Cannibalize

, I hope to watch the sun gradually rise, and I like my brother holding my hand, so warm.

He and his brother stepped on the soft snow, looking back from time to time to see the footprints left by the two of them.

In the fragrance of wintersweet, his brother took him to the end of the garden, where he found two little bears of the same size, holding hands.The two cubs are exactly alike.

——Remember, every word he said.

That morning, my brother said that the two were born in such an early morning.It snowed heavily the night before, and the sky was still snowing when I was born, and the whole world was gray.But not long after the two were born, the sun came out.This is a good sign, which means that the two children will be healthy and happy for a lifetime.

That morning, he accidentally gave his brother that pseudonym, Xue Chen.

That morning, my brother said that he wanted to be a cartoonist when he grew up.

That morning, my brother smiled brightly.

……

When Xiao woke up, he heard soft light music, which covered Xiao Qing's tinnitus for a long time.He opened his eyes and found that he was pillowed on the arm of a person who was sleeping face to face with him, his breath was close at hand, and a faint fragrance filled the air.

It was a familiar yet unfamiliar face.

His slightly curly white hair was spread out, the slender eyelashes on the left just touched the pillow, there were thick shadows under his two eyes, and the color of his lips was purple.His breath was cold, and his whole body was like a corpse in a freezer.

——It's ridiculous.

At this moment, looking at his face, Xiao Qing could still recall the expression he showed when he sank his face into the white rose.

Xiao Qing pushed away the thick quilt and sat up.

His head was dizzy again and again, he felt heavy and weak, and his stomach began to feel hungry again.It's such a hopeless feeling.

The candles in the room were about to burn out, and the young man was still holding the book of cruel fairy tales in his left hand beside him.Next to the pillow is a closed laptop... Ah, Xiao Qing forgot, this laptop was brought to the basement by himself.

——It's ridiculous.

At this moment, looking at the computer, Xiao Qing could still recall those shocking big characters written by the boy on the screen: "Xiao Che, I like you."

The light music in the room is still going on, now, it is a piano piece.So soft, so smooth, like a spring breeze with the smell of green grass.

——It's ridiculous.

At this moment, Xiao Qing, listening to this kind of music, can still recall countless times, countless times, sitting in front of the piano with his brother, playing the familiar melody over and over again...

Xiao Qing stood up abruptly, and walked around the room dejectedly.

This time, the door of the room was not locked, and he could escape as long as he wanted.

But where should he escape to?

Half-human, half-monster thing... whose help to turn to?

Abandoned by parents at the age of 8... Now, what can I do?

Being in such a state of hunger at any time, the only way to survive is to kill the same kind. How can we survive when we go outside?

When the last candlelight was extinguished, he squatted in a dark corner like a child, with his hands on his knees, staring at the corner with his big eyes, as if he was thinking about something, but he seemed to be just in a daze.His lips twitched from time to time, and his emotions became more and more agitated, as if he was talking to someone.

——Xiao Qing, what should you do?

--How to do?

——If you continue like this, you will go crazy.

—Crazy?

——Not only will you be crazy, but you will also die.

- I will not die...

- you will...you will be...

- don't don't!Shut up!

——Have you forgotten the ending of that nightmare again?

——Ahhh...shut up...you fucking shut up! !

Xiao Qing's sudden roar woke Xiao Che up.

Xiao Che looked tired.There was no way, Xiao Qing fell asleep for more than ten hours at once, while Xiao Che had just fallen asleep.

He looked at Xiao Qing for several seconds before realizing what happened.He hurriedly got out of bed and walked towards Xiao Qing, bent down and patted Xiao Qing's shoulder: "What's wrong?"

But Xiao Qing suddenly turned his head, put his back against the wall, curled up into a ball, and shouted with red eyes: "Shut up...shut up...don't...I don't want to do this...you don't do this to me! !"

Xiao Qingming's mind is clearly confused, but he is so afraid.

His whole body was shaking, and he protected himself with his arms and legs, and it seemed that he might completely collapse at any time.

Xiao Che's eyes turned red almost instantly, his nose was sour, and his throat was sore.

He still remembered the young, healthy, proud and intelligent Xiao Qing a few months ago, he remembered him lying on the soft sofa and listening to himself tell fairy tales, he remembered his domineering expression, he remembered that he appeared in front of him holding a bouquet of white roses look...

But now, his hair is messy, his expression is distorted, his whole body is trembling, his voice is hoarse, and his whole body is covered with red marks and markings...

what is the problem?

