One-way Passage

The whole dream is just fragments.

I don't know if it was influenced by going back to school today, but all the dreams were about the university campus, and He Yufeng appeared in many scenes.

Xia Wennan dreamed that he was studying in the library with He Yufeng, He Yufeng helped him copy the experimental data in the laboratory, and the two played basketball together on the playground.In addition to these, Xia Wennan also dreamed of other things, which could be regarded as beautiful scenes.

So when he woke up, Xia Wennan was in a daze. He opened his eyes, and it took him a while to realize that he was no longer dizzy, and Ming Luchuan was still sleeping beside him, with one arm hugging him tightly. hold him.

As soon as Xia Wennan moved, Ming Luchuan hugged him even tighter, and looked up at him sleepily: "Do you feel uncomfortable? Do you want to go to the hospital?"

"It's not uncomfortable anymore," Xia Wennan turned over and sat up. He raised his hand and patted his head.

Ming Luchuan also sat up and kept looking at him.

Xia Wennan just thought that dream was very strange, why did he dream of He Yufeng?Is it because I just went back to school with him at night?So are those dreams just dreams?Or were the dreams just fragments of his lost memories?

He grabbed a handful of hair.

Ming Luchuan said, "Let's go to the hospital."

Xia Wennan turned around and looked at him for a while, then stretched out his arms to hug him: "It's okay, the pain is gone, let's go again after the routine review in two days."

Ming Luchuan reached out to stroke his hair: "Is it really all right?"

"Ah."

Xia Wennan went to the hospital alone in the morning without telling Ming Luchuan.

Lin Shuqiu did a routine checkup for him, and after hearing from Xia Wennan that he had hit his head on a tree and fainted all night, he said that if he wanted a detailed checkup, he could consider doing an MRI, but if it was only a short-term dizziness, consider the possibility of a mild concussion bigger.

Xia Wennan said: "No, I don't suspect that my head was damaged, but I think I may have recovered some memories."

Lin Shuqiu was filling out the case report when he heard the words and said, "That's a good thing, maybe your memory will start to recover gradually."

"But incomplete, vague."

Lin Shuqiu looked at him.

Xia Wennan said, "Are you free to have a meal together at noon?"

At noon that day, Lin Shuqiu finished his work and took time to have a meal with Xia Wennan at the restaurant in front of the hospital.

Xia Wennan talked about the dream last night.

Lin Shuqiu listened while eating, and nodded after listening: "It may be a fragment of your memory, which is displayed in the form of a dream."

Xia Wennan didn't seem to have much appetite, he didn't even touch the set meal in front of him, he frowned and seemed a little annoyed.

"What's wrong?" Lin Shuqiu pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose and asked him.

Xia Wennan picked up the chopsticks, poked them in the bowl several times, approached Lin Shuqiu, and said in a low voice, "I think I was having an affair with He Yufeng in my dream."

Lin Shuqiu froze for a moment: "No way?"

Xia Wennan said: "So you say, is this my memory, or is there some subconscious thought reflected in the dream?"

Lin Shuqiu subconsciously asked: "That Senior Brother He you like?"

"Of course I don't like it!" Speaking of this, Xia Wennan was most puzzled, "I can't possibly like Alpha."

"Isn't Mr. Ming an Alpha?" Lin Shuqiu asked cautiously.

Xia Wennan lowered his head, poked a hole in the rice in the bowl with the tip of his chopsticks, raised his head after a while and said, "He's different, don't change the subject."

"...Oh," Lin Shuqiu felt hungry when he came out just now, and now he has almost eaten his meal in one breath, and is ready to go back to the hospital after checking the time, but he still wants to chat with Xia Wennan patiently, "Then What on earth do you care about?"

Xia Wennan said: "I feel very strange, why do I have such a dream."

"Dreams are not necessarily meaningful to humans."

"Didn't you say that maybe my missing memory manifested in the form of a dream?"

"Because you think so."

"Aren't you a doctor? You don't even know?"

