You don't understand the gentleness of an old man

Chinese families are always busy on New Year's Eve. Li Zhi will go to Golden Eagle in the morning, and leave the car keys to Fang Lu and ask him to pick up Lu Qingzhu.

Fang Lu also asked him: "Where does Xiao Liu have New Year's Eve dinner? Do you want to ask him to come with you?"

Li Zhi: "He went back to his hometown. Last year he was too busy to go back during the Chinese New Year. This year let him go home for the New Year."

Fang Lu also never knew where Xiao Liu was from, and wanted to ask Xiao Liu, but Li Zhi seemed to be in a hurry, took the keys of another car and hurried out.

He called Lu Qingzhu and said he would pick her up right away.

There were fewer cars on the road than usual. On New Year's Eve, most of them were busy preparing the New Year's Eve dinner at home. When Fang Lu drove all the way to the hospital, it started snowing again.

There seems to be a lot of snow this year, and it comes every two days. Fortunately, there is also a lot of sunshine. One day is sunny and the other is snowy, which can give people a breather.

Fang Lu also went home and bought two sets of clothes for Lu Qingzhu, and bought her a bright red coat a few days ago, specially for the New Year.

After greeting the head nurse and the doctor, and signing the waiver, Fang Lu also pushed Lu Qingzhu downstairs.

The last time I was out of the hospital was when Fang Lu also competed. At that time, I was in better health. I don’t know whether it was because of the cold weather or some other reason. My knees were swollen and painful, and it was very difficult to walk. After a checkup, it was found that there was a slight effusion, so I had to Bought a wheelchair to push around.

She dawdled all morning before returning home, and when she got home, Li Zhi had already returned, preparing the ingredients for the New Year's Eve dinner, Meimei was playing with the building blocks that Fang Lu also bought for her, and looked at the picture book carefully to see how to put them together.

"Meimei~" Fang Lu also called her.

Meimei turned her head and saw Fang Luye and Lu Qingzhu in the wheelchair. Lu Qingzhu was smiling and waving at her.

Lu Qingzhu: "Hello, little girl Meimei."

Meimei walked over sucking on her slippers, looked at Lu Qingzhu's legs with a sad face, and then looked at Fang Luye and Lu Qingzhu.

Before coming here, Fang Lu also told Lu Qingzhu about Meimei's situation. Knowing that she didn't want to talk, she smiled and explained to her: "Auntie's knee hurts, so it's inconvenient to walk, it's okay."

Meimei nodded, tilted her head and smiled at Lu Qingzhu in a friendly manner.

With Fang Luye's support, Lu Qingzhu stood up, walked slowly to the sofa and sat down, when Li Zhi poked his head out from the kitchen, "Sister, here you come."

"Well, are you cooking? Would you like me to help?"

Fang Lu also: "Oh, I'm going to help, you rest here." Fang Lu also said to Meimei: "Meimei, help me take care of my sister? I'm going to cook."

Meimei nodded, and then began to move the building blocks on the ground to the coffee table, ready to play with Lu Qingzhu.

It is reasonable to say that there are only four people, one patient and one child, so there is no need to prepare so many dishes, but Li Zhi insists that there will be more food on New Year's Eve, and it doesn't matter if you can't finish it.

Fang Lu also looked at the four stoves working at the same time, and sighed: "What a waste if you can't finish it."

Li Zhi: "It's normal if you can't eat all the food. It's good to have some left over. It's more than enough every year."

"Savings are advocated now."

Li Zhi didn't care about it: "It's like this once a year."

"Tch, old feudalism." Fang Lu also muttered secretly.

Originally the kitchen was full of frying sounds, so Li Zhi should not have heard such a low voice, but at that moment he just covered the dishes with a pot lid and heard it, holding up the spatula to look at Fang Lu also: "Old feudalism?"

Fang Lu also had an embarrassing expression: "You heard wrong."

"I think I'm old now, so I'll let you know why I'm old or not tonight."

"Tsk!" Fang Lu also punched Li Zhi's arm, "My sister and Meimei are outside!"

The two worked hard in the kitchen until almost six o'clock in the afternoon. The food was almost ready to be served. Li Zhi was making the final plate heating. Meimei suddenly ran in and pulled Li Zhi's pants: "Uncle."

Li Zhi: "What's wrong?"

Meimei looked at Li Zhi eagerly: "I want to play with the snow."

