Cannibalize

They will never be separated, and live a happy and joyful life. "

Xiao Che closed the book: "Do you like it?"

"……Um."

"By the way, where are we going next?"

"Go find my friend."

"Ah, is that, um, the guy named Condom?"

"Ah."

"What do you want him to do?"

"bid farewell."

"bid farewell?"

"Because we're going on a trip."

"Ah, really?!"

"Ah."

Soon, an apartment downstairs.

When Conota saw Xiao Qing, his eyes widened: "You son of a bitch! You finally appeared?! I thought you disappeared? Why haven't you come to school for so long? The final exam is coming soon, do you know? I know?"

Xiao Qing smiled through the car window: "I made you worry."

"Hmph, I'm so sorry! By the way, you're really brave. What do you do if you're caught driving like this by the police uncle?"

"fine."

"Wait, why did I smell a strange smell... um... what's on your neck? You're bleeding?! What the hell did you do, your clothes are full of..."

"Nothing, paint."

"Pigment?! It's not like...you come out!"

Xiao Qing lowered his head, his slightly long black hair blocked his eyes, and he pursed his blue lips: "I came here to say goodbye to you."

"Farewell??"

"I'm going on a trip."

"Travel?? With whom?"

"With my brother."

"Brother? Where?"

Rarely, Xiao Qing smiled, the corners of his mouth curled up: "He's sitting next to me. He's never been outside before, so he probably saw you shy. Speaking of which, he kept talking just now, but now To actually just hide there and not speak, that's really shameful."

"Xiao Che...you..."

"My brother's name is Xiao Che, and my name is Xiao Qing."

"what?"

"I should go. Goodbye."

After finishing speaking, Xiao Qing had already started the car.

Tao Tao was stunned, and shouted loudly: "Don't go! What happened?? Xiao Che, you..."

The window of the car was slowly closed, and the car was driving out. Condom ran over and knocked hard on the window: "Then when will you come back???"

But Xiao Qing didn't answer.

The dark green vehicle quickly left Condom's sight.

And the cold sweat on Condom's back was about to come out.

Because just now Xiao Che said that his brother was by his side.Although Condom didn't know what was in the car, he could see clearly that there was only Xiao Che in the car, covered in blood.

The car shuttles through the streets and alleys, passes high bridges, drives out of the bustling city, glides like a bird on the trails in the suburbs, and passes through one city after another.

Such a scene is so familiar.

It was the same with them when they were young.

When he was sad or crying, his elder brother would hold his hand like this, running in the streets, weaving among the crowd, running out of the bustling neighborhood, crossing the creek, passing through the woods... …until you come to the mountains where you can look at the red sun, or a green world where you can sleep peacefully.

I don't know how long it took, but they also came to such a wonderful world.

Obviously some places are still covered with white snow, but the snow here has already melted.The green grass trembles in the wind, and a little unknown wild flowers bloom.A large piece of golden winter jasmine is rippling in the wind, they are not as proud as winter plums, not as gorgeous as hibiscus and roses, but whenever they are in full bloom, you know that spring has arrived.

Xiao Qing carried his brother out of the car and walked on the wet grass.

Soft flowers bloom around them, exuding a faint fragrance.

Xiao Qing put Xiao Che on the grass, and lay down beside him.

As the evening approached, the clouds in the sky were dyed red, and the rose-colored sunlight overflowed.When the breeze blows, the golden petals of the winter jasmine are flying, like an elf carrying a small boat in the air.

"Should we continue traveling like this?" Xiao Che asked.

"Ah."

"...I think it's better for you to go back."

"why?"

"You know, I've..."

"That's it, it's good."

Xiao Che suddenly laughed, lightly, just like when he was taking Xiao Qing's math test when he was a child: "The oil is gone, what should I do?"

"come on."

"The car broke down?"

"Just walk."

"But I can't walk."

"I'll carry you."

"I have no money, what should I do?"

"There is always a way."

"Caught by the police?"

"I will escape."

"If I, disappeared—"

Before Xiao Che finished speaking, Xiao Qing pressed his lips with his fingers.

It feels cold and hard to the touch, like a lifeless stone.

Xiao Qing's fingers gradually slid to his well-shaped jaw, his stiff, sunken cheeks, his empty eyes and nose.Xiao Qing's eyes were dark, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

As if wanting to break the dead silence, Xiao Che suddenly said: "I have learned."

While tracing his outline, Xiao Qing asked, "What?"

"Type." Xiao Che smiled, "I've been practicing."

Xiao Qing thought for a while and said, "I know."

Yes, he knows.

Xiao Che always kept that laptop by his side, and after he fell asleep, he would practice typing beside him.

"I can also chat with you on the computer like your friend."

"Ah."

"I can take pictures with you like your classmates."

"Ah."

"I like you."

"……I know."

"I want to be with you."

"I know."

"I love you."

"I know."

"I love you."

"I know!"

"I love you."

"I know!!"

Xiao Che paused for a while, then asked in a low voice: "What about you, Xiao Qing, do you still hate me?"

Xiao Qing withdrew his fingers and lay on his back.

At this moment, the sun has already set more than half, and the breeze is warm.

After a long time, he shook his head.

Xiao Che seemed very happy, and asked again: "Then you...do you like me?"

Xiao Qing looked at the slowly setting sun, his eyes were a little confused: "I don't know."

"That's it."

Xiao Che was not sad either, he also lay down.

The breeze blew through the hair of the two men and stirred their clothes.

He gently held Xiao Qing's hand, intersecting his five fingers.

He asked again: "Then now, little white bear and little black bear, are they finally together?"

This time, Xiao Qing didn't hesitate. He raised the corner of his mouth and said softly, "Well, we are finally together."

"Great!"

"Yeah, great."

——The End——

postscript:

This is an open ending. I personally think that such an ending is the most beautiful for them.

I have always wanted to write such a story, which is cruel but beautiful.I also like characters like Xiao Che very much. He is a bit like Levi in ​​"Prussian Officer" and "The Cage", but of course his behavior is much more perverted.But he is obviously so perverted, but he is pitiful and pathetic.He lives in his own fairy tale, trying his best to realize his wish.At the moment of his death, maybe he was really desperate, made desperate by his brother's hatred; but he was satisfied, because he really, realized his wish.

As for Xiao Qing, although his throbbing feelings had been wiped out in the torment, in the end, he didn't seem to know his feelings for his brother.But ah, he is already crazy enough to hold his brother's head and fulfill his brother's wish alone. This kind of emotion combines the voices that constantly harass him (he has been a little mentally ill for a long time) to form a brand new, brother The phantom of him... It doesn't need to be explained what his feelings for Xiao Che are.

The time when this article was first conceived was probably the year before last, or early last year.At that time, I only wanted to write 3P, and the plots I came up with were scattered.But around October last year, a lot of inspiration suddenly flashed, and I wrote it down, and I didn’t really write them down until now.Personally, I really, really like it.

Thank you very much for all the posts that have left comments and thrown thunder. Because of your support, I can finish this article, bow.

Then, next, I will write new articles, one is also about the dark genre "Abyss", and the other is about vampire fans.Of course, I may suddenly have a big brain hole and go to write other things.Hope to meet you in the next article><Xiao Yaozi

2015.2.12