Kuai Chuan: After I escaped from a terminal illness

"How could I forget my brother?"

Yu Tang looked at Sheng Hao, and used his eyes to describe his appearance for the last time, as if he wanted to engrave it in his mind forever.

"Xiao Hao."

"Ok!"

"You said you learned the piano, play it for me?"

Sheng Hao was very pleasantly surprised, raised his head and said happily: "Brother wants to hear me play the piano!"

Yu Tang nodded: "Yes."

Sheng Hao stood up, wanting to carry Yu Tang downstairs.

But he thought of something, and put Yu Tang back on the bed: "Brother, wait, I'll find a beautiful dress!"

"I'll find a suit for my brother too! Brother can play with his left hand, come with me!"

Yu Tang nodded, looking at the children happily, wondering which foot to take.

His Sheng Hao, Xiao Hao whom he loves deeply, will always be so happy.

Yu Tang watched him leave.

The room was empty, only himself, Yu Tang took off the pillowcase with his left hand, picked up all the pills scattered on the bed and swallowed them without hesitation.

The process of swallowing is very difficult to swallow.

But this is really a relief for Yu Tang!

He no longer has to blame himself over and over again, he doesn't have to endure those lingering hallucinations, he doesn't have to endure the tinnitus and heart palpitations night after night, and the sudden, suffocating sadness like a tide...

he died……

But it's as if life begins at this moment.

Yu Tang swallowed the last pill, his dry throat could not move any more.

He couldn't do anything, including breathing, and his whole body sank on the bed, very heavy, and his consciousness went to a distant place...

Yu Tang wanted to close his eyes.

But at the last moment, he actually wanted to take another look at Xiaohao...

When Sheng Hao came in with his clothes, he saw Yu Tang lying on the bed with his mouth slightly open.

The smile on Sheng Hao's face has not faded: "Brother, take a look at me, am I handsome?"

Sheng Hao came over and tilted his head to look into Yu Tang's eyes.

Yu Tang opened his eyes and looked at him. Although he didn't speak, Sheng Hao could feel the strong and sincere love in his eyes.

Outside the window, huge dark clouds were enveloping, covering up the clear sky.

His little brother seemed to be looking at him like this all the time, he wasn't too tired, he didn't even blink...

Sheng Hao's smile froze.

Sheng Hao: "Brother..."

Yu Tang still didn't blink, his pupils slowly dilated.

Trembling, Sheng Hao rushed to the side of the bed, holding Yu Tang's cheek with his hand.

Yu Tang's lips gradually turned blue-purple due to lack of oxygen.

When Sheng Hao moved, the remaining tablet rolled down from Yu Tang's cheek and landed on the tip of his tongue.

a...

two...

Sheng Hao opened his eyes wide, picked up the pillow, and there were still a few scattered pills falling down inside!

Yu Tang hid all the medicines for more than half a month!

Then just when he left, he swallowed it all in his stomach!

Sheng Hao's eyes darkened, and he frantically rang the bell beside the bed. The doctors came in and began to give first aid nervously.

They didn't bother to wash Yu Tang's stomach.

Because the overdose of medicine caused the acute failure of Yu Tang's various internal organs, his breathing and heartbeat stopped immediately, and he no longer responded to external stimuli.

The doctors made the last effort, but they were still unable to recover. They turned around and looked at Sheng Hao regretfully.

Zou Xing knew that things could not be undone.

I also knew that I couldn't resist at all, and Sheng Hao went crazy for a while.

Zou Xing called Sheng Hao's father when Yu Tang started to rescue him.

really……

Sheng Hao waved his fist at the doctor, "How long have you been saved, don't be lazy, keep saving him!"

"Don't get excited..."

"I'm not excited! I'm not excited at all! I'm just telling you that he's not dead, so hurry up and save him, don't waste time!!"

"Organ failure is not the same as cardiac arrest, his body is broken..."

Sheng Hao's fist was firmly blocked by Zou Xing: "Xiao Hao, don't do this."

"roll!"

"Don't waste time, please, save my brother."

"Impossible! He is not willing to leave me, you believe me, he is not willing!"

"Go! Do you know who I am? Believe it or not, I really killed you!"

"Sheng Hao!"

Sheng Hao's father arrived in a hurry and grabbed Sheng Hao.

"Look at you, what you look like! What happened?"

Sheng Hao cried, "Father, please save my brother... please help him."

The doctor shook his head behind them, indicating that there was really no other way.

Sheng Hao's father knew Yu Tang.

He heard about his son and Yu Tang from Zou Xing.

Sheng Hao's father became ruthless, and lifted his son up: "It's not all because of you, it's because you don't know what cherishing is, and you ruined other people's lives."

"If I were you, I wouldn't be crying here, like a man, cherish the last chance to say goodbye to him."

Sheng Hao lost his strength and slid on the ground, crying and twitching: "But I don't want to say goodbye, I want my little brother to come back."

Sheng Hao's father was so angry that his head was dizzy: "You want, you want everything... Have you stopped once and listened carefully to what he has to say?"

"Didn't you listen to him? He's very sad. He wants to leave. Why do you stop him like a robber?!"

"Sheng Hao! This world has to follow your ideas, and you can't deviate from it at all, right?"

Sheng Hao's father slapped Sheng Hao with hatred: "When will you grow up!"

Sheng Hao became sober after being beaten.

He knelt by the bed limply, stroking Yu Tang's face.

The touch of his fingers has cooled down, which is like reminding Sheng Hao that his little brother really left this time.

He finally understood why Yu Tang said those things to him.

Don't forget him...

Because Yu Tang felt that if he died, Sheng Hao would return to the game and develop feelings for new players...

Sheng Hao's tears fell one by one, and he hugged Yu Tang tightly, almost unable to speak from his heartache: "leave me, and finally give me a false hand...Brother, how can you be willing."

"Don't you love Xiao Hao the most?"

"I'm so willful, who can stand my temper, and only you are willing to accommodate me and love me."

"Brother, why are you willing to..."

The dark clouds covered the sky completely, and the magnolia flower had no sunlight, so it carefully collected the petals and hid them in the buds, hoping to wait for the sun to bloom again.

But Yu Tang will not.

Yu Tang left.

Because of something missing, Sunshine is no longer a hope for him, but endless pain and suffering.

He closed his eyes and never woke up again...