Li Zhi looked at the mess in the kitchen, and said to her, "Can I ask Brother Xiaoye to take you there? Uncle is still busy."

"Okay~" Meimei looked at Fang Luye eagerly.

Fang Lu also washed his hands, and dragged Meimei out.

"Just play for 10 minutes, it's time for New Year's Eve dinner!" Li Zhi yelled before they went out.

Because Lu Qingzhu also said that he wanted to go down to see the snow, Fang Lu pushed her down together.

The community is a vast expanse of whiteness, with only a few sporadic footprints strung together to form a small road, which are the figures of late returnees rushing home for dinner.

Meimei was wrapped up tightly, and she threw herself into the snowdrift and rolled. Fang Lu was also afraid that she would bump into her and ran after her to pull her up. Then she found that the snow was already very thick, and with Meimei's size, she couldn't fall under it at all. The concrete floor, let her go, the most important thing is to have fun.

"There is a lot of snow this year." Lu Qingzhu sighed.

Fang Lu was also standing next to her, with the entrance hall of the apartment building above her head, so she would not be drenched by the snow, watching Meimei, who was usually introverted and quiet, playing wild in the snow, with a fatherly smile on her face.

Fang Lu also: "Auspicious snow heralds a good year, and the coming year must be good weather."

Lu Qingzhu laughed at him dragging his poems.

There was a burst of laughter from the young people in the windows of the residents on the first floor. The warm lights in the house were printed on the snow on the bushes in front of the windows. It was cold and warm, like an unreal fairy tale world.

Probably friends who work in Shangnan City and can't go home for the New Year get together to celebrate the New Year, chatting about favorite topics, bursts of laughter burst out from time to time.

Suddenly, there was a burst of music, the best European and American dance music, interspersed with the sound of young people punching their fists.

"They are so happy." Lu Qingzhu smiled.

The heavy snow was still falling, the best European and American dance music ended, and it became a clear and melodious guitar sound, and the old wolf's vicissitudes and pure singing sounded.

"That evening, white snow began to fall..."

"Sadness blooms all over the hills, waiting for youth to end..."

The people in the room began to sing along with the melody, and Fang Lu and Lu Qingzhu stared at the window quietly until Fang Lu also noticed that Lu Qingzhu wiped away tears with his hand.

Lao Lang is one of Lu Qingzhu's favorite singers, and this song sounded at this time, as if it was for Lu Qingzhu.

"Sister, look at me." Fang Lu also patted her on the shoulder, trying to divert her attention, and then ran into the snow.

He was still wearing a thick down jacket, in order to let Lu Qingzhu get out of her sad mood, and danced to "Lian Lian Feng Chen" for her in the heavy snow.

The heavy clothes did not prevent him from dancing lightly. The snowflakes fell on Fang Luye, between him and Lu Qingzhu, blocking their sight and making them look far away from each other.

"The songs that I failed to sing to you, let me often recall in my life..."

Fang Lu also controlled himself not to think about the future, not to think about what the doctor said, not to shed tears, and briskly showed his favorite sister that he was very happy now and had a very happy life, and asked her not to be sad.

This is what Li Zhi saw when he came down. Not far away, Meimei played in the snow heartlessly and joyfully. Dancing heartily in the heavy snow, the snowflakes are light, he seems to be smiling, but every move is heavy and sad; Lu Qingzhu at the door is sitting in a wheelchair, his back is tired, breathing lightly, as fragile as if he is about to become transparent and disappear Lose.

The last melody ends.

"Meimei!" Li Zhi shouted.

Alarming the three people immersed in the heavy snow, Meimei ran towards him and hugged his thigh.

Li Zhi: "Go home, the food is ready." Li Zhi came down and asked someone not to wear a coat, his neck shrunk from the cold, and asked Shangfang Lu to push Lu Qingzhu home for dinner.

Chicken, duck, fish, hot pot and cold dishes are all available. Li Zhi even made three strawberry Daifuku. He didn't like to eat them himself, so he made one for the other three people.

"Meimei, come here," Li Zhi stood in front of the incense case. After Meimei came over, she gave her three incense sticks and asked her to worship her ancestors. Although Meimei had never seen anyone except her grandmother's family, she didn't understand. It's tall, put the incense to Li Zhi and insert it.

Li Zhi inserted the incense sticks and asked Meimei to sit down first, and called Fang Luye: "Fang Luye, come here."

After Fang Lu also came over, he found that there was still a table next to the original incense table, on which the same food and drinks were enshrined.

