After a misdiagnosis, I escaped from a wealthy family
Chapter 25 Scars
Xu Yi finally agreed to Yan Donglin's marriage proposal, and he still chose to agree when he was about to leave.
He knew it was selfish, but in the sound of the other party's firm and tender confession, it was still difficult to restrain his heart.
The ring was put on the ring finger of the left hand gently, because both of them were men's models, and there were no dazzling diamonds. This simple white gold ring engraved with the initials of 'xy', at that moment, Xu Yi felt There is no better looking wedding ring.
Xu Yi took the initiative that night, as if he wanted to make up for something.
Yan Donglin, who didn't know it, was a little overwhelmed. He knew the other person's body well, even though the body honestly showed that he couldn't wait, but he didn't respond enthusiastically immediately, but asked cautiously, "Is it really possible?"
His voice was indescribably hoarse, thin beads of sweat appeared on his forehead, and the veins on both sides were faintly visible, which showed that he had reached the edge of patience.
He admits that he likes Xu Yi, his body, and having sex with him, but all of this is based on the fact that he is not in the name of injury.
The moment Xu Yi nodded and put on the ring, this rule was firmly engraved in his bones.
"Yes." Xu Yi tried his best not to show shame, and nodded slightly.
He held Yan Donglin devoutly, his lips were as light as feathers, bit by bit, across the man's eyebrows, bridge of nose, and cheeks, and finally bit his thin lips that couldn't contain his joy. Imprinted in my mind.
He circled Yan Donglin in the air, trying not to let himself fall, and not to let this 'copying' be interrupted by accident.
However, he was still nervous after all, his fair face couldn't control the glaring blush, and his whole body was like a rose that had just bloomed in summer, shy but alluring, and recently he could still smell the rich fragrance.
The moment Yan Donglin got the permission, the taut string broke completely, but he still tried his best not to disturb Xu Yi, he was like a calm hunter waiting for the 'prey' to walk into the trap, and the kiss on his lips was a The 'starting gun' of it all.
With a 'bang' of the starting gun, he also changed from a calm prey to an active hunter, responding hotly and boldly.
He was not curious about Xu Yi's initiative tonight, he blamed everything on Huanxi, but he had to admit that he was more happy than Xu Yi.
The two untied the shackles that bound their hands and feet in the past, until everything was silent, Yan Donglin reluctantly hugged Xu Yi and fell asleep.
Hearing the slight snoring sound in his ears, Xu Yi, who was sleeping peacefully, slowly opened his eyes. He looked down at Yan Donglin who was full of satisfaction, his body was sore and limp in the room, but he still gritted his teeth and got up tiptoe.
During this period, the sleeping people were not disturbed.
After all, after an indulgent |joy|pleasure|pleasure, no matter who he is, he will let go of his guard, not to mention that he has accepted the promised wedding ring.
The reason why Xu Yi is still awake is because he drank coffee specially before going home. His physique is strange. Once he touches a cock, he can still stay awake to a certain extent even though his body is unbearably sleepy.
And he only ordered a cup of coffee, and he was stingy and didn't let Yan Donglin taste it, he was afraid that Yan Donglin would also stay awake because of it.
If so, it would be very difficult for him to leave.
Reluctantly looking at this young man who made him realize what he likes, Xu Yi retracted his gaze in a little embarrassment, and put on the scattered clothes gently, then put the reserved letter on the bedside table, and walked out of the hotel .
This process was difficult, tossing and tossing for a long time, there was no place in his body that was not sore and limp, as soon as he walked around, the feeling of needle pricks rushed out, and there was an indescribable discomfort in that hidden place.
Xu Yi laughed at himself in a low voice: "I really don't want my life."
However, this is also good, at least a little to make up for the deception he committed.He didn't pack his luggage, the only thing he took away from Yan Donglin was the ring on his hand.
As for the ID card and money, he had already prepared them in his wallet.
Standing in the shadow of the hotel building, Xu Yi looked away from his phone.
He has already ordered a car, and there are very few orders in the middle of the night, and the master who runs the night car is basically rushing. After a while, the car stopped at the entrance of the hotel. Xu Yi checked the license plate, and then opened the door and walked in.
'North Dai rental, glad to serve you! '
A straight mechanical and electronic female voice sounded, and the taxi driver glanced at the passengers behind him through the interior rearview mirror, and said in an authentic local accent: "Please fasten your seat belt."
"En." Xu Yi replied weakly, then raised his arms with difficulty, and fastened his seat belt.
Leaning on the car seat with eyes closed, the master driver is used to running night buses, knowing that most of the people who will take a taxi at this time are working overtime or have temporary errands, and the special ones are also surprisingly consistent, so I am so sleepy that I don’t want to lift a finger.
Therefore, after the driver explained politely to fasten the seat belt, he stopped bothering the passengers in the car and turned off the music carefully.
The interior of the car was suddenly quiet, and the blue and white taxi was passing quickly under the road illuminated by night lights.
Xu Yi booked a seven o'clock plane, and it was five o'clock in the morning when he left the hotel. He was familiar with the way to the airport, and he could get there in about an hour if there was no traffic.
City H is no better than Jiangning, the imperial capital, and there is no traffic jam at night, so when you arrive at the airport, the clock on your mobile phone seems to show [-]:[-].
After collecting tickets, waiting for the flight, entering the cabin, and when the flight attendant came over to indicate that the plane was about to take off and please lift up the sun visor, Xu Yi's chaotic mind gradually became clear.
The sky was already a little hazy, looking at the vast airport and the full moon that hadn't disappeared completely, he muttered softly: "Goodbye."
When he said goodbye to He H City, he was also saying goodbye to Yan Donglin.
The plane taxied on the wide apron, the speed was getting faster and faster, and the scene behind it reversed rapidly, until the fuselage left the ground and headed towards the sky.
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In the hotel, Yan Donglin subconsciously wanted to hug the person around him, but he stretched out his hand and didn't touch the warm body, but encountered a cold one, he opened his eyes in confusion.
The sunlight was blocked by the curtains, and the specific skylight outside could not be seen clearly, and it could be vaguely felt that it was not very early.
These days, because of Xu Yi's illness, the biological clock of travel is completely disordered, and it is almost ten o'clock with eyes open. In addition to yesterday's indulgence, it is obvious that today is half an hour later than usual. Looking at 10:30 on the phone, Yan Donglin's pretty eyebrows can't help but wrinkle.
Xu Yi likes to be lazy, and every time he has to coax him to get up, there is no reason for him to wake up so early.
And it can be seen from the already cold bed that he must have been up for a long time, but what is there for him to get up early?
For some reason, Yan Donglin suddenly had a bad mood in his heart. He looked around quickly, as if he wanted to make sure that the person was in the living room, but when he saw the letter under the lamp of the bedside table on the other side, he couldn't help but shudder.
impossible!This is impossible!
Although he hasn't read the contents of the letter yet, it's hard for him not to think about it under the circumstances.The content of the association made his whole body cold, and he immediately resisted madly, but he understood that this letter was the only evidence that could explain Xu Yi's disappearance.
