Cuiyu Hutong

Zhou Lianfeng raised his eyes and looked at Jiang Mo.The dense moonlight penetrated through the window and sprinkled on his eyes.

Some confusion, some fear.

Jiang Mo took off half of his clothes, wrapped them up with Zhou Lianfeng, and cuddled each other to keep warm.

Zhou Lianfeng laughed to himself, and said again: "It's okay, Jiang Mo, I don't care that much anymore. It's just that there are some things I want to tell you now. If I don't say it, I'm afraid that after today, I'll be gone again." Courage to say."

Jiang Mo nodded, and looked up at the old uncle again: "The old uncle... is also listening. Don't be afraid, you have me now, and..."

There is no more.

Jiang Mo was holding back a breath of thick turbid air in his chest again, and couldn't get it out no matter what.

Zhou Lianfeng hummed, and then said: "Did you know that Jiang Mo, my family went bankrupt on the eve of the college entrance examination. My parents kept it from me. My father, who I thought was on a business trip, was actually caught on the way to escape. When I was in the college entrance examination, I had already entered. But I... was kept from it by my mother."

"By the time I really realized something was wrong, it was already the end of the college entrance examination... At that time, I didn't know where you went. I looked for you for a long time, but you were no longer in the house you lived in at that time. I couldn't find you. It's up to you...do you know, Jiang Mo?" He took a deep breath, "I've been looking for you for a long time, and I didn't return home until early in the morning, and saw my mother's body."

Ginger is dumb.At that time, he should have been with the old uncle in the hospital.Later, the building where he and his old uncle lived was sold to make up for the lack of treatment expenses.After that, they lived in the room in Cuiyu Hutong, which was originally only a breakfast shop.

He didn't know how to tell Zhou Lianfeng the truth under such circumstances, so he couldn't help but say: "I... didn't deliberately avoid you, I just couldn't help it, I really couldn't help it... I'm sorry, Brother Feng."

Zhou Lianfeng tightened his coat again, and twitched the corners of his mouth: "It doesn't matter about you."

There was no light in his eyes, and the drooping eyelids concealed everything.He added: "My mother hanged herself. I heard that if you hang your toes towards the door, you will become a haunted house. I never thought my mother was superstitious before, but at that time, I really hated her superstition." .”

"I didn't know why she was so superstitious until I read the letter she left me." He swallowed, but his lips were dry and chapped, "She told me that our family went bankrupt and she couldn't keep anything Give it to me, but she still wants me to have a shelter. So, as long as she dies in this house and makes this house a haunted house, then I can continue to live in it. "

"But... what's the use of a house? I don't have a mother anymore. She said she can't do anything, she has been my father's cage bird for so many years, she can do nothing but please my father. She is stupid, So stupid to choose such an extreme method."

Zhou Lianfeng took a deep breath and revealed his deepest buried secret: "What kind of rich second generation am I? I'm just an illegitimate child."

Jiang Mo was stunned, he never knew about this.At school at that time, all of them thought that Zhou Lianfeng was a rich second generation through and through, but his father had too much property, so it was inconvenient to disclose it.But he never thought that Zhou Lianfeng was actually an illegitimate child with his mother's surname.

Zhou Lianfeng raised his head slightly, and said again: "My mother has never read a book, she is just too good-looking, so she was imprisoned by my father for the rest of her life. My father is still very good to us, at least he treats us neatly. He provided us with the best within his ability. You know, I took a year off from school because of illness, and he never ambiguously took care of me. He is a good father, maybe in my mother’s eyes, A good 'husband' too, but I can't deny that he was never a good man—"

"He was corrupt and selfish. I never thought he would escape from prison. But he killed my uneducated and ignorant mother." His chest heaved up and down, but he was still tough He clenched his fists tightly and suppressed himself, "Even though I was poor and miserable all my life, I never thought of being separated from my mother. But she..."

"But she chose to leave me so easily, and bought me a so-called shelter at the cost of her life. The letter she left for me was written crookedly, not as good as a child. I used pinyin instead of words I couldn’t write, but I understood them all.”

"I didn't know where to go or what to do that night. I really wanted to lose everything all of a sudden. From being a proud child of heaven, I suddenly fell into the abyss of the world." He raised his eyes again, deeply Staring at Jiang Mo, "I sat with her body all night. The open window will blow in the wind, blowing her hands and feet, as if she is still alive."

"Early the next morning, the creditors came to the door, wanting to take back the apartment in my father's name. But when they broke in, they were terrified by the scene of me sitting with the dead body all night. Yes. Heh——I have to say, my mother succeeded. No one would want this haunted house. She left this house to me, even if it still belongs to the name of my father in prison. But fortunately... …No one will come again, will they?"

"It's just that they are afraid that this is a haunted house, but I watched my mother disappear in the morgue and cremation furnace, and then returned to that house. Maybe every ghost that others fear is someone others miss too much .I don't have a day, I'm not looking forward to it, I hope she can come back to see me. But she didn't, she didn't even enter my dream..."

"Until I went to college and lived on campus, I still insisted on going back every week. Whether it was cleaning or waiting for her, I persisted for a long time."

Jiang Mo bit her lower lip, the wound that had already healed somewhat, but blood oozes out again under his force.But he didn't care, he never knew that so many things happened to Zhou Lianfeng after they separated.

He still wanted to ask Zhou Lianfeng, but his voice was hoarse, and he didn't know how to ask in his heart.After all, he opened his mouth and grabbed Zhou Lianfeng's cuff: "So, why did you stay in Cuiyu Hutong and never go back?"

Zhou Lianfeng looked at him deeply, in his dark eyes, only Jiang Mo's cautious reflection remained.He suddenly smiled again, stretched out his hand to caress Jiang Mo's cheek, again and again, over and over again.

After a long time, facing the wind, he uttered a light and light sentence: "Why, Jiang Mo...don't you understand?"

It's just too light, too light, blown away with the wind.

The author has something to say: Brother Feng is actually worse, the fate of the two of them is really unfair...

It’s so uncomfortable for me to write, but one is a mother who loves her child with her life, while the other is a mother who treats her child like a hot chicken that is thrown away casually

I have been working overtime for the past two days, and I went to the company after one o'clock yesterday and eight o'clock in the morning.

I didn't have time to update it, so I added it

I bow and apologize to you

感谢在2021-10-2711:09:49~2021-10-2923:39:51期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Deer Time;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!