"There is no tablet, but they will know." Li Zhi said.

Lu Qingzhu also came over. Seeing the table full of things, he was so moved that he didn't know what to say for a while. After brewing in his mind for a while, when he was about to say thank you, he heard Li Zhi say: No smoking?"

"Ah?" Fang Lu and Lu Qingzhu didn't react.

Li Zhi pointed to the three cigarettes on the incense table in his home.

"No need, no need."

Fang Lu also lit incense with Lu Qingzhu, worshiped, plugged it in, and prayed to the ancestors to bless everything in the coming year.

After finishing everything, we started to eat. The gurgling sound of the hot hot pot was mixed with the sound of the TV. The four people raised their glasses of wine or fruit juice to toast.

"Cheers!! Happy New Year!"

Lu Qingzhu was in a good mood tonight, and ate a little more than usual. Li Zhi specially made the mandarin duck pot, afraid that it would be too spicy for her and Meimei to eat.

After eating a meal for two hours, I couldn't eat anymore, so I turned off the stove, and everyone ate some melon seeds and fruits to watch the Spring Festival Gala.

"Sigh, the Spring Festival Gala is incomplete without Uncle Benshan." Lu Qingzhu pointed the Spring Festival Gala with a strawberry in his hand, and shook his head hating the iron, "The stage is getting bigger and bigger, and the sketches are getting uglier."

Fang Lu also laughed at her: "You say this every year."

Lu Qingzhu pushed back: "The truth, isn't it?"

She asked Li Zhi.

"Ahem," Li Zhi took a sip of wine, not daring to touch his sister's face: "Yes."

Seeing this, Fang Lu asked Meimei for help, "I think it looks pretty, doesn't it?"

Meimei was eating a big chicken leg, she didn't pay attention to what they were talking about, so she just smiled sweetly as usual.

"See? Meimei said yes!" Fang Lu also drank some wine, and now his face is flushed.

It's been a long time since my sister acted coquettishly, and then Jiu Jin and this boring topic greeted her back and forth for a while, making Li Zhi look stupid.

I didn't expect the Spring Festival Gala to have fans.

Lu Qingzhu is gone, and Fang Lu is not yet.

When it was almost ten o'clock in the evening, there was the sound of fireworks blooming in the distance, and Meimei ran to the sliding door of the balcony with a bang, and lay on the glass door to look out.

"I want to watch too." Fang Lu immediately got up and rushed to open the door, watching the fireworks on the balcony with Meimei.

In the early years, when firecrackers and fireworks were not banned in the city, they could be displayed during New Years and festivals. It can often be seen, but now that fireworks are banned, private releases are no longer possible. Only during the Chinese New Year, there will be fireworks displays in the square.

Gorgeous fireworks filled the sky not far away, much more beautiful than before, Fang Lu didn't even notice that Li Zhi came out with Lu Qingzhu supporting him, and stood behind them.

Thousands of lights, the end of the world share this moment, and those who still like to look up at the fireworks must still love life.

After the fireworks show was over, Lu Qingzhu was a little tired and wanted to rest first, so he couldn't watch the night with everyone.

Li Zhi was not drunk yet, so he helped Lu Qingzhu to wash up and then took her to Meimei's room. The guest room hadn't been used for a long time, and it was full of deserted atmosphere.

"Xiaozhi, is this Meimei's room?" Lu Qingzhu looked at the room as a standard children's room.

Li Zhi: "Well, the guest room is empty, it's too deserted, it's Chinese New Year."

Lu Qingzhu stopped and looked back at Li Zhi: "I'd better sleep in the guest room."

"Just here, I told Meimei." Li Zhi replied.

Lu Qingzhu: "A patient of mine doesn't sleep well with children. Children will feel uncomfortable when they are timid."

After hearing this sentence, Li Zhi was taken aback for a moment before realizing what she meant.

"I know you won't dislike me, just take it as my request, I don't like sleeping with others, okay?" Lu Qingzhu said to Li Zhi in a soft voice.

She always speaks in an unhurried manner, with a soft voice. She has never seen her get angry, and even though she has so many complications and pains, she never complains in front of everyone.

Li Zhi still agreed.

Going to make the bed for Lu Qingzhu alone, Fang Lu also half-lyed on the sofa and half-opened his eyes lazily and said to Lu Qingzhu: "Sister, let's go to the movies tomorrow, don't you like watching New Year's movies the most?"