Yan Donglin didn't know what state he was in to get the letter. When opening the letter, his hands trembled uncontrollably, almost tearing the contents inside, and he opened it calmly.
Familiar handwriting appeared on the neat paper:
--Goodbye, Xiao Yan, I am very glad to meet you when I was at the lowest point in my life.
--This is the most difficult stage in my life, but because of you, I am not depressed, now I have the courage to go back and face everything, I am sorry, in the face of that matter, I can not take You, that's what I'm dealing with, and all help is in vain.
--I don't want to show embarrassment in front of you, so this is a formal and indefinite farewell.
...
--Although the time has not yet come, you can still recover your free body.You don't have to worry about compensation for breach of contract, because this time it is me, Party A, who unilaterally breached the contract. I have been Party B for half my life, and I didn't expect to experience the joy of being Party A here once.These are all off-topic, a bit far-fetched.
--As for the compensation, I probably can't give it to you, just treat it as a disadvantage for you, and let the adults ignore the villains.
--Life is a long journey, and you will meet a more suitable partner than me.
--Finally, thank you for the ring.
...
Juanxiu's handwriting does not take up much and is scattered, but every sentence is like a knife, piercing Yan Donglin's heart fiercely.He raised his eyes in bewilderment, roaring angrily in his heart, what does it mean that life is a long way and you will meet a more suitable partner?
You have already accepted everything, so why leave?
Yan Donglin didn't believe that Xu Yi was a fickle person, if he was, he could leave directly, why did he leave a letter.But if you want to say that he is not ruthless, then why did you let go after promising yourself? Are you kidding him?
He had lied to him, but he had been trying to find time to explain. He knew that Xu Yi would be angry because of this, but he never thought that he would not even have the chance to explain.
Anger, bewilderment, sadness, unwillingness, and chaotic emotions enveloped Yan Donglin. For a while, he didn't know whether he should go to Xu Yi or where to look for him. His understanding of him only stayed in these three weeks. , compared with the past 30 or [-] years, it is very short, very short.
To him, Xu Yi during these three weeks was like a kite floating in the air, and he could hold him firmly only by relying on the thread of the contract.But now the only thread is broken, the kite flies into the sky, and there is no way to find it.
This kind of headless situation was like a cage that he couldn't get out of, tightly imprisoning him.
Yan Donglin's handsome facial features became indescribably mournful at this moment, tears blurred and dripped down on the white quilt, dizzy and transparent circle after circle.
But soon, there was light in his eyes again, he wanted to know the answer, even if the result might be bad, he still wanted a reasonable answer, an answer that Xu Yi loved or not.
This obsession is like a float in the water, giving Yan Donglin, who is drowning and has no one to rescue him, hope.
Regardless of everything, he thumped with all his strength, trying to firmly grasp this flashing support.
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The flight arrived at the terminal two hours later. After getting off the plane, Xu Yi did not queue up at the U-shaped conveyor belt, but walked out of the hall directly.
After walking out, he saw the vast and vast mountains. He took a deep breath, and the moist and cool air rushed into his lungs, dispelling the stuffiness that had been suppressed in his chest for a long time.
This is the last "return point" he arranged for his life - Huai'an, a small city in the south, the economy is mediocre, but its beauty lies in the beauty of mountains and rivers.Xu Yi once came to Huai'an on a business trip, and Xu Yi was deeply impressed by the scenery here. When thinking about the place of burial, he thought of this place first.
He did not return to his hometown, nor did he return to Jiangning.
The former is because of the broken family relationship, they are extremely annoying when they are alive, and they are going to die, so there is no need to go back and dirty their eyes.The reason for not going back to Jiangning is that it is not suitable for a long sleep, and it may be found by someone.
Xu Yi believed that it would be difficult for Yan Donglin to give up completely just by a single letter from himself. Although Jiang Ning was not young, no one could guarantee that there would be no accidental coincidence. At least he knew very well that he did not have the courage to see Yan Donglin again.
After taking a taxi to the hotel where he lived, Xu Yi went to the business hall to apply for a temporary phone card after resting.
Now that I have completely given up everything, the known calling card can no longer be used to avoid receiving calls and messages.
After paying the money and going through the formalities, the staff of the business hall pushed out the card slot with a pin, and when they saw the two neat mobile phone cards inside, they cast a questioning look.
"Which one do you want to replace?"
Xu Yi was also stunned, looking at which of the old mobile phone cards, his memory was awakened little by little.
His mother made it for him, because they were busy with work, and sometimes they had no time to explain things, and they were afraid that they would not be able to contact him, so when they entered high school, they specially made it for him.
Only the parents' phone numbers are stored in it, and there is no other contact information.
Later, his orientation was exposed and he had a falling out with his family. This mobile phone number has not been dialed. It was so long that he forgot that he had not thrown away the card but put it in the mobile phone.
He originally wanted to answer that he didn't want both, but he paused, and pushed the card forward in a mysterious way: "Please check if this card is still useful?"
The mobile phone number was originally issued by his mother's ID card, and the information was handed over when he got the ID card, so the information can be found on his ID card.
Before, he only asked to apply for a card, but after checking his mobile phone number, he didn't get the amount online, so the administrator didn't remind him much.
"Please wait a moment." The staff took the ID card and asked colleagues to check the system.
Because it was not a troublesome matter, in less than 2 minutes, the staff member came back with the card and replied with a smile on his face: "I have checked it for you. This card is indeed still valid."
"Still using it?" A trace of surprise flashed in Xu Yi's eyes.
Because he didn't know the existence of this card, he didn't pay the phone bill of this card. According to the rule of not paying the monthly payment and stopping the rent in March, this card should have been suspended and replaced.
However, it is still in use now, so Xu Yi knows who is paying the monthly payment without guessing.
Unexpected changes made his throat tighten, and he signaled the staff to load the old card with the new one.
Xu Yi looked at the restarted phone, and didn't dare to switch back to the old calling card immediately, but only dared to switch it on when he returned to the hotel.
There was entanglement and struggle in his eyes, as if that mobile phone card was like a scourge that would devour people, once he opened it, he would fall into a catastrophe.
My mother's disgusted gaze, my father's furious slap on the table, and the painful stick on his body appeared in my mind...
The scene after scene was exceptionally clear, as if it happened just yesterday.
"Just give yourself an end." After all, you can't enter the tombstone with doubts.
Even death is close at hand, and there seems to be no need to be nervous.
Xu Yi's mood gradually dropped, until he regained his calm, he was no longer afraid, and firmly clicked to switch the SIM card.
As soon as he switched, he subconsciously clicked on the SMS app.
He has no other social accounts of his parents, and they have never called him. The only way to contact him is text messages-this kind of information cannot be found at all without switching back to the mobile phone card.
Xu Yi stared at the message list closely. Apart from the useless spam messages, there was also a folded text message on the top of the list - this was the case when multiple text messages from the same user appeared.
The text messages are not signed because he is not in the habit of adding notes.
