji Tsushima excluded them all. Compared with the world-weary Tatsuhiko Shibusawa, Shuji Tsushima's situation was more serious.

Lan Tang listened to the conversation between the two, and was in a delicate mood for Qiu Ye to make persistent efforts and persevere.

This is definitely a good brother and a good father.

Any child who has such relatives must be very happy.

Qiu also...

You really are child control.

"I can make crab meat rice, Chinese and Western seafood dishes, even Indian curry crab meat rice is no problem."

"I don't want to eat anything, stay away from me."

Shuji Tsushima didn't want to listen to him, and wanted to cover his ears with a quilt, but one of his hands was held by the other party, and the other hand had been injected with anesthesia and stitches, so he didn't have the strength to lift it up for the time being.

The price of bleeding is that he is weak and unable to lift his strength.

"If you don't like to hear these things, let me tell you one more thing that you will listen to." Ma Shengqiu also said, "cutting the wrist is a painful way of suicide, usually it takes a lot of knives to cut, and after the blood coagulates, Another cut is needed, and the real way to commit suicide is to cut the blood vessels vertically."

Shuji Tsushima's eyes suddenly met his.

Ma Shengqiu didn't let him dodge, "Look at me, do you really want to die like that?"

Shuji Tsushima was puzzled: "You are so strange. I have the right to choose death. You don't have to feel guilty. After I die, you can live your life with peace of mind."

"You're doing well." Shuji Tsushima's eyes moved upwards or tilted unconsciously. He didn't like to stare into other people's eyes at all due to years of confined life. "You wear much better clothes than before, and your hair is also done However, you still have a lover who loves you, and the young masters of the Shibusawa family are all your students, so there is no need for you to think about me anymore."

"My supernatural ability... means nothing to you."

An adult who can live alone without relying on his strength is someone Shuji Tsushima can only see in books. Such a person is confident, calm, and exudes the light of life.

Unlike him.

After he lost his family roots, he couldn't find the meaning of living.

Shuji Tsushima began to feel drowsy, and said in a low spirit: "Tatsuhiko Shibusawa used 'canary' to describe me, I know I am indeed like a bird, without a cage, I don't want to fly out, and there will be no outside. How much better than at home, those dignitaries still want to use me as a tool."

Ma Shengqiu also suddenly shouted loudly: "If you don't try it, how can you define it yourself!"

Shuji Tsushima was stimulated by his amplified volume to the eardrums, his neck shrank, and the tips of his ears trembled.

Ma Shengqiu also went to rub his ears.

"You are a smart child. Precocious people are the most vulnerable. You can see more darkness and ugliness than children of the same age, so it is difficult to find trust in the world."

At this time, being a little fool is much happier.

"Trust people outside once in a while."

"You are not a canary, you can be a dexterous cat, a slippery fish, or a weed growing wildly outside. Your vitality is far more tenacious than you imagine."

"Normal children don't have the spirit of resistance for a long time, but you will, your soul is trying to survive."

"Rather than wither in a corner, it is better to bloom once."

Ma Shengqiu is also trying to impress him: "I won't restrain you, okay? Find a reason to live on, any reason is fine, support you to go out to the outside world, take a look, and think about it after you live to an adult Does your own life have any meaning in continuing to exist?"

Shuji Tsushima couldn't bear it anymore and said, "I don't want such a painful thing."

Ma Shengqiu also lost his voice.

Tsushima Shuji felt that there was no chattering voice in his ears, and the silence was unaccustomed, so he subconsciously took a peek at him, why the dark-haired young man's eyes showed sadness.

What is there to be sad about?

If you don't want to live, just die, so you don't have to stick to it.

"If you are alive...can you find something happy?" Ma Shengqiu also took a deep breath, "Do you still remember the day we first met, do you feel happy?"

Tsushima Shuji's eyes dimmed, such innocent and free time was happy.

But how could he go back to the past.

"OK."

Ma Shengqiu also squeezed out a smile: "This world is far more miraculous than you imagined. There are surgeries or supernatural powers that can make people forget their memories. There are organs that no longer hurt after being removed. There are supernatural powers that can turn back time. There is longevity. Undead monsters, there are countless things that can't be imagined..."

Shuji Tsushima, who didn't know enough about "Disqualification in the World", listened unknowingly.

"Just look for it and live as long as you can, and you will definitely see a 'miracle'." Aso Qiu also blew Fumino's world view to death. What will happen in the future? If Shuji Tsushima has the ability to turn the whole world upside down, otherwise No one can prove that he is bragging.

Lan Tang was in a trance when he heard these contents. Is this the world I know?

Qiu Ye, you don't even dare to brag to me like that!

unfair!

Shuji Tsushima always felt that something was wrong, but the other party spoke decently, and his eyes were as sincere as the window of the soul, trying to awaken his desire to survive.

"You didn't lie to me? The outside world is so interesting?"

"I will not trick you."

Yeah, the man hadn't lied to him.

His relatives concealed that they had supernatural powers and wanted to imprison him by their side. Only the black-haired elder brother who met him when he was a child said he had the strongest power and sent him home with a smile. future.

seven years.

This person came to pick him up, and he didn't sit back and watch him fall into the abyss.

Shuji Tsushima's eyes wandered, and he couldn't restrain himself, and asked the last question of his childhood.

"Is there a Santa Claus in this world?"

"Have."

Ma Shengqiu also showed her beauty, making up for the childhood shortcomings for the children who stepped out of the birdcage and came to the outside world.

This must be the most innocent moment before Shuji Tsushima stepped into his youth.

"It's not just Santa Claus, there are even gods in this world, and the gods will protect you."

"All misfortune will pass."

"You will be happy."

……

"Disqualification in the World": So far in the so-called "human world", the only thing I am willing to regard as the truth is this sentence, everything will pass.

— Osamu Dazai.