Lu Qingzhu said yes, and asked him which one to watch?He really took out his mobile phone and started watching the film, as if on this New Year's Eve, under the blessing of alcohol, he temporarily forgot that his sister is seriously ill now, and going out for activities is not suitable for her.

Fang Lu also bought movie tickets in a daze, but he didn't get a good seat, so he could only buy four seats together in the penultimate row.

I received a lot of messages about New Year's greetings, including those from Ma Xiaojun, Qiao Ruonan and Luo Yao, and some people I met at work before.

Then I went to Li Mingyuan's WeChat and sent him a special blessing message, thanking him for his support and concern, and wishing him a happy and healthy new year.

Soon Li Mingyuan replied: Happy New Year, see you at the beginning of school.

Then sent a red envelope.

Fang Lu also thought about it, and accepted it.

Li Mingyuan has always been very kind to him. He is both a teacher and an elder brother. Although sometimes he speaks too straightforwardly, for Fang Lu, it is much better to associate with a person like Li Mingyuan than a person with many and complicated routines.

Luo Yao also texted him back, asking what he was doing.

Fly: I just finished eating and I'm watching the Spring Festival Gala.

Little Princess Yaoyao: It’s hard to see, isn’t it? Really, the Spring Festival Gala is getting worse every year.

Fly: ... [embarrassed]

Little Princess Yaoyao: Where are you celebrating the New Year?Are you with your husband?

Fang Lu also froze his fingers on the screen, feeling a little embarrassed.

Fly: At his house, but where is the husband...

Little Princess Yaoyao: Are you 1? ? ?

Little Princess Yaoyao: Am I standing upside down?

Little Princess Yaoyao: ohno! !I do not want to live!

Luo Yao covered her chest and let out a very exaggerated sigh.

"what happened?"

Luo Yao looked at her mother: "Mom, is there anything more sad than standing on the wrong foot in this world?"

Qiu Qian was commenting with her husband that the Spring Festival Gala was getting worse year by year, thinking that her daughter was chasing books and drinking CP again, she said casually: "Yes, that means there is no more Uncle Benshan on the stage of the Spring Festival Gala."

Luo Yao's father: "Second."

Luo Yao looked at the phone again.

Fly: No... I mean husband and wife are too loud.

Luo Yao: [Bitter] [Bitter] [Bitter]

Luo Yao: I am alive again, there is love in the world, and tomorrow will be fine.

The two chatted for a while, one sentence at a time, until Fang Lu was drunk and fell asleep.

When he woke up again, Unforgettable Tonight was already being sung on TV, and the countdown to the new year was about to begin.

When he got up, he saw that Li Zhi was still drinking with side dishes on the dining table.

"Why did I fall asleep?" Fang Lu also snorted, shaking his crooked hair from sleep.

Li Zhi: "You closed your eyes and fell asleep."

Fang Lu was also angry that he slept soundly in his thirties and didn't care about his sister or Li Zhi. Now that he was sober, he felt a little embarrassed.

"Audience friends, the new year is coming, we are here to count down to the new year."

"There are still ten seconds left!"

"Ten, nine... three, two, one!"

"Happy New Year!!"

Both Fang Luye and Li Zhi stared at the countdown screen on TV, and looked at each other after the countdown ended.

"Come here." Li Zhi opened his arms towards him.

Fang Lu also walked over and sat on his lap naturally. The two hugged each other intimately, and there was a faint aroma of liquor in the air.

"Happy New Year."

"Happy New Year."

Li Zhi drank a lot at this time, and he was a little dizzy. In fact, he seldom drank alone. Today, he was happy and sad for a while. I'm thinking of something else.

"Accompany me for a drink or two?"

Fang Lu also sat on the stool: "Okay."

Fang Lu also took the initiative to pour wine for Li Zhi and himself, and toasted Li Zhi: "Brother Zhi, thank you."

Li Zhi smiled and raised his glass.

The two of you came and went and drank peanuts and the Spring Festival Gala for a long time. Fang Lu was not very drunk this time, but Li Zhi was a little dizzy, and he leaned on the back of the chair to relax.

"Why don't you go to bed, it's getting late." Fang Lu also rowed Li Zhi's thighs.

Li Zhi stared at Fang Luye with a hoarse voice: "Honey, do you have any New Year's resolutions? Brother Zhi has done it."

Fang Lu also: "Can I do anything?"