Looking at the vaguely familiar phone number on it, Xu Yi can recognize it without switching back to the address book, it is his mother's phone number.
If you don't click on the details of the text message, you can only display the number of unread messages, the date, and the first line of the latest text message.
The date shows that it was three days ago, and the first line reads "Come back if you have time, your dad..."
The second half was not displayed due to the width of the screen, but Xu Yi couldn't hide his nervousness just because of this sentence. He didn't dare to delay to click on the content, and the complete information immediately came into view.
--If you have time, come back. Your father found a tumor in his unit a month ago. It is not known whether it is benign or malignant. No matter what, it may be the last time you two see each other.
After reading this text message, Xu Yi was stunned for a few minutes. He never thought that his father would have these problems.
His father is a small leader of the school unit. He doesn't smoke, doesn't prostitute or gamble, but likes to drink some alcohol, but his mother controls the amount, constantly supervises and warns him, and has never been out of the cabinet. How could he get a tumor?
Although the tumor is not as serious as cancer, once it is found to be malignant, it is basically waiting for the final death notice.
Xu Yi closed his eyes in pain, his whole body was dragged into the abyss, and his body felt cold.He had thought about how his parents would live after his death. Among the thousands of things, it was nothing more than the two of them being able to take care of each other, but now his father might be ahead like him.
He didn't dare to think about leaving his mother alone in the world...
No matter how much they hated him, it was his parents who gave birth to him. If they were well, they would feel calmer when they passed away, but that happened to be the case.
Misfortune bets misfortune!
At this moment, Xu Yi was extremely thankful that he left them a deposit of 40 yuan. His parents' salaries were average, and they couldn't save much money after working for most of their lives. Now, if they want to take it out to see a doctor, it probably won't last long.
Before, he wanted to mail the bank card back to the town, but now his father obviously needed the money urgently, and there was no accident.
Mailing is too risky, and he is not sure whether his parents are still at home and whether he can receive the things he sent.
To find out such a big thing as cancer, medical examination is definitely indispensable. With the level of medical treatment in my hometown, there is no corresponding rescue measure at all.
If they have already gone to another hospital and are no longer in the town when they send it back, and the mail is returned after the expiration date, it will be too late.
If you don't want postage...
Xu Yi stared at the string of familiar phone numbers, feeling extremely entangled in his heart, and did not dare to call for a long time.
He knew what he was afraid of, he was afraid of hearing his mother's voice, he was afraid that he would bring them the white eyes of outsiders, the only thing he could do was to hide away, only in this way, they would have a clean world .
This is what he has been doing before. After persisting for so long, is it possible that now he wants to go back and destroy everything that has finally returned to normal?
But if he doesn't go back, something really happened, he missed the chance to save his father, this pity, even if he dies, it will probably be hard to be at peace.
Just go back and take a look, give them the bank card, and don't stay, so it won't be affected...
As Xu Yi thought about it, his heart gradually calmed down.
After a while, after confirming that he couldn't figure out a more perfect solution, Xu Yi took a deep breath and mustered up the courage to press the familiar number.
Xu Yi unconsciously clenched his fists as the familiar ringtones echoed in his ears.
A few seconds later, the ringing stopped abruptly, and a hoarse female voice came from the other end of the phone, with uncontrollable surprise in the voice, "Is it Xiao Yi?"
Xu Yi's eyes suddenly became sore, and his vision gradually blurred. He recognized that the voice belonged to his mother, Xu Fengjiao. She was a high school English teacher. Because she wrote on the blackboard all the year round, her respiratory tract was very bad, and her voice was lost in the day-to-day teaching. The original clarity.
It was drier now than before, but he recognized it right away.
He didn't dare to breathe, Xu Fengjiao on the other end of the phone thought that he had read it wrong.
She raised her heavy eyes, fixed her eyes, and looked at the phone screen again. On the call message were two big notes of 'son'.
Can't go wrong!
Xu Fengjiao stroked her silver-haired sideburns, and put the loose hair behind her ears, and said in a low voice, "Did you see the message?"
At this moment, Xu Yi had already struggled out of the initial vortex of memory. He pursed his lips and gave a soft "hmm" upon hearing these words.
The other end of the phone also fell into silence because of his 'um', but the silence was shorter than before, and soon returned to normal.
"Then come back and have a look?"
The silence was repeated as before, Xu Yi looked down at his toes, he knew that what the other party said meant he was still in his hometown, but he didn't say when he would go to see a doctor, and he still couldn't escape the key point.
He was thinking about how to reply when a rough voice suddenly came from the other end of the phone.
"Old lady, who are you calling? The ducks don't even know how to feed them?"
Xu Yi was stunned for a moment. He was also very familiar with that voice. It belonged to his father Xu Zhengqi. Talking like an iron bucket, echoed in the [-]-meter-wide playground.
He could clearly feel that his mother was listening, because he didn't go back to his father at all, and his father was still asking.
As the sound got closer, Xu Yi's heart beat faster and faster, his mind became more and more empty, and his thoughts were messy.
Finally, he said in the rough echo on the other end of the phone, "Yeah"
After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone in a hurry, the beeping busy tone signaled the end of the call, and he let out a heavy breath.Then he realized that his answer seemed ambiguous. His mother asked "whether to go back or not", and his answer seemed to be both.
Both can be moral, said the same as not said.
Xu Yi's face twisted unnaturally, and the courage to hit him again didn't grow in a while, so he had to obediently edit the text message, this process was much smoother than before.
After sending out, he seemed to have let go of all the burdens on his body, and fell straight behind him, smashing into the soft quilt.
Abandoning himself, he grabbed and covered himself tightly.
Xu Yi is very clear - now he has to answer if he doesn't answer.
On the other side, because of her husband's terrible voice, Xu Fengjiao vaguely heard an 'um'. She wondered for a moment if she had missed it just now. You must know that the noise is so loud, it's normal to miss it.
After finally waiting for a phone call, Xu Fengjiao didn't understand the answer, her willow eyebrows stood upright, she glanced sharply at her husband who was close to her, and opened her mouth to curse: "What are you shouting for, what are you shouting for, I didn't feed you, you can't feed me one time?"
"Every day, do I have to do all the big things myself?"
Xu Zhengqi's face froze when he was scolded. Although he was a director, he had thick eyebrows and well-shaped features. , How can you open your mouth and shut your mouth and hang the "fart" on your lips."
Xu Fengjiao ignored him, turned around and was about to go into the house. Xu Zhengqi wanted to discuss something with her, so he quickly followed after seeing the word 'son' at the top of the call log, and his eyes froze.
Seeing his appearance, Xu Fengjiao didn't leave, turned her head and said, "Did you see it?"
Xu Zhengqi nodded: "Yes."
"Then what do you think?"
Xu Zhengqi poked at the corner of his clothes, and said with a cold face, "It's okay if you love it like this, I'll be without this son a long time ago."
Every person who is not good at lying will have some indistinct movements. This is the so-called physical incoordination. This kind of thing is obvious to some and not obvious to others. Xu Zhengqi is obvious, and his little trick of lying is rubbing the corner of his clothes.
