Cannibalize

After locking the door and showering him with hot water, she wrapped him in a quilt, hugged him tightly, and slept all night; obviously Xiao Qing hated Xiao Che.

He obviously has the same face, but Xiao Che is so popular that his parents, classmates, and teachers only like him.

However, Xiao Qing couldn't hate Xiao Che.He is even quite dependent on this elder brother.

Xiao Che told him: "Everyone is an idiot. Obviously you run so fast and are so good at sports. You must be tall and handsome in the future! And you are also very smart. There is no game that you can't pass. Use a little bit of grades or something. Gong will definitely be able to go up.”

Xiao Che said to him: "Actually, I like how you are now. You don't have to worry about anything, just do what you like to do, and I will do the other things for you. When you grow up, I will take care of you."

Xiao Che smiled softly: "Xuechen? Ah, this name is really good, you see, whether it is Xiao Che or Xuechen, the abbreviation is XC! Moreover, this name can be regarded as a commemoration... Well, don't you Do you know what to commemorate? Oh, idiot, I mean, this pseudonym commemorates that my comic career started on a snowy morning! It’s really amazing, the moment we were born was also on such a snowy morning! Well, this is my pen name. From now on, I will draw stories about us, and when we are all old men, let’s make memories together, okay?”

Xiao Che smiled triumphantly: "You ask me why I must be so good? That's because I want to grow up quickly and protect you."

Xiao Che said frankly, "My wish, of course, is to be with you!"

Xiao Che asked him cautiously: "Then, are you willing to be with brother?"

……

Then from a certain day, Xiao Che became gloomy and talked less and less.

One night, he said to Xiao Qing under the covers: "Let's play a game! From now on, I'll play you and you play me, okay?"

From then on, Xiao Che became Xiao Qing, and Xiao Qing became Xiao Che.

Xiao Qing thinks this is a very fun game.After he became Xiao Che, he could truly feel how much everyone liked Xiao Che.He suddenly felt that he was really talented in learning, and that as long as he was a little more serious, he would be able to get good grades in the exam, and even catch up with Xiao Che.The same goes for the piano, he just spent a few more hours practicing every day, and he succeeded in his first performance at school.

Then, one day, at the door of his parents' bedroom, he overheard his parents' conversation.In the past, Xiao Che would definitely pull him away, absolutely not wanting him to listen to a word.But this time, Xiao Che missed.When he ran towards Xiao Qingzhi, Xiao Qing heard everything.

in the room.

Father said: "Use Xiao Qing to do the experiment!"

The mother cried: "Although Xiao Qing was close, he is also our son! Can you bear it? He is still so young, you have the heart to cut the scalpel into his body, you have the heart to watch him bleed and see him hurt, Took his life?!"

The father replied: "Then you are willing to see all of us get sick in the future, and then kill each other, and finally all die?! Sacrifice is inevitable. We have raised him for so many years, and we gave his life. What's wrong with asking him to return it to us! Besides, the experiment doesn't necessarily kill him!"

At that time, Xiao Qing completely collapsed.

He ran out of the room as if fleeing.

He ran for a long, long time until he had no strength left to run one more step.

He felt abandoned by the whole world.

He was crying in the grass, sobbing confusedly and out of breath.

On that day, Xiao Che squatted in front of him and pressed his forehead to him.

That day, Xiao Che's tears rolled down drop by drop, and he said to Xiao Qing in a trembling voice: "Xiao Che, don't be afraid. You are me...I am you...I...I will definitely protect you."

……

Then, that thing finally happened.The father confessed to the two children what he was going to do, but he described the experiment as "finding an antidote". It was very simple, he was deceiving the innocent children.

a few days later.

The mother was crying, and the father stood at the door of the basement, raised his palms, and said gently to the two children, "Xiao Qing, come here."

At that time, Xiao Qing trembled violently all over his body, and his panting became louder and louder. He was afraid of lack of oxygen.He held his brother's palm tightly, his fingers were getting colder, and sweat soaked the other side.

He dare not step forward, he dare not!

He is afraid!

He is afraid! !

He is still too young, he has never seen blood, he still doesn't know what pain is, what kind of experiment may lose human life... But he knows that it must be a terrible and painful thing!He knows that human life is very precious! !He doesn't want to go, he wants to escape, he wants to escape from this oppressive space immediately, and be with his brother! !