Lin Shuqiu was stunned: "I'm just an ordinary doctor, I don't study dreams."

Xia Wennan didn't get the answer he wanted from Lin Shuqiu. In fact, he was more inclined to think that this was a fragment of his lost memory, because the scene in the dream was very real, unlike in the past when the dream environment was always grotesque.Also, when he was with He Yufeng, that ambiguous state of mind was real, and that was what troubled him.

In the afternoon, Xia Wennan went to Ming Luchuan's office, sat on the sofa and stared at Ming Luchuan in a daze.

Ming Luchuan had work to do, and after working for more than half an hour, he raised his head and looked at Xia Wennan: "Aren't you going back to work?"

Xia Wennan raised both hands, put his palms on his head, and said, "I don't want to work, I don't know what I'm thinking about."

Ming Luchuan looked at him without speaking.

Xia Wennan lay on his back: "I'm a waste."

Ming Luchuan said, "Come here."

Xia Wennan stared at the ceiling, hesitated for a while, got up from the sofa, and walked towards Ming Luchuan staggeringly. He walked in front of Ming Luchuan, leaned back and sat on the big desk of Ming Luchuan, with both feet He shook off his shoes, then looked at Ming Luchuan, and saw that Ming Luchuan didn't respond, and sat cross-legged on the desk.

"What's wrong?" Ming Luchuan asked him.

"What's wrong?"

"You seem very irritable. I'd better accompany you to the hospital tomorrow."

Xia Wennan hurriedly said, "No, I went there today."

"Been there?"

"Well," Xia Wennan stared at Ming Luchuan's tie and said, "I didn't feel well in the morning, so I went there by myself."

"Are you okay?"

"It's okay, Dr. Lin said it might be a mild concussion."

Ming Luchuan asked him: "Do you need to do more inspections?"

Xia Wennan shook his head, his eyes slowly moved up, and fell on Ming Luchuan's face, looked at it for a while and said, "I don't like Alpha."

Ming Luchuan's expression suddenly sank.

Xia Wennan said again: "Except for you."

Ming Luchuan's sinking face immediately eased.

Xia Wennan said: "If you go to learn Sichuan Opera, you must be quite talented."

"Do you like me?" Ming Luchuan asked him.

Xia Wennan turned his gaze away: "Why are you talking about these things, they are all old couples."

Ming Luchuan stretched out his hand and held his ankle: "Can't old couples have love?"

Xia Wennan looked down at Ming Luchuan's hand, and felt that the place he was holding was itchy, and the itch got to the bottom of his heart, and he began to say indiscriminately: "Look at how many old couples don't even have sex, what kind of love do you want?" .”

Ming Luchuan's fingers were lightly touching his protruding ankle, but he stopped when he heard this, and said, "Are you implying me?"

Xia Wennan's face was about to turn red: "I didn't. I said others, but not us. I'm not that kind of person."

"You still have not answered my question."

Xia Wennan's attention had been diverted by himself, and he asked, "What's the problem?"

"do you like me?"

Xia Wennan lowered his head and touched Ming Luchuan's with his fingertips, "Don't you like me wasting time with you here? I've already found a beautiful Beta girl on a date."

Ming Luchuan stood up from the office chair, put one hand on the back of Xia Wennan's neck, and called his name: "Wennan."

Xia Wennan had long forgotten about He Yufeng's affairs. He had some exciting premonitions, feeling bad and ready to move at the same time.

At this moment, the mobile phone in his trouser pocket vibrated suddenly. He looked up at Ming Luchuan, took out the mobile phone and wanted to put it aside, but accidentally noticed the message prompt on the lock screen, and he was blocked. Teacher Lin invited into a group of graduate students.

Xia Wennan quickly swipe the screen to unlock, opened the members of the WeChat group, and saw that besides him and He Yufeng, there were many other members, who should all be students of Mr. Lin.

With a sudden thought, he raised his head and said to Ming Luchuan: "I have something to do, we will continue later."