Xu Fengjiao lived with this man for half her life, how could she not know, but she was not in a hurry to expose it, and just watched coldly.
To be honest, they were really annoyed at the beginning. They didn't expect that their son, who had always been obedient and obedient, would be so rebellious and like men. It was to make the family die. How could they raise their heads in the work unit when it spread?What would colleagues think of them?
Hate that iron can't make steel, coupled with strong self-esteem, this makes their character completely extreme.
Or words, or hands, are far from the style of correct guidance.
Obviously, the child Xu Yi inherited their self-esteem very well. After a complete fallout, he lived in the dormitory for the rest of the year of high school. money.
After graduating from high school, he directly bought a train ticket and went to the north. He stopped contacting his family for four years in college, and then worked for six or seven years. Son, don't have anything to do with us in the future, we can't afford to lose this man."
After a 13-year cooling-off period, Xu Fengjiao and Xu Zhengqi, no matter how dull they were, could react to the consequences of their original extremes.
However, self-esteem was a problem. In the early days, none of them were willing to take the initiative to bow their heads, but they were still rational. In order not to lose the last contact information, they pretended to recharge the wrong mobile phone bill every month, and recharged the number that they had handled at the beginning.
Later, after a long time, I reached a reconciliation with myself unconsciously.
During this period, every time Xu Fengjiao heard her colleagues complaining about how much her child spent on college and how many friends she had made, Yun Yun, she was heartbroken, because she knew nothing about her child's situation.
But they are all adults who have endured the stress of life, and they know better than anyone else the difficulties of being adrift.
Such a young child is alone in a foreign country, staying for 11 years, how much hardship she will suffer, just thinking about it, she can't wait to wake up her original self.
But she didn't dare to call Xu Yi, because she thought that Xu Yi had already lost the original card. Maybe she didn't lose it, but she probably wouldn't use it. She was afraid of hearing the busy signal that no one answered. Contact information is also lost.
Therefore, Xu Fengjiao no longer made excuses for herself to make up the wrong charge, fearing that she would forget, she specially marked the days on the calendar for charging the phone bill.
When I couldn't bear it anymore, I would secretly send text messages to Xu Yi, not many every year, and there were more than a dozen here and there.
But this time Xu Zhengqi was found to have a tumor in her body, and she almost collapsed. Under the heavy pressure, after thinking about it, she decided to send a message to Xu Yi. The whole person came alive.
However, who knew that the answer he had been looking forward to for so many years was lost by Xu Zhengqi's noise and Xu Fengjiao's indescribable irritability.
Being stared at coldly by his wife, Xu Zhengqi couldn't help shivering down his spine, and then thought of his son's phone call.
After all, he is also the administrator of the school, so he doesn't have such a brain.
Realizing what he had done, Xu Zhengqi's square Chinese face fell down for a moment, and he no longer spoke stiffly, "Will you come back?"
Xu Fengjiao snorted coldly, with an expression of "you ask me, who should I ask", Xu Zhengqi became even more silent.
In fact, he has already decided to go to a big hospital for an examination in a few days. If it is a disgusting tumor, he is going to give up treatment.
Because that would be too expensive, and it can’t be cured. The couple’s life savings are not much. After I leave, the wife will be left alone, and the son will break with them completely. Money is needed everywhere, so there is no need. spent on the dying.
What he wanted to tell people was this matter, and Xu Zhengqi understood that it was very difficult.
But just now his son called back suddenly, which meant a turnaround. If he could know that he still cared about them, it would make him worry too much.
Even if it was really a malignant tumor, at least the old woman would be able to get some children's care in the future - as for how much, he didn't dare to expect extravagantly. He knows better than anyone else how amazing he did in those years.
However, the phone call just now was ruined by his voice. For the first time in his life, Xu Zhengqi hated his own reverb voice.
However, no matter how regretful it is, it will not help, the destruction is destroyed, what else can I do?Call back again?
It's not impossible, the fat on Xu Zhengqi's face was twisted together, thinking that it's all like this, so what's the matter with face.
So, he was thinking of asking the old woman for the phone to call back, but he saw the old woman staring blankly at the phone, and then at himself.
Xu Zhengqi was at a loss, when he saw the other party raised the screen of the phone, put it in front of his eyes, and asked, "Look at the words on it."
Xu Fengjiao's hands trembled uncontrollably, Xu Zhengqi wondered what could be so agitated, so he took the phone closer.
I saw the sending text message page, except for Xu Fengjiao's unilateral rambling, there was a reply for the first time.
The content of the reply is very concise:
【Son: Will come back】
【Son: Tomorrow night】
At this moment, Xu Zhengqi was directly blown into a 'coffin board' by the wind. After realizing the meaning of the content, his eyes were rarely reddened.
Turning his head, he saw that his wife had already shed tears, and for the first time in so many years, his face was covered with a smile from the bottom of his heart.
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Since he had to go back, Xu Yi didn't delay too much, because Xu Zhengqi's tumor couldn't afford it.
Xu Yi checked the air ticket for the next trip back to the city, and found that today's flight has ended, so he can only book a flight at noon tomorrow, and it will take nearly two hours to get from the urban area to their town, and six or seven o'clock is the estimated guarantee time.
He didn't expect that, he thought he would never return to that place called 'home', and he never thought that he would go back tomorrow, so he was at a loss for a while.
Lying on the bed, he flipped through the text messages he had accumulated over the years, looking at them, his eyes blurred unconsciously.
--How are you doing at school? Are you comfortable with it?
-- Some of your classmate also went to the north, I don’t know which city it is, they start school very late, only on October 21st, is it the same for you?
--I don’t know what major you chose. I asked those students who are in college. They said that they can transfer to another department in their freshman year.
--The first Mid-Autumn Festival, you like to eat moon cakes with lotus seed paste and egg yolk, remember to buy one for yourself.
......
--Working, renting a house for an internship is very expensive, my mother and colleagues are saying that they can't afford it, and they have to pay for living expenses after graduation, which is several thousand a month, which is higher than studying. Where is it to make money? It is obviously to give to the boss Work for nothing.
--Mom doesn't know your bank card, so she can't transfer money to you, but mom saves money for you. If you want it that day, you can send a message.
......
--After working for so many years, have you ever had a boyfriend? If you have a sincere heart, let's stay together. If you want, you can bring it back and show it to your mother. Your father is also very enlightened and won't beat you again.
--Mom checked, liking boys, this is not a disease
--I'm sorry, son, my mother apologized to you for the way she did back then, whether you forgive her or not, she must apologize to you.
......
The emotions of these text messages are divided into stages, Xu Yi can almost imagine his mother's emotions when sending these messages.
At this moment, he couldn't hold back his tears anymore, one drop after another rolled down, looking embarrassed.
It is said that time can make people feel relieved. It took them 13 years from resisting their liking to accepting their liking, so how long will it take them to accept the news that they will pass away soon.
Time is really amazing, time and time again sprinkle salt on the wound that people want to heal, or open a deeper trace.