Of course, not everything is possible, such as bombing Shangnan City, assassinating Trump, becoming an Iron Man, etc., he can't do it, but Li Zhi still replied drunkenly: "It's all possible."

Fang Lu also touched his red and hot face, calming down a little.

He is drunk, if he disagrees, he should not have the energy to scold me, maybe he will forget it when he wakes up tomorrow.

Fang Lu also sat upright, and said clearly: "Brother Zhi, you should break up with others, we are really together."

Time seemed to stand still, even breathing disappeared. Fang Lu also looked at the expressionless Li Zhi, half expecting and half flustered.

Be brave, Fang Luye, he must love you.

Fang Lu also cheered herself up: "Are you okay?"

Li Zhi squeezed his fist to confirm the pain. He raised his wine glass with trembling hands and took a deep breath.

"Okay, listen to you."

In the next second, Fang Lu jumped at Li Zhi excitedly.

Bang!

Li Zhi was completely unprepared, and the two of them flipped straight backwards, making a loud bang. Fortunately, Fang Lu had quick eyesight and quickly put his hands on the back of Li Zhi's head.

"Okay, you are not allowed to go back on your word!"

"No regrets."

Fang Lu also felt that his hard work was rewarding, and his love and career were both fruitful. He was so happy that he drank several glasses with Li Zhi, and arrogantly mixed Moutai with beer, and drank a large glass.

Li Zhi felt that he got what he wanted. The erratic bird finally landed on his shoulders. Fang Lu would accompany him if he wanted to drink. Even beer mixed with Moutai, a dark drink, tasted good.

The lights were on all night on New Year's Eve, and Fang Lu also took the drunk Li Zhi to the bathroom to take a reluctant shower. When they returned to the room, they both fell asleep immediately.

Early the next morning, Fang Lu also woke up with a splitting headache, and a gleam of light came through the gap in the curtains. He always couldn't have a good sleep after a hangover.

"Hmm..." Fang Lu also turned over and saw that Li Zhi was still sleeping.

! !I confessed to him... last night!

It's a confession, since last night, he and Li Zhi have been in a real relationship, Fang Lu also thought.

But he drank so much last night, will he not remember?

Fang Lu also thought about it, and his head hurt even more from annoyance.So she lay on Li Zhi's body and gently pinched Li Zhi's face.

Li Zhi turned over slightly: "Hmm...?"

He opened his eyes, and Fang Luye's eyes were close at hand, "What's wrong?"

His voice was hoarse, the way hangovers usually are.

Fang Lu also asked him: "You promised me last night that you would only be with me alone."

"Well, what's the matter?" Li Zhi was a little sober with question marks all over his face.

Fang Lu also asked again: "You don't regret it, do you?"

Li Zhi was amused by his silly appearance, turned over to lie flat and hugged Fang Luye's waist, rubbing his thumb on it lightly: "What are you thinking?"

"I'm afraid you drank too much last night and forget about it today."

"Fang Luye, do you have nothing to do?" Li Zhide lifted Fang Luye's pajamas and slid in, "Happy New Year."

Fang Lu couldn't help trembling, "I said it last night."

Li Zhi: "There were still some things I didn't do last night."

"Ok?"

Li Zhi stretched out a hand and opened the drawer of the bedside table, and took out the condom that had not been used for a long time, opened his mouth slightly, bit a corner and tore it open.

Pass it to Fang Luye: "Put it on for me."

……

It was already full light, Li Zhi lay on the bed contentedly, Fang Lu also rested his head on his shoulder.

Both of them were sticky, and Fang Lu also raised his index and middle fingers, imitating walking around on Li Zhi's back with two legs.From the word "righteousness" to a flying eagle, from flying eagles to geometric patterns, and finally to the overturned Xingdelou.

"Brother Zhi, why do you tattoo a doll? It's pink and tender." Fang Lu's voice was also a little hoarse. When he spoke, his chin slid on Li Zhi's skin, and his lips occasionally touched the skin, which made Li Zhi get goosebumps.

Li Zhi: "Meimei likes it, I have one tattooed, but the coloring is not good, it seems a bit ugly."

"You are so kind to Meimei." Fang Lu also sighed.

Li Zhi: "What do you like?"

"Ok?"

"Give me a tattoo too."

Fang Lu also hesitated for a long time, and didn't know what he liked could be tattooed on Li Zhi's body. Finally, he struggled and said, "I haven't figured it out yet, can I save it first?"

"Okay, I don't have much space left on my back, I leave it to you."

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