What happened between them?

Why is this happening?

Xiao Che was stunned for a long time, and finally thought of it.

Ah...that was his plan.

For so many years, I have been delusional every day, rehearsing the plan in my mind.

It's been going well, hasn't it?

If this continues, soon, he will be able to completely realize his wish... Isn't this a happy thing?

But why?

Why does the heart hurt so much?

It hurt so bad it was about to shatter!

Before he knew it, Xiao Che had knelt down in front of Xiao Qing, ignoring his struggle, and hugging him in his arms.

In fact, there are many things I want to say, whether it is orders, threats, comfort, apologies or other things, there are really many things I want to say.But he could not utter a word.

He comforted the person in his arms a little helplessly, and kissed his ears sideways, over and over again.

When the person in his arms finally calmed down, the music also stopped.

In the darkness, Xiao Che's voice slowly echoed in the room: "Xiao Qing, today is December 12st, it's your and my birthday. Tonight, let's go outside."

NIGHT36

Xiao Qing had already forgotten how long he hadn't walked out of the basement and seen the outside world.When he stepped out of the threshold, stepped on the snow, and saw the snow-covered trees and vehicles in front of him, he felt like a world away.

On a snowy day, there is no moonlight.This area is so quiet and dead, there are no pedestrians, and even the street lights are so scarce.It seemed that except for the two monsters he and Xiao Che, all creatures in this world were buried by snowflakes and fell asleep.

Xiao Che walked in front, and Xiao Qing walked behind.

Xiao Qing was wearing thin autumn clothes; Xiao Che only wore a long white pajamas similar to a bathrobe, with bare feet and bare legs.

However, their bodies are not cold at all.As long as there is no threat of sunlight or moonlight, their monster bodies are really quite convenient.

Gradually, they followed the path behind the mansion to the creek not far away.

The creek that was frozen on the surface was like a mirror, and the pebble road next to it was a little slippery.The surrounding trees are only branches, bleak and lonely, and the grass is withered and yellow, with frost hanging on it.The tiny snowflakes appeared in the faint yellow light of the ancient lamp, delicate and soft.

Xiao Che's voice broke the dead silence: "I haven't come out for several years."

Xiao Qing didn't speak, just squatted by the stream, stretched out his hand, and gently touched the thin ice.His daily waking time is too short and too short, he must make good use of this time to feel the outside world.

Xiao Che didn't expect him to talk to him, and continued: "I really miss it. I still remember that eight years ago, this place was astonishingly beautiful. The brook in summer is emerald green. When you put your hand into the stream, you will feel The water feels warm."

With that said, he squatted down, strands of white hair slid from his back to the front of his shoulders, and snow was stuck to his eyelashes.

Xiao Qing was still in a daze, but the back of his hand was suddenly covered by Xiao Che's.

Xiao Qing didn't react at all, and before he had time to avoid it, Xiao Che took his hand and pressed down on Bo Bing.In a blink of an eye, the ice layer shattered, and fingers dipped into the water——

Xiao Qing's pupils dilated in an instant.

Ah... the water is really warm!

Xiao Che chuckled beside Xiao Qing, and took his hand to stir gently in the stream.

The surrounding ice shattered one after another, and the dark water gradually took on a bit of golden green... This kind of golden green swirled and lingered in the water along the fingertips of the two people, and became more and more intense.

Xiao Che continued: "The water in the creek is so clear. You can clearly see the fish swimming in the water, as well as pebbles of all sizes. You like to pick up pebbles, you say, the black and white ones look the best."

"Ah..." Xiao Qing couldn't help but marvel.

A large piece of ice shattered one after another, and the stream began to flow. In the clear water, there were indeed long, thin fish swimming.Moss and undulating water plants grow on the large and small pebbles...

"Every morning and every evening, the sky turns orange or rose. The beautiful sky hangs above our heads, reflecting on the surface of this long stream. In the sky, white clouds drift slowly along the wind , seems to be floating in the water too. Occasionally fly over a plane, then you will always look up and tell me that the tail of the plane is so long. Then I will explain to you that it is just smoke.”

Xiao Qing couldn't help but look up.

Ah, now, where is it still night?

The sky really turned rose, and the sunset over the distant mountains was as bright red, and the distant mountains turned lavender.Occasionally, you can even hear the cry of the skylark, and the birds stay on the pole, like jumping notes... Xiao Qing stood up,