It was true when they knew the truth, and it was true when he dared not face Yan Donglin's feelings.
He knew it was selfish, but in the sound of the other party's firm and tender confession, it was still difficult to restrain his heart.
The ring was put on the ring finger of the left hand gently, because both of them were men's models, and there were no dazzling diamonds. This simple white gold ring engraved with the initials of 'xy', at that moment, Xu Yi felt There is no better looking wedding ring.
Xu Yi took the initiative that night, as if he wanted to make up for something.
Yan Donglin, who didn't know it, was a little overwhelmed. He knew the other person's body well, even though the body honestly showed that he couldn't wait, but he didn't respond enthusiastically immediately, but asked cautiously, "Is it really possible?"
His voice was indescribably hoarse, thin beads of sweat appeared on his forehead, and the veins on both sides were faintly visible, which showed that he had reached the edge of patience.
He admits that he likes Xu Yi, his body, and having sex with him, but all of this is based on the fact that he is not in the name of injury.
The moment Xu Yi nodded and put on the ring, this rule was firmly engraved in his bones.
"Yes." Xu Yi tried his best not to show shame, and nodded slightly.
He held Yan Donglin devoutly, his lips were as light as feathers, bit by bit, across the man's eyebrows, bridge of nose, and cheeks, and finally bit his thin lips that couldn't contain his joy. Imprinted in my mind.
He circled Yan Donglin in the air, trying not to let himself fall, and not to let this 'copying' be interrupted by accident.
However, he was still nervous after all, his fair face couldn't control the glaring blush, and his whole body was like a rose that had just bloomed in summer, shy but alluring, and recently he could still smell the rich fragrance.
The moment Yan Donglin got the permission, the taut string broke completely, but he still tried his best not to disturb Xu Yi, he was like a calm hunter waiting for the 'prey' to walk into the trap, and the kiss on his lips was a The 'starting gun' of it all.
With a 'bang' of the starting gun, he also changed from a calm prey to an active hunter, responding hotly and boldly.
He was not curious about Xu Yi's initiative tonight, he blamed everything on Huanxi, but he had to admit that he was more happy than Xu Yi.
The two untied the shackles that bound their hands and feet in the past, until everything was silent, Yan Donglin reluctantly hugged Xu Yi and fell asleep.
Hearing the slight snoring sound in his ears, Xu Yi, who was sleeping peacefully, slowly opened his eyes. He looked down at Yan Donglin who was full of satisfaction, his body was sore and limp in the room, but he still gritted his teeth and got up tiptoe.
During this period, the sleeping people were not disturbed.
After all, after an indulgent |joy|pleasure|pleasure, no matter who he is, he will let go of his guard, not to mention that he has accepted the promised wedding ring.
The reason why Xu Yi is still awake is because he drank coffee specially before going home. His physique is strange. Once he touches a cock, he can still stay awake to a certain extent even though his body is unbearably sleepy.
And he only ordered a cup of coffee, and he was stingy and didn't let Yan Donglin taste it, he was afraid that Yan Donglin would also stay awake because of it.
If so, it would be very difficult for him to leave.
Reluctantly looking at this young man who made him realize what he likes, Xu Yi retracted his gaze in a little embarrassment, and put on the scattered clothes gently, then put the reserved letter on the bedside table, and walked out of the hotel .
This process was difficult, tossing and tossing for a long time, there was no place in his body that was not sore and limp, as soon as he walked around, the feeling of needle pricks rushed out, and there was an indescribable discomfort in that hidden place.
Xu Yi laughed at himself in a low voice: "I really don't want my life."
However, this is also good, at least a little to make up for the deception he committed.He didn't pack his luggage, the only thing he took away from Yan Donglin was the ring on his hand.
As for the ID card and money, he had already prepared them in his wallet.
Standing in the shadow of the hotel building, Xu Yi looked away from his phone.
He has already ordered a car, and there are very few orders in the middle of the night, and the master who runs the night car is basically rushing. After a while, the car stopped at the entrance of the hotel. Xu Yi checked the license plate, and then opened the door and walked in.
'North Dai rental, glad to serve you! '
A straight mechanical and electronic female voice sounded, and the taxi driver glanced at the passengers behind him through the interior rearview mirror, and said in an authentic local accent: "Please fasten your seat belt."
"En." Xu Yi replied weakly, then raised his arms with difficulty, and fastened his seat belt.
Leaning on the car seat with eyes closed, the master driver is used to running night buses, knowing that most of the people who will take a taxi at this time are working overtime or have temporary errands, and the special ones are also surprisingly consistent, so I am so sleepy that I don’t want to lift a finger.
Therefore, after the driver explained politely to fasten the seat belt, he stopped bothering the passengers in the car and turned off the music carefully.
The interior of the car was suddenly quiet, and the blue and white taxi was passing quickly under the road illuminated by night lights.
Xu Yi booked a seven o'clock plane, and it was five o'clock in the morning when he left the hotel. He was familiar with the way to the airport, and he could get there in about an hour if there was no traffic.
City H is no better than Jiangning, the imperial capital, and there is no traffic jam at night, so when you arrive at the airport, the clock on your mobile phone seems to show [-]:[-].
After collecting tickets, waiting for the flight, entering the cabin, and when the flight attendant came over to indicate that the plane was about to take off and please lift up the sun visor, Xu Yi's chaotic mind gradually became clear.
The sky was already a little hazy, looking at the vast airport and the full moon that hadn't disappeared completely, he muttered softly: "Goodbye."
When he said goodbye to He H City, he was also saying goodbye to Yan Donglin.
The plane taxied on the wide apron, the speed was getting faster and faster, and the scene behind it reversed rapidly, until the fuselage left the ground and headed towards the sky.
--
In the hotel, Yan Donglin subconsciously wanted to hug the person around him, but he stretched out his hand and didn't touch the warm body, but encountered a cold one, he opened his eyes in confusion.
The sunlight was blocked by the curtains, and the specific skylight outside could not be seen clearly, and it could be vaguely felt that it was not very early.
These days, because of Xu Yi's illness, the biological clock of travel is completely disordered, and it is almost ten o'clock with eyes open. In addition to yesterday's indulgence, it is obvious that today is half an hour later than usual. Looking at 10:30 on the phone, Yan Donglin's pretty eyebrows can't help but wrinkle.
Xu Yi likes to be lazy, and every time he has to coax him to get up, there is no reason for him to wake up so early.
And it can be seen from the already cold bed that he must have been up for a long time, but what is there for him to get up early?
For some reason, Yan Donglin suddenly had a bad mood in his heart. He looked around quickly, as if he wanted to make sure that the person was in the living room, but when he saw the letter under the lamp of the bedside table on the other side, he couldn't help but shudder.
impossible!This is impossible!
Although he hasn't read the contents of the letter yet, it's hard for him not to think about it under the circumstances.The content of the association made his whole body cold, and he immediately resisted madly, but he understood that this letter was the only evidence that could explain Xu Yi's disappearance.