However, the hand he grasped was slowly released from him.

His elder brother walked towards his father step by step.

His shiny little leather shoes stepped on the wooden floor, making a rhythmic sound, like Xiao Qingteng's beating heart.

He saw his elder brother put his hand into his father's big hand, and his father rubbed his head, smiling cruelly: "Xiao Qing is really good."

Xiao Qing stood there panting, sweating all over his body, and his head was black and black.

His mother came over and hugged him tightly.As if he was the last straw.

Xiao Qing yelled countless times in his heart: Wrong!wrong!He is not me, he is my brother!He is Xiao Che! !

But he never moved, he didn't make a sound.

Father took Xiao Che into the basement, Xiao Che's figure seemed so small and fragile.

Before his figure was completely covered by darkness, he turned his head and took a look at Xiao Qing.

His face was quite pale, and his bloodless lips moved slightly.

He said: Xiao Che, goodbye.

NIGHT31

——It turned out that he was not Xiao Che at all.It turned out that his name was Xiao Qing.

Xiao Qing lay sideways on the sofa, curled up naked/naked.His body was covered in red marks, and his lower body was in a mess.He clenched his fists, his whole body was shaking violently, his lips were dry and white.At this moment, he seemed to be dragged into the vast ocean by too many memories, and the oxygen in his body was rapidly losing.He has no idea what to do with himself.

Obviously just a moment ago, he still hated this lunatic so much... This lunatic brought him unimaginable humiliation and trampled on all his dignity. Obviously, he wanted to cut this lunatic into pieces!But the next moment, all memories told him that he was wrong! !

The person who should be abandoned is not the boy, but him.

The person who should be used for cruel experiments is not the boy, but him.

The person who should be imprisoned in the basement every day and gradually turned into a monster is not a boy, but him!

For so many years, he has so shamelessly forgotten the past and his twin brother, and he still has the face to use his twin brother's identity to live safely and comfortably for so many years? !

And what about his twin brother?

Since when did my brother know the truth?In what mood is he playing the game of "changing identities" with himself?With what kind of mood, step by step towards the cruel father?

Every day in the laboratory, he was constantly being cut, fused with animal genes, cut open... was locked in an iron cage full of spiders... was gnawed... until he ate animals, until he became a real monster... he In the end, what kind of mood did you survive?

What kind of mood did he have when he said "Xiao Che, goodbye"?

He knew that this experiment was likely to cost him his life.

Then why is he willing to go?

Oh my goodness.

At only eight years old, he is willing to die for himself! !

……

Then when he was ten years old and found that he was living a good life with his identity, not only did he not remember him at all, but was also afraid of him, what kind of mood did he have?

Unable to restrain himself, Xiao Qing remembered what the boy had asked him:

【Xiao Che, do you really understand?How did the monster locked in the dark, lonely and hungry, betrayed by his biological parents, and whose name was forgotten?In the end, how do you want to realize your wish?Do you really understand how he feels? 】……

Before he knew it, Xiao Qing was already in tears.He crawled towards the young man with some difficulty, his voice hoarse and intermittent: "I'm sorry...I'm sorry...Brother...I'm sorry! I am Xiao Qing...I am Xiao Qing..."

A teenager in a puffy shirt sat on the carpet with his back against the sofa.He hadn't buttoned his buttons, a large area of ​​pale and firm skin was exposed, and the blood on his shirt had long since congealed.He didn't zip up his trousers, revealing a small section of black underwear, and his legs looked quite slender.He didn't even look at Xiao Che, he held a slowly burning cigarette between his lips, his outline was obscured by the faint smoke, and there was a dead silence in his eyes.

After almost half of the cigarette was burned out, he turned his head to look at Xiao Qing, with a sarcasm in his tone: "What's the matter, Xiao Che? The person named Xiao Qing, isn't it me?"

Xiao Qing hugged him from behind, buried his cheeks in his silver-white hair, and said loudly: "Don't call me Xiao Che anymore... I was wrong... It's all my fault... It's all my fault... Because I was too timid at that time! It’s all because I was too stupid! Obviously you saved me...I shouldn’t have forgotten you! I was the one who was abandoned!...Sorry! I’m sorry, I’m sorry...I’m sorry... sorry Sorry……"

Xiao Qing seemed to have lost his mind, and kept repeating the three words "I'm sorry".

Teenager laughing and exhaling a puff of smoke