Yan Donglin didn't know what state he was in to get the letter. When opening the letter, his hands trembled uncontrollably, almost tearing the contents inside, and he opened it calmly.
Familiar handwriting appeared on the neat paper:
--Goodbye, Xiao Yan, I am very glad to meet you when I was at the lowest point in my life.
--This is the most difficult stage in my life, but because of you, I am not depressed, now I have the courage to go back and face everything, I am sorry, in the face of that matter, I can not take You, that's what I'm dealing with, and all help is in vain.
--I don't want to show embarrassment in front of you, so this is a formal and indefinite farewell.
...
--Although the time has not yet come, you can still recover your free body.You don't have to worry about compensation for breach of contract, because this time it is me, Party A, who unilaterally breached the contract. I have been Party B for half my life, and I didn't expect to experience the joy of being Party A here once.These are all off-topic, a bit far-fetched.
--As for the compensation, I probably can't give it to you, just treat it as a disadvantage for you, and let the adults ignore the villains.
--Life is a long journey, and you will meet a more suitable partner than me.
--Finally, thank you for the ring.
...
Juanxiu's handwriting does not take up much and is scattered, but every sentence is like a knife, piercing Yan Donglin's heart fiercely.He raised his eyes in bewilderment, roaring angrily in his heart, what does it mean that life is a long way and you will meet a more suitable partner?
You have already accepted everything, so why leave?
Yan Donglin didn't believe that Xu Yi was a fickle person, if he was, he could leave directly, why did he leave a letter.But if you want to say that he is not ruthless, then why did you let go after promising yourself? Are you kidding him?
He had lied to him, but he had been trying to find time to explain. He knew that Xu Yi would be angry because of this, but he never thought that he would not even have the chance to explain.
Anger, bewilderment, sadness, unwillingness, and chaotic emotions enveloped Yan Donglin. For a while, he didn't know whether he should go to Xu Yi or where to look for him. His understanding of him only stayed in these three weeks. , compared with the past 30 or [-] years, it is very short, very short.
To him, Xu Yi during these three weeks was like a kite floating in the air, and he could hold him firmly only by relying on the thread of the contract.But now the only thread is broken, the kite flies into the sky, and there is no way to find it.
This kind of headless situation was like a cage that he couldn't get out of, tightly imprisoning him.
Yan Donglin's handsome facial features became indescribably mournful at this moment, tears blurred and dripped down on the white quilt, dizzy and transparent circle after circle.
But soon, there was light in his eyes again, he wanted to know the answer, even if the result might be bad, he still wanted a reasonable answer, an answer that Xu Yi loved or not.
This obsession is like a float in the water, giving Yan Donglin, who is drowning and has no one to rescue him, hope.
Regardless of everything, he thumped with all his strength, trying to firmly grasp this flashing support.
--
The flight arrived at the terminal two hours later. After getting off the plane, Xu Yi did not queue up at the U-shaped conveyor belt, but walked out of the hall directly.
After walking out, he saw the vast and vast mountains. He took a deep breath, and the moist and cool air rushed into his lungs, dispelling the stuffiness that had been suppressed in his chest for a long time.
This is the last "return point" he arranged for his life - Huai'an, a small city in the south, the economy is mediocre, but its beauty lies in the beauty of mountains and rivers.Xu Yi once came to Huai'an on a business trip, and Xu Yi was deeply impressed by the scenery here. When thinking about the place of burial, he thought of this place first.
He did not return to his hometown, nor did he return to Jiangning.
The former is because of the broken family relationship, they are extremely annoying when they are alive, and they are going to die, so there is no need to go back and dirty their eyes.The reason for not going back to Jiangning is that it is not suitable for a long sleep, and it may be found by someone.
Xu Yi believed that it would be difficult for Yan Donglin to give up completely just by a single letter from himself. Although Jiang Ning was not young, no one could guarantee that there would be no accidental coincidence. At least he knew very well that he did not have the courage to see Yan Donglin again.
After taking a taxi to the hotel where he lived, Xu Yi went to the business hall to apply for a temporary phone card after resting.
Now that I have completely given up everything, the known calling card can no longer be used to avoid receiving calls and messages.
After paying the money and going through the formalities, the staff of the business hall pushed out the card slot with a pin, and when they saw the two neat mobile phone cards inside, they cast a questioning look.
"Which one do you want to replace?"
Xu Yi was also stunned, looking at which of the old mobile phone cards, his memory was awakened little by little.
His mother made it for him, because they were busy with work, and sometimes they had no time to explain things, and they were afraid that they would not be able to contact him, so when they entered high school, they specially made it for him.
Only the parents' phone numbers are stored in it, and there is no other contact information.
Later, his orientation was exposed and he had a falling out with his family. This mobile phone number has not been dialed. It was so long that he forgot that he had not thrown away the card but put it in the mobile phone.
He originally wanted to answer that he didn't want both, but he paused, and pushed the card forward in a mysterious way: "Please check if this card is still useful?"
The mobile phone number was originally issued by his mother's ID card, and the information was handed over when he got the ID card, so the information can be found on his ID card.
Before, he only asked to apply for a card, but after checking his mobile phone number, he didn't get the amount online, so the administrator didn't remind him much.
"Please wait a moment." The staff took the ID card and asked colleagues to check the system.
Because it was not a troublesome matter, in less than 2 minutes, the staff member came back with the card and replied with a smile on his face: "I have checked it for you. This card is indeed still valid."
"Still using it?" A trace of surprise flashed in Xu Yi's eyes.
Because he didn't know the existence of this card, he didn't pay the phone bill of this card. According to the rule of not paying the monthly payment and stopping the rent in March, this card should have been suspended and replaced.
However, it is still in use now, so Xu Yi knows who is paying the monthly payment without guessing.
Unexpected changes made his throat tighten, and he signaled the staff to load the old card with the new one.
Xu Yi looked at the restarted phone, and didn't dare to switch back to the old calling card immediately, but only dared to switch it on when he returned to the hotel.
There was entanglement and struggle in his eyes, as if that mobile phone card was like a scourge that would devour people, once he opened it, he would fall into a catastrophe.
My mother's disgusted gaze, my father's furious slap on the table, and the painful stick on his body appeared in my mind...
The scene after scene was exceptionally clear, as if it happened just yesterday.
"Just give yourself an end." After all, you can't enter the tombstone with doubts.
Even death is close at hand, and there seems to be no need to be nervous.
Xu Yi's mood gradually dropped, until he regained his calm, he was no longer afraid, and firmly clicked to switch the SIM card.
As soon as he switched, he subconsciously clicked on the SMS app.
He has no other social accounts of his parents, and they have never called him. The only way to contact him is text messages-this kind of information cannot be found at all without switching back to the mobile phone card.
Xu Yi stared at the message list closely. Apart from the useless spam messages, there was also a folded text message on the top of the list - this was the case when multiple text messages from the same user appeared.
The text messages are not signed because he is not in the habit of adding notes.
Looking at the vaguely familiar phone number on it, Xu Yi can recognize it without switching back to the address book, it is his mother's phone number.
If you don't click on the details of the text message, you can only display the number of unread messages, the date, and the first line of the latest text message.
The date shows that it was three days ago, and the first line reads "Come back if you have time, your dad..."
The second half was not displayed due to the width of the screen, but Xu Yi couldn't hide his nervousness just because of this sentence. He didn't dare to delay to click on the content, and the complete information immediately came into view.
--If you have time, come back. Your father found a tumor in his unit a month ago. It is not known whether it is benign or malignant. No matter what, it may be the last time you two see each other.
After reading this text message, Xu Yi was stunned for a few minutes. He never thought that his father would have these problems.
His father is a small leader of the school unit. He doesn't smoke, doesn't prostitute or gamble, but likes to drink some alcohol, but his mother controls the amount, constantly supervises and warns him, and has never been out of the cabinet. How could he get a tumor?
Although the tumor is not as serious as cancer, once it is found to be malignant, it is basically waiting for the final death notice.
Xu Yi closed his eyes in pain, his whole body was dragged into the abyss, and his body felt cold.He had thought about how his parents would live after his death. Among the thousands of things, it was nothing more than the two of them being able to take care of each other, but now his father might be ahead like him.
He didn't dare to think about leaving his mother alone in the world...
No matter how much they hated him, it was his parents who gave birth to him. If they were well, they would feel calmer when they passed away, but that happened to be the case.
Misfortune bets misfortune!
At this moment, Xu Yi was extremely thankful that he left them a deposit of 40 yuan. His parents' salaries were average, and they couldn't save much money after working for most of their lives. Now, if they want to take it out to see a doctor, it probably won't last long.
Before, he wanted to mail the bank card back to the town, but now his father obviously needed the money urgently, and there was no accident.
Mailing is too risky, and he is not sure whether his parents are still at home and whether he can receive the things he sent.
To find out such a big thing as cancer, medical examination is definitely indispensable. With the level of medical treatment in my hometown, there is no corresponding rescue measure at all.
If they have already gone to another hospital and are no longer in the town when they send it back, and the mail is returned after the expiration date, it will be too late.
If you don't want postage...
Xu Yi stared at the string of familiar phone numbers, feeling extremely entangled in his heart, and did not dare to call for a long time.
He knew what he was afraid of, he was afraid of hearing his mother's voice, he was afraid that he would bring them the white eyes of outsiders, the only thing he could do was to hide away, only in this way, they would have a clean world .
This is what he has been doing before. After persisting for so long, is it possible that now he wants to go back and destroy everything that has finally returned to normal?
But if he doesn't go back, something really happened, he missed the chance to save his father, this pity, even if he dies, it will probably be hard to be at peace.
Just go back and take a look, give them the bank card, and don't stay, so it won't be affected...
As Xu Yi thought about it, his heart gradually calmed down.
After a while, after confirming that he couldn't figure out a more perfect solution, Xu Yi took a deep breath and mustered up the courage to press the familiar number.
Xu Yi unconsciously clenched his fists as the familiar ringtones echoed in his ears.
A few seconds later, the ringing stopped abruptly, and a hoarse female voice came from the other end of the phone, with uncontrollable surprise in the voice, "Is it Xiao Yi?"
Xu Yi's eyes suddenly became sore, and his vision gradually blurred. He recognized that the voice belonged to his mother, Xu Fengjiao. She was a high school English teacher. Because she wrote on the blackboard all the year round, her respiratory tract was very bad, and her voice was lost in the day-to-day teaching. The original clarity.
It was drier now than before, but he recognized it right away.
He didn't dare to breathe, Xu Fengjiao on the other end of the phone thought that he had read it wrong.
She raised her heavy eyes, fixed her eyes, and looked at the phone screen again. On the call message were two big notes of 'son'.
Can't go wrong!
Xu Fengjiao stroked her silver-haired sideburns, and put the loose hair behind her ears, and said in a low voice, "Did you see the message?"
At this moment, Xu Yi had already struggled out of the initial vortex of memory. He pursed his lips and gave a soft "hmm" upon hearing these words.
The other end of the phone also fell into silence because of his 'um', but the silence was shorter than before, and soon returned to normal.
"Then come back and have a look?"
The silence was repeated as before, Xu Yi looked down at his toes, he knew that what the other party said meant he was still in his hometown, but he didn't say when he would go to see a doctor, and he still couldn't escape the key point.
He was thinking about how to reply when a rough voice suddenly came from the other end of the phone.
"Old lady, who are you calling? The ducks don't even know how to feed them?"
Xu Yi was stunned for a moment. He was also very familiar with that voice. It belonged to his father Xu Zhengqi. Talking like an iron bucket, echoed in the [-]-meter-wide playground.
He could clearly feel that his mother was listening, because he didn't go back to his father at all, and his father was still asking.
As the sound got closer, Xu Yi's heart beat faster and faster, his mind became more and more empty, and his thoughts were messy.
Finally, he said in the rough echo on the other end of the phone, "Yeah"
After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone in a hurry, the beeping busy tone signaled the end of the call, and he let out a heavy breath.Then he realized that his answer seemed ambiguous. His mother asked "whether to go back or not", and his answer seemed to be both.
Both can be moral, said the same as not said.
Xu Yi's face twisted unnaturally, and the courage to hit him again didn't grow in a while, so he had to obediently edit the text message, this process was much smoother than before.
After sending out, he seemed to have let go of all the burdens on his body, and fell straight behind him, smashing into the soft quilt.
Abandoning himself, he grabbed and covered himself tightly.
Xu Yi is very clear - now he has to answer if he doesn't answer.
On the other side, because of her husband's terrible voice, Xu Fengjiao vaguely heard an 'um'. She wondered for a moment if she had missed it just now. You must know that the noise is so loud, it's normal to miss it.
After finally waiting for a phone call, Xu Fengjiao didn't understand the answer, her willow eyebrows stood upright, she glanced sharply at her husband who was close to her, and opened her mouth to curse: "What are you shouting for, what are you shouting for, I didn't feed you, you can't feed me one time?"
"Every day, do I have to do all the big things myself?"
Xu Zhengqi's face froze when he was scolded. Although he was a director, he had thick eyebrows and well-shaped features. , How can you open your mouth and shut your mouth and hang the "fart" on your lips."
Xu Fengjiao ignored him, turned around and was about to go into the house. Xu Zhengqi wanted to discuss something with her, so he quickly followed after seeing the word 'son' at the top of the call log, and his eyes froze.
Seeing his appearance, Xu Fengjiao didn't leave, turned her head and said, "Did you see it?"
Xu Zhengqi nodded: "Yes."
"Then what do you think?"
Xu Zhengqi poked at the corner of his clothes, and said with a cold face, "It's okay if you love it like this, I'll be without this son a long time ago."
Every person who is not good at lying will have some indistinct movements. This is the so-called physical incoordination. This kind of thing is obvious to some and not obvious to others. Xu Zhengqi is obvious, and his little trick of lying is rubbing the corner of his clothes.
Xu Fengjiao lived with this man for half her life, how could she not know, but she was not in a hurry to expose it, and just watched coldly.
To be honest, they were really annoyed at the beginning. They didn't expect that their son, who had always been obedient and obedient, would be so rebellious and like men. It was to make the family die. How could they raise their heads in the work unit when it spread?What would colleagues think of them?
Hate that iron can't make steel, coupled with strong self-esteem, this makes their character completely extreme.
Or words, or hands, are far from the style of correct guidance.
Obviously, the child Xu Yi inherited their self-esteem very well. After a complete fallout, he lived in the dormitory for the rest of the year of high school. money.
After graduating from high school, he directly bought a train ticket and went to the north. He stopped contacting his family for four years in college, and then worked for six or seven years. Son, don't have anything to do with us in the future, we can't afford to lose this man."
After a 13-year cooling-off period, Xu Fengjiao and Xu Zhengqi, no matter how dull they were, could react to the consequences of their original extremes.
However, self-esteem was a problem. In the early days, none of them were willing to take the initiative to bow their heads, but they were still rational. In order not to lose the last contact information, they pretended to recharge the wrong mobile phone bill every month, and recharged the number that they had handled at the beginning.
Later, after a long time, I reached a reconciliation with myself unconsciously.
During this period, every time Xu Fengjiao heard her colleagues complaining about how much her child spent on college and how many friends she had made, Yun Yun, she was heartbroken, because she knew nothing about her child's situation.
But they are all adults who have endured the stress of life, and they know better than anyone else the difficulties of being adrift.
Such a young child is alone in a foreign country, staying for 11 years, how much hardship she will suffer, just thinking about it, she can't wait to wake up her original self.
But she didn't dare to call Xu Yi, because she thought that Xu Yi had already lost the original card. Maybe she didn't lose it, but she probably wouldn't use it. She was afraid of hearing the busy signal that no one answered. Contact information is also lost.
Therefore, Xu Fengjiao no longer made excuses for herself to make up the wrong charge, fearing that she would forget, she specially marked the days on the calendar for charging the phone bill.
When I couldn't bear it anymore, I would secretly send text messages to Xu Yi, not many every year, and there were more than a dozen here and there.
But this time Xu Zhengqi was found to have a tumor in her body, and she almost collapsed. Under the heavy pressure, after thinking about it, she decided to send a message to Xu Yi. The whole person came alive.
However, who knew that the answer he had been looking forward to for so many years was lost by Xu Zhengqi's noise and Xu Fengjiao's indescribable irritability.
Being stared at coldly by his wife, Xu Zhengqi couldn't help shivering down his spine, and then thought of his son's phone call.
After all, he is also the administrator of the school, so he doesn't have such a brain.
Realizing what he had done, Xu Zhengqi's square Chinese face fell down for a moment, and he no longer spoke stiffly, "Will you come back?"
Xu Fengjiao snorted coldly, with an expression of "you ask me, who should I ask", Xu Zhengqi became even more silent.
In fact, he has already decided to go to a big hospital for an examination in a few days. If it is a disgusting tumor, he is going to give up treatment.
Because that would be too expensive, and it can’t be cured. The couple’s life savings are not much. After I leave, the wife will be left alone, and the son will break with them completely. Money is needed everywhere, so there is no need. spent on the dying.
What he wanted to tell people was this matter, and Xu Zhengqi understood that it was very difficult.
But just now his son called back suddenly, which meant a turnaround. If he could know that he still cared about them, it would make him worry too much.
Even if it was really a malignant tumor, at least the old woman would be able to get some children's care in the future - as for how much, he didn't dare to expect extravagantly. He knows better than anyone else how amazing he did in those years.
However, the phone call just now was ruined by his voice. For the first time in his life, Xu Zhengqi hated his own reverb voice.
However, no matter how regretful it is, it will not help, the destruction is destroyed, what else can I do?Call back again?
It's not impossible, the fat on Xu Zhengqi's face was twisted together, thinking that it's all like this, so what's the matter with face.
So, he was thinking of asking the old woman for the phone to call back, but he saw the old woman staring blankly at the phone, and then at himself.
Xu Zhengqi was at a loss, when he saw the other party raised the screen of the phone, put it in front of his eyes, and asked, "Look at the words on it."
Xu Fengjiao's hands trembled uncontrollably, Xu Zhengqi wondered what could be so agitated, so he took the phone closer.
I saw the sending text message page, except for Xu Fengjiao's unilateral rambling, there was a reply for the first time.
The content of the reply is very concise:
【Son: Will come back】
【Son: Tomorrow night】
At this moment, Xu Zhengqi was directly blown into a 'coffin board' by the wind. After realizing the meaning of the content, his eyes were rarely reddened.
Turning his head, he saw that his wife had already shed tears, and for the first time in so many years, his face was covered with a smile from the bottom of his heart.
--
Since he had to go back, Xu Yi didn't delay too much, because Xu Zhengqi's tumor couldn't afford it.
Xu Yi checked the air ticket for the next trip back to the city, and found that today's flight has ended, so he can only book a flight at noon tomorrow, and it will take nearly two hours to get from the urban area to their town, and six or seven o'clock is the estimated guarantee time.
He didn't expect that, he thought he would never return to that place called 'home', and he never thought that he would go back tomorrow, so he was at a loss for a while.
Lying on the bed, he flipped through the text messages he had accumulated over the years, looking at them, his eyes blurred unconsciously.
--How are you doing at school? Are you comfortable with it?
-- Some of your classmate also went to the north, I don’t know which city it is, they start school very late, only on October 21st, is it the same for you?
--I don’t know what major you chose. I asked those students who are in college. They said that they can transfer to another department in their freshman year.
--The first Mid-Autumn Festival, you like to eat moon cakes with lotus seed paste and egg yolk, remember to buy one for yourself.
......
--Working, renting a house for an internship is very expensive, my mother and colleagues are saying that they can't afford it, and they have to pay for living expenses after graduation, which is several thousand a month, which is higher than studying. Where is it to make money? It is obviously to give to the boss Work for nothing.
--Mom doesn't know your bank card, so she can't transfer money to you, but mom saves money for you. If you want it that day, you can send a message.
......
--After working for so many years, have you ever had a boyfriend? If you have a sincere heart, let's stay together. If you want, you can bring it back and show it to your mother. Your father is also very enlightened and won't beat you again.
--Mom checked, liking boys, this is not a disease
--I'm sorry, son, my mother apologized to you for the way she did back then, whether you forgive her or not, she must apologize to you.
......
The emotions of these text messages are divided into stages, Xu Yi can almost imagine his mother's emotions when sending these messages.
At this moment, he couldn't hold back his tears anymore, one drop after another rolled down, looking embarrassed.
It is said that time can make people feel relieved. It took them 13 years from resisting their liking to accepting their liking, so how long will it take them to accept the news that they will pass away soon.
Time is really amazing, time and time again sprinkle salt on the wound that people want to heal, or open a deeper trace.
It was true when they knew the truth, and it was true when he dared not face Yan Donglin